Your Sins Into Me | By : Tcharlatan Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 1394 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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“I don’t think I can remember you ever looking this happy,” Shinya said, smiling fondly over his mostly-neglected smoothie.
Kyo was frowning down the wide straw of his own drink. He suspected there was a piece of fruit stuck halfway that was keeping him from enjoying his beverage. “Hn... Lots and lots of mind-blowing sex does have that effect on me.”
It was a bright, clear summer day and they sat in the blessed shade of a large fountain in a quieter part of a park’s gardens. The air was still and thick with heat, and even in shorts and sleeveless shirts they were both made sluggish by the temperature. Shinya’s chihuahua ran around their feet on a thin leash, chasing bugs when they passed and periodically jumping into their laps to sniff at their styrofoam cups.
Shinya made a face. “Do you have to be so crude all the time?”
“Seriously, like, constant fucking. All the time. I’m surprised I can even walk. Kaoru’s junk is raw.”
“You’re exaggerating.”
“Only a little. We almost burned the apartment down; I was cooking dinner and he just came up behind me, stuck a hand down my pants, and grab-”
“Kyo!”
“Alright, you damn woman.” Kyo sighed and stirred his drink absently, sharing a rare, honest smile with his friend, “I am happy. Kaoru is just… amazing, you know? He’s smart, he’s funny, he’s fucking gorgeous. He can be goofy, but not all the damn time. He likes a lot of the same things I do, and even the things he doesn’t like, he’ll do them with me just because I like them. When I think about it, it seems strange that it all happened so fast, but I never really felt all that rushed. Things are just so… easy with him.”
“I’m glad to hear it. It’s nothing less than you deserve,” Shinya asserted firmly, then sighed. “I wish you had told us about Hakuei sooner…”
Kyo ducked his head a bit in shame. After Hakuei’s car accident outside the club, and with how much damage had been done to his face, it was pretty much impossible to hide it from his friends. “Sorry, Shin. It just… I don’t know, I guess it was humiliating. I don’t even know for sure when it started to go bad, but even after I realized, I just kept thinking things would get better if I just held out a little bit longer. I felt… weak for allowing it to happen.”
“’Weak’ is just about the last word I would ever use to describe you, Warumono.”
The blonde wrinkled his nose at the nickname – one that Die had assigned to him with regrettable success years ago – and went back to work trying to clear his straw. “Kaoru took me to visit him, in the hospital.”
“Oh?”
“Aa. He didn’t even recognize me. He just… winked, called me ‘sugar,’ asked if I wanted to get drinks sometime. He was the old Hakuei again, the way he used to be when we first met… and he didn’t know me at all. The doctors don’t think his memory is ever going to fully come back.”
“Oh, Kyo… It’s probably for the best. You don’t have to worry about him coming after you again, at least.”
Talking about Hakuei was still difficult, so he shook his head and changed the subject. “It’s nice being able to hang out with you again, at least. Kao’s a bit of a hen, but he tries to give me space when I ask for it.”
“He’s not in a bush somewhere, then, spying on us?”
Kyo chuckled. “I wouldn’t put it past him, the way he hovers sometimes. No, he’s off shopping with Toshiya. After two months together, I think I’ve finally convinced him that I’m not made of glass.”
“You two are still living together?”
“Yeah. We sleep together most nights, but I still have my own room.”
“That’s good to hear. You’re not still playing housekeeper to pay for it, are you?”
“Eh, not really.” Kyo shrugged. “Kaoru doesn’t like me cleaning up after him, but I still do it when he’s at work. I finally found a job, though, so I can actually pay for the room. He wasn’t even going to let me help with rent but… I don’t know, I didn’t want to feel kept. I think he’s spending all the money I give him on things for me, though. He keeps bringing me new clothes and CDs and crap.”
Shinya chuckled a little. “It’s kind of cute, that he’s so smitten on you. Where are you working now?”
“I’m doing odd jobs. The neighborhood we live in is full of rich people with houses, and a lot of them are old, so I work for a company that hires out helpers for them. Cooking, cleaning, gardening, shit like that.”
“Well that doesn’t sound too bad. At least you don’t have to wear the little schoolboy shorts.”
