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Worlds Collide	By : CrysMarie2oo5 Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > SHINee Views: 2241 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not know the members of SHINee and I do not make any money off of this work of fiction.

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When I woke up, Jonghyun was sitting at the table eating breakfast. I was completely exhausted. My body felt like it had aged 60 years which wasn't a good thing.
"Good Morning Jagi, are you hungry? I-I got you some pancakes."
"Thank you Jonghyun, but I'm not hungry." I managed to croak out, feeling fear paralyzing me suddenly.
"You haven't eaten since lunchtime yesterday. You gotta eat something Jagiya. Come on..." Jonghyun said, as he came over and threaded his arms under my body and dead lifted me off the bed. I was surprised by his strength and by the sudden disappearance of the bed that was once underneath me. "I'll feed you if I must, but you need to eat." Jonghyun finished before he set me down gently into a chair and grabbed a covered plate and set it front of me.
I just stared at it, emotionless. I could see Jonghyun frown from the corner of my eye before he uncovered the plate. "Do you like butter and syrup Jagi? Let me fix it up for you..." Jonghyun began spreading a pat of butter on the top pancake before grabbing a dispenser for syrup and pouring it all over the three stack of pancakes. "Am I going to have to feed you?" Jonghyun asked, his voice cracking. "They're just pancakes."
"I-I know." I said putting a hand on his wrist to stop him. "How is everyone else?" I finally found the gumption to actually look at Jonghyun. He had fresh tears in his eyes which he blinked and looked away from me to keep me from seeing. He was struggling too. He was just as much of a mess as I was. Last night took a toll on all of us.
"They're all right. Both Key and Taemin have black eyes and sore jaws, and we have an emergency meeting about the room damage. Nothing to worry yourself with Jagi, I'll say you're sick, I'm sure Melody will go along with it." Jonghyun said, as he focused on cutting the pancakes. I stared down at the pancakes. Even the smell of them was nauseating.
"Jonghyun, I'm really not hungry."
"I-I know, you'll regret it if you don't eat." I let out a heavy breath as Jonghyun stabbed through the bite sized stack of fluffy pancake and offered it to me. I opened my mouth and Jonghyun placed the fork into my mouth. Eating that first bite stirred my hunger and I took over feeding myself. Upon finishing my food and drinking the coffee Jonghyun made for me, he got up and ran a shower for me. Jonghyun then left me alone to shower.
In the middle of my shower however, Jonghyun came bursting through the door to the bathroom before locking the door.
"Jonghyun, what's..."
"Sh! Jin's in the room right now." Jonghyun shushed me, keeping his voice barely above a whisper. "Can you sing? Preferably something loud. I'm gonna make a call."
"Uh--sure...I've been holdin' back for quite some time." I sang as loud as I could. Meanwhile Jonghyun called someone on his cellphone.
"Jinki, I need a distraction, can someone call Jin and fake a sickness or something. He's in Crystal's room right now!" Just then the doorknob began to jiggle. Jonghyun barricaded the door with his body. "Hurry hyung!"

"And finally the moment's right...I love to make the people stare, they know I got that certain savoir-faire..." I continued singing, my heart was racing. Suddenly the door knob stopped jiggling. I heard Jin's voice on the other side of the door. "It's passion, it's fashion it's Burlesque. It'll move you, goin' through you, so do what I do, burlesque."

Jonghyun unlocked the door, and opened it before stepping out. "I--I think he's gone." ." He disappeared only to come back and taking in a deep breath. "He's gone. I put the chain up on the door...are you okay noona?" I just sank down to my knees in the shower. I was in shock and began to cry. "Noona?"
The shower door opened and Jonghyun entered, fully clothed, a look of concern on his face. My hands came up to guard my nudity, but Jonghyun pulled me up off the floor of the shower and I found myself in his embrace. "Jonghyun...your clothes..."
"Don't worry about it noona. I've already seen you. I'm sorry about this whole thing. I won't let him hurt you anymore. None of us will. That's a promise we intend on keeping."
"Jonghyun--"
"Sh...it's okay. I'm here." I broke down in his embrace.
"Why is he doing this to me?"
"I don't know, but I'm here. He won't be allowed to hurt you again."
Jonghyun stripped down and took over washing my body as I was crying uncontrollably. He was trying to earn my trust back, I knew he loved me, but I can't seem to shake the state of shock and numbness I felt at that moment. We step out of the shower and Jonghyun grabs an outfit for me before he orders us room service.
Jinki and Minho stop by and check up on me. While they were talking, Melody stopped by with a new therapist for me to see. Melody introduces us together and I'm left alone to start the process of healing. The therapist's name was Jill Deboer. The session lasted about an hour. It brought out all the emotions out that I had been devoid of.
Over the course of the week, I'm just barely making it through my performances and my relationships in the group are strained at best. With therapy, things are slowly starting to fall in their place, but I still have no desire for sex, and still experience flashbacks when the guys touch me, even if they are innocent about it.

Over the next month and a half the guys realize how difficult it is to protect me and not rise suspicion with Jin. The dynamic in the band changed from the night the rape happened. Even the fans noticed the disconnect everyone seemed to have with Jin and myself, and the rumor mill was abuzz with all kinds of theories, most of which weren't far from the truth. The fans knew something had happened.

However, Melody and the rest of the guys made good on their promise, and it pissed Jin off to no end. As soon as Jin entered the same room as all of us, you could cut the tension with a knife. Everyone closest to me, knew what he did. They all treated him with distain. The guys no longer called him manager-hyung, and changed the title to manager-nim. It was a subtle, but clear jab at Jin.

As our tour takes us through the Midwest, and we end up in my old stomping grounds of Minot. We went out sans Jin, we ate sushi and drank Sake before heading out to the bowling alley. It was like old times. My family joined in on the fun as well. We all had a blast, and it was needed. When we got back, we were tipsy and stumbling around. Jin got after us for getting too drunk.
Since it was Taemin's night with me, he was escorting me up to my room, and Jin, didn't take kindly to that. Taemin's arm was around my waist as we exited the elevator on 4th floor. Jin was behind us.
"Taemin, take your hand off of her."
"No. I'm taking her to her room safely."
"Taemin, you don't want to test me, get your hand off of her now..."
Taemin then pulled away from me and stood up to Jin. The older man shrunk away from Taemin, clearly intimidated.
"Perhaps you should take your own advice Jin, and keep your hands off of things that don't and won't ever belong to you. Go back to your room before you really anger me."
"Is that a threat?"
"Maybe. Do you care to stick around long enough for words to become actions? I'm doing the right thing by ensuring noona gets to her room safely. What are you doing here?"

"Hurry up." Jin said, glaring at Taemin, as if calling his bluff. Jin clearly had been caught having ill intentions but didn't give a fuck.
"Don't worry about me." Taemin muttered as he grabbed my hotel room key from my outstretched hand and let us both in, subsequently shutting the door in Jin's face. Taemin locked the door as Jin went to knock on it.
"Taemin, get back out here. Taemin!" Jin called out from behind the door. Taemin, however, had different ideas as he pulled me to him and put his mouth next to my ear.

"Don't worry about him noona. There's no way he's getting through that door. Wanna watch some TV with me?" I nodded. Taemin smiled as he took off his shoes. I did the same, taking off the flats I had on.

