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Worlds Collide	By : CrysMarie2oo5 Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > SHINee Views: 2240 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not know the members of SHINee and I do not make any money off of this work of fiction.

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The sun was peeking through the blinds and right in my eyes. I opened my eyes only be shut them again. I had the worst hangover I had ever experienced. My head pounded, my mouth was dry, I was nauseous as all hell and my heart was like beating as light and fast as a hummingbird's. I was still wrapped around Minho, whose boner was pressing against my inner thigh, however, behind me Taemin stirred. I realize, I'm naked, Minho's naked, Taemin's obviously naked as I felt Taemin's ass pressed again my hip.
What the fuck! I shot upright in bed to assess the situation I woke up in. Yep, all three of us are nude. I get up carefully and look in every room. Everyone is naked. Key is passed out, laying on his stomach his bare ass having welts on it. I then looked inside Jonghyun and Minho's room to see Jonghyun cuddled up next to Jinki. Both men, naked. I let out a breath and tiptoed back into Jinki's room where the evidence of my deeds caused flashbacks to come back and I sucked in a breath.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck. Dude." I whispered harshly, feeling the regret wash over me like a wave large enough to knock me off my feet. I looked at all the discarded clothes and picked mine out mess, careful not to wake any of the guys. I had just slept with everyone, while I was drunk and not in my right mind. I glance up at myself in Jinki's full length mirror and resides on the wall and I see more evidence of my misdeeds...the hickeys riddling my neck, and other parts of my body. My skin was raw, my pussy felt swollen and throbbed in pain. Not to mention, I still had a sticky mess of bodily fluid between my legs trailing down the inside of my thighs. I shake my head and enter the bathroom quick to pee and clean up before dressing as quickly as I could before tiptoeing out of the guy's hotel room and back into my own with all my extra clothes in hand.
Once in my hotel room I dump the extra clothes in the hamper by the bathroom and I make a bee-line to the shower and take a long hot shower. The hot water did a great job relaxing my tight, achy muscles. While under the hotter than usual water, I think hard and long about how much my relationship with the guys has and will change going forward. I was so, so, fucked. In the literal and metaphorical sense of the word, fucked. There was nothing sacred anymore.
Stepping out and wrapping a towel around myself, I brush my teeth to get rid of my stale breath and put a robe on before making myself a light breakfast of poached eggs and toast with some cranberry juice. I also downed a bottle of water as well.
I eat my breakfast and making sure to knock back three ibuprofen mid-meal. By the time I've finished my breakfast I'm starting to feel somewhat normal again. I grab my cell phone and call my father to make arrangements to spend time with my family. We settle on going to Central Park and spending a good majority of the day there. I dress in a black turtleneck and white skinny jeans with my furry winter boots. Tossing my phone into my purse and placing my favorite mirrored sunglasses, I call a car to pick my family and I up and we head out.
We take a stroll around the park until we get too cold, and we pop into the Tavern on the Green for lunch and hot cocoa before heading back out again.
Around 3pm I start getting texts and calls from all five of the guys at random intervals asking my whereabouts. I simply don’t answer, and put my phone on silent. I was black holing them for my own sanity and to keep my mood up around my family. I really didn't want to think about the night before.
Around four my family and I arrive at the museum. We're walking through the exhibits and Kya is showing my daughter a flapper dress from the 20s.
“Hey dad, I wanted to let you know that I'm going on tour soon, and I'm in the process of handing Michael and Kya temporary custody of Jasmine...”
“You think that's a good idea? I know you got a career now Crystal, but if you need me to take her, I can...”
“It's not that I don't doubt your ability, I just feel more comfortable if Michael and Kya have her, I don't trust Damee, and you know this. I don't want Jasmine around her.”
“Damee won't do anything...”
“I can't stand her dad, you and I both know this. I can't tell you who you can or cannot be with, but I can't trust her as far as I can throw her. I don't want her around my daughter. That's final.”
“Fine Crys, fine.”
“Dad, I mean it. Damee's bad news.” He simply nodded as we pulled back up to the hotel. Everyone comes inside to come up to my hotel room when I find all the guys sitting in the lobby.
