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Without You I'm Nothing (Chapter 39 up now!)	By : urbanephoenix Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Placebo Views: 5829 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is purely a work of fiction! I do not know any members of Placebo or their families, and I do not profit from these writings.

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A/N: Ok I know I said in the last chapter that this one would be up in under a week, sorry that didn't happen. I went away and lost track of time. So here we go, I tired to make it longer to make up for lost time =)
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STEFAN.

“W-what are you doing here?” Stef asked, still wide-eyed.

Courtney smiled. “That’s the greeting I get?”

Stefan blushed and awkwardly embraced him, it wasn’t the warm reunion he’d expected either. “I thought you’d be gone for months, it’s been what, four weeks?”

“I’m taking a break, I’d aimed for your school holidays but it looks like I missed by a few days.” The red head replied. “Still, I got to see your show.”

“How did you know it-“

Courtney laughed. “Oh please, Stef. “Briana and Steve”? You could have come up with something a bit more convincing. Though,” he turned to look behind him. “Brian does look quite smashing.”

‘Why was this happening now?’ Stefan thought to himself. He was on such a high from their performance and now he didn’t know what to think. “So um... what did you think?”

“You guys are very talented,” the older boy smiled. “you should think about getting a drummer.”

Stef shook his head. “I think Brian might lose his mind if he has to share creative control with anyone else. Besides, it was just a practice for our school assignment.”

“Sure it was,” Courtney winked. “oh hey, is it still ok if I crash with you?”

Stefan froze. ‘No.’ He thought to himself. “Huh?

“Well, I mentioned to you on the phone last week that when I visit I’d need somewhere to stay and you said I could stay with you. That’s not a problem... is it?”

Before he could answer, the blonde felt Brian’s warm, familiar body collide into his. “They love us!” the black haired boy told him excitedly, completely ignoring Courtney. “Seriously, Stef, everyone here was like... wow, I can’t stop smiling!”

“Hey, Brian.”

Brian snapped around, looking up that the red head, the smile quickly disappearing from his face. “Oh, hi!” Stef cringed, it sounded so forced. “What are you doing here?”

Courtney laughed. “I’m glad you guys are so happy to see me! I came to visit my boyfriend.”

Stefan felt a cold chill run up his spine as Brian turned, glaring at him. Uh oh, what did he do?

BRIAN.

It wasn’t that he and Stef were officially a ‘couple’, but Brian HAD thought that’s where they were headed, and sooner rather than later. He’d at least thought Stef would have ended things with Courtney by now given how the pair of them were going.

“Oh, yes, well I guess it makes sense you’d want to see your boyfriend.” He hissed the last word bitterly and looked down at the floor. “Isn’t that right, Stefan?”

He knew it wasn’t fair to put the blonde in this position, but, after all, he’d brought this upon himself right?

“Brian,” Stef pleaded quietly. “look, we should all probably get going, you and I have school tomorrow and for once I’d like us to be on time.”

The black haired boy rolled his eyes and stormed to the bathroom to collect his things. He felt sick to his stomach as he threw spare items of clothing, make-up and various other props into his shoulder bag, mentally cursing Stef’s cowardly ways.

“I’m sorry, Brian.”

“For what?” he didn’t turn around.

Stefan sat beside him. “I didn’t know he was coming and-“

“I don’t care about that!” Brian said, raising his voice a little too high. It bounced angrily off the walls. “What about US?”

“W... what about us?”

The smaller boy rolled his eyes. As much as he adored the blonde, he could be a little slow. “Yes, you and me! I thought we were actually going to make a go of it.”

“Oh... us. I know, I just have to... work some things out.
”
“Fine.” He spat, standing up. “Come on, let’s get a taxi. Where’s Courtney’s hotel?”

Stefan blushed, not making eye-contact. “Uh, he’s staying with me.”

Brian could feel the colour drain from his face. “I’ll walk.”

***

At first he was upset Stef didn’t protest more, but after walking for a good ten minutes, Brian realised he didn’t care. He should have known this would happen. He was just a substitute, something to fill the void until the REAL boyfriend came back. What an idiot he’d been.

STEFAN.

It was an awkward walk home, Stef was relieved when he was finally able to collapse on his bed and hopefully block out all that’d happened in the past hour. He knew he must have upset Brian, but what was he supposed to do?

“Nice place,” Courtney said, looking around the blonde’s room. “how long you got it for?”

“A couple of weeks.” He replied, not tearing his gaze from the ceiling. The last thing he needed now was to be reminded he’d be moving out after the holidays. “Look, Courtney I’m happy to see you, but I need to go to sleep. I have school in the morning.”

The red head smiled and wrapped his arms around the younger boy. “Ok.”

Stef breathed in heavily, relishing the familiar smell of Courtney’s aftershave, the feel of his warm body, his soft, long hair.