"Sure Taemin." Taemin walked further into the room, grabbing the remote off the bed before hopping onto said bed. He patted the space next to him as he turned on the TV.
"Come on noona." Taemin said as he peeled off his winter jacket and I walked over to the edge of the bed and discarded my winter jacket as well. I joined him on the bed and by this time Jin had given up on his mission to disturb us. Taemin flicked through the channels and we settled on a movie we both thought was interesting. During the movie though, Taemin decided he wanted to do other things.
I found myself with Taemin on top of me, both of us were topless now, passionately kissing. Taemin's hand had found its way under the skirt I wore and was fervently stoking my womanhood through the fabric of my panties I wore. I was getting really turned on. Taemin's lips left mine and moved down to my sensitive neck as his hands played with my breasts and the sensitive nipples. His lips replaced his hands, I let out a moan as his lips moved further down and licked my ticklish belly button.
Taemin's hands unzipped my skirt, when the door opened but the bar lock stopped it. Taemin froze before jumping into action and peeling his shirt back over his head. He whispered for me to get under the covers. The door was opened by a tool that I knew only the staff had access to. Whoever gave it to him, was going to get fired, I would see to that.
"Hey! What are you doing!?!? Are you fucking crazy!?!? Crystal's trying to sleep!"
"I can do whatever I want. I'm your manager. You're not allowed around Crystal! None of you are..."
Just then Jinki, Minho and Jonghyun, hearing the commotion appeared out of their room across the hall and pulled Jin away. Jinki grabbed the tool that Jin had used to disengage the bar lock and had managed to pin Jin against the wall. Key finally appeared out of the room adjacent to mine and shot a glare at the older man before asking Taemin what was going on, in which Taemin was happy to catch him up to speed.

"Who gave you this?" Jinki asked, as Jin returned the glare Jinki threw at him.
"The front desk. Who else do you think?" I heard Jin say. I got up and grabbed my discarded clothes and threw them on in a haste before grabbing my cell phone, still having Amanda's number in it and called her. I let her know what was going on and she was shocked. She apologized and said she'd be in to take care of us.
Twenty minutes later, Jin was escorted out of the hotel by the police and was told to spend the night in the bus off hotel property, while Amanda promptly fired the night auditor, whom was clearly a new hire and wasn't fairing well to begin with but this was the straw that broke the camel's back. We were given a new room, which was a double queen suite, 413.
By the time we got settled in the new room, I was exhausted. As soon as I got into the room, I got my PJs on and shared the bed with Minho. Taemin opted to share the bed with Jonghyun and Key shared the hide-a-bed with Jinki.
Morning came too quickly, and Jonghyun woke me up with breakfast in bed. I took a quick shower and got ready before we went downstairs to check out. The tension on the bus was high. No one said a word to Jin, and everyone chilled in the back of the bus with me.

It wasn't until we had our first show in Las Vegas, did things came to a head again after Taemin, Minho and I got back from playing slots in the casino downstairs after an exhausting performance. I had split off from Taemin and Minho to cash out my winnings. Jin had been following me and figured I would be alone when I went up to the room.

He wasn't counting on Taemin and Minho being there, as they promised to meet me back up in the Skyloft we all shared that night.

-March 8 2015-

"What the hell is this? You two have been attached to her hip all night. I need to speak with Crystal, alone. Make yourselves scarce." Just then Taemin, pulling on my arm, led me into one of the numerous bedrooms nearby. I recognized it was Jinki's room as he had the only king bed in the whole sky loft. "Taemin, where are you going? Get back here!" He pulled me into a hug before pulling away and cupping my face in his hand. He gazed deeply into my eyes.

"Noona, please stay in here. Lock the door. Whatever happens, don't come out." Taemin said, as he let go of my face and walked out the door before closing it. I heard Minho reply back at Jin and it didn't sound too pleasant. Minho was pissed. I lock the door at first but then unlock it and open the door a crack to see what's going on.

"Tell me what Crystal has been telling you? I know she's said something because you guys have been distant and cold to me. That bitch is always running her mouth to you..." Minho suddenly grabbed Jin by the collar of his shirt and pinned him to an adjacent pillar.

"SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH! I should fucking strangle you right now, you piece of shit!"
"Minho! Minho! Stop!"
"Taemin, not now." Jin uses the distraction to push Minho off of him.

"I'm a piece of shit all of a sudden? Crystal is poisoning you guys against me isn't she? Don't believe anything she has to say, she's a fucking liar!" It was Taemin's turn to get angry. He clenched his fists as he made his way over to the door.
"You need to leave, manager-nim." Taemin said, as he went to the door and opened it. Jin continued to argue though, his gaze switching between Minho and Taemin.
"She's lying! I didn't do anything to deserve this! I don't know what she's telling you guys, but it's not true. We've been together for 7 years, you guys know me. You're going to believe that little slut over me?"
"Get the fuck out!" Minho yelled before charging at Jin and grabbing him by the collar of his shirt again and pulling him toward the open door before pushing him out of the suite. Taemin slammed the door and locked it. Jin began pounding on the door.
"You're making a big mistake! Talk to me! You're being cowards!" It was at this point that I shut and locked the door to the bedroom. Tears were brimming in my eyes, and threatening to fall. I sat on the king size bed my back facing the door and ran a hand through my hair. I took in the Las Vegas skyline as I heard the door unlock from the outside.
"Noona, are you okay?"
It was Taemin. I blinked as the first warm tears rolled down my face. I didn't respond, not really knowing how to answer that loaded question.
"Here." A bottle of blueberry soju appeared in front of me. "I was going to drink this...but I think you need it more than me."
"No Taemin, let's share it together. Where's Minho?"
"He's out on the balcony. Want me to get him?"
"No. It's fine. Wanna check out the hot tub?"
"Y-yeah, I guess...noona..." Taemin took my face in his hands as his eyes met mine. "Are you okay?"
"I just want to forget Taemin. I wanna forget Jin's hands on my body. I want to forget that he raped me. My body is my own and I want to feel comfortable in my own skin again."
"I-I don't understand."
"Go get Minho, bring the soju...is there more?"
"I bought a whole case of it. Why?"
"We'll need it. I'm going to get ready, I'll meet you down there in ten minutes."
"Okay noona. Take your time."
I left the bedroom and went upstairs to my own and pulled out my favorite white bikini before putting it on. I glanced at myself in the mirror. I fought the urge to cover myself up and I just stared at myself in the mirror. Some time passed before I realized how long I had been standing there before I made my way downstairs.
There was a note on the table saying that both Taemin and Minho where already in the hot tub and there was a bottle of blueberry soju with my name on it. I smiled as I made my way outside. The temperature was cool but expected for Las Vegas this time of year. Goosebumps raced up on my exposed skin as I was hit with the cool air. My nipples too, reacted to the cold air, which caused a shiver to race through me. I quickly made my way to where the hot tub was. I opened the large black tinted privacy fence that surrounded the hot tub to see Minho and Taemin sitting next to each other.
"Hey noona! Come join us, you look cold. The hot tub is warm."
"Wow, you look sexy Jagiya. Here, come sit between us." Minho said as he moved to his left, and Taemin moved to the right, creating a space where I could sit in between them. I gladly took it, as I got into the hot tub and quickly submerged myself up to my chest in the heated water before taking my seat between Taemin and Minho.
"Here," Taemin said, as he grabbed a shot glass and handed it to me to grab, while Minho reached behind us and grabbed a bottle of blueberry flavored soju and proceeded to pour me a glass. Taemin poured Minho a glass before pouring himself one. We touched glasses before saluting and taking a shot of the powerful, flavored alcohol. One shot was followed by two, and two followed by three...and after a breather, four and five soon followed.
I had lost track after that, and soon as I emptied my glass either Minho and Taemin swiftly refilled it. I let the alcohol carry me away. My heart began pounding powerfully, as my head swam in an alcohol induced haze.
I don't know who kissed who first, but before long we became a tangled mess of bodies and lips mashed against each other. My bikini was somewhere at the bottom of bubbling hot tub having had it stripped off by one of the feral men. Minho pulled me to him, causing me to straddle Minho and I found myself straddling Minho and riding his cock while hungrily sucking off Taemin.

