Tony Loves Benji | By : MyBloodItches Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Good Charlotte Views: 2466 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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I felt uneasy- sitting across from the boy at my kitchen table. It’s funny but I felt like a stranger in my own house with him sitting here. The both of us just eyeing the other- taking in the situation. I don't know about him, but I could have just crawled under that table and died- because it would have been a lot easier than this confrontation. Tony tapped his hand on the table top relentlessly- just eyeballing me carefully. Not so surprisingly- that same cool collected smile never faltered on his lips- just intensified from my own actions. And it was true- I’d never acted quite so shy around the boy, so I suppose in his mind he could almost read the problem without even asking.
“You’re a fag aren’t you Benji?” He questioned out of nowhere- making my jaw nearly hit the floor. How was it that he could hit the nail right on the head- was it that obvious to him what was going on? No- couldn’t of been that. But almost as if the uneasy nature of my actions got him going, he grinned bigger as if he were assuring himself of his words.
“W…W…what?” I stuttered picking at the nailpolish around my fingernail- how do you answer a question like that? Especially when you yourself aren’t even so sure of the answer. Was I a fag? Even I didn’t know for sure- so how was I ever going to give him a truthful answer? I wasn’t GAY- because I still didn’t like the idea of other guys. Just him. Just one. Which made things even more confusing to me. How can you explain to someone that it isn’t their gender that turns you on, but rather them in general?
“It’s okay if you are.” He teased with a grin, still keeping his calm attitude- looking at my every reaction. I bit nervously at the corner of my mouth- feeling my anxiety rise with every passing second. Something about this conversation was making me sick to my stomach.
“No….” I said quickly, alittle too quickly- shaking my head from side to side. Well that was alittle obvious. He just nodded his head standing up from the table- pushing the chair he sat in back underneath the wooden structure. I t not not to stare as he slid into the table directly beside me. And suddenly it was like I could feel him breathing down my neck- the hot sticky breath clinging to the skin on my neck- the boy hadn't even touched me and I was already going nuts.
“Ya know. I have this theory about why…..you’ve been avoiding me. Would you like to hear it?” He questioned raising one of his thick brown eyebrows. And I swallowed hard- turning my face to the side just slightly. And it was like I was 16 again- blushing and stuttering around a girl I had a crush on. But I was 25- and Tony was definantly no frilly prissy girl.
“Su…sure…” I nodded quietly, still feeling his eyes boring holes through me. Part of me wanted to hear his words- the other wanted to tell him to just shut up, that he didn't know what he was talking about. But that would have been useless- because I think we both knew that Tony knew what he was talking about. Tony is often a lot smarter than most people give him credit for- myself included.
“Well. Since you asked.” He smiled scooting his chair closer to my own- so that our faces were but a few millimeters apart- I could smell the distinct mix of both pot and alcohol- Tony’s signature smell. Ordinarily the two scents would have gagged me- but on Tony it was intoxicating. I almost had to stop just to catch my breath. I wasn’t sure where this was going, but from the start of things it couldn’t have been a bad direction. Or so I’d thought anyways. He smiled to me softly, before I felt his lips come crashing onto my own. And I could have died from shock. The sensation happened too fast for even me- and I couldn’t even enjoy it being completely frozen from shock. Was this really happening?
“Well that wasn’t exactly what I’d expected for a reaction..” He snickered before pulling back studying over my face, which I’m sure was a mix of both pleasure and horror. Could it possibly of been fate- the fact that he could tell what my problem was? The fact that he could see what I wanted to say- without even having to say a word?
“I….Tony I…” I sighed tripping over my own words again- just looking over at him sheepishly. What was there to say- after that bombshell- everything I coulve pve possibly had for conversation was blown out of the water. I was a blank canvas- just staring over at him through a set of bewildered eyes.
“It’s okay if you fuck guys Benj.” He then added. And its funny to me now- seeing how one sided the conversation was, he took control of it. Like he always took control over everything else. It wasn’t about me- or my problems, It was about Tony. From the moment he walked into a room- till the very second he left.
“I..I..don't…fuck guys..” I found my voice to assure him- still sounding shaky in my speech. The fact that even I wasn't so sure about that statement made it that much harder for me not to turn red.
“Well…not yet.” He then though to add- with a wink of his eye. The action caused my entire body to shiver. I didn’t know much about guys in that area, but the bigger part of me told me the man was flirting. Tony was flirting with me. And then just like that he jumped up from his spot at the table, patting me on the shoulder. “Don’t be so scared Ben. You know me…inside and out.” He assured me- while trailing a finger tip down the crease of my spine- and with every inch it slid a set of chills were quick to follow. Even the sensation of his skin on my own could send my head spinning. This was definantly getting out of hand.
“I wont tell anyone. If you don’t.” He spoke in a voice that made me alittle more nervous. He’d put more thought into this conversation than I’d anticipated. “You know where to find me if you wanna play my game.” He then told me before leaning down giving me the most passionate kiss I think I’ve ever received- A kiss that made my toes nearly curl in satisfaction. And just like that he was gone again- leaving me to sit just contemplating the things he’d said. Could I really do this?
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