Embryo | By : kawaiikyo Category: > Die/Kyo Views: 2492 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is purely a work of fiction! I do not know Dir en grey, and I do not profit from these writings. |
Coercion was one tactic Die had not thought to use on Kyo. Perhaps if he had disguised himself as a doctor and made the boy feel guilty about not eating; it might have had the same effect. Essentially, that’s what the doctor had done to Kyo to get him to eat again. She had informed the boy that he would be kept on tube feedings and would remain in the hospital until he would eat enough to provide nourishment for his baby.
While that particular method bothered Die, it had worked. Kyo had gradually regained his appetite, but if it was genuine or from a sense of duty, Die couldn’t say. It did give him happiness to see Kyo eating and not turning his food down or simply staring at it blankly.
The return home had been fairly emotional one for the boy. The relief that the other felt to be out of a bed and back in the environment that he preferred was evident. True to his word, Kyo allowed Die to help him find a therapist and had finally started attending sessions. The appointments were twice a week, on Tuesday and Thursday, and Kyo had been through two weeks worth of them.
Die could tell a slight change in the other. It was like Kyo was gaining a new sort of peace or, at least, ease. Die never asked the other about what went on there, though. It felt too invasive; as though he would be intruding on something that Kyo needed for himself. That didn’t hurt, it was easy enough to accept; anything would be if Kyo got better.
The boy was now lying on the couch, enjoying television for once instead of laying there listlessly. He reached down and started playing with the kittens that were trying to use their claws to climb up on the couch. They were still small, but much larger than the small little wobbly things they were weeks ago. Kyo looked for Die as he played with the kittens, wondering where the taller redhead had wandered off to.
It was starting to get close to Christmas and Kyo hoped that he could stay out of the hospital long enough to celebrate the holiday and Die’s birthday. Die’s mother had told him when they were out to finish baby shopping and told him that his partner’s birthday was coming up. When they were out, he got a nice gift for the redhead with all the money he had been saving up from the club.
While Kyo was lying on the couch in the living room, Die noted the time and went off to make the boy his lunch. He had been watching the time like a hawk, making certain that the other ate at each time he was supposed to. It didn’t have to be forced, though, Die decided. Why should it seem like a chore? He could try to make it amusing for the kid, so that he wouldn’t mind so much.
Currently, he was in the kitchen, making a sandwich. Before he placed the top slice of bread on and passed it off to the boy, Die decided to get creative. Kyo was pretty fond of tomatoes, so those were always on hand. The taller redhead took a small, cherry tomato and sliced it into two small, circular disks and placed them on the meat.
Chuckling slightly, Die smeared some extra mayonnaise underneath them, making a downward curve. Now, when he looked at the sandwich, it was smiling up at him. Leaving the top piece of bread off, Die grabbed up the other’s cup of soup and drink, balancing them carefully before taking them out to the other. “This sandwich is happy to see you, Kyo.”
The boy looked up at the redhead; his eyebrow rose slightly as he sat up on the couch and looked at Die. With the food placed on the table, he saw what the other meant and shook his head, a smile on his lips. “You really went all out, didn’t you?” He laughed softly before waiting for Die to take his seat once more. He leaned against him and took his sandwich and started eating it. “So… Your mother told me your birthday is coming up…”
“Did she?” Die asked. “Did she mention that I’m getting old, too?” Maybe twenty-four didn’t seem so bad, really, but Kyo was only sixteen and it made the taller male feel a little funny. When Die was in his thirties, Kyo would only be in his early twenties.
“Heh, yeah, she told me that you’re going to be twenty-four. I got you a really nice gift too.” He smiled, cuddling up to the taller male. Kyo was excited to give Die his gift, but he had to wait just a little longer. A few more days and he’d be able to give him his gift. When he finished off his meal, he grabbed the blanket he had been using earlier and covered the both of them in it. “It feels nice to be… at peace, I suppose is what you’d call it.”
Die hoped that Kyo would be able to hang on to that feeling. The boy needed it; for all of the shit he had been through, he didn’t deserve another instance of unhappiness or upset. Die wound his arm around the other’s shoulder and pulled him closer, feeling pleased to note that he no longer strained against the touch. “When we get some heavy snow going, maybe we can bundle you up and you can play in it,” Die joked, thoroughly amused by that thought.