~*~*~*~Taemin's POV~*~*~*~

It was clear that Crystal had had too much soju, the way she attacked Minho told me that. I felt sort of bad taking advantage of Crystal in this state, but I couldn't help but become turned on as she straddled Minho, who had took off his swim trunks to accommodate Crystal's wanton lust. I watched Minho and Crystal make out for a minute before Crystal pulled up and took Minho inside of her. At that moment she looked away and our eyes met.

I loved Crystal's eyes, perfect, almond shaped brown orbs that told me everything I wanted to know at that moment.
She wanted me and Minho, now.
"Mm. Taeminnie...come here..." I moved over closer to where Minho and Crystal were having sex. "Touch me..." I looked at Minho apprehensively and Minho let out a moan as he opened his eyes and our eyes met before he have me nod of approval.
My hands seemed to move on their own as I had grasps Crystal's breasts, one in each hand. Crystal continued to move on Minho and I felt a hand mess with my swim trunks and I looked down to find Minho's hand slide underneath the elastic band of my trunks and grasp at my semi-erect manhood.
"Ah~Minho..." I moaned, as Minho's hand began stroking me. The combination of the Jacuzzi, the soju, and Minho jacking me off had my head spinning. Crystal must have seen what Minho was doing because she was watching.
"Mm, Minho...I want to see his cock in your mouth, that'd be hot don't you think?" Crystal slurred. Fuck, she was barely coherent, Minho was just as gone though, and seemed to willingly oblige.
"You want me to suck off our dongsaeng here, Jagiya?" Minho asked, looking at Crystal. Crystal nodded. "Anything for you babe. Taemin come here."
I blinked and wondered to myself if this was really about to happen. I got up out of the water just as Crystal leaned over and pulled my swimming trucks down revealing myself fully to both Minho and Crystal. I stepped closer and Minho looked at me before leaning in and taking me into his mouth, bit by bit. Taking all of me in, Minho worked his tongue in circles around my shaft and I let out another involuntary moan. I would have to thank Crystal for doing this for me. Minho's mouth on me felt like a dream come true, well hell, it was.
Just then, Crystal started to complain about being lightheaded, and dizzy. Minho and I looked at each other and knew she was probably getting overheated from the combination of alcohol and being in the hot tub.
"Let's get you inside jagiya." I said, pulling away from Minho. I stood up in the water, just as I heard the door open and laughter on the deck. Minho had lifted Crystal out of the water, clearly still inside of Crystal when Jonghyun and Key round corner and saw us. Minho's hands gripped Crystal's ass tightly not allowing her to escape off his cock.
"Holy shit...I guess you guys beat us to the jacuzzi...are you..." Key said, as his eyes fell on Minho and Crystal, then myself, I leaned back into the water clearly embarrassed at my state of nudity. His eyes then landed on the 8 bottles of empty blueberry soju as he popped his lips. "Holy fuck. You guys took advantage of Crystal?"
"Mm...is that Key?" Crystal turned her head around and her eyes fell on Key's frame. "Nobody is taking advantage of me...if you want to join us, I'm sure I can accommodate." Crystal slurred
"Aish, Crystal I don't think that's a good idea." Minho said, nearly stumbling back, I guess he was more drunk than he previously thought. Not that I was any better, I had trouble maintaining my balance as well.
"Why not? You want me all to yourself?" Crystal asked, bopped Minho's nose with her finger.
"Let's get inside noona...I---ah!" Minho said as he took a step forward and nearly stumbled. Key and Jonghyun were right there helping Minho from dropping Crystal on the concrete patio.
"Minho, perhaps you should give Crystal to me, you and Taemin are drunk, you can get Key's help upstairs." Jonghyun said, as he stepped forward and pulled Crystal away from Minho and carried her bridal-style in his arms which proved to be an easy task for Jonghyun, since Crystal had lost quite a bit of weight while we were on tour. I remember her saying she was worried because she was 104lbs, and her wardrobe clothes were becoming loose on her.
"Neh, the last thing we need is Crystal to hit the floor and get injured on the account of you being too drunk to walk." Key chastised us, as Minho leaned on him before he looked at me. "Are you coming Taemin?"
"Yeah," I said, as I managed to get out of the Jacuzzi and walked to Key's free side and leaned on his for support. We all followed Jonghyun inside where he led us to his bedroom that he shared with Key. The moment Jonghyun set Crystal on the bed Minho was on her, wanting to be buried inside her again. He wasted no time at all spreading Crystal's legs, and entering her.
"Hyung~ I..." Just then, Minho looking back at me, and beckoned me to come to him. I did and Minho took my hand and pulled me closer before taking me into his mouth again. I let out a moan of delight, closing my eyes in a moment of ecstasy , completely forgetting Key and Jonghyun were in the room. Just then I heard Key let out a moan and I opened my eyes, glancing over to see Jonghyun had pinned Key to the other bed in heated passion.
I was enjoying Minho's mouth on me, sucking me when I felt lips kissing my neck, and even more lips kiss my chest. I realized that Jonghyun was kissing my neck and Key had my chest.
"H-Hyungs...w-what--"
"Sh, Taeminnie, just go with it." Jonghyun purred before he took my lips in a hot kiss. Fuck, Minho was now deep-throating me, Key's lips were taking turns on each of my nipples while Jonghyun's tongue was thrust down my throat. My self-control was waning. Crystal was being pounded by Minho and she was on the verge of coming, as her breathing got erratic and it was clear she was loving what she was seeing the guys do to me.
I felt my orgasm build but before I could drift over the edge, Minho pulled his mouth off of me as he focused his attention to Crystal to get her to experience an orgasm. I was pulled away from the bed and brought over to the other bed, before I was bent over slightly, looming over Key who had sprawled himself back onto the bed his erection in my face. Behind me, Jonghyun had disappeared, Crystal was climaxing, her moans echoing throughout the room as well as the sounds of Minho's skin slapping against Crystal's. I glanced behind me, just to see Jonghyun appear again with a bottle of lube in hand.
Jonghyun squirting a liberal amount on his fingers before finding my asshole. The lube was cold and caused me to jerk in shock. "Mm...it's time that I've had a sample of this ass of yours Taeminnie...you don't mind do you babe?" Jonghyun said, addressing Key in which Key shook his head, clearly overcome by lust.
"But...but what about Crystal..."
"Oh, you'll get all the time to play with her, Minho's having his fun now." Jonghyun said as he began working his fingers into my ass. I flinched in pain at the unfamiliar stretching.
"Jonghyun...let our poor maknae go. You have Key. I want Taemin with me, but, you can have him later if you want."
"Noona, oh come on...I haven't sampled his sweet little ass yet..."

"Jonghyun, do you really want to test me right now? Is that what you want?" Crystal said, as she pulled away from Minho and got off the bed to walk over Jonghyun with a look of seriousness plastered on her face. Key knew that look and rightly pulled Jonghyun away.