“Crystal, where have you been? We've been worried about you.” Minho chided. I look at him angrier with myself than anything.
"Minho, I'm fine, can I please have some time alone with my family?" I could tell they sensed my uneasiness with them.
"Jagiya are you all right?" Minho asked, his eyes full of concern. Jonghyun's eyes were inspecting me. The room suddenly got 30 degrees hotter and I was beginning to perspire on my upper lip. Jinki's eyes stared at my neck the whole time.
"I-I'm fine. Don't worry about me you guys. Really." I said, as I started walking away from them. Suddenly I felt someone pull for turtleneck and I looked to see my brother's hand pulling the fabric away from my neck. His initial reaction was shock. Kya gasps then my dad, being late to the party finally glances at my neck and mutters a "damn."
“What the fuck did they do to you Crystal…did they force you to do this?" I slapped my brother's hand away I felt my face flush with embarrassment. I pull the fabric against my neck again.
"It's complicated okay? Either way it's none of your business." I said, my gaze focusing on a scuff mark on the floor of the elevator.
“What happened last night Crys? Did they hurt you?”
"No, they didn't...please just don't worry about it okay? Can we just drop it?"
"Crystal if someone's forcing you do to something you're not comfortable with we could help..."
"No one's forcing me to do anything okay? I got drunk last night and made some poor decisions and could affect the group, that's all. Nothing more, nothing less. Please...let it go..."
"Who marked your neck up like that? Minho?"
"None of your business," I said, not even bothering to look at my brother praying the elevator would go faster.
"Well I hope you protected yourself." My father chimed in, and I shot a glare at the older man.
"Don't worry about me. I'll make sure it won't happen again." I snapped and after that it was silence.
I spend a few hours with my family before they headed back to their room. Shortly after they leave I received a text from Jinki telling me that the sketches for the concert wardrobe have come in. I go over to their dorm and knock on the door.
Jonghyun opens the door and lets Jinki know that I'm there. I take my shoes off and Jinki pulls out a chair for me at the table where Jin, Melody and the guy's fashion coordinator sat. I glanced around the hotel room to see that they had cleaned up well after the night before. I put on my best poker face and remain professional throughout the meeting.
They show me the touring schedule first, the tour is split in two parts, there’s a US tour first. Then we get a month off, before having to go on our world tour. The tour spans nine months and we go everywhere.
Next they show me the sketches of our concert attire, and my jaw drops. I’m in everything from regular white jeans and a turtleneck to a black vinyl dominatrix get-up that barely covers the dirty bits. I ask them if they have any clue when the costumes will be finished and they said the next day we all go in for a fitting, and get made up by coordi-noonas the day after that we go into practice mode to prep for our American tour. This concludes the meeting and management leaves the hotel room.
After a long pause of awkward silence Jinki brings up about the night before.
"Crystal, are you okay? I promise nothing like this will ever happen again...I'm so sorry to rush you into this, we were all drunk and we should've known better..." Minho and I look at each other while Jinki is apologizing over and over again.
"Jinki, hyung, please shut up and let Crystal have a word in please?" Taemin said, interrupting Jinki's tirade.
"Thank you Taemin." I let out a breath. "Look, you guys, what's done is done. there's no way we can go back and undo it." I glanced around the table to see shocked expressions and gaped mouths. "For what it's worth though, I had fun from what I remember of it."
"Crystal, can I talk to you privately in my room?" Minho asks. I nod.
He takes me to the room that he shares with Jonghyun.
"Crystal, I love you, but I have to ask, what's going to become of us?"
"I love you too Minho, but I don't know what to make of last night. You pretty much served me up on a silver platter to everyone..."
"You kissed everyone behind my back! You didn't even have the audacity to fucking tell me about it!"
"Oh and how was I supposed to word that? Hm? Minho your band mates all kissed me while I'm practically dry humping them while wearing transparent lingerie during practice, our video shoots and performances. Minho, this shit was bound to happen!"