Even though the idea was a joke, Kyo thought about it and smiled. “That sounds fun, really. I was never allowed out in the snow. It was so I wouldn’t get sick and such.” He shrugged before smiling contently; smiling even more as he felt Mayu and all of her kittens climb up onto the couch and climb into their laps.
“It’s just an idea,” Die said, reaching down to pet the kittens. They were less kittenish by that point, developing that long, slinky adult body, but they still behaved like babies. “Wadding up frozen slush and chucking it is a lot less enjoyable than people make you believe.”
“I’ve never made a snowman or a snow angel before… let alone a snowball fight… I just… wanted to experience it for once.” Kyo couldn’t help but feel a little saddened that Die wasn’t as excited as he was. It was the first snow he could be out in and play in; of course he was going to be excited about it.
“Don’t get me wrong, it’s fun,” Die amended, “Just really cold.” He smiled, knowing that when Kyo was done playing around, he would have to rub the boy’s fingers and hands back into being warm. That’s what Die’s mother had to do for him when he was little and played in the snow. “You’ll like it.”
“You’ll help me make a snow man?” He asked, looking up at the taller male hopefully. Kyo wanted to enjoy his first snow with the person he loved the most. Feeling some shifting in his lap, he watched as the kittens moved off of them and to the floor with Mayu. They started playing amongst themselves as Kyo moved to sling his leg over the other’s lap. Hesitantly, he looked up at Die, not knowing how the other would feel about this, but he knew that Die wouldn’t do anything to hurt him unless they were working at the club.
“Of course I’ll help,” the taller male said, placing a gentle hand on Kyo’s leg to secure its place. He left his hand in place, unwilling to move, lest the other got scared and decided to change his mind. “We can make him as tall as you want or give him a stupid looking face; whatever you want, I’ll help you do it.”
“Thanks…” Kyo smiled and leaned up to seal his lips over the taller male’s. It had been a while since he had kissed the other, and he had almost forgotten how good it felt. He closed his eyes and tilted his head to the side, his hand moving to cup the other’s face.
Die was slightly startled by the sudden initiative on Kyo’s part. After walking on edge for all that time, it was different for things to feel as though they were coming back to normal in all ways. Tentatively, he returned the pressure, enjoying the soft warmth of the boy’s lips against his own.
The boy gave a soft sound as he pressed closer to the redhead. He didn’t know what had come over him, but he didn’t question it as he went with it. Suddenly he felt like had before the events had taken place. His hand traveled down to the other’s chest to rest there, gripping Die’s shirt tightly. Letting his tongue peek out from past his lips, it traced the redhead’s lips, seeking entrance.
Parting his lips for the other, Die welcomed the boy’s tongue into his mouth. His own stroked against Kyo’s, rubbing against the damp muscle thoroughly. Just a kiss like that felt highly intimate after such an absence of closeness, in Die’s opinion. His hands slipped down the boy’s ribs, settling along his hips, pulling him a little closer before settling there comfortably.
Kyo gave a soft moan into the kiss as his hands went to Die’s waist before settling at the other’s hips. He ground himself slightly against the redhead, gasping softly at the pleasured sensation it caused. Pulling back from the kiss, the boy panted softly and looked at the taller male. “Die… I’ve… really missed you…” He didn’t know how to tell the other, but said it as best as he could.
Bringing a hand up, Die brushed his thumb along the boy’s lower lip. “I’ve missed you, too.” He brought their foreheads together and rubbed his nose against Kyo’s slightly. The other’s dark eyes seemed brighter than they had in a while; less worried and troubled, and it made Die happy. “I love you.”
“I love you, too…” Kyo let his tongue peek out to lick the other’s thumb and drew it into his mouth, licking and suckling on it a little. Kyo’s eyes sparkled softly as he looked up at Die’s own dark pools. Releasing the thumb, he gave it a kiss before pulling back to kiss Die once more.
Die let his tongue snake out to slip inside of Kyo’s mouth again. The opposing muscle tangled around his with familiarity, stroking together damply. The taller male let his hand rest on Kyo’s thigh, massaging slightly at the cloth-covered area, enjoying the warmth he could feel through the fabric.