"Come on Jonghyun let's go fuck in the whirlpool, you've wanted to test it out anyway." Key muttered as he pulled on the our hyung's upper arm. Jonghyun let out a breath as he went with Key muttering something under his breath. I felt fingers trace themselves down my back, and I turned my head to see Crystal behind me. Her left hand side around the side of my hip and encircled itself around my cock. I turned my body around to allow her more access to it, but he instead, pushed me back onto the bed.
Crystal climbed on top of me as her lips met mine in a heated kiss that left us biting and sucking on each other's lips. Minho came over, his cock still erect as he masturbated to the sight of Crystal and I making out. Crystal's lips left mine as she sucked and nipped at various parts of my lips before taking my erection into her mouth and sucking me off a bit.
I laid back and relaxed for a minute before Minho slid onto the bed next to us. "Taeminnie...did you want something to suck on?" Minho purred, before waving his cock in my face. He didn't have to ask me twice. I latched onto his cock like a newborn babe on its mother's breast.
Before I knew it, my cock was being buried inside Crystal and I let out a moan. We developed a pattern, Minho came first, and I gladly swallowed everything he had to give me. Just as Minho came, Crystal's movements on me became desperate. I pulled myself away from Minho as I brought my hips up to give Crystal the friction she needed. She threw her head back in bliss as she erupted in her second orgasm of the night. I still had a ways to go yet so lifted her up off of me.
"Noona, get on your hands and knees." I demanded, and Crystal nodded, as she got into the desired position. I entered swiftly and began thrusting into her quickly. My hand found her clit and strummed on it quickly and firmly. I felt my orgasm rising within my lower belly, and I knew this time, it wasn't going to be stopped. I drove into Crystal faster and deeper, the friction was delicious and was becoming too much.
Crystal and Icame together, a series of moans and vulgarities left my mouth with Crystal's name thrown in. Euphoria flooded my brain and my entire body as I spilled myself inside. I opened my eyes and found Minho watching us with a smile on his face.
We all collapsed on the bed, naked, and spent.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Bright light disrupted the slumber I was currently in. My head was pounding, my mouth was dry, and someone was laying on my arm, which was numb from lack of blood flow. I opened my eyes and realized, Taemin had been laying on my arm, using it as a pillow. Minho, however, was nowhere to be seen in the room that I realized was Jonghyun's. Jonghyun wasn't anywhere to be found. I stealthily peeled my arm from underneath Taemin's head and rubbed the sleep from my eyes.

I then realized that I didn't have any clothes on. From what I remembered from the night before, it really shouldn't surprise me. What does surprise me, are the pile of clothes in a chair across the room. I take a brief moment to gather myself and get up out of bed and walk over to the clothes to see a note neatly laid on the clothes.

The note was from Key basically saying get dressed and come downstairs when we wake up. How the hell Minho and Taemin brought me upstairs while we were all drunk was beyond me...

Then it hit me. They weren't alone.

That explained Key's note and all of us being in Jonghyun's room. I crumpled the note in my hand, and grabbed the clothes set out before me and got dressed. I glanced over at Taemin before leaving the room and he was still sound asleep. As soon as I shut the door to the bedroom, I heard Key call me.
"Noona~ here. Some night last night huh?" Key said, as he held out a water bottle toward me. I grabbed it before unscrewing the lid and gulping down about half the bottle. I nodded to the younger man, before pulling the bottle away from my lips. "Let's go downstairs, are you hungry?"
"Yeah, I'm starving actually. I don't know if I'll be able to hold down anything though, the soju kicked my ass."
"It's not all that it did...but why don't you shower first, I'll cook you something to eat." Key said and I did as I was told. Little did I know, that Key had something up his sleeve. I was in mid-shower when I heard the door open and someone entered. I froze.
"Noona?" It was Jonghyun. I allowed my body to relax.

"Yeah?"
"Mind if I join you?"
"No, I guess not."
Five minutes later, Jonghyun has pinned me against the shower wall, fucking the hell out of me. Jonghyun was moaning sweet nothings. We finish up before heading back downstairs where Key has made me some food, and Taemin is up and about by now. Taemin kisses my cheek. Key places a plate of lightly seasoned salmon and rice in front of me before asking Taemin if he wants any.
Taemin, Key, and I eat. We strike up into a light conversation during our meal.
"So, I guess we're going clubbing tonight after our performance."
"What? Why?"
"Yeah, I don't even want to think about drinking anymore after last night." I said, in between bites of food.
"I guess we're meeting some of the people who want us to advertise their products..." Key said, as he looked over at me. "Jin's going to be there though."

Here came the anxiety again.

"Fuck." I pushed my plate away, but there was Key, pushing the plate toward me.
"Eat, Minho and Jinki have been trying to come up with a good enough excuse to get you out of this. Jin's not budging."
"Tell him I'm fucking sick. Technically I am. I'm hung over as fuck." I shrugged, turning my focus to stabbing the salmon in front of me harshly.
"They did. They also tried to fake that you were in the hospital too..." Key said. I could feel his gaze on me, but I didn't bother looking up. I was irritated. Jin just didn't get it, did he?
"What did he do? Or do I even want to know?" I asked, finally looking up to see Key's worried expression and Taemin eating in silence, blissfully ignoring our conversation, but I could see through his mask. He was irritated like I was.
"He told Minho to prove it and when he couldn't...well..." Just then the door to the loft opened and get slammed shut with great force. Both Jinki and Minho were cursing up a storm in their mother language. Neither one were in a good mood. "They can tell you, I'm sure."
"Jin is demanding that you move rooms." Minho blurted out in frustration and he glanced over at me. Taemin shot up, no longer able to stay quiet.
"What? What do you mean? She's fine where she is."
"Jin knows something is up. He's demanding that Crystal gets her own room from now on. Somehow he's spun the story that Crystal's been causing conflict between all of us to the Sony executives. She's gotta move to Jin's hotel tonight."
"What?!?! That's preposterous! She has her own room."
Jonghyun then came down the stairs, his hair still wet from our shower earlier.
"I know. Jin doesn't believe us though, he'll be over here shortly. Let's gather all her things and put them in her room."
"Oh no. What's going on?" Jonghyun asked, as he paused on the steps.
Just then there was a knock on the door.
We all turned our heads toward the door, before Minho urged me to get up from my place at the table and began leading me up the stairs.
"I got her. Jinki get the door and stall him."
"Jin's here? What--"
"Taemin, come help me clear out Jonghyun's bedroom...hm?" Minho said interrupting me while looking at Taemin as we all headed up stairs while Key made quick work of the plates that were on the table. Then I realized that the hot tub was still a mess from last night.
"Did you guys clean up the jacuzzi from last night?" I asked, looking at Minho and Taemin.

"Um--shit!" Taemin said, going bugged eyed.
"No...fuck! I got it, Key's still down there, I'll text him to get that stuff really quick." Minho said pulling out his phone. "Get upstairs, help the guys out."
"O-okay." I said, looking at Minho. I quickly combed through each one of the rooms and grabbed things of mine that were left behind and we consolidated it all to my room where I was organizing everything. I had the door open and since the sky loft was huge, you could hear everything going on downstairs.

Just then I heard it.

"Key! Whose bathing suit is that and whose swim trunks are those?" I froze in place before peeking my head out from my room. Key and I made eye contact for a brief moment before he looked at Jin.
"Oh, this? Um..."
"Aigoo, you found it!!! Thanks! I'll make sure Charlotte gets her bathing suit back." Jinki blurted out, running over to the younger man as grabbing the items from him.
"Charlotte, who's Charlotte?" Jin asked, glaring at Jinki.
"Oh, an escort we brought back here last night manager-Jin."
"An-an escort!!! You know that's not allowed."
"I couldn't help myself last night manager-Jin. You know what they say...what happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas. You can't blame me, can you? This is why I was nervous. I didn't want you or Crystal to find out that I snuck someone in here last night."My breath hitched in my throat. Holy. Fucking. Shit. Jinki was seriously going up to bat for me? This man built his whole image on being honest and truthful. Here he was lying. Shit, I better make it worth it then.
I did my makeup as such that my cheeks looked sunken and I elaborated the dark circles under my eyes and sucked in a huge breath through my mouth to dry out my lips before hopping in bed.
"Jinki. You and I are going to have a long talk after this is said and done with. This isn't like you at all." I heard Key toss all the empty bottles of soju bottles away before there was a knock on the door. My stomach begun turning as I laid there.
"Come in." I said meekly. Key came in.
"Oh my...you look convincing. You'll need to play it up...make yourself puke if you have to..."
"I don't think I'll have to do much acting..." Before I could stop it vomit spewed from my mouth, undigested salmon and rice paint the front of Key's shirt and the blanket.
"OH MY GOD!!!!!!" Just then bursting through the door came Jin, followed by Minho, Jinki and Jonghyun. All of them got a show as vomit kept coming up, painting the floor, just as Key grabbed a trash bin nearby and put up to catch the vomit that came pouring from my mouth.
"Okay, she's sick. I'm sorry I doubted you Jinki." I heard Jin say as he shut the door.
As soon as I stopped puking, I looked up at Key and whatever venom he had in his stare dissipated.
"Oh, baby, I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry for puking on you...I didn't mean to...." I said, as a stray tear fell from my cheek. Key cupped my face as he stared into my eyes understandingly.
"It's okay, it'll wash off. While I'm at it, I'll strip these blankets and we'll get you new bedding okay. Will you be able to perform?" I nodded.
"Y-Yeah, I think so." I said, looking at Key.
"Good. I'm going to change and take a quick shower and I'll be back to take care of this mess." Key said, getting up and going to the door.
"Key?" I called out, and he turned around, opening the door.
"Yes, jagiya?"
"Thank you. For everything."
"You're welcome babe. I'll be back." Key said as he left me in the room.

