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Ville
“No...” It was Ryan that spoke. Was he crazy? Bam had almost killed him. He was lying on the gound in agony because of Bam. “NO!” He called out again when Bam didn’t move. This time Bam paid attention, and let the gun drop.
“No? Ryan, I almost killed you!” Bam cried, tears falling from his eye’s. Ryan attempted to sit up, but was promtly stopped by Jonne.
“Ryan lay still, please!” He said. Ryan sighed and lay back down, took Jonne’s hand and kissed it.
“Sorry babe” He whispered, then he turned his attention to Bam. “Bam, don’t! Put the gun down, please! I know you didn’t mean to hurt me. You’ve been through shit, anyone can see that. And this is your way of coping! I don’t blame you Bam I really don’t,” Tears were falling from Ryan’s eye’s as he spoke, but Bam didn’t move. He simply cried too. “Bam?” Ryan asked, pleading this time.
“I’m sorry,” Bam whispered, and he fell to his knees. Again Ryan went to stand up, but again, Jonne stopped him. “I deserve to die!” He whispered, pointing his gun at his head again.
“Bam!” I cried, surprising myself. “Don’t please. Just put the gun down.” Lily looked up at me, shocked and offended.
“Dad! He almost killed Ryan, he threatened to kill us too!” She cried. She stood up and walked over to Bam. “Fucking do it!” She screamed at him. I grabbed her by the shoulders and gave her a little shake.
“Lily please! I know he’s done wrong, but he’s been through hell! He’s lost his mother, lost his daughter, and his friends. The same thing almost happned to me when you had cancer. Darling, I was almost Bam!” I cried, tears falling from me eyes. Lily stopped for a second and started at me. She chewed her lip, then turned to Bam, who was shaking as he held the gun to his head. “Bam, please” I whispered, and he dropped the gun, and curled up ito a ball.
“You told me that I was ok when I had cancer, that I took to the treatment well,” She whispered. I gulped, shook my head, and wiped my eye’s.
“You almost died darling....It tore me apart it really did,” I whispered. Suddenly, Lily flung her arm’s around me. She sobbed into my shoulder as I rubbed her back.. I looked to Bam, who was rocking back and forth slightly. The gun a few inch’s from his face. “Bam, you don’t need the gun to stay here, you can stay as long as you like. I can see what I almost became in you, and so I can’t blame you for what you’re doing. I would be doing the same if it were me,” Bam sobbed just once, then sat up.
“I don’t deserve your sympathy,” He said as he rubbed his eyes.
“It’s not symapthy Bam, its understanding,” I said. I let go of Lily, and sat her down on the sofa, then went over to Bam and pulled him to his feet. “You lost everything, and a few years ago, I almost lost everything too. My Lily had cancer, and she was almost taken from me. I can only imagine the pain you must be in, knowing you can’t have your daughter,” I whisper, and I pull him into my arms. He wrap’s his arms tight around me and burys his head in my shoulder, but says nothing.
“Ville! Ryan, have you guys gone mad?” Jonne cried, as he looked at the two of us. “He’s a fucking nut case, and a murderer, and you can just forgive him, just like that!” Jonne sounded angery now. He was shaking his head.
“Jonne, please. You know what I went through when Lily had cancer. I almost lost her! But Bam lost Ilta, he can’t get her back!” I replyed. Jonne contiuned to shake his head,
“I know what you went through Ville! But Bam gave Ilta up! He couldn’t cope after her mother commited suicide. It was his desition, he should deal with it!” Jonne cried. He clung tightly to Ryan’s hand as he did so, and it went purple with the pressure he put on it.
“I never wanted to give her up...I regret what I did everyday,” Bam whispered as he turned to face Jonne. And, before I could stop myself, I was planting a kiss on his lips.
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