“Stef?” his deep green eyes, looked down as he pushed the blonde’s hair out of his face. “I’m really happy to see you again.”

Stefan hadn’t been expecting it, but he couldn’t help but enjoy the feeling of Courtney’s lips pushing against his own. He wanted nothing more than for it to go on, and on, and perhaps- No.

“I... should go to bed.” He blushed, pulling away.

“Where should I sleep?”

He hadn’t thought of that, but he knew what he wanted. “Um, you can sleep with me if you want. And I mean sleep... nothing funny.”

Courtney laughed. “Ok, ok. Nothing ‘funny’.”

He knew he should have felt guilty, or at least a bit strange about the whole situation, but Stef couldn’t help it. He rested his head on Courtney’s bare shoulder, pulling the blanket over them. “I’m glad to see you too” he muttered.

BRIAN.

Brian was not looking forward to school. He’d had a great time the previous night, but he couldn’t suppress the jealous monster, laying in silent wait inside of him. His morning classes were a blur, he just wanted to get out and talk to Stef.

“Hey, hows it going?” the blonde asked at the morning break. He was smiling and looked far more relaxed than Brian was feeling.

“How do you think?” he snapped. “I, I’m sorry,” he sighed, seeing his friend’s sad face. “I didn’t mean for it to come out like that. I’m just... confused.”

“About what?”

Was Stefan really that thick, or did he honestly not realise what he was so upset about? “Well, about us. I mean, are we still...”

Stef frowned. “Still what? Still friends?”

Brian gawked at him. “Friends? Are you serious?”

“Brian, seriously, what is it?”

They’d finally reached a quiet area outside, Brian couldn’t hold it in anymore.

“Jesus, Stef! Are you blind? I fucking love you! What we are... it’s more than normal friendship, you must be able to see that. And as far as I can tell you see me as far more than a friend too, don’t deny it.” He stared pacing, his arms waving in the air. He couldn’t help but feel the blonde was hiding something. “What’s wrong with you? Why are things suddenly so different between us?”

“Well, Courtney came back...”

“Exactly! Which means, you are feeling guilty about what was going on with us before last night.”

“No!” Stef protested half-heartedly. “I just-“

“Tell me, what are we? To you?”

Stefan looked down and started picking at a thread on his blazer. “I... well... you’re my friend. My best friend”

“And?”

“And I... care about you... a lot.”

“As much as Courtney?” Brian asked. He wasn’t sure he wanted the answer.

“That’s different.” Stef replied quietly.

The smaller boy rolled his eyes. “How? You want to fuck him now instead of me?”

“That’s not fair, Brian.”

Brian was shaking, trying not to let Stef see the tears welling up in his eyes.

“Just tell it to me straight.”

“I can’t! I don’t know! I haven’t talked to C-“

“Well maybe you should.”

Brian turned and stormed off. How could Stef treat him like this, after all they’d been through together? He was pissed off, he’d show Stef how it felt to be unappreciated.

STEFAN.

Stef didn’t see Brian for the rest of the school day, and come four o’clock he couldn’t have been happier to be home. Walking into the kitchen he found Courtney, wearing nothing more than a pair of shorts hanging carelessly from his hips and is mother’s apron, mixing something in a large bowl. “Hey handsome.” He grinned on seeing the blonde standing in the doorway. “How was school?”

“Terrible.” Stef answered truthfully, throwing his schoolbag aside. “Brian is a bit... annoyed.”

Courtney cringed and put down the bowl. “Did something happen with you guys while I was gone? You don’t have to tell me...”

“Yeah, it kinda did.” Stefan blushed. “He helped me a lot after you left and then one thing eventually lead to another. We did talk about being, you know, together, but it never happened.”

“Why not?” Stef could see the red head was hurt, that was the last thing he wanted.

“I don’t know. I felt I owed something to you? I...”

“Do you want us to be together?”

The blonde sighed and collapsed into an armchair in the adjoining room. “I don’t know what I want. Brian is my best friend, I don’t want him to hate me. But we never really had a chance together before you went to Los Angeles, and I know I want you.”

“How greedy of you.” Courtney smiled, joining him in the lounge.

“I just-“

“You know what the problem is?” the older boy interrupted. “We never got to know each other. I mean, we know a lot about each other now, but we were never ‘together’ if you get my drift.”

“You want us to sleep together to see if we should BE together?” Stef asked, unconvinced. “Seems like that could just create more problems.”

Courtney shrugged. “Think about it. You’re obviously attracted to me, I think you’re gorgeous, we get on, the only thing we don’t know about each other is purely physical. Sexual chemistry is essential to a relationship, you see the pheromones-“

“Ok I get it,” the blonde laughed. “don’t go off on one of your science rants.”

“It’s just a suggestion. I mean, if I’m rubbish in bed it’d be much easier for you to dump me and go out with Brian. So really, I’m trying to simplify your life.”

