Coming Home | By : SujiChan Category: Dir en grey > AU - Alternate Universe Views: 1406 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Note: Once again apologies for the long wait. Moved, computer problems, and just life interrupting. Hope you enjoy this chapter.
Toshiya looked absolutely lovely asleep. I watched him for a long time. The way his long dark lashes rested against his cheeks like smoky smudges, the way his lips parted lightly as he breathed, the fall of his long ebony hair over his forehead and the line of his jaw. I took this time to let my gaze pass over all of him, pausing for long moments on the crotch area of his denims. The room was illuminated by one small lamp, the amber glow from it dim and more like a nightlight. But it was enough for me to see him fairly clearly.
Saika had touched Toru there. She’d said he’d been bulgy and hard. She wanted to have sex with Toru. I somehow knew that I’d never had sex, and that Toshiya had been the first person to touch me the way he had earlier today. Thinking of that brought on that tingling hum throughout my body. I also recalled that afternoon when he’d taken me home after I fainted, and I instigated our kissing. He’d touched my breasts, and I’d very much wanted him out of his shirt so I could feel his hot skin against mine. Truth be told, I’d probably have not stopped at his shirt. Even now I wanted to feel the heat of his skin, stroke the smoothness of it, and feel him pressing against me. And yes, I wanted to touch him there.
“You’re staring.”
The deep sleepy sound of his voice startled me, and I almost squeaked in reaction. “I thought you were asleep,” I admitted.
“Was, until I felt you staring at me.” He stretched, and as he did so his body rubbed enticingly against mine. As he relaxed he slid an arm over me, and drew me closer. “So, now we’re both awake you want to get naked and see who can make who come first?”
Despite the fact my heart was racing with thrilled excitement at his words, I had to laugh. He really did sound hopeful, and yet he had that devilish charm he’d perfected and which made him a womanizer. It made me remember the wonderfully sinful way his intimate touch had made me feel earlier, and I suddenly realized that while he’d been pleasuring me I hadn’t pleasured him at all. I could touch him, make him feel the way he’d made me feel, and feel his body pressed tight to mine.
“Yes,” I whispered, voice sleep and lust thick.
Toshiya blinked. “Are you sure?” He had never before asked for confirmation from a woman about sex. Usually she said yes, and he had pretty much had her out of her clothes in minutes before she could change her mind. Not that any would have changed their minds, but that’s beside the point. The point was, this was different. This wasn’t getting ready to just rut with any female. And besides, he’d only been half serious when he’d asked her if she wanted to. Half, because having her beside him and remembering the wet heat of her earlier did have him hard and throbbing. “I’m not trying to push for anything…”
I smiled shyly and toyed with the neckline of his shirt, kind of afraid to look up at his face in case what I said next shocked or disgusted him. “I’ve loved you forever, Toshiya so this isn’t pushing. It’s more like… finally!” I shrugged, chewing on the inside of my bottom lip, still afraid to look at him. “Besides, it felt so nice earlier. I’d like to feel that again. Maybe this time you can feel that too.”
Her admission made his heart race, and his body heat up. Basically she was saying she liked having him touch her, and she wanted to touch him too. She wanted to wrap her smaller hand around his hard cock and stroke it? The thought of that made his breathing hitch. Did she have any idea of the things he wanted to do to her? More than just putting his hand inside her pants and fingering her. He wanted her naked. He wanted to look at her lying there with her legs spread wide, hiding nothing from him. He wanted to tease her juices from her with his fingers, and then taste it with his tongue, dipping it deep inside her to get every drop of it, and the whole time listen to her moan and call out his name for more. He wanted to teach her how to use her mouth on him, and hopefully she would find as much pleasure in that as he would. He wanted to then take his still saliva coated cock and push it into her, riding her until they were both coming hard and sweat-slicked and exhausted.
Normally he would whisper that hotly to the woman while he started to undress her, and she would be panting and already damp between her thighs from his rather crude descriptive talk. Normally she’d be all too eager to slide down his body and start sucking on him to show how much she wanted those same things. Normally he’d put her in some inventive position and take her hard while she made loud noises and told him not to stop. But this wasn’t normally. His body’s instinct was to just fuck her until they were both satisfied, but his conscience was screaming at him to stop.