"Do you have no self control Crystal?" Minho asked, his eyes meeting mine. "Didn't it occur to you that you were crossing a line?
"Oh you're one to talk about self control. You weren't thinking about self control when you let Jinki and Jonghyun fuck you, so much for you not being 'that way'." Minho's face turned red with anger and his eyes told me I was treading on dangerous ground. "I wasn't going to fuck any of them Minho! I love you I wouldn't do that shit to you! But you made that deal with Jinki, so I thought it would be a onetime thing, so who's fucking who?" I said having the final word before opening the door. He grabbed my arm and pulled me back into the room.
"I'm not fucking done talking to you yet God damn it! Crystal, I was drunk."
"Oh yeah? So was I, or don't you remember that bit? Can't we just admit that we both made poor choices last night? I distinctly remember asking you if it was okay, and now you're pulling this bull shit. I don't understand you Minho. I don't."
"You're right. " Minho said, as he sat down on the bed and ran his hands through his hair in frustration. "Look, after I got back from your room the other night, I asked Jinki to talk to me. He told me that he thought I should know that Taemin kissing me wasn't a coincidence and that they've all kissed you. I was beside myself that you lied to me! I knew something was up between you and Key since the video shoot for Slower, but all of them Crystal? Jinki asked me for one night to get their sexual frustrations out. I gave him my permission but told him to bring it up to you." He trailed off. "Now I'm starting to realize it's more than that now. It's been much, much more. I think we really fucked up last night."
"What do you mean? You think they've all fallen for me?" He nods.
"I think they're all in some form of infatuation or perhaps have fallen in love with you." Minho said sitting on his bed and running his hands through his hair as he realized the extent of the problem we faced now. Shit this was bad, this was very bad. It could very well break the band apart.
"What do you want to do?" I asked sitting next to him and putting an arm around him. He turned his head toward me.
"How to do feel? I want to hear your thoughts. Do you love them too?"
"Well obviously I wouldn't have done what I did last night if I didn't feel something. Both you and I know I'm not easy. I wouldn't have kissed any of them if I didn't feel a strong connection with them. I always thought I was better than this." I said, feeling upset with myself. "How the fuck did I find myself in this situation...fucking-eh..."
"You feel torn about it too. Honestly...I am too. I don't know what to do." I nodded.
"Minho, I've developed a deep bond with everyone. Now that I've crossed this line with all of them...they're going to want their own time with me."
"I get that. Part of me wants to keep you all to myself, but..." I looked at him and his eyes met mine. "...I really don't want to tear the band apart. We've come a long way as a group I don't want this be the reason we broke up."
"I feel really bad now--"
Minho cut me off. "There's a lot of factors here and this is scary for me Crystal. I don't know how I should feel. I-I guess this really complicates things huh?" Minho asks, looking at me.
"Yeah, everyone is going to want their own time with me...what if you guys traded off days of the week...like, each guy spends one day of the week with me, the next day it'll be someone different and the weekends or something I have to myself to decide if I want to do anything..."
"No..."
"Minho, put yourself in their shoes. Remember when you and me finally had sex?" Minho smiled at the fond memory.
"Yeah, I remember...I couldn't keep my hands off of you. I'm not comfortable sharing you with anyone else Crystal."
"The guys are going to want their time with me. I promise to keep my hands to myself, but we should work out an arrangement. Perhaps something like each of the guys spend a certain day of the week with me. We'll play it by ear. I'm not breaking up with you, I'm just taking some time for myself. I'm confused myself about how I feel, it'll give me time to figure out how I feel and process everything that's happened with us last night. Call it a sabbatical if you will."
"F-fine, I guess..." We both get up off the bed and he opens the door for me when Jonghyun falls inside. Standing behind him where the other guys. The guys look at us like deer caught in headlights. They start to walk away.
"Not so fast you guys, living room now."
I grab my planner out of my purse and put it down.
"Okay, I want you guys to choose a day that will work best for you during the week. This day will be your day to hang out with me when we get our free time after rehearsals." I take out a pen and hand it to Taemin.
