Dangerous Game | By : Maeko Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 2371 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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It had been a few weeks since that last incident with Tetsuya and Kyo hadn’t been to Kaoru’s apartment since. The vocalist had stayed angry with Kaoru for nearly a week about the phone call but finally the guitarist caved and apologized to Kyo. So things had gotten a little better and Kyo continuously assured Kaoru that thing between he and Tetsuya were fine and even getting better. The leader, however, wasn’t totally convinced and remained skeptical, especially about the vocalist’s sudden peppiness. Kaoru kept in mind that Tetsuya never left a mark where it couldn’t be covered. Still, he kept his thoughts to himself.
On Friday the band sat taking a break in the practice room after a long morning of rehearsing. Kaoru sat back on the couch with his eyes closed, listening to his band mates chatter incessantly. Kyo was going on about Tetsuya and Kaoru found it grating on his nerves.
“Ne, Kaoru-kun.” Kyo’s voice broke his train on thought.
“Hai?” the guitarist asked, opening his eyes to small slivers.
“Why are you so distant today?” the small man asked while cocking his head to the side slightly.
Kaoru only shrugged in response. “Just feeling off today. Sumimasen.” With that the leader stood and left the room.
Kyo frowned deeply watching his friend leave, wondering what was wrong with his friend all of a sudden.
Outside Kaoru lit a cigarette and took a long drag. He leant against the wall, eyes locked on the ground once again lost in thought. He was sure that things between Kyo and Tetsuya weren’t getting better. He came to the conclusion that Kyo was hiding something and he was determined to break through the façade.
“Oi, Kaoru! What the hell’s up?”
Again, Kaoru was ripped from his thoughts. He looked up to see Toshiya standing next to him. “Nani? What do you mean? Nothing is up.”
“You’re a bullshit liar and you know it. You’ve been acting weird all fucking week.” The bassist exclaimed. He moved to be in front of Kyo, crossing his arms over his chest. “Is it Kyo?”
Kaoru’s head snapped up and he narrowed his eyes on the younger man. “No.” he sighed. “…yes.”
“I thought so. You’re so predictable Kaoru. All of us, with the exception of Kyo, can see that you’re in love with him.” Toshiya said matter-of-factly.
Kaoru took a deep breath and turned his gaze to the sky. “Yes…I am. You’ve known that for a long time and it would be pointless to try and lie to you know. He’s constantly on my mind and I can’t stand the thought of him being with that punk.”
“Then do something about it. Tell him you love him, Kaoru. Maybe you can change that. Maybe you can wake him up and make him see that if he was with you, then he wouldn’t have to endure the pain that he does now. He may not have physical wounds from Tetsuya anymore but the emotional scars are still there. They take much longer to heal.” Toshiya replied.
“When did you get so smart?” Kaoru took another drag from his smoke and flicked the ashes to the ground. “I can’t.”
“Yes, yes you can. You could save him from suffering more. I know Kyo cares about you and he might even love you as well but he’s afraid to admit it. He fears Tetsuya.” The bassist shook his head and sighed. “Well you do whatever you think is best.”
Kaoru snuffed out the last of his smoke as he watched the bassist walk away. Toshiya’s words ran through his head again, making it ache dully. He should tell Kyo. That much he knew for sure but he was at a loss for words right then. Twenty minutes and two more cigarettes later, Kaoru stood from the wall and nodded to himself.
“I’m gonna do it.” He said to himself, his tone determined. “I’ve loved him for to long to hide it anymore.” The guitarist turned on his heel and went back into the practice room.
Kaoru walked over to Kyo once in the room, keeping a nonchalant air about him. “Kyo-kun, can we talk please?”
Kyo looked up to his friend with a small smiled and nodded. “Sure” the smaller man stood from his seat and followed Kaoru out into the hall. “Nani?”
“Kyo, there’s something really important I need to talk to you about. I wanted to tell you…” Kaoru trailed off and he tensed, feeling eyes on him. He turned to see three heads and three pairs of eyes poking out of the door to listen. The leader glared at his other band mates before turning back to Kyo. “Come on. Let’s find another place to talk.”
Kyo nodded. “All right, lead the way.” The smaller man winced unintentionally feeling the other’s hand on the middle of his back to guide hi. He took a breath, hoping Kaoru didn’t notice. He wasn’t that lucky.
“Ano, Kyo-kun…why did you wince?” the older man asked, taking his hand off the other’s back.
Kyo jerked away from Kaoru. “Ie…nothing…” he spoke quickly, praying that the other would drop it. “I slipped and fell into the wall yesterday.”
Kaoru narrowed his eyes on the blonde. “Kyo how stupid do you think I am?” He took hold of the small man’s arm, practically dragging him into another room. Kaoru closed the door behind them and moved swiftly behind the other. Taking hold of Kyo’s shirt, he pulled it up and gasped at what he saw. The whole of Kyo’s back was nothing but a huge black and blue mark. Kaoru grit his teeth, knowing exactly what happened.
“You’ve been fucking lying the whole time! He’s still beating you!” Kaoru’s voice trembled in sadness and rage.
Kyo turned quickly on the other and his eyes flashed with anger. His voice barely held back his rage when he spoke. “Goddamnit, Kaoru! Stay out of my fucking business. You had no right to do that. I want you to stop telling me what to do and how to live. I especially want you to stop telling me to leave Tetsuya. Stay the hell out of my way.” Kyo pushed past Kaoru and moved to open the door but he was stopped when the guitarist took hold of his wrist.
“No! I won’t let you go back to him Kyo. I can’t.” Kaoru moved to his small friend and took hold of his shoulders. “Not when I love you. I love you to much to see you hurt.”
Kaoru wrapped his arms around the smaller man in a tight embrace. “Ai shitteru. Ai shitteru.” He whispered.
Kyo gasped, taken aback by the other actions and confessions. He closed his eyes, almost losing himself in the man’s embrace. He bit his lower lip before pulling away from the other and locking his gaze on Kaoru.
“I don’t love you, Kaoru. Stay out of my life.” With that, Kyo left the room and broke out into a fast run so the other wouldn’t be able to catch up to him. He felt like his heart was breaking and there was no mending it. He got to his car and took off.
Kaoru leant against the wall and sank to the floor, not having the mental stability to go after the other. He pulled his knees up and wrapped his arms around his legs. “Kyo-kun…” was all the guitarist could manage. He bowed his head and cried.
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