“Oh, so you don’t want to…” I was a little embarrassed now, and wondered if he thought I was too bold. Was he now disgusted by me?
Toshiya’s arm tightened around me, and he shook his head. “I do want to,” he assured me. “Trust me, I really want to.” His hand began to gently stroke my back. “Tell me, have you ever seen a naked man?”
My heart was beating as loud as an Odaiko drum at a performance. “Not in person, no. I did see a photo of one in a woman’s magazine once.” A friend had shown it to me. She’d taken it from her sister’s room, and proudly shown it to me, shocking me. After my initial shock I’d been curious and we had browsed through the magazine.
Toshiya moved off the bed. He went to my bedroom door and locked it, lowered the blind on the window and then flicked on the small bedside lamp. Returning to the bed he paused beside it. His dark eyes moved over me slowly, and he reached a hand out. When I took it he pulled me carefully off the bed and stood me before him. I trembled gently as he began to undress me, starting with my top and bra. My breasts spilled free, and he took a moment to run his hands over them, letting his fingers stroke and lightly pinch the tips. Electrical shocks leapt from my breasts to my groin area, pooling there and growing warmer with each heartbeat that hammered against my ribcage.
I moved restlessly, moistening lips that had gone dry from quick and heavier breathing. Lightly callused fingertips stroked from between my breasts to the button at the waist of my denims. Before I could even think of protesting he had my jeans undone and was sliding both hands down my hips, his palms scraping over my skin as he pushed denims and panties down. They caught on my thighs for a moment, and then the two pieces of clothing dropped with a thudding finality to the floor. For the first time in my life I stood completely nude before a male.
Toshiya let his gaze pass over me, taking his time, and then he stepped back slightly. With deft movements he removed his tee, and flung it behind him. His fingers were quick in undoing his denims and pushing them down. He wore no underwear. He let me look him over, standing unmoving, giving me an opportunity to feed my curiosity by boldly eyeing his nude body. When I glanced up into his eyes I saw how dark and heavy lidded they were. A slight flush warmed his cheeks, and his full lips were moist and parted.
Those lips lowered to mine, and I sighed contentedly as he kissed me softly several times. His kiss became harder, more demanding, his tongue seductively taking control. Then I felt his hands. Rubbing at my back, drawing my body flush to his, stroking and then cupping and lightly squeezing my ass. It was a rather intriguing sensation being naked and pressed to naked male body. He radiated heat, and I could very easily feel the rock-hard length of his penis pressing against the groomed area between my legs. It burned, but not in a painful way. It made the temperature of that heat pooled between my legs rise until I couldn’t take it anymore, and I kept shifting restlessly in the hopes of easing it. It didn’t ease. Toshiya’s hands guided my restless shifting, making me sway against him in a fashion that made both of our hottest parts rub against each other.
“Part your legs,” he commanded in panting breaths against my lips. Reaching down he grasped his cock in his hand, and guided the head of it to the outer lips of my vagina. It slid easily over the lips, his hips pressed to mine. “You’re so fucking wet already, baby!” he gasped, pulling his hips back and making the length of his cock slide back out. Again he pushed forward, the head burrowing a little deeper, parting the lips and lightly touching my clitoris. I gasped, clutching onto his shoulders, and trembled.
Toshiya pumped back and forth, each inward stroke taking him deeper in until the head boldly rubbed from clit to inner lip, parting them and releasing more of my juices. I was panting as hard as he was, following the rhythm his hips set, and enjoying the jolts of pleasure our rubbing was giving me. Again his fingers played with my nipples, making them ache with sensitivity, and sending more shocks of pleasure to where we rubbed.
“Toshiya…” His name was a moan on my lips. I had no idea what I wanted to say to him. I didn’t know how to voice what I wanted. Actually, I wasn’t even sure what I wanted!