-Later that Night-

We're all chilling at Intrigue, a nightclub along the strip of Las Vegas and I'm relaxing in a booth with Key and Minho while Jonghyun and Taemin are dancing with some honeys on the dance floor in VIP. We're working on our bottles of champagne engrossed in our own conversations while Jinki was at the bar grabbing everyone some cocktails.
When he came back, I could tell something was off as he said something to Taemin on the way back to the table before he set the drinks on the table. I reached over to grab what I assumed was my drink but Taemin rushed over and grabbed it out of my hand.
"Noona, what are you doing? That's mine." Taemin said, swatting my hand away and grabbing his. "Here, this one is for you.Trust me."
"Um...I thought I got the pomegranate one though..." I said. Just then, Jin walked by the table and that was when I put two and two together. The fucker tried to drug me again and Jinki must have seen it.
"Let Taemin have it Crystal, trust me, you probably won't like it anyway." Jinki said, as Taemin made off with my drink Jin stopped him though and said something. He then pulled the drink out of Taemin's hand and came back to the table.
"Crystal, I believe this belongs to you." Jin clinked his beer glass against my cocktail glass as I met his eyes briefly before looking around to the other guys.
"Oh...oh..." I made eye contact with Jinki who shook his head before I looked at Jin and smiled. I seriously wanted to puke right now. "Taemin's right, I did get the Kamikaze. Silly me. Here Taemin this is yours."
Jin's jaw dropped as Taemin came forward and grabbed the cocktail from my outstretched hand. "Thank you noona."
"Fine. That's how it is." Jin said, before grabbing the cocktail before Taemin could take a drink of it. "Don't drink it then." Jin finished, as he poured the cocktail into a nearby potted plant and walked off in a huff.

He knew.

He fucking knew the guys knew what he had done and he was now seething.

"Are you fucking serious? He tried to drug her again?" Key said, in disbelief as he looked up at Jinki.
"Yeah, he slipped a pill into her drink and promised it would make her go wild." Jinki said.
"Why the fuck did you let it get that far hyung?" Minho chastised Jinki whose eyes widened in shock.
"I couldn't believe he was doing that in front of me!"
"Well, he knows we know now. I'm glad you intercepted it Jinki-hyung. You too Taemin, thank you for going along."
"I wanna get out of here you guys, I don't want to be anywhere near him right now."
"Okay, let's get Jonghyun up to date with what happened and we'll go back to the room. The music here is giving me a headache anyway." Key said. We got up whole Jinki and Minho gathered Jonghyun up and we headed back to the MGM Grand.
I was too pissed and retired to my room as soon as we got back to Sky Loft.

The rest of the tour went off without a hitch. Shortly before the end of the tour, Jinki held a private meeting with a few of the Sony executives and the Nashville PD. What was discussed during this meeting I have no clue. Nothing was disclosed to me except that things were 'handled'. Whatever that meant.
Before I knew it, I was saying my goodbyes to the guys as they boarded the bus to go back to San Francisco to board their flight back to South Korea. I would be staying behind a couple of weeks to take care of some unfinished business. Namely getting my things shipped to Seoul and spending some quality time with my daughter before leaving for South Korea and prepping for our world tour.

-March 17 2015-

Jin had left for a red-eye flight on the twelfth, essentially leaving us manager-free for going on five days now. It was a wonderful break and I got spoiled incredibly. Every night I had someone to keep me warm at night, someone to dote on me, and someone keep me company. The guys had already packed their bags before our last concert and the bus was waiting to take them to the airport in San Francisco. They would be traveling all night to get there, but they welcomed the break. I gave them each a hug, as we bid our goodbyes to each other.
Minho called a driver to take me back to the hotel. I went back to my hotel and ended up breaking down and crying because they each left a gift for me to give to Jasmine which I found waiting for me. I packed my things, tears blurring my vision. My phone began going off, and it was Key on facetime. I answered.
"Hey Yeobo, did you get the presents?"
"Yeah I did, she'll love them..."
"You better skype us when you get to see her. We miss her..."
Just then Jonghyun asked who Key was talking to and when he said my name, he was bombarded by all the guys trying to get in the frame to say hi. I let out a laugh.
"Hey noona, have you been crying? Don't cry, you'll only be gone for a couple of weeks."
"I-I know. I still miss you guys though. Shouldn't you guys be trying to go to sleep?"
"Yeah, we wanted to tell you good night though before we did."
"Okay, fair enough. Good night you guys. Get some sleep."
"Good night!" Came the collective response. Key shooed the guys away before kissing the camera and wishing me goodnight. The call disconnected and I finished packing before reviewing the details of my flight out of LAX and going downstairs to the business center of the hotel to print my boarding pass. I arranged for a taxi to drop me off at the airport bright and early in the morning. Upon making sure I had everything ready to go, I got ready for bed and retired sometime after midnight.

-March 18 2015-

I wake up at 4am, shower, and get dressed in some black leggings and a oversized royal blue sweater. I called down and checked out before I went down to the lobby with my carry-on in which I was living out of for the past two months. I was waiting in the lobby when a guy came in and began calling my name. I looked up to see a man dressed in a black shirt, a black fedora, and some black slacks.
"Yes, I'm Crystal?"
"I'm your driver, my name is David, is this your bag?" David said, pointing toward my carry on that I had my feet propped up on.
"Um, yeah." I said, as David took the bag from my grasp as began to walk away and I followed him. "I didn't realize I had driver scheduled. I was just going to take a taxi."
"You didn't, Jinki Lee scheduled me to come pick you up. You may want to cancel your taxi."
"Oh. Okay." I said, making a note that I would have to thank Jinki when I got to New York. I called the taxi company and canceled the taxi. The nearly three hour ride to Los Angeles was great in the Mercedes David drove me in. A Mercedes S-Class sedan with heated seats that also had massage capabilities. There was also TVs on the back of the front seats. He even stopped off at a Starbucks along the way where I got a coffee and a chocolate chip muffin. I get dropped off at the departures terminal of LAX.
I fly with American Airlines flying first class, so I got to chill in the Flagship lounge to wait for my flight. I take a bit of time to relax, having a mixed cocktail to calm my nerves before the flight. I was one of those people that imagined every possible horrible thing that could happen on the plane. The alcohol helped quash that anxiety.
Boarding is called and I race over to my gate where I board on with some of the first passengers. Having some champagne as my pre-departure drink, I am asked for some autographs by other people sitting in first class and people going to their seat in economy.
The flight was pretty uneventful, with minimal turbulence. From the airport, I hire a driver to come pick me up. Of course, the press have already caught wind of my presence in NYC. When I arrive at the Conrad, I find out I'm upgraded to the Conrad suite. It was a nice surprise since I was exhausted, and it was starting to get late. Having left LA a little after 11am, and with NYC being four hours ahead, it was well after 10pm by the time I got up to my room. I immediately got to my room and checked it out before undressing, running a bath and pouring myself a glass of champagne. I grabbed some snacks and the chocolate covered strawberries left by the staff. Grabbing my tablet and cell phone I set everything up to where I had easy access to it and get in the tub.
I had gone on my paltalk app and opened my own room and to my surprise, Jonghyun was already on, and saw that I hopped online since soon after Jonghyun popped into my room, the rest of the guys got online and came into the room. Key must have been on his desktop, since he began spinning tunes in the room. I video chatted with the guys for a bit. I finish my bath and get off of Pal talk. I get on my PJs and skype with my daughter for a bit before going to bed.