“Ha, somehow I’m sensing some ulterior motives.” Stefan teased. Courtney had a point though. “So, how do you-“

He was interrupted by the same feeling he’d experienced the night before, but this time the red head’s entire body was pressing up against him, pushing him deeper into the chair. Stef wrapped his arms around the other boy’s waist; undoing the apron and feeling it fall between them. He ran his hands up Courtney’s cold back, pulling him in closer. “You taste like chocolate,” he giggled. “what have you been making?

“Oh that can wait, right now I’m more concerned with all these items of clothing you’re wearing.” The red head replied seriously, tugging at Stef’s school tie. It slipped free easily, Stef closed his eyes as he felt his shirt come off too, along with his grey pants. He kicked off his shoes and wrapped his legs around the back of Courtney’s knees, forcing him onto the chair.

COURTNEY AND STEFAN.

Courtney pulled himself from Stef’s lips, much to the blonde’s dismay, but quickly attached himself to his neck, gently running his teeth down to his shoulder. He lightly bit his way back up, nibbling on the bottom of the blonde’s ear, breathing deeply. “You don’t taste so bad yourself.” He whispered.

Stef felt a shiver up his spine. Courtney’s hand were exploring him all over, running over his bare chest, down his stomach, rubbing his legs. “Swap.” The blonde said softly, pushing the older boy off him, then quickly back into the chair.

The red head smiled, enjoying Stef taking charge. He leant back further to make it easier for the younger boy to remove his shorts, under which he hadn’t been wearing any underwear.

Stefan disposed of Courtney’s last item of clothing before sitting himself on his lap, wrapping one of his long arms around the red head’s neck, the other left free for other business. The spare hand made its way down the older boy’s torso and slowly started rubbing.

Courtney moaned softly as Stefan began gently tugging on his erection, making him harder and harder. He pushed his tongue deep into the blonde’s mouth, savouring his sweet taste and soft lips.

Pulling away, Stefan quickly jumped off his lover’s lap, much to his confusion. “Don’t worry.” The blonde grinned, placing himself between Courtney’s legs. “I know what I’m doing.” He lowered his head and slowly ran his tongue over the head of the older boy’s cock, licking up the precum that had already escaped. He could tell he was doing it right, the other boy’s entire body had tensed up as he tried to collect himself.

As he ran his large hands through the blonde’s hair, Courtney gently pushed his head down, encouraging Stef to take him in his whole mouth. What he was doing felt amazing, but it was torture, of the most erotic nature.

Stefan got the message, opening his mouth wider and slowly sucking Courtney’s cock more aggressively. If he was honest, he’d been surprised by his lover’s size. He didn’t have the length, but he was very thick, enough so that Stef couldn’t help but wonder how something like that would feel inside him. But that would have to wait for another time. He started gently massaging the red head’s balls while running his tongue up his shaft more vigorously.

He could feel Courtney wriggling beneath him, trying to keep his cool as he tightened his grip, lightly pulling some of the blonde’s hair. Stef smiled and kept going, faster, harder, deeper.

“S-Stef,” the red head moaned softly. “I, you better s-stop or...”

“Not a chance.” The blonde replied without missing a beat.

Courtney leant back in the chair again, clinching his teeth. God, Stefan felt good. He didn’t want it to end, but at the same time- “Uurghh...” he sighed loudly as he was overcome with waves of pleasure sweeping his body.

Stefan made sure he swallowed everything, the taste wasn’t pleasant, but he wanted Courtney to know what he was willing to do for him. Anything. He smiled, sitting on the arm of the chair and looked down at his lover, eyes closed breathing deeply. Sweat was dripping from his brow, making stray red hairs stick to his face. Stef pushed them aside, and kissed his lover gently on the lips.

“W-so what can I do f-for you, gorgeous?” Courtney asked breathlessly.

“Nothing,” the blonde smiled. “I don’t need you to do anything at all.”

Courtney frowned, eyes still closed. “You don’t want anything?”

“Oh, I want plenty, but it doesn’t require much from you at all.” Stefan took the older boy’s hand and pulled him over to the couch. Courtney stumbled across the room, still coming down from his high. “On your back.” Stef smiled.

“On my back?

“On your back, please?”

Courtney laughed and did as he was told. “Whatever you want.”

Suddenly realising how unprepared he was, Stef bolted out of the room and upstairs, arriving back moments later with lube and condoms in hand. He’d never had to use protection before, but didn’t want to risk not having them.

“I see I’m not the only one who enjoyed the talents of your mouth.” The red head smiled, looking down at Stef’s crotch. He was well and truly aroused, even more so as he started rubbing lube over condom, trying to do so so he wouldn’t tear it.

“What can I say?” the younger boy asked, positioning himself between his partner’s legs. “Who wouldn’t want you in their mouth?”