Kyo snorted, wrinkling his nose disdainfully. “No shit. The hours are flexible too, so I have plenty of time to hang out with Kao.” His brows pulled in to a slight frown behind dark sunglasses. “Although… as much as I enjoy spending time with him, there’s something kind of weird about him, sometimes.”
“Who, Kaoru? What do you mean?”
“I don’t know, I might just be paranoid but… sometimes it seems like he’s hiding something from me.”
“Do you think he might be cheating?” Shinya’s voice held a hint of threat. He’d let Hakuei abuse his friend for months without knowing, he was determined not to let Kaoru – or anyone else, ever – do the same.
“No! No, nothing like that. I don’t think so, anyway. I just… I don’t know, it’s hard to describe. Whatever it is, I think Toshiya is in on it. They share this… this look and when they talk, it’s almost like they’re using some kind of code. They’ve been friends a long time though… I’m sure I’m just being paranoid. My head’s been a little messed up lately.”
Shinya looked a little alarmed. “‘Messed up?’ Messed up how?”
“Nothing major just… weird little lags. Sometimes I‘ll be looking at Kaoru, and it’s like I can‘t remember what just happened. Like just a few minutes have gone missing somehow. If I sit down and try to get the memory back, I get a massive headache. Now that I think about it… it’s almost always when we’re having sex.”
Shinya tilted his head thoughtfully. “That’s a bit strange. Maybe you should see a doctor? You’ve hit your head so many times recently, especially when you fell down those stairs, you may have damaged something. Have you said anything to Kaoru about it?”
Kyo snorted, waving a dismissive hand. “It’s not that bad. Besides, what would I say? What could I say that doesn’t just make me sound crazy?”
“Since when have you been concerned with sounding crazy?”
“If I didn’t know better, I’d think you’re becoming a smartass, Shinya. You’ve been spending too much time with Die.”
“Hmph! You don’t have to tell me; ever since you moved away, I can’t get rid of him. He keeps dragging me out to soccer games and trying to get me to go drinking with him. He even gave me a television, I think just so he could bother me at home with all of his TV series box sets.”
Kyo nearly choked on his smoothie, he was laughing so hard. Poor shy Shinya, who valued his privacy above all else, being set upon by over-gregarious Die, who hated to be alone; it was just a hilarious mental image. “How does the dog like the company?”
“Miyu likes him well enough, probably because he keeps giving her table scraps. I think she might be getting a bit fat…” Shinya frowned worriedly down at his little dog.
Kyo picked Miyu up, puffing up his cheeks at her as she squirmed and wiggled in his hands excitedly. He’d always liked Shinya‘s pet, even if she didn’t seem terrifically fond of him at times. Today, she seemed to like him well enough, sticking her little nose out as far as she could to try to lick a smudge of smoothie off his face.
“He probably wants to bone you.”
“Excuse me?!”
Kyo chuckled at his friend’s scandalized face. “What? I bet soccer-dates and televisions are his way of asking for a tumble.”
“I’m straight, Kyo. And even if Die isn’t, I’m sure he knows that I am.”
“Pft, who cares about that? Seems like a silly thing to get hung up on, if you both enjoy spending time together. Anyways, you look enough like a woman. You think about that next time he puts one of those strong, muscley arms around your dainty little waist on one of your dates.” Kyo’s phone whistled cheerfully and he pulled it out, glancing at the screen. “Oh, hang on, it’s Kao.”
“Please answer it, if that will shut you up,” Shinya sighed, one hand over his face. As much as he cared for the little blonde, at the moment, he wanted to throw the man into the fountain for spouting such nonsense.
“Hey! …Yeah, we’re in the gardens by some kind of-,” Kyo frowned at the fountain, “I don’t know, it kind of looks like a hippo, I guess…” A faint smile. “Okay, we’ll see you in a minute.” Kyo clicked the phone shut and Shinya smiled that damn secretive smile of his. He scowled. “What?”
“I’m just glad to see you happy again.”
“You’re such a woman sometimes, Shin.”
“It’s womanly to be happy for a friend?”
“The way you do it, yes.”
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