The next day, I meet with a representative of the moving company I've hired to ship my things overseas. We head over to the large storage unit I've used to store the various fan gifts, clothing, and valuables I accumulated while in NYC. It nearly filled up a 10' X 15' space. It took a couple of days to get all the stuff out, then I had to go to fill out my temporary work visa for South Korea.

-March 22 2015-

I'm waiting to be called in for my visa interview at the South Korean Consulate building in New York when my phone rang. It was Minho.

"Yeobo, are you busy right now? I got some wonderful news!"

"Actually right now's not a good time to talk, I'm at the consulate getting my work visa. Can I call you back? I'm going to have lunch back at the hotel."
"Sure Jagiya, I miss you."
"I miss you too babe, you'll still be awake right?"
"Oh yeah, we're on our way to one of our favorite places to party, it'll be a late night for us."
"Okay, don't drink too much."
"I won't yeobo, call me back."
"Okay. I will, I love you."
"Love you too."
The call was disconnected on Minho's end. The meeting at the consulate took a bit longer than I was expecting. The process was expedited however, and I left with a work visa for South Korea.
I got back to the hotel just in time for a late lunch. I was notified by an SM representative that I was about to sharing a place with the guys and that details were still being worked out. The representative wasn't very knowledgeable about the place, but they did say that I would get my own room and bathroom. I called Minho back who had more details on our new place in Seoul. Turns out, I'm sharing living quarters with the guys. According to Minho, they were giving me the master suite, which had its own bathroom with a deep sitting tub too, fortunately.
Minho let me in on more details about the apartment than the executive was willing to give out like how SM had put down nearly $12,000 in key money on top of paying the additional $6500/mo rent for the five bedroom/three bathroom house, yes you read correctly. It's a house inside of a gated community. According to Minho, there's a nice private backyard complete with a bbq grill that Jinki is supposedly very excited about. When the guys got back to Seoul, SM told they were moving to a new place and they had to get started on the process of moving out of their old dorm and into this new place. I was given an address to send all my stuff to and I plugged it into my phone so I wouldn't forget it when I went back to ND later on to gather the rest of my stuff. When I get off the phone with a pretty blitzed Minho, I call the moving company and tell them the new address to send everything to and to confirm that a person will meet me in Minot to pick up the rest of my stuff on the 31st, before I continue making arrangements to take my daughter to Disney World while I'm in New York.

-March 24 2015-

I woke up to the wake-up call that I set up for 4am to be ready for the flight to Minot via a private jet I had chartered a couple of days ago. Sure it was expensive, but damn, was it ever worth it! No ridiculously long lines, no TSA agents groping you and going through your things, no lost luggage, no delays, I could take whatever the fuck I wanted (that's right no liquid limits), and there was no headache from commercial airline incompetency. I honestly had no clue why I hadn't done it sooner. The plane and crew I chartered had a fully stocked bar and I was served fucking filet Mignon with asparagus spears, hollandaise sauce and a fully loaded baked potato not to mention all the chocolate cake and snacks I wanted. The staff was super friendly and very attentive. They would be fueling up in Minot before taking my daughter and I to Florida.
I arrive in Minot where my brother is patiently waiting for me with my daughter. I get off the plane for about an hour while the plane fuels up and my daughter is really clingy. Not that I blame her though. She hadn't seen me in over three months aside from an occasional appearance on TV. I got off the flight and I was escorted to the private lounge where my brother, his girlfriend and my niece was waiting. Michael struck up conversation when I had gotten settled in.
"Hey Sis, this is pretty swanky, that plane yours?" Michael asked, looking at me.
"It's not mine, I hired a private jet company...so much easier than flying commercial bro. No TSA, no delays, no weight limits..." I sat down and my daughter was automatically trying to get in my lap.
"Where are we going mommy?" My inquisitive 6 year old asked, her blue eyes looking at me. I gave a smile.
"Some place you've always wanted to go, Disney World! Did your uncle buy you summer clothes?" I asked, looking at her again.
"Yes! Michael said I was going somewhere warm, but wouldn't tell me. We're really going to Disney World?" I nodded and Jasmine wrapped her little arms around my neck. "Is Uncle Michael and Auntie Kya coming?" I shook her head.
"No, just you and me honey."
"I can't wait!" Jasmine said, anxiously wiggling in my lap. Just then Mya frowned.
"I wanna go mommy." Mya muttered, looking up at her mother.
"We will sometime sweetie, just not right now." Kya reassured her daughter. I grabbed some money out of my wallet and buy Mya a soda and give her a complimentary snack from the bowl of snacks set out for us in the lounge. The staff come and get me when the plane is ready for take-off again. We get Jasmine's bag loaded up and I bid my brother a farewell.
We take off in the private jet and it's nearly a five hour flight to Orlando. My daughter is fascinated with the plane. We are given a meal of lamb chops, shrimp, garlic mashed potatoes, and steamed broccoli. The flight staff make sure Jasmine is well taken care of during the flight. Supplying her with fresh cookies, extra dessert and whatever drink she wanted.
We land in Orlando and find our driver amidst all the buzz from fans and press. My daughter waves at the press and fans, as do I. We get picked up outside the airport and are taken to a grocery store first to pick up some groceries. Then we are taken to the Sarasota Springs Resort and Spa where we check into a One Bedroom Villa on with a beautiful view of the lake on property.
My daughter and I have a beautiful vacation. We spend a majority of it at Disney World. It's the first time at Disney for both of us. We have a blast and make lots of good memories. The guys also stay in contact with me while we're at Disney World. My daughter loves it, but on the last day (March 31st) I spoil my daughter with a day at the spa and we go swimming and we make homemade pizzas for supper, in which I break the news that I'm going to have to move to South Korea.
Her heart broke. I felt so bad. She doesn't want me to go and I tell her I don't want to either but I have to complete my contract and that sometimes as an adult you have to do things you don't want to do.
I then ask how life is with her uncle Michael, she says it's good but misses me a lot. The night after that, was somber. We wake up at 6:30am and have breakfast in bed before we pack up our stuff and by 8:30, we're on our way back to the airport again. We fly back to North Dakota and I meet with my brother to drop Jasmine off before I meet up with a shipping company to come in and grab all the things that I absolutely cannot part with from the storage unit I have in Minot before handing my brother the keys to the unit and telling him to sell whatever he doesn't want. I offer to take them all to 10 North Main for dinner and he's not one to turn down a free dinner.
My father, hearing I was in town, also meets us there with Damee. However, Damee would not shut up the throughout the whole dinner.
"So, I went and told Jim that I wasn't going to Lansford because it was just stupid and--"
"Damee. I don't want to be rude, but you've been talking for the past half hour non-stop, can you please take a break?"
"What? I have not been."
"Uh, yeah you have." Kya said, looking over at her.
"Well it's not like any one of you were talking..."
"We haven't had a chance to start a conversation since you got here..." Michael retorted before turning to our father. "Dad why'd you have to invite her? She always acts this way."
"Now Mike, don't be like this..."
"Mike's right dad, you never said anything about bringing Damee along, if you had I would've told you not to--"
"You kids are brats!" Damee exclaimed, interrupting me.
"Excuse me?" I asked, shooting a glare in her direction.
"You heard me, you're a brat. Ever since you found your fame you've been treating me like shit. I'm better than you bitch and you should know that."
"Damn it Damee, what the hell!" My dad said, looking at her like she had grown three heads.
"Ha ha, right. Keep telling yourself that. I think you're hitting the crack pipe a little too hard now Damee." My daughter snuggled in close to me, feeling the tension rising in the room.
"Why you little bitch!" Damee said before grabbing her whiskey and coke cocktail and throwing it on me. The cold beverage permeated the expensive sweater I wore but I didn't care about that when my daughter screamed and I realized Damee managed to get the drink on my daughter as well, who didn't deserve any of this. "Ha! Who's laughing now bitch!
"Are you fucking crazy!?!?" Michael said, pulling Damee away from the table. Kya immediately grabbed her and Michael's napkinx and started wiping the mess Damee made.
"Dad, you better get this bitch out of here before I fucking beat her ass down in this place." I said, through a clenched jaw. It was taking everything in me not to curb stomp that crack whore my father called a girlfriend.
"Fuck! Damee get the fuck out of here before call the cops on your stupid ass. What the fuck!" Kya said, as she ran a hand through her hair. I get up and grab my daughter and take her to the bathroom all while trying to control my anger. I clean my daughter and myself up before heading back out.
"The waitress saw everything and offer to comp our meal on the account of Damee's hissy fit. Are you okay?" Michael said, looking at me, and I shrug.
"Yeah I'm fine, did dad leave with Damee?"
"Of course. I have a feeling dad's going to cut ties with her tonight. She's fucking psycho." Michael said as he downed the rest of his coke. "Are you ready to go?"
"Yeah I guess." I said, putting a fifty down on the table for the tip.

