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Your Sins Into Me	By : Tcharlatan Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 1394 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: Disclaimer: This is a work of pure fiction. I do not personally know any of the members of Dir en grey or Penicillin, and do not profit from this work.

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Kaoru murmured to himself confusedly, stirring from his half-sleep as he felt one side of his bed dip. Peering one eye open drowsily, his heart skipped a little when he found his lover crawling over to him on the mattress, all sensual grace and wicked intent. Kyo bit his lower lip coyly, sliding one leg slowly over Kaoru’s hip and moving to straddle him, hands resting lightly against the older man’s abdomen.
“You awake?” the blonde murmured, his voice husky and low.
“I think so. Unless this is a dream?” Kaoru answered, sliding up slowly to prop his back up against the headboard.
“Mmm…” Kyo hummed, rocking his hips experimentally against his lover’s, feeling the older man’s awakening arousal against his own insistent erection. “Awake enough for me.”
Kaoru moaned softly, eyelids fluttering indulgently. “One hell of a dream.”
Kyo grinned, peeling off his shirt and throwing it aside. His arms tucked behind his head as he began to roll and twist his hips, rubbing himself against Kaoru with a torturous slowness. He had healed from all of his previous injuries, and days working out in the sun in his client’s gardens had done wonders for his physique, all smooth, golden skin sliding over sinuously lean muscle. The glorious friction against Kaoru’s groin was absolutely maddening, and the hypnotic flex and sway of his lover’s torso set his blood coursing hot and hard through his veins. The silver scorpion pendant swung against an elegant collarbone, the flash of its polished surface muted in the dark room, and the sight of his gift made the vision above him even sweeter.
Kaoru’s body thrummed with excitement, the sight of his human treasure’s brazen, erotic movements affecting him more than he cared to admit. He tried to rock up against the younger man more quickly, seeking more contact, but Kyo only leaned forward to pin his lover’s hips down against the mattress until he stilled. Kyo’s slow, steady rhythm never faltered or changed, tormenting both of them.
Tattooed hands slid up the blonde’s sides – exploring, worshiping, loving – and Kaoru groaned, “Kyo… gods, Kyo, how long are you going to tease me like this?”
Kyo pressed his hands against the older man’s chest, leaning down to flick his tongue over the tip of an arched nose. “Until we both go so mad with want that we just break down and start rutting like mindless animals.”
Kaoru moaned again, eyelids fluttering shut with the pure rush of electricity that washed through him in response to his lover’s rumbling voice. He loved the darker, more sensual side of Kyo that surfaced from time to time. When they opened again, he was confused to see a look of shock and horror pass over the blonde’s face, a harsh gasp echoing in the silent room as the younger man jerked away from him. It dawned on him almost instantly that his control had slipped just a bit, and his now-violet eyes widened, flicking up to try to catch Kyo’s alarmed stare.
Something, some instinct Kyo couldn’t identify, moved his hands to clamp over Kaoru’s face, pressing the man’s head harshly back into the wall. “Don’t!”
Kaoru held perfectly still, his heart pounding frantically in his chest. He could push his lover’s hands away – he should push his lover’s hands away – but he was frozen in place, the blonde’s sudden terror a harsh assault against his empathic shields. “Kyo, I-”
“Shut up! Shut the fuck up! What the fuck just happened?!”
Kaoru swallowed, trying to keep his voice calm. “I don’t know wh-”
“MY ASS, YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT! Your eyes were fucking PURPLE just now! Purple and huge and fucking GLOWING!” Those blatantly inhuman eyes seemed somehow familiar, but he couldn’t pinpoint any real memory of them. “You… were you… have I seen this before?!” Kyo’s voice wavered, and his entire body was shaking.
“…Yes.”
“What… How are they purple?!”
Kaoru winced. His lover sounded terrified, and he hated being the cause of that quiver in the usually-steady voice. “I-”
“WHY ARE THEY PURPLE?!”
“Ky-”
“What are you?!”
“Kyo-”
“What the fuck are you?!”
“Kyo, please-”
“ANSWER ME, GODDAMN IT! WHAT ARE YOU?!”
“INCUBUS! I’M… I’m an incubus…”
“…You’re an incubus.” Kyo’s voice held a touch of hysteria.
“Yes.”
“…An incubus. You’re a fucking demon.”
“Yes.”
“Why don’t I remember seeing this before? HOW COULD I POSSIBLY FORGET SEEING THIS?!”
“I… I can’t always control myself around you. I keep slipping, and whenever you notice… I’ve been erasing the memory.”
Kyo hissed, “You’ve been erasing my memories?!”
“I didn’t want to scare you.”
“SCARE ME?! YOU’VE BEEN FUCKING WITH MY MIND! What else have you erased?! Oh gods… Has… has anything that happened between us been real?! Or are you fucking brainwashing me?!”
“No! Kyo, I would never-”
“TELL ME THE TRUTH, YOU SON OF A BITCH!”
“Everything has been real! I couldn’t control you like this even if I wanted to! I can only Sway you to sleep with me, and even then only if part of you wants it, but I can’t make you feel anything for me, the only memories I’ve erased are ones that would hurt you.”
“Give them back!”
“Wh- what? I… Kyo, they don’t… it would hurt!”
“I don’t care! They’re mine; it’s my life and you’ve been stealing it from me!”
“I just wanted to protect you!”
“Give them back. Now.”
There was a long silence, and Kaoru seemed to deflate back into the pillows. His heart ached fiercely. This was the end, wasn’t it? Now that trauma had sealed the memory in the blonde’s mind, he could never make it go away completely; Kyo would always have at least some idea of what had happened here, and this situation would only repeat itself over and over. His lover was going to leave him, and he could do nothing to stop it. Resignation sank into his chest like molten lead.
“I… need you to uncover my eyes, to do that.”
“You… that’s how you’ve been making me forget, isn’t it? How do I know you won’t just make me forget this too?”
“I… I can’t anymore… you’re too upset…”
Kyo swallowed, nervous, but he knew he couldn’t very well stay here forever with his hands over Kaoru’s face, disquieting as the sight was. He moved his hands away slowly and stared as dark purple eyes slid open, slit pupils flaring into vertical ovals in the darkness of the room. As alien as they were, Kyo could still see sadness in them. Kaoru looked like his world was ending. The blonde hated how much that desolation affected him, but he was too angry, too hurt, too scared to give any ground now.
“Are… you sure this is what you want?” The older man’s voice was soft.
“Give them back. They’re mine; you have no right to decide what parts of my life I get to hold on to.”
“It’s painful. I don’t want to hurt you.”
A thin hand came up to touch Kyo’s face, only to be pushed it away coldly. Kaoru winced and slowly, carefully went to undo all that he had done. Unraveling the illusions was easier than creating them, but with Kyo awake this time, the younger man had to consciously reconcile false memories with real ones, and it was an agonizing process. It all came back; Hakuei holding him at knifepoint, assaulting him, trying to rape him (something Kyo had thought was just a horrible dream) as well as so many times he and Kaoru had been fooling around and the older man started to change. Sometimes it had been small changes – the lengthening of fingers, his eyes turning purple, an unnatural wave of movement passing through his hair – but once or twice it had been a full shift. Kyo could remember now, the times he’d lain with a demon in its true form, and it was staggering. When Kaoru was finished, he watched burnt gold eyes stare off into space, horrified, full lips open and quivering.
“Kyo… I…”
Before Kaoru knew what was happening, Kyo was running out of the room, out of the apartment, out of his life. All he could do was stare after him as something in his chest cracked.
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