Taemin picks every Wednesday. Jonghyun chooses Mondays, Jinki chooses Tuesdays, Key gets Thursdays, Minho of course gets Fridays.
"So what's going to become of this?" Jonghyun asked, running a hand over the back of his neck and looking at me nervously. The guys all stared at me waiting for an answer.
"You guys," I took in a deep breath and let it out quickly. "I-I think what happened last night should be a one-time thing. There cannot be another night like last night. I'm doing this because we crossed a huge line last night and I don't want lines to get blurred. I do know each of you want to be with me in some degree otherwise last night wouldn't have happened..."
"So no more sex?" Taemin asked, his eyes meeting mine as a frown lined his plump lips.
"I think it's best to pull the reigns back a bit on the physical contact for the time being. I don't want to break up the group with jealousy, rage, or greed. I need time for myself as well. Last night was a lot for me and I need time to recover and process everything."
"That's okay noona, I think we can give you all the time you need. Right guys?" Jinki said, looking around at his dongsaengs as they nodded.
Everyone seems happy with the arrangement.

-December 12th, 2014-

After a night of dance practice and grueling schedules was behind me. I was laughing at Key's and Jinki's banter back and forth before walking off the elevator behind Jonghyun. I noticed as soon as I stepped off the elevator there were notes on the doors of both our hotel rooms.

To whom it may concern,
Due to some oversight in the financing department, we will be condensing everyone together into one hotel room until the start of the tour. This has been cleared by both Jin Choi and Melody Asgaard. We apologize for the inconvenience this may cause.
Respectfully yours,
Rita Henson CPA

I pull out my cell phone and give Melody a call. She explains that somehow the accounting firm in charge of payments had a fire break out and someone misappropriated the money Sony had the firm set aside for payment of our hotel rooms and used a good portion of it toward the clean up. Sony was really upset at this, but decided to work with the firm to rectify the situation and the solution they came up with was to discontinue one of the rooms. Namely mine.
Getting caught up on the situation, the guys switch up their sleeping arrangements, but either way they work it I end up sharing a bedroom with someone. Jinki volunteers since he's more mature than this other band mates. The guys help me move my stuff into the room I'm sharing with Jinki. Jinki blushes and I realize that there isn't two beds in his room. Instead he has a king bed.
"I hope you don't mind sharing a bed for tonight. I promise I'll keep my hands to myself." I shrug.
"I don't mind Jinki as long as you behave." I said, our eyes meeting. I then grab my extra large body pillow and put in the middle of the bed. "There. You stay on your side, I'll stay on mine..."
"Good. Are you tired or need a shower or anything? The bathrooms right there if you need to get ready for bed..."
"Yeah, I think I'm going to take a shower..." I then begin digging through some boxes. "Hey Key? Where'd you put my shampoo and stuff?"
"Oh it's in here." I rush out to the living to grab my stuff as Jinki joined the rest of the guys out in the living room to give me some privacy.

On December 13th after dance practice I go and buy a ton of Christmas presents for the guys along with gift wrap, tape and gift bags and convince Melody to keep them at her house and I would be over one day to wrap the presents. Reluctantly, she agrees.
When I get back to the hotel room, I happen to interrupt a meeting that Minho, Key, Jonghyun and Taemin were having.
"Oh my God, I thought you were Jinki-hyung..." Jonghyun said, jumping at the door closing after I walked in.
"Um...no, sorry to disappoint you Jonghyun. Nice to see you too. Hey everyone." I said, greeting the other guys as I began peeling off my winter coat and taking off my hat and gloves.
"Aish, do you know what time it is? What are you doing getting in so late?" Key started in on the scolding as I began the task of unlacing my snow boots.
"I'm sorry, I didn't know I had a curfew. Besides, I was taking care of some last minute business..." I said stepping out of my boots and setting them with line of the other guys' snow boots.
"At 11pm at night jagiya? You're lucky you didn't get mugged."
"Relax you guys, I'm here. I'm safe, nobody mugged me, raped me, held me at gunpoint or any of that other morbid shit."