“I know, baby.” He did? That’s good because I didn’t. Maybe he could enlighten me. He led me back onto the bed, laying me down on my back. Kneeling beside my legs he put a hand on one of my knees. “Open up for me.” I hesitated, unsure what he meant, but he gently pushed my knees apart, and I knew he wanted me to spread my legs. I flamed, but let him part my legs wide.
I lay opened up to him, nothing hidden. It was difficult to be so bold, and I shut my eyes, unable to watch him looking at me. “Don’t hide, baby. You’re beautiful all over.” I still didn’t open my eyes. “Beautiful little breasts made for me to suck on.” He leaned forward, and I felt the tug of his teeth and lips on my nipples. It felt so nice I sighed contentedly until his mouth left my breast.
I opened my eyes, saw him turn his attention to my thighs, and I felt the heat rise in my face once more. His long bangs fell to partially cover his profile, and I admired his handsomeness. So long had I loved this man, and now we were in my bed, doing sexual things. I had always hoped and prayed for this day, but a part of me actually found it hard to believe that we were here.
“Beautiful pussy made for me to lick.”
What? The words were very crude. So much so it took a moment for their meaning to sink in. By the time they did his head had lowered, there was the bold sweep of his tongue from base to top of my vagina. “Toshiya!” I choked. I was so startled I automatically tried to snap my legs together and move away from him. When my friend and I had looked through her sister’s magazine we’d seen photos of a man with his head between a woman’s legs, and it had been like watching a train wreck. Morbid curiosity had kept us looking, both of us ‘eww-ing’ in shocked disgust, but I remember feeling a kind of empty ache between my legs.
Toshiya held my thighs apart, lifted his face so he could meet my shocked gaze, and smiled as he licked at his lips. “I want to taste all of you. I won’t hurt you. Trust me; you’ll love this so much you’ll want me to do it again and again.” He rubbed his chin over my inner-thigh, his dark eyes locked on mine. “Trust me.”
Before I could get my voice to work, he trailed warm kisses over my thigh until his mouth touched my clitoris. Full and soft lips tugged at it, the tip of his tongue flicked at it, and then the flat of his tongue pressed on it and lapped repeatedly at it. I panted, slowly relaxing, and moaned. It did feel good. My moan was all the encouragement he’d needed. Toshiya continued to tongue my clitoris while he carefully insinuated a finger-tip between the inner-lips, and pushed it in further and further. Slowly he pulled it out, and then pushed it back in, repeating this process, and making me moan some more. This was… This was even better than earlier!
Toshiya slid a second finger inside with the first, being careful at how hard he pumped them since he knew I was still a virgin. His mouth continued to play with my clitoris, and his gaze lifted to watch me as I moaned and panted and reached down with a hand to grasp at his long dark hair. My hips were moving, my body falling into an ages-old rhythm that it knew without me even thinking about it. He kept using his fingers, but slid his body up mine until he could kiss me deeply. I could taste myself on his lips and his tongue.
“Touch me,” he panted, pressing his hard-on into my thigh.
I was sure I’d be bruised from him pressing so hard, but I slid a hand down over his belly. He lifted his hips, giving me access, and as my hand slid lower my fingers finally touched him. It felt like expensive silk over burning hot steel. The sensation of it was fascinating, and I explored the length with my fingers. Toshiya moaned, removing his fingers from inside me, and grabbed my hand, curling my fingers around him, and guiding me in how to rub him. “Like that, baby.” He kissed me hard, stealing my breath. “And here,” he panted at my lips, showing me how to touch the sac beneath his hard length.
Suddenly Toshiya rolled us so he lay on his back, and I was straddling one of his thick thighs. He set me back some so I knelt up straight. “Play with me,” he urged, his eyes heavy lidded and so dark they were almost black.
I blinked. “Play with you?”
“Touch me anywhere, kiss me anywhere, and lick me anywhere. Just satisfy your curiosity.” He watched me flame and hesitate. “Did you like it when I licked your pussy?” The fact my blush deepened but I slowly nodded made him smile. “A man likes to be licked too. Actually, he likes it when a woman sucks on him and slides him in and out of her mouth.”