Kyo’s hand went to the other’s where it rested on his thigh. He knew that the redhead would think that he was going to push it away, but he pulled it closer. Moving to settle it on his crotch, he looked up at Die to see his reaction. He released the other’s hand as he moved to wrap his arms around Die’s neck.
That blatant action was as good as verbal permission to Die. His hand cupped against the boy’s stiffening cock and his fingers rested lower, against the clothed area of the other’s vulva. With his fingertips, Die rubbed Kyo’s shielded outer lips slowly, tracing their subtle outline.
The boy gasped softly and pushed more towards the touch. He hadn’t felt this good in a long time. Kyo knew that Die wouldn’t hurt him and would do anything to make him comfortable and try to make it feel good. Being even bolder, his hand went to Die’s once more and reluctantly pulled it away from his cloth covered area and brought it to the waistband of his pants and pushed it past the band and down to the area where it had been working previously, this time, no cloth covering the area.
Kyo’s skin was warm against Die’s fingers where they touched the boy. Slowly, he rubbed in a circular motion, pressing the smaller male’s outer lips together, enjoying the feeling. One of Kyo’s arms was still looped around his neck loosely and his chin pressed into Die’s shoulder. The taller male couldn’t see the smaller redhead’s face, but he could hear his breathing close to his ear.
Soft mewls came from Kyo’s lips as his breathed heavily, holding onto the older male tightly as he pushed his hips towards the sensation more. The boy felt his libido start to skyrocket for the first time in forever. “Die…” Kyo sighed softly as he held onto Die’s shirt, his free hand moving to cup the other’s crotch and rub it slowly.
Shifting upward slightly, Die slipped his middle finger between Kyo’s folds and sought out his clitoris. His fingertip grazed the small nub and rubbed up and down, stroking it. This didn’t feel like a chore to the redhead, if anything, he felt as though he had just been given a gift. Maybe this was his birthday present; he would have to make a note to ask later.
Kyo let his fingers go to Die’s zipper before pulling it down slowly and unbuttoned his pants before delving in and feeling the heat from the other’s cock. He hesitantly wrapped his fingers around the older male’s length carefully. The boy felt it throb, making him feel excited as he started pumping his length slowly after pulling it from the confines of his pants.
The sensation of Kyo’s fingers stroking along his shaft made Die groan lightly, fighting back the urge to push into the touch. With his finger, the redhead continued to rub at the boy’s clit, massaging the bundle of nerves. He pressed down a little harder, using a circular motion to touch the boy.
The boy could feel that coiling sensation start to fill him as he mewled softly, pushing his hips towards Die’s fingers. His hand gripped the other’s cock tightly and pumped him roughly, trying to bring him off as well. Kyo could feel his release start to come up on him fast as he clenched his eyes shut and mewled louder.
Die was managing to keep his libido in check for the most part, but it was difficult to ignore himself with Kyo pumping at his cock. Part of the redhead just wanted to just pleasure the boy thoroughly before, or even if, he gained any satisfaction of his own. With as much gentleness as possible, he moved the other’s hand from his cock and rubbed against Kyo harder.
Kyo cried out softly as he came, his seed spilling out and messing his pants. His pussy clamped as he gasped, shaking from his release. Pulling away from the other slightly, he looked questioningly up at the redhead. “Die… Why did you push my hand away? I wanted to help you find release…”
To be honest, Die wasn’t sure. Why would someone turn down an orgasm? He hadn’t asked for Kyo to jerk him off, but the other had decided to anyway. Part of him still felt a hint of guilt, like it would have been selfish for him to have an orgasm. That didn’t make any sense, but it was the closest Die could come to articulating it. “I don’t really know. I didn’t want to cum. I think I just wanted you to.”
“Oh…” Kyo wanted to question more, but he knew Die had made up his mind on the matter and didn’t press it. He wanted to bring the other off of his own free will, but it seemed like he didn’t want to. Maybe some other time, he supposed. Moving his hand down to rest on Die’s, feeling the fingers through the fabric. “Thank you…” The boy felt oddly contented to just relax there just like that, but he knew they’d get uncomfortable quick and need to move to remove the ache from their limbs.
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