The Perfect Guy | By : krispers Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > New Kids On The Block Views: 2841 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of the New Kids on the Block. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Jordan sat on a stool to the right of the stage as he watched Joe perform. Well he wasn’t really watching Joe perform he was watching her. She was up there with Donnie, Danny and his brother singing happily along to almost everyone of his songs. He swallowed hard. Last night had been, well, the entire day had been the best. Even with the fight they had it had turned out perfect. He watched her laugh with Donnie. The guys loved her and that was important to him. She just seemed to fit right in along with everyone else in his life. So why was it so damn hard to just tell her what he wanted? Chad walked up behind him.
“You ok” he asked with genuine concern
“Donnie thought we were together” Jordan said in a low voice as he looked at his hands.
“What?” Chad said coming around to face him. Jordan was really starting to scare him.
“Donnie thought that me and Kristy were together” Jordan said a little more strongly and looking past him up into the balcony. Kristy, Donnie and Danny were waving their arms back and forth in the air as Joe sang Please Don’t Go Girl for the screaming crowd.
Chad laughed nervously “what does that have to do with anything” he asked following his gaze.
Jordan shrugged and shook his head “Nothing I guess” he said almost dejectedly.
“Jordan what in the hell has been with you lately” Chad said turning back around to face him. “One minute you are higher than I have ever seen you and the other you are so low I wonder if you will make it up again”
Jordan held his gaze for a long time wondering if he should even say what he wanted to. If he should even confess what he couldn’t to Joe last night.
“Chad” he began almost desperately and then he cleared his throat “I love her” he breathed out.
Chad hung his head. He wondered when this was going to come up. He knew it, hell everyone could see it, but he wondered when Jordan would finally admit it.
“Its about damn time” he said with an encouraging smile.
“What?” Jordan asked with a shocked expression
“It’s about time you finally said what everyone around you can plainly see” he said with a gesture up at the balcony.
“How can I tell her” Jordan said with worry on his face.
“I think that you shouldn’t worry about telling her until you can actually do something about it” Chad said with a gesture down at his wedding ring.
He spun it absently. He had forgotten to take it off from this afternoon. The guys that had interviewed him knew his wife and he had to wear it. He blew out a breath. He slid it off his hand and into his pocket. He felt it collide with something else in his pocket and quickly drew it out as if it would contaiminate it. Chad just shook his head as he watched him transfer it to the other side. He absently rubbed at the silver K in his pocket. His chest felt lighter now that he had admitted it to someone. He sat there and prepared himself to take the stage. When Joe finished up his set he thought the roof would come down with the noise. He stepped out on stage with a shy smile and he didn’t think they could get any louder but they did. He hugged Joe and they laughed at the screaming fans. He acknowledged Kristy and the guys in the balcony as well as Chad. Joe wished him luck and he began his set.
When he finished he was exhausted but knew there would be no rest. He had little time to talk to Kristy as they all were whisked away to a private party. She seemed to be avoiding him as they each mingled with the crowd of people. Closer to the end of the night he couldn’t find her any more. She had slipped away.
“Where’s Kristy” he asked Bubba almost desperately
“She said she was tired and headed back to the hotel” he said smiling at a passer by
“Back to the hotel” Jordan stammered. When he caught the look that Bubba gave him he shook his head “all by herself, I mean” he shrugged as Bubba smiled.
“Yeah she’s fine” he patted his shoulder “I put her in the cab myself”
“Ok good” Jordan said dejectedly “as long as she’s ok” he added as he walked off to try to join the party again.
When they finally made it back to the hotel she was already in her room with the door closed. He didn’t want to wake her.
The next morning he woke up with dread in the pit of his stomach. She was flying back home this morning and he already felt lost. They didn’t have another show for over a month and he wasn’t sure what he was going to do with out her. Bubba offered to drive her to the airport and she asked if he was coming.
“Of course I am” he said nudging her shoulder. He was trying not to make a big deal out of it but it was killing him.
He helped her through security and down to the gate. He leaned over with his arms on his legs as they sat there in silence. He wanted to tell her so bad. He needed just to hear her say it, say that she loved him. He was terrified of her rejection. If she rejected him he didn’t know what would happen to him. He massaged his pocket where the silver K lay hidden. He heard her sigh and looked over at her.
“Ready to get back home” he said lightly
“Yeah I guess, I got a lot of catching up to do” she shrugged as she smiled
“Well don’t forget about us” he said pushing at her leg “I know it’s a while before our next show but its already getting bigger” he said sitting back in the chair.
“Yeah I know, I have already started preparing for you and Joe’s tour” she said looking off across the terminal.
He took a deep breath and turned to her. She smiled at him as he took her hands.
“I am so going to miss you” he said lightly
“I will miss you too” she almost whispered
“You know if you need anything, I mean anything, you can call me” he said as he squeezed her hands.
“Of course I do Jordan” she said squeezing back
They sat there holding on to each other as if the world would just pass them by. He looked into her eyes and she didn’t turn away she just stared right back at him smiling. She jumped when they called her flight and he laughed. She stood up and he handed her bag to her.
“Jordan” she said lightly and his stomach rolled
“Yeah” he said as he brushed a stray hair off her cheek.
“Thank you for this weekend, I have had the time of my life” she said with a shy smile.
“Anytime” he shrugged
She stood on tip toe and lightly kissed his cheek. “Thanks again” she whispered against the kiss and his body vibrated so hard he thought he would pass out. He was still lost in complete lust for her when she turned around to board the plane.
“Kristy” he called after her. She turned around with that smile and he felt his heart melt a little more.
“Anything, any time” he said almost in desperation “I mean it”
She blew him a kiss and then disappeared down the walk way.
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