After some manoeuvring he finally got the right position and gently pushed against Courtney’s opening. He watched as the red head clinched his teeth and held his breath, trying to adapt to the intrusion. It didn’t take nearly as long as it had with Brian. “Aagh,” he grunted softly. “ok, ok I’m good.”

Taking the hint, Stef pushed in as deep as he could before pulling out slowly, and slamming back in twice as hard. The sudden thrust caused Courtney’s entire body to shift up the couch. The blonde smiled and gripped onto his lover’s hips, repeating the motion. It felt good, very good. Courtney’s tight opening gripping his hard cock, each thrust giving him small hits of pleasure.

“W-what do you want me to do to make you-“

“No,” the older boy cut him off. “no I don’t think I can... not right now. Do whatever you want.” He smiled.

He didn’t need telling twice, now no longer concerned with getting them both off, Stef tightened his grip on Courtney’s torso, and pulled him in harder, trying to keep his rhythm.

Despite saying he couldn’t possibly cum again, the red head was completely overcome with pleasure. Stefan had started while he was still coming down from his orgasm-induced haze and now feeling him pump into him over and over, it was almost too much. He could see sweat dripping down the blonde’s chest, his hair carelessly flapping in his face. “A-anything you want me to-to do?”

Stefan smiled. “I-I admit I can’t wait to find out how you feel,” he replied, keeping his rhythm. “but in the meantime you can use your imagination.”

Courtney was stumped. Being trapped on the couch under a sweaty, 80 kilo boy gave him very limited options. He reached around with his right hand, feeling for anything on the floor he could use. All he could find was the condom box which Stef had carelessly thrown aside in haste. Slipping one on his fingers, Courtney tried to pull the other boy in closer to him so he could reach. Stretching his arm around the blonde’s slender hips, he finally got where he wanted.

He hadn’t expected it. Stefan’s entire body stiffened as he felt Courtney push his fingers inside of him, pushing him apart.

Trying to push his fingers in time with Stef’s thrusts, Courtney pushed as deep as he could, angling his digits forward, searching for the sweet spot. He could tell it was having the desired effect, as the younger boy stumbled in his rhythm, overcome by the sudden intrusion.

“Uhh,” the blonde moaned. “that’s not what I had in mind, but fuck that feels good.”
Courtney smiled and started pushing in faster. It was extremely uncomfortable for him and he couldn’t keep it up long.

The extra sensation made all the difference, Stef went harder and harder, further aroused by the strained look on his lover’s face. His wild red hair flapping uncontrollably. He felt Courtney’s fingers brush against his prostate ever so slightly, then again, then a third time more directly.

“Oh, god.” he muttered, clinching his teeth. But it was too much.

It had been far too long since Courtney had been bottom, he’d almost forgotten what it felt like, but it all came back as he felt Stef cum hard inside of him.

His entire body felt like it was on fire, sweat dripping all over. Stefan collapsed on his back on the couch, eyes wide and panting. It had easily been his most intense orgasm, he felt as though he may fall asleep there and then. “You... you’re amazing.” He muttered, head flopping back on a pillow.

Courtney smiled. “Pretty amazing yourself.”

STEFAN.

Stef was woken by thin rays of bright light shining through the curtains. He had fallen asleep on the couch but noticed Courtney had found him a blanket. Looking down at his watch he saw it was quarter to eight. For once he wasn’t in a hurry.

“Morning!” a cheery voice greeted him from the kitchen. Courtney was cooking something again, but this time more appropriately dressed. “Sleep ok?”

“Uh? Oh, yeah fine.” Stef replied, rubbing his eyes and collecting his clothes.“Thanks for the blanket.”

“No problem, I didn’t want to wake you. You looked so peaceful.”

Stefan smiled. “I’m uh, having a shower.”

***

He had planned on talking to Courtney about the whole ‘relationship’ thing before heading off to school, but he didn’t have time. Not for a proper discussion anyway. Surely their actions last night spoke louder than words anyway. He swung his backpack over his shoulder and headed for the door.

“Stef?” Courtney called out.

“Hmm?” he looked back over his shoulder.

“Are we... still... we?”

Dropping his bag, the blonde wrapped his arms around the older boy’s neck, kissing him deeply. “Yes, yes we are.”

The red head beamed as Stef once again headed back for the door.

“Oh, and Stef?”

“Yeah?”

“You look dashing in a uniform.”

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A/N: I know about half of you like my OCs and the other dislike ALL OCs so please let me know what you think of this chapter. I have several ideas of where it could go and if I get feedback it makes my job easier plus it means I'm more likely to write stuff you guys will like (which in turn makes me happy) =)

A/N 2: And don't worry, this is still, and always will be a Placebo fic which means Brian will still be front and foremost. No chance of him being pushed aside.

Also, we're over the 57,000 word mark now. Thanks for still reading!
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