I go to Michael's new house after dinner. Michael had purchased a three bedroom home using money I was giving them to take care of Jasmine so each of the girls had their own room. We reminisce over dinner and Michael asks when I'm leaving for Seoul and I tell him my flight leaves bright and early via Private Delta Jet to LAX where I get on an Asiana First Class flight all the way to Incheon International.
I spend the night with them, sleeping in Jasmine's room with her before I have to get up at 4am again. I pack my bag and my brother gets up around 5am to take me to the small airport where I get out and check in for my flight. I board the private jet I chartered through Delta. We are in the air about ten minutes later and I'm sipping a hot cappuccino and snacking on a blue berry muffin as we take off.
The flight was a little over 3 hours total but since I was traveling back a couple of hours, I had landed at 7:45am local time. The time it took to get from the small airport to LAX was about a half an hour, and my flight was scheduled to take off at 11am. By the time I got to LAX it was going on 8:30am. I had time for a light breakfast since the muffin I ate on the plane wasn't cutting it. I stopped by the Star Alliance Lounge, grabbed some water and a bit of breakfast before relaxing with a book before my flight was called for boarding.
I board the plane and take the nearly 14 hour flight to Seoul. I self medicate my longing for my daughter with French Champagne and fine food. I text the guys, letting them know I was safe and on the plane to Seoul. They let me know that while I was gone, South Korean authorities have been snooping around, and interviewed each of the guys and to brace for something to happen.
I slept quite a while on the plane and felt refreshed by the time I got to Seoul. The local time there was nearly 6pm on the 1st of April when the plane began to unload.
When I get into Seoul I'm greeted the guys first. I then see Jin who tries to reach in for a hug but I managed to barricade myself with my carry-on bag and walk past him.

"Noona, let me take your bag, huh? Taemin get between Jin and Crystal act as a buffer to keep him away from Crystal." Jinki whispered to Taemin so only him and I heard it. Taemin nodded.

"Noona, I missed you so much." Taemin said, as he wrapped an arm around me, completely blocking Jin.

"Aw, I missed you to Taeminnie." I said, fluffing my fingers in Taemin's hair. He had dyed it purple and white, and I really liked it. "I love the hair." Taemin gave a smile as the other guys greeted me. After the greetings we begin to make our way out of the airport.
When we get past security we are hounded by fans and paparazzi. I totally forgot how crazy some of the fans are as one of the fans over step the boundaries and reach out for Taemin’s sweater.
Choi Jin turns around and open handedly slaps the girl. It happened right in front of me.
"What the fuck!" At this time I’m done with this guy. I blanked out, and the next thing I know I let go of Taemin before turning toward Jin and pushing Jin over before I give him a taste of my fists. I'm pounding into him but someone pulled me off of him and brought me back to what was happening. Jin, red faced, and angry lunged forward and the next thing I feel is a hot stinging of my cheek as my face is turned right by the force of the blow. I then realize that Jin had just backhanded me. The hands holding me released me and I raged! I saw red.
“YOU MOTHERFUCKER!!” I yell as I begin to charge after him, but I’m stopped by Jinki and Key who are yelling at Jonghyun as to why he let me go. It's chaos! The fans have backed away greatly from the scene unfolding. "LET ME GO GOD DAMN IT!"
“You’re out of control you slut! I’m sure your whoring yourself around to the guys aren’t you? They're pussies, they can't even protect you bitch." He then shoved me as hard as he could and the guys were caught off guard as well and we all landed on the floor. I landed wrong on top of my carry on Jinki had carelessly left there and let out a scream of pain as I twisted my ankle and the wind was knocked out of me. Yep, I'm pretty sure I just bruised some ribs as Jinki's elbow smacked my side harshly as I fell on top of him. Key had landed on his ass a few feet away from us, but he was clearly just as pissed as we were.
Jinki quickly scooped me up with Taemin's help while both Minho and Jonghyun snap into action. Minho grabs and holds Choi Jin as Jonghyun punches him across the face. Key's in shock at the shit that's unfolding in front of him.
"Has Jin lost it? What the fuck..." Key muttered as both Taemin and Jinki help him up. Key's eyes snap over at me. "Fuck, noona you're bleeding everywhere!" I could feel the blood trickle down my chin and shirt, but the pain wasn't registering yet for me. Key pull some kleenex out of his bag and placed it on my lip.