We’d seen that in the magazine ages ago too. I didn’t know if I could do that myself. I peered down at the hard hot length of him, and tried to imagine myself taking that into my mouth. It was a daunting thought. I didn’t think I was yet ready to lick or suck on his thing. Inhaling deeply I reached both hands out and let my fingertips explore his shoulders and chest. His dark nipples tightened and felt like little pebbles under my hands. I knew how good it felt when he paid attention to my nipples; playing with them with his fingers, palming them when they were hard, and then licking and sucking on them when they were very sensitive. I tried to do the same to him, ending with bending over him and teasing the hard little nubs with the tip of my tongue and my teeth. He moaned, hands catching at my hair and holding me to him so I wouldn’t stop yet.
Hearing him pant and make those hot little moans did funny things to my body. A strange empty ache started between my legs, growing stronger and stronger as I ran my hands and lips over his belly and felt it flutter beneath my tasting tongue. “That’s it, baby,” he urged, arching his hips up eagerly.
The underside of his belly was hot, and a rather alluring scent made me nuzzle him there. It was seductive, but with undertones of darkness and man. I hesitated, his arousal just inches beneath my face. Tentatively I touched it with a finger, again marveling at the silky feel. That empty ache was now painful, and I wanted to press myself against his leg to try to squash it away. The pad of my thumb passed lightly over the thick vein beneath the head of his cock, and he hissed in a breath as he arched his hips. That darkly seductive scent grew stronger, and my ache reached its peak. I slid up his body, kissing him hungrily, pressing my damp pussy against his thigh.
“Toshiya, it hurts,” I moaned low, tongue flicking at his lower lip.
“It’s because you want me inside you.” His voice was so deep and low it was like a rumble. “It feels empty?” When I nodded he shifted me to straddle his hips, the burning tip of his cock pressing against my clitoris. “Your body knows it’s incomplete,” he continued, his hands guiding me in how to rub my wetness over his hardness.
I could feel the fine sheen of sweat break out over my body. He was pumping up to make the rubbing even more pleasurable. “Make me complete,” I begged, that ache increasing beyond what I thought it could. If this kept up I’d die because there was no way I could take much more of it. “Toshiya! Kudasai!” I was near sobbing.
“Shhh,” he whispered at my lips. “Wait. Wait.” I was shaking my head. I was going to die now. I couldn’t take this anymore. Then it hit. That awesome pleasure he’d made me feel earlier today. But this time it was stronger. I pushed up, back arching, and Toshiya drew me down to kiss me hard, muffling the cry that ripped from me. One of his hands was deep in my hair, and after a moment he let me go to grip my hips and hold me over him while he rubbed faster and harder. After a few more thrusts this way he grunted and stiffened, holding me still over him. I watched him, the beauty of his orgasm making my heart race and my breath catch.
Toshiya pulled me down to kiss me softly several times, his hands shifting my legs so I lay more comfortably over him. “Next time,” he whispered low.
“Mmm?” Next time what?
“Next time I’ll come inside you and not on you,” he told me, a hand soothingly stroking my bare back. “Next time we’ll both be complete.”
…………………
Toshiya drew on his denims and went to find something to drink. He returned several minutes later with a bottle of water, and a bowl. He shut and locked the door, put the bowl on the bedside table, and handed me the bottle of water. “What’s in the bowl?” I asked him.
He lifted a cloth, wringing it out, and then pulled the sheet off me. “I’ll clean you up,” he stated, parting my knees.
I flamed, embarrassed, but it felt nice to have the cool cloth gently passing over my vaginal area. He cleaned the inside of my thighs as well, and then dropped the cloth into the bowl. “Thank you.” I had no idea what else to say. What do you say to the man who intimately washed you? To cover my shy embarrassment I opened the water bottle and took a few sips. The coldness of it felt amazing going down.
There was insistent and loud knocking on the door. Toshiya threw the covers over me, and rose. Going to the door he unlocked it, but before he could open it a crack to peer out it flew open, tossing him aside, and Kaoru and Kyo entered. I gasped, sinking lower into the bed and pulling the covers to my nose.
“Fucking hell!” Toshiya cursed, catching his balance and getting between his two brothers and I. “What the hell do you want?”