"Language noona." Taemin commented, giggling at my usage of the profanity and I stuck my tongue at him and mocked him causing him to burst out laughing even more. I stepped further into the room and went right for the kitchen to grab a bottle of water, feeling a bit thirsty.
"So what are you guys talking about anyway? You jumped pretty high Jonghyun, you guys discussing plans for Jinki's birthday tomorrow?"
"Yeah noona, since you won't get done with dance practice until really late, would you mind taking Jinki-hyung to an age appropriate club?" I heard Taemin ask as I was grabbing my water. I turned around and shut the door to come nearly face to face with Key which caused me to jump not expecting to find him there.
"Jesus fucking Christ Key, don't do that." I said, putting a hand on my chest to slow my racing heart. Key busted out laughing.
"Anyway, since we'll have time with Jinki, we were wondering if you'd take him to a club we found close by. that's a roof-top club that's meant for people 25 years of age or older. Since you and Jinki are the only ones so far that are over 25, we thought you could take him." Key said handing me a pamphlet about the club that they must of picked up earlier that day. I looked it over, there was a lot of intimate space. It was a pretty romantic setting. I nodded.
"Yeah, I can take him tomorrow night." Key smiled wide.
"Good."
Just then Jinki walked into the hotel room carrying groceries. I opened my water after greeting Jinki and we all acted like nothing had happened. I went to bed first.

-December 14th 2014-

After a busy day of schedules, tutoring sessions, and dance practices, I was finally ready to let loose. As soon as the car stopped I raced inside and up to the hotel room I shared with the guys to find it empty. Good. That allowed me time to get ready. I had went out and bought a yellow lacy low cut mini dress specifically for Jinki's birthday, since I knew his favorite color was yellow.
I made myself up really nice and put on my favorite perfume. Jonghyun promised he would get Jinki ready for me.
Noona, Jinki's ready for you, we're waiting down here in the lobby, hurry though, he's getting impatient.
I grabbed my purse and put on my heels and met the guys downstairs. Damn. Jonghyun wasn't lying when he said he'd have Jinki ready for me. The man was decked out in a white turtle neck sweater, and black leather pants and his hair was done meticulously. He looked mysterious and sexy.
"Noona...whoa...wow. You dressed up for me?"
I nodded. "Yeah, I've been tasked to take you out on the town tonight."
"Really? This is a nice surprise. Wow." Jinki said as he got up and noticed the other guys weren't coming with us. He shot a look of confusion my way and I nodded.
"Just you and me Jinki." Just then I see the limousine pull up and nod out toward the doors. "Our ride's here."
Even on his birthday, Jinki was the perfect gentlemen. He helped me into the limousine and even opened the champagne I got for him. We were to drive around for about an hour which allowed us time to talk and catch up as well as finish the bottle of champagne between us so that by the time we arrived at the club we would have a good buzz going.
When we arrived at the club we found out that they served food and both of us were a bit hungry so were to escorted to a table and given menus. I stuck with some spinach and ricotta wontons with some hoisin dipping sauce while Jinki had fried chicken. Jinki also ordered a bottle of top shelf slow sipping bourbon and I order a couple of cocktails to enjoy with my snack. While we're eating the live band got switched out by a DJ to began spinning club hits circulating that particular week. Both of us were finished eating by the time the DJ got into the fourth song of his set.
Intoxicated and feeling the music, Jinki and I dance erotically together on the dancefloor. The close dancing turns both of us on and Jinki leads me to a secluded area up on second floor. We hide behind the massive multistory aquarium where we kiss passionately. He grabs my left leg and hooks it around his waist as his hand pulls up the bottom of my mini-dress where it caught around my ample bottom. His fingers push away the fabric of the thong I wore and his fingers enter me. I sucked in a breath to suppress a moan. His fingers begin working their magic inside of me, and I could tell Jinki wanted to do more. He glanced around to see if anyone was coming, and begin unbuckling his belt.
"Hey! What are you two doing over there!"
"Shit..." I said, as I froze and Jinki pulled himself from me.
