Pick of the litter | By : hyde Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Gackt Views: 5250 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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“How can you say something like that?” Chacha stared You’s face hard looking for signs of the gentle man he has come to love. “Sure Gackt can be a little overly dramatic but I don’t think that he would go as far as attempted murder.”
“You don’t know what that man is capable of!” You hissed. “The passed few days I don’t feel like I know him.” He swivels his head Masa’s way. “You’ve heard the bullshit he said in that room that day. You hear him.”
“I don’t think he meant it You-kun. The medicine he’s on and all…” Masa tried reason, but something inside him was starting to believe You’s accusation.
Chacha chewed on his bottom lip as he considered the possibility of it, after all You had told him everything Gackt said about Megumi while he was in his company.
“You, maybe Gackt-”
“No, I really think he tried to hurt him.” You said quietly before excusing himself from the table. The two watched as You disappeared from sight.
“I think it’s time to go.” Chacha murmurs as he gets up. Masa stays seated shaking his head no.
“He needs me. I’m the only one who knows how he’s feeling right now.” Masa’s voice was quiet as he said this.
Chacha paused his lips as if he were about to say something but changed his mind.
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I wonder if he fucked him again before he dumped his ass. You thought bitterly as he strips the heavily perfumed sheets from the bed, he tosses them in the corner before taking a firm grip on the mattress to flip it.
“You need help?” Masa asked from the doorway; You doesn’t respond but Masa already knows the answer. In less then a minute the two flip the mattress Masa then takes a seat on it’s edge while You leaves the room to get clean silks and another comforter. When he returns he unfolds the sheets and starts to put them on the bed; Masa moves out the way quietly taking in the other man movements.
“Cha left?” You asks already knowing the answer but wanting to say something anything to the other musician.
“Yea,” Masa replies as he secures the sheet under the corner of the bed with that out of the way they begin to spread out the comforter.
“I know that Gackt’ll find some way to blame this on me.” You’s statement stunned the vocalist.
Masa quirked an eyebrow asking simply, “How?.”
“ If Hideto dies, Gackt will probably blame himself or me. He would never verbally say that he blames me but the signs would be there. The looks. The attitude. The guilt trips he’ll pull.” You says with a sigh.
“Why You-kun though?” Masa asked with curiosity as he smoothed out the comforter they just put over the sheets. “You-kun didn’t crash into Hideto’s car, Gakuto did. More like Okabe I’m sure.”
You straightens up from turning down the comforter fixing Masa with a intense stare as he says “Because if he hadn’t gone looking for me as he claims, he would not have hit Haido. If I had been in the house, Haido probably wouldn’t have made it passed the front door to see him, because I wou-” Masa pressed a finger to You’s lips.
“I get it.” Masa retracted his finger as he spoke.
“I rather have that then Gackt blame himself.” You says quietly.
“You really love him, don’t you.” Masa more so stated then asked. He knew what it was like to love Gackt, still did.
You smiled weakly. “Lately I don’t know anymore.” You laid down. “This person he’s been lately, who is that man? That’s not the man I know.”
Masa laid beside the violinist resting his head against You’s shoulder as he did, the two locked eyes and held the stare for a while before someone spoke.
“You still love him too, don’t you?” You asked, his voice sounded almost accusatory to Masa’s ears.
“Yes and no.” Masa said quickly. There was a smile on his lips as he said, “Lately there’s been someone else on my mind.”
Toshi? Maybe? You wanted to blurt out. It wasn’t very likely but he didn’t want to get his hopes up.
Masa leans closer to the other man, his lips pressing softly but firmly to the side of You’s neck. You’s skin flushed from the intimacy as well as the memory of their only night together.
“I thought you didn’t want me.” You swallow, his adam’s apple bobbed, his lips quivering from a mixture of pleasure and uncertainty as he spoke.
“Was it my teasing that led you to believe that? Or was it that I was in Gackt’s face since I got here?”
“The latter.” You admitted, Gackt’s eerie laughter and words fluttered through his mind.
‘That is mine’
Masa snuggles against You with a sigh, “We could never be though. We both know that. You’re his and so am I.”
“Might as well get branded.” You mutters causing Masa laugh that sweet laugh of his.
“So what now for You-kun?” Masa wraps an arm around the weary looking violinist.