“Should be obvious, really,” Kyo replied as one blond brow rose. “We’re here to kill you.”
“Little Suji-chan, put the covers over your head so you don’t see,” Kaoru told me.
Toshiya dodged Kyo’s hands. “She’s still a virgin, moron!” Unfortunately it brought him into Kaoru’s reach. A hand caught him by the hair, pulling his head back.
“She’s naked, isn’t she?” Kaoru asked, but didn’t wait for a reply. His other hand came down as a fist, the blow hard enough to make Toshiya’s knees buckle and drive him to the floor on them.
I sat up, clutching covers to my chest. “No! Stop!” I shouted, reaching out a hand as if I could grab them and make them halt. “He didn’t make me do anything I didn’t want to do!”
“Not exactly the right answer to save his sorry ass,” Kyo sighed. “Means something did happen. You have to understand, Toshiya is a… an experienced womanizer. Getting women to want to do things is his specialty. We know he’s good at this because we taught him almost everything we know.”
I watched Kaoru’s knee come up, catching my lover in the chin, and throwing him back. He landed on the floor, flat on his back, arms out. A groan escaped him, and he coughed, a bubble of blood appearing. I ripped the sheet off the bed as I leapt up, just barely covering myself with it, and launched myself to Toshiya, using my body as a shield. I stroked his bloody face, and pulled him closer. “Don’t you touch him!” I snarled up at Kaoru.
Kyo lay gentle hands on my shoulders. “Suji…” My elbow reflexively came up, and the blond dropped, hands to his groin and gasping for breath.
Toshiya choked, the sound much like laughter, and then he spoke. “Gets right to the point, doesn’t she?”
Kaoru sighed heavily, reaching down and pulling Kyo to his feet. “That was kind of cruel, little Suji-chan.”
I glared at them. “And pounding on Toshiya wasn’t?”
“He dared to lay a hand on you,” Kyo gasped, wincing and trying to straighten up. “You’re a good girl, and he knows that.”
“I’m an adult,” I argued. “I’m not a little girl anymore. I’m a grown woman. I can still be a good girl even if the man I love and I do things together.”
Kaoru ran a hand through his hair, sighing heavily. “Not long ago you were out cold in the hospital, and just remembered you love this idiot. He should have been smart enough to know to go slow.”
“You’re family to us.” Kyo was starting to sound stronger. “We want nothing but the best for you and Saika. It’s fine if it’s a man who loves you…”
“Toshiya does love me,” I argued.
“And who wants to marry you and give you babies,” he finished as if I’d never spoken, but his eyes pierced me intently to make his point. “You going to marry her and give her babies, Totchi?”
Toshiya glowered at his brothers. “Dammit, we just started seeing each other. Can’t you give us a little time before you drag us down the aisle?”
“Did you give some time before you seduced her?” demanded Kaoru. “Or were just thinking with your cock? Dammit, this isn’t just any female you pick up at a bar!”
“Before you even consider sex did you think of the future with her?” Kyo added, now able to stand straight, and the colour looking a little more normal in his face. “Does she know what future she’s going to have with you? And what about when her memory returns in full?”
Toshiya stiffened, and gritted his teeth. “It could never return. No one knows.”
“But it could,” Kaoru emphasized. “Okay, enough. You’re coming home with us.”
I was going to argue, but Toshiya put a restraining hand on my arm. “It’s okay, baby. You need rest anyway. I’ll call you in the morning.” He sat up, glared at the other two, and wiped blood off his lips. “Can I at least have a minute to say goodnight?”
Kyo and Kaoru were of a mind. They each grabbed an arm, and hefted their younger brother up. “You’ve done enough goodnight-ing,” Kyo quipped. “Sorry about the intrusion, Suji-chan. Night.”
And in seconds they had disappeared out my room, and down the stairs. I heard the finality of the downstairs door shutting, and the silence. Never in all my dreams of Toshiya had I ever dreamed that our night of lovemaking would be interrupted by his brothers dragging him off.
Then something else made me frown. Why were they so concerned about what would happen once my memory came back?
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