"N-Nothing sir. Just talking." Jinki said,
"Get your asses back downstairs now, no one's allowed to be up here." Jinki bowed and I pushed my dress back down and hid my face behind Jinki as he led me back downstairs. I was embarrassed by the time we make it back to our table. Jinki, feeling bold, had other plans.
"Get over here Jagiya." Jinki said, as he pulled my chair next to his while he slips his hand under the tablecloth and pushes my underwear aside. He fingers me again. He's got his hand around my waist and fingers deep inside me curling them just right to hit my G-spot. I try to maintain my composure but I'm so turned on. When I come, it's violent. I'm biting into Jinki's shoulder to keep from screaming. I take his lips in a heated kiss and we make out for a bit before Jinki suggests we get out of there. He withdraws his finger from me and washes up in the bathroom before we head back to the hotel.

I put up the partition in the limo and pull Jinki in for a kiss and begin working on his belt buckle. We're getting hot and heavy and I manage to slip Jinki's semi-erect cock out of his pants before stroking it a few times before taking him in my mouth, and I pull out every trick in the book that I know on his cock. Jinki moans. "Shit Jagiya, I don't understand how you like doing this...it feels so good though...holy fuck...your mouth does amazing things."
"I want to please you too. It's your birthday. I know you like the last blow job I gave you..."
"I'd rather be inside you though."
"We both know that's not a good idea. I was only intimate with Minho because it was his birthday and he's still my boyfriend. We all agreed to slow things down, remember?" Jinki nodded, his eyes meeting mine has his hands cupped the sides of my face.
"I'll settle for this then." Jinki said, leaning forward and taking my lips in a kiss. We kiss passionately for a few moments before I go to town on Jinki's cock causing him to experience orgasmic bliss in less than five minutes. I was a good girl and swallowed Jinki's essence as it poured fourth into the back of my throat before I tucked Jinki's shrinking member back into his pants and zipped him up. By which time we had begun pull up to the hotel. We share one last lingering kiss before parting ways for the night.

The days passed by so quickly. Before I knew it, it we were finishing our last practice before our Christmas break which was on the 23rd and would last until the 3^rd of January.
I had already reserved plane tickets for my family and we all agreed to have our families stay with us at the hotel. For the second time, I get the meet the guy’s families and they get to meet my family. We rent out the Penthouse again and get it all decorated. The guys this time decide to cook Christmas Dinner which is new to me and my family. They go all out. Although when it come down to the meal time, I end up translating for my family. Shortly after dinner it's time to open presents.
I got Jonghyun a diamond chain that says Bling on it. He loved it.
I get Jinki a new guitar and some books, confused he looks at me. "Noona, what is this for?"

"It's for you guitar lessons, you told me you wanted to learn a few weeks ago, so I decided to take it upon to myself to teach you."
"Wow, thank you noona! I can't wait!"
I get Taemin a new set of American music books. I get Minho a couple of new games and the Kinect part to his Xbox. Finally I buy Key a ton of cookbooks with American recipes because when he tried cooking American food, it didn’t turn out all that well.
When it comes to the guys though, it becomes a contest.
Jonghyun brings out this huge box that’s full of more boxes which comes down to a small necklace box with a white gold necklace that says my name on it. Next is Taemin’s gift which also is in a large box, it turns out to be a Gibson guitar. Next is Jinki who doesn’t hide his in a large box, it turns out to be a voice recorder and a pack of stationary and glitter pens. “For the tour, so I can write family and record melodies.”
Key gives me a couple of Korean and Japanese cookbooks because I ‘butcher the art of making Nigiri sushi’. Minho says he’s got my gift, but will wait to give it to me another time. My brother gets me a new phone that’s able to handle video chat on it so I can keep in touch. Jonghyun steals it from my brother before checking his appearance in the camera.
“How did I not get that for her!?!” He says smartly, "...this is awesome!

"Cause I'm awesome?" I smack my brother and tell him to be nice, and that Jong loves new technology. My dad gets me a new I-pad, cause my old one is obsolete.