The fans scream and back away fearful of the violence erupting from the group as Minho threw Jin down on the marble. Both Jonghyun and Minho were yelling profanities at him. Security finally steps in and drags Jin, Minho, Jonghyun and myself away. I get my ankle bandaged up and my ribs looked at. Taemin joins Jinki then tells the reporter to write about how Jin is an abusive manager and that they had to protect me from getting repeatedly raped by him. Jin ends up being arrested while Minho, Jonghyun and myself are released. We leave the airport. I break down in tears since the incident in Nashville and the guys reassure me that Choi Jin will get fired.
We go back to the house SM put us in. Key escorted me to my new bedroom and I found that they had unpacked all the things I had sent there and everything was put away. All the floors throughout the house were of glazed hard wood and non-slip white tile in the bathrooms. The pictures I had were placed in frames and decorated my room. The room itself was the largest one in the house, and measured probably 10 square meters. Small Korean windows lined the top of the wall straight ahead curled around the corner to the left wall. A queen bed was against the left wall as well, it was on a modern wooden platform.
Key explained to me that Jinki picked out my mattress, knowing I liked a firm mattress that offered spinal support. There was a desk that lined the wall straight ahead and next to that, was the entrance to a small walk in closet. Key told me that Jonghyun and Taemin spent the last week putting up the clothing rods and putting together the cabinetry. Key had spent the last two days organizing everything. He showed me where everything was, and everything had its place and was labeled. Then he gave me tour of the desk, and once again everything was organized impeccably. Then came to the bathroom.
When we went in, there was a freestanding claw foot bathtub and there was a separate shower stall with clear glass and a typical Korean toilet. The bathroom was decorated beautifully. Key left me alone to unpack my carry on. I unpacked and put all the dirty clothes in the hamper, including the ones I wore. I dressed in fresh clothes and glanced at my appearance when there was a knock on my door. I asked whoever it was to come in. Key appeared, this time with plastic bowl with a bit of ice, a bottle of peroxide, and a box full of various bandages.
"I came to check up on your lip while Jinki is on the phone with Lee Soo Man..."
"Oh God, is he pissed?" I said, sitting down on the bed while Key set the bowl down on the bed next to us before sitting down across from me. He cupped my face in his hand and began working on my lip.
"Yeah, he'll probably want to see us. I was tasked to doctor you up and tell you to get ready."
"I can patch myself up Key, you've done a lot for me while I was gone." I said, taking his hand in mine and looking at him.
"I've missed you so much, I'm just happy you're finally here, even if shit hit the fan when you got here. I'm sorry."
"Why are you sorry? Jin showed his crazy ass, it wasn't anything anyone did. I lost my cool with him and didn't like how he smacked that poor fan. I'm glad he's finally getting what he deserves." Key smiled at me.
"Me too noona. This is going to hurt okay..." Key said, as he began cleaning my split lip. The fucking thing hurt. It took about ten minutes for Key to get the cut cleaned. He decided not to put anything on it. Jinki appeared in the doorway, as Key was finishing up.
"There's a van coming to pick us up. Your lip looks better." Jinki said as he entered the room, greeting Key, who was packing up all the stuff used to doctor my lip. He left us alone to put the stuff away. Jinki walked over to me and gave me a huge hug. "I missed you baby." Jinki purred, as he went to kiss me, but stopped remember my split lip and landing a kiss on the side of my face. I tried to smile but my lip was swollen and really starting to hurt.
"I missed you too Jinki." I said, looking up at him.
"I'm sure the rest of the guys want to give you hugs and everything before we leave."
"When is the van supposed to be here?"
"Oh it'll probably be close to an hour. You've got time."
"Okay."
Each of the guys get a moment to give me a hug and a kiss and tell me how much they've missed me and I share pictures of my trip to Disney and talk about it a little before the van shows up. We all file into the van and head over to the SM building. Jinki lets us all in with his pass and we go up to one of the meeting rooms were Lee Soo Man, and a few other executives that I wasn't familiar with came in and greeted us. I greeted them by bowing 90 degrees. Once the greetings were out of the way, we sat down and the chastising begins.
"I'm sure you know the reason why we brought you here today. Crystal, my dear, help me understand what you were thinking putting your hands on manager Choi?"
"Well firstly, I apologize for my poor behavior earlier, but this blow up has been building for quite some time..."
"Tell me why I shouldn't give you this termination of your contract with us? You've violated your contract by putting your hands on your manager, provoked violence among the group, and tarnished SHINee's image. Jin told me you have been the source of trouble and tension in the group--"
"Lee Soo Man, I'm sorry for interrupting, but why are you terminating her contract? She was defending herself."Jinki said, looking at Lee Soo Man in the eye, clearly irritated. "If anyone is the victim here, it's her."
"Defending herself Jinki? Please elaborate what you mean by that." Lee Soo Man said, his eyes narrowing at Jinki.
"We all can. We've witnessed Jin's perverted actions toward Crystal, and for the past month and a half have been trying to prevent another incident occurring between Jin and Crystal." Taemin said, and I could tell he wasn't sure if the executives knew what had happened.
"Incident? I wasn't made aware of any such incident occurring..."
"Jin raped Crystal Soo Man-ssi." Minho said, looking at Lee Soo Man and the words hit Soo Man like a ton of bricks.
"What? When did this occur? Why weren't we notified of this?" Lee Soo Man asked, turning toward me.
"In Nashville, he--" My voice got weak as the horrible memory resurfaced. I swallowed the lump building in my throat. "--drugged me in my dressing room and forced me to perform oral sex on him. I pressed charges, and Melody knew, I guess she thought it was wise not to tell upper management. I've been in therapy to cope with Jin's actions, but yesterday when I saw him hit that saesang..." I paused for a moment to swallow. "I snapped. He's been terrorizing not only me, but each of us. I truly apologize for my actions at the airport..."
There was a long moment of silence, as Lee Soo Man let out a breath.
"I'm going to rip this termination of your contract Crystal, but don't make me regret it. I'm going to call the authorities and find out if you're telling me the truth. Go eat, and rest. I'll be contacting you in regards to what I find out and we'll go from there. This meeting is dismissed."
We leave, and are taken back to our house on the outskirts of Seoul. Silence permeated the atmosphere. Jinki had fried Korean chicken delivered while Taemin ran out and got quite a few bottles of soju to drink with the chicken. When the silence was broken, we were all in the middle of eating and drinking.
"How can they try to terminate Crystal's contract hyung? Didn't anyone tell SM what happened in Nashville?" Taemin asked, looking at Jinki. Jinki shook his head, finishing his bite.
"I don't believe so, I think Jin been telling the executives a very different story. You know he's the only one with their contact information." Jinki said, with a mouth full of food.
Jonghyun, shoved a bite of spicy rice cake in his mouth. "I hope Lee Soon Man finds out what's happening with the case...but still, that was pretty messed up that they tried to terminate you." Jonghyun finished, swallowing his bite. I gave a meek smile as Minho, who sat right next to me on the floor, filled up my empty shot glass.
"Are you okay?" Minho asked, and our eyes met. He was concerned. I grabbed my shot glass full of soju and downed it quickly before nodding.
"Yeah, I'm fine, just keep my glass full, and I'll be all right." I said, giving him a smile as Minho filled up my glass once again.
"That's the spirit Crystal..." Jonghyun said, as he held up his glass and we touched glasses before taking our shots. Jonghyun grabbed his bottle and poured me another shot. "Can't let you get empty...you're not tired or anything are you noona? Did you sleep on the plane over?"
"I did."
"Crystal I'm sorry everything, you haven't even been here for a full day yet and all hell has broken loose." Jonghyun said, looking at me. I shrugged.
"It's okay. Can we just drink and forget it all? Let's just enjoy this moment. Cheers." I said, holding my shot glass up and we all cheered before Jinki's phone began going off. Jinki got up off the floor before grabbing his phone and stepping into one of the guy's bedrooms to take the call. I continued eating, both Key and Taemin kept giving me food off their plate to eat while Minho and Jonghyun both took turns refilling my glass with soju.
I got distracted by conversation, amazing food, and the alcoholic haze I found myself in. I didn't even realize how long Jinki had been gone. When he came back, he had a smile on his face.
"So, I've got some good news and some bad news."
"Bad news first please." I said, looking up at Jinki.
"Well the bad news is that Jin's out on bond. Seems his family has bonded him out, so SM has hired security detail to watch the premises for the time being." I frowned at that news, but I knew Jinki wasn't finished yet. "Also we'll have to give a press conference tomorrow to address the rumors and accusations."
"Great, is that all the bad news?" I said, dreading the fact I was going to have to address the circumstances of my rape and the anger I felt toward Jin regarding it. The last thing I needed was Netizens judging me for something I had no control over, much less stop.
"The good news is the South Korean authorities have gotten Jin's statement, and he confessed to drugging and raping you, so they're going through with pressing formal charges against him, so he'll have at the most three days of freedom before he's bought back in the face those charges." Jinki said, looking at me and I let out of sigh of relief. "Lee Soo Man has dropped the threat of termination as long as you are truthful about the circumstances of the rape at the press conference and take responsibility for acting irrationally at the airport, all will be okay. Also, Jin is no longer employed at SM entertainment, we'll be getting a new manager here sometime next week." Jinki finished.
Relief ran through me, and we all cheered. In the back of my mind however, I knew this battle wasn't over just yet.
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