Freak | By : EmilyRose Category: My Chemical Romance > Slash - Male/Male Views: 3953 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Frank’s POV.
Waking up next to Gerard, could there ever be anything as amazing? Just lying next to him, letting the memories of the night before run through my head and stare at his beautiful face as he slept. I almost cried again, as I was reminded of the fact that we were naked.
“Good morning honey.” I whispered as Gerard’s eyes opened slowly. He blinked a few times, probably to get used to the dim light that somehow managed to sneak in between my curtains. As soon as his eyes locked with mine Gerard smiled, and I smiled back.
“I’m so happy Frank.” He whispered, almost as if he were afraid that talking too loudly would burst the bubble. The perfect bubble we were in at the moment, our bubble were nothing could harm us.
I reached out for him, wanting him closer. When I woke up I had found that we had wriggled out of the tight embrace from the night before. It didn’t surprise me, I did move a lot while sleeping. But since he had still been sleeping, I had decided against snuggling up to him when I woke up.
Seeing as he had woken up though, I no longer wanted to be so far away from him. He didn’t flinch when I snuggled up closer and buried my face in his neck, inhaling his smell. He smelled like sweat and sex. A smell that had never made me happier.
“Frank, I-” He cut himself off, breathing faster. I drew my head back so that I could look at him. I smiled and kissed his cheek.
“Anything you want to say Gerard, is alright. I’ll listen.” I mumbled and kissed him again. He started giggling when I kissed my way down his neck. It was weird, neither of us seemed uncomfortable with the fact that we were naked and lying so close to each other.
“What’s it like doing what you did? Being on top I mean. I want to try that, but it was amazing yesterday, and I saw fireworks and when you touched me it was amazing but it would be even more amazing to be the one to touch you and to be insi-”
“STOP TALKING!” Mikey suddenly shouted from the doorway, and both Gerard and I turned around in surprise. Mikey stood with his shoes and coat still on and his hands pressed over his ears.
“What on earth are you doing here?” I asked and awkwardly pulled the covers around mine and Gerard’s bodies tighter.
“Mum and I came home early, because she was worried, and oh my God I didn’t want to hear Gerard say that!” He said it all very quickly, and his cheeks matched the red colour of my cheeks.
“Don’t you knock Mikey?” Gerard piped up and sat up, I let out a cry of fear as Gerard sitting up had caused the covers to show too much of my skin. I was in luck though, Mikey turned around, if possible more red than me.
“I’m sorry, just, I’ll tell mum you’re fine.” He mumbled before leaving.
Narrator’s POV.
Mikey was embarrassed.
Mikey was beyond embarrassed.
Mikey wanted to fall through a hole and end up in the magical land of fairies.
Lunch was awkward for everyone except for Gerard, since he didn’t understand he was supposed to feel embarrassed as well. Frank sat next to Gerard, his face as red as ever. Mikey sat across from Frank, making sure that his eyes never left his plate. Donna sat next to Mikey, and she couldn’t take her eyes her hands. Gerard sat smiling from ear to ear and bounced up and down happily in his chair next to Frank.
Donna had unfortunately walked in on the two boys as they had gotten out of bed together, still naked, to have a shower. She had merely meant to say hello to Gerard, and wasn’t prepared to see the two boys naked and making out in the middle of Frank’s bedroom. She had let out a squeak of surprise, and that had caught Frank’s attention. When Frank saw that his boyfriends mother was staring at himself and his also very naked boyfriend he had turned into a very charming maroon colour. It had taken Frank about five seconds to snap out of it and grab something to cover them with, and it had taken Donna another ten seconds to get over the chock enough to leave the room.
Not a word was uttered during dinner, and it annoyed Gerard. He couldn’t for his world understand why Frank had suddenly turned from being giddy, like himself, to red and quiet. He frowned as he studied his mother and brother as well, as he noticed they were almost the same shade of red as Frank.
“You’re being weird.” He suddenly said, causing the other three to squirm in their seats. “Why?” He demanded. When he didn’t get a reply he got off his chair, slammed his plate into the sink and left. It made him uncomfortable when Mikey and Donna didn’t say anything, but it made him hurt that Frank didn’t say anything. He started wondering if maybe he had done something wrong, since Frank wouldn’t even look at him.
Gerard ran up to his room and sat down on his bed. Maybe it was because he was too much of a child? Suddenly he felt a wave of anger wash over him. Of course that was it, Frank didn’t want to have a relationship with a child, he wanted a grown up. Gerard glared at his cowboy bed sheet and suddenly felt the urge to destroy it. He looked around his room and his eyes fell upon all his childish things he had. Some of his action figures that had been placed next to the photo frames. Some of his childish drawing that had been put up on the wall. And even his cowboy pyjamas that was neatly folded on the bed.
“I don’t want to be a child!” He hissed and grabbed what was closest, a Batman action figure. He threw it across the room and instantly he felt better. He got up from the bed and hurried over to the window. He opened it and threw the Batman figure out on the backyard. After he had done that he felt even better.
Frank stayed downstairs after Gerard left, because Donna said she wanted to speak to him. Frank had nodded and followed her into the living room where they sat down.
“So, Frank, sex…” She started and Frank just knew that he wanted to die.
Fifteen minutes later all Gerard’s action figures had been thrown out the window. He was currently busy tearing down his childish pictures from the walls. He tore them up then threw the pieces out the window as well, and he felt no regret as he saw them dance in the wind.
He grabbed some scissors he had borrowed without asking from Mikey’s room a few days earlier. Gerard wasn’t allowed scissors, but he had needed them to cut a picture out of a magazine.
Without a sound except for his raggedy breathing he started cutting up the bed sheet. Soon the air outside his window was filled with pieces of the sheets. Gerard was now working so frantically that he accidentally cut himself several times on the scissors. But he was determined to get rid of the bed sheets, they made him a child, and Gerard had decided that he refused to be a child.
Suddenly he slipped with the scissors and he let out an angry cry as his palm started bleeding.
“WHY CAN’T I DO ANYTHING RIGHT?!” He wailed and fell to his knees. He started pounding at the sides of his face, not caring that the blood from the cut smeared over his face and got in his hair. “WHY CAN I NEVER BE PERFECT?!”
A/N:
Le zomg, my first attempt of a cliffhanger...
Well you know, after 25 parts without one it was due, yeah?
Review, because it makes me happy
I just reached 70 reviews, which is pretty awesome ^_^
Ps. The way I see it, this chapter reminds you that Gerard still isn't fine.
He's not like everyone else, he never will be.
Even if Frank helps him feel better, and makes him much more calm, he'll always be like this.
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