“We sleep.” You kissed Masa’s pert mouth. “Get up.” He kisses him again. “I’ll make breakfast.” Another kiss. “And then we go see Gaku.” You brought his mouth back to Masa’s, he strokes the other man bottom lip with his tongue coaxing it open, once inside the dance for dominance begin, surprisingly Masa submitted. Hands exploded what they could before resting nervously, anxiously against belt buckles.
“I don’t think we should.” Masa breathes, his hand stroking the side of You’s face. You nods but not before he kisses Masa one more time.
“Are you still staying?” You asks; he knew how fickle the guitarist could be.
Masa brought his body closer to You’s in response.
“Good-night then Masa-chan.” You says with a smile as he wraps his arms around Masa’s slight frame as best he could.
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Tetsu made his way towards the bathroom after carefully removing himself from Megumi’s arms; she had immediately drifted off to sleep after their tryst. He locks the door behind him once inside for in case she should awake and find him there. He runs water into the sink filling his hands with it before splashing his face.
The sudden cold shocks his senses making his body shiver a bit, he grabs for an towel patting his skin dry quickly before turning his attention to the reflection of the man that stood before it. The lines in his face was more visible then ever and gone was his boyish youthful appearance. What was this? The toll of guilty for years of infidelity? But infidelity to whom? The woman who lies in his bed now or the man that lies now in the hospital?
The question lay heavy on his mind as he padded back to bed. He’d figure it out tomorrow.
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Gackt wasn’t surprised to see Tetsu so early in the day; You hadn’t come in which he had anticipated. The bassist took a seat at his bedside his expression solemn, he folded his hands neatly in his lap and wet his lips before he began. “You need to see him. Speak to him. If there is anyone who can I think it would be you.”
Gackt’s brows ceased in concern as Tetsu spoke.
But I put him there. I hurt him. Gackt thought.
“I really think that it would do him some good.” Tetsu tried again. “Even if some part of him knows that it was you who’s done this to him maybe that anger will bring him through.”
“Let Megumi do it. Or Sakura.” Gackt turns his head from Tetsu, he didn’t want him to see how pathetic he was.
“It has to be you.” Tetsu stressed. “Come with me to see him.”
“I can’t. My leg’s broken and-” His excuse sounded lame to his own ears.
Tetsu fixed him with a stare. “You’ll come with me or I’ll bring her here. Your choice.”
Gackt bit his lip. He didn’t want to face Megumi.
“Fine.”
“Good, now I’ll go get a nurse to bring a wheelchair.”
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I should hate him for this but he’s done me a great service. Megumi thought She was sitting beside her husband’s limp form waiting for Tetsu to arrive with Gackt. That morning Tetsu had told her what Gackt said had happened between he and Hyde. Not that any of that mattered now. She made her choice, now she just wanted to get the truth off her chest.
“I’m sorry baby.” Megumi cooed against Hyde’s ear. “But I have to live my life now.”
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Gackt’s face became ashen at the sight of his lover’s wife. Tilting his head to look at Tetsu he says, “Why didn’t you tell me that she was here?” his voice was a accusatory.
“Relax, Gakuto, I don’t wish any harm on you but you do owe this to me.” Megumi slid from her chair making her way over to where Tetsu stood taking his hand. She leans her body against his ignoring the stunned expression on Gackt’s face.
“How long?” Gackt managed to breath.
“For about as long as I’ve been with Hideto.” She stops, takes a breath and continues. “It was Haido’s idea.”
Gackt’s eyes cut to Tetsu’s face for confirmation; the bassist nods.
“At first he wouldn’t have sex with me without Tetsu and then eventually we stopped because Hideto got jealous God only knows who he was jealous of.” Megumi states with a small laugh. “Tetsu and I fully started a separated relationship aside from Haido when he started Moonchild but we gave it up when I got pregnant.”
“Who is-” Gackt began.
“Never tested it. But I’m sure it’s,” Megumi stares at Tetsu, “Tet-kun’s baby.”
“He looks so much like Haido.” Gackt states still trying to take all of this in.
“I know.” Megumi says with a sigh as she separates herself from her lover.
Directing this question towards the quiet bassist “So what do you want? Do you want to be with your best friend’s wife?” Gackt asks, his voice croaky sounding.
All eyes were now on the L’arc en ciel band leader.
“I can see myself with Megumi if she’ll have me. But that’s not the issue. We have to get Haido through this first. See what he wants-”
“Fuck what he wants!” Megumi shouted. “He wants to leave me."
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A/n
I'm sorry if this seems unfinished. I've been really busy lately.
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