Jasmine and Mya gets tons of dolls and clothes. While we are all watching Jasmine open up gifts and taking pictures with the other guys (who absolutely love her) Minho and my dad disappear. Jinki is trying to get to know my brother and his girlfriend, who is clicking with Jinki better than with the rest of the guys. Jasmine and Mya are playing together with the rest of the guys. When we are about to start playing board games Key casually asks where Minho went, and my brother says he and my dad were talking but didn’t know about what. Key asks Jinki to find them and tell them that we are playing games.
When Jinki came back about five minutes later he seemed depressed and sullen. I immediately noticed his change in demeanor and knew something was up by how he was acting. When Minho and my father come back, we play games and we all drink until late evening hits then everyone goes back to their rooms. By now, I know something is definitely up as Jinki was quiet the whole day after he came back from finding Minho and my father. I had gotten ready for bed early, as preparing for the party and having to perform earlier in the day for the Christmas parade really taxed on my body and drained me. Jinki too, had showered and gotten ready for bed and was laying in bed next to me, his back propped with pillows. I was set up identically but I was messing around with my brand new I-pad instead. I figured now would be a good time to ask him what was on my mind.
"Jinki...what wrong? You've been acting strange all day..." He’s reading an Anne Rice's Tale of the Body Thief that I loaned to him so he could keep up on his English. He glanced at me before flashing a fake smile.
"Nothing's wrong...just nervous about the tour coming up is all...please don't worry about it."
I shook my head knowing he was lying to me. "No Jinki...that's not it. I can tell. If something's bothering you, please tell me..." He looked at me before setting his book down.
"Where do you think your relationship with Minho is going?" My jaw dropped as my brain processed the words that just came out of Jinki's mouth.
I eventually snapped my jaw shut after Jinki's direct question. Well I certainly wasn't expecting that.
"Um...I haven't given it much throught honestly. I've been more focused on my career lately I think."
"If he were to ask you to marry him tomorrow, would you say yes?"
I side eyed Jinki as I wondered where all this was coming from.
"I don't know Jinki..." I paused, mid-sentence. I’m not even sure if I’m ready to be married again, that and all the saesang fans would definitely not like me if I were to become engaged to Minho while we were on tour. "...I'd probably tell him no. Can you imagine the fans' reaction? I mean if he asked after the tour, I might say yes. I mean I love him, but right now, my career comes first."
Jinki nodded but seemed unsatisfied with my answer. "I see."
"Why did you ask?"
Jinki bites his lip, seemingly unsure of himself before opening his mouth to speak. "You know I love you and I've gotten really close to you. It would tear me apart if Minho asked you to marry him."
"Whoa, wait...why is this coming up now?" I asked shocked by his sudden confession.
"I overheard a conversation Minho was having with your dad, and he was asking for your hand in marriage."
"Is that why you've been so down? Have you told anyone else about this?"
"No, I wouldn't betray you like that. You need to know though and I had to tell you how I felt about it."
I look up at him and our eyes meet. "So is this how you truly feel? Are you in love with me?"
"Yeah, I've tried everything to rid myself of these feelings, but ever since that night I made love to you, I've wanted nothing more than to do it again. To make love to you every night, give you everything you need. I love you so much..." Jinki warm, soft hand caresses the side of my face. I put my hand over his, and gently pull his hand away from my face.
"Jinki, you know that it will jeopardize the band. We are under agreement that it was a one-time thing--"
"I know." Jinki said and I could see the frown he was trying holding back. He leaned forward and his soft lips touched my forehead. I looked down for a moment before looking back up at him and he smoothed a hand over the back of my head. "I love you."
I knew it was dangerous, but the words left my lips before I had a chance to check them. "I love you too Jinki." I kicked myself. I was so weak.
"Can-can I hold you tonight? I just want to cherish you." His eyes were pleading, begging for me to show him mercy in his request...and it worked.
Fuck. "Yeah."
Jinki smiles, as he puts a bookmark in his now neglected book before clapping it shut. I get up off the bed as does Jinki and he pulled the pillows out that had been separating us for the past month and a half before laying down on the bed and patting the space next to him and for the first time since we started sharing the bed we cuddle and I fall asleep in Jinki's arms.
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