Of loneliness and love | By : keriihikaru Category: Dir en grey > General Views: 2169 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Dir en grey. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
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Of loneliness and love
Chapter 3 “Meeting”
Kaoru stood in the dressing room, changing from his suit to his regular street clothes. He sighed to himself ‘Did Yuki even notice me? Did he even know it was me?’. He sighed again as he finished changing. Looking up at the screen of the monitor, he smiled as he saw L’arc-en-Ciel going up to perform. Watching Yuki’s amazing drumming skills and how gorgeous he looked while doing it. ‘Well maybe I can wait for the end of the show to see if Yuki will come to me’ he thought. He bid goodbye to his band mates saying he was going to stay for a while. None of them questioned him and they went on their way.
He sat there for about 40 minutes, just thinking of Yuki and all the talks they had. He looked at his watch. The show had been over for a good 20 minutes and there was no sign of Yuki. ‘Well maybe I should go to his dressing room? No, he didn’t even know it was me’ Kaoru thought with a frustrating sigh. He collected his stuff deciding to give up and just go home for the night. Walking to the back door with his head down.
But when he opened the back door and looked up, there he was. Yuki stood leaning against one wall seeming to be lost in his thoughts. Kaoru decided to take the chance, going over and standing next to Yuki, against the wall. He pulled out his cigarettes, offering one to Yuki. Yuki accepted it with a nod and a small smile. Using his own lighter to light it. They stood there silent for a little while, with just the sounds of their cigarettes burning and the exhale of smoke from their mouths. When finally Yuki spoke.
“Kaoru, uh?” Yuki asked with a half smile on his face.
“Uh?...um, yeah.” Kaoru stumbled out.
“Why didn’t you just tell me?” Yuki asked still not looking at Kaoru.
“I don’t know,… scared I guess” Kaoru said softly with a shrug of his shoulders.
“Mmm..” Yuki answered with a knowing nod. Then he turned to Kaoru.
“You wanna go get something to eat or something?” Yuki asked looking at Kaoru.
Kaoru give a shy smile “Yeah, I think I would like that.” He answered.
Yuki nodded stomping out his cigarette.
“We’ll take my car, then we can come back for yours later, k?” Yuki asked.
Kaoru nodded in agreement stomping out his own cigarette and followed Yuki to his car.
In another part of the parking lot, Kyo sat on Die’s lap in the driver seat of Die’s car.
His arms wrapped around Die’s neck, pressing their bodies together.
“Kyo, can’t you wait until we get home?” Die asked with a chuckle.
“No, I want you now, Die. And it kind of exciting being out in public like this, don’t you think?” Kyo ended his question by biting into Die’s neck.
“Nnnn..” Die softly moaned and Kyo smiled against his neck, licking at the wound he had just made.
“Hey, who is that leaving with Kaoru?” Die asked.
Kyo looked up turning himself slightly in Die’s lap.
“It looks like the drummer of L’arc-en-Ciel” Kyo said with a shrug, not really caring and turning back to work on Die’s neck.
“What is he doing with him?” Die continued, but Kyo distracted his thoughts by rubbing their groins together and pinching one of Die’s nipples between his fingers.
“Unnn, Kyo…”
When they arrived at the restaurant, Yuki opened Kaoru’s door for him. Kaoru looked at him strange but didn’t say anything. They went into the restaurant taking a table in the back where it was quieter and lit with only dim lighting. Chatting ideally about the show and their performances while looking over their menus deciding what to order. They ordered their food and sat in silence for awhile.
“So it was you the whole time?” Yuki finally spoke looking down at the table.
“Yeah” Kaoru answered softly.
“Hm, strange isn’t it, meeting in person” Yuki asked looking slightly at Kaoru.
Kaoru nodded, fiddling with his fingers under the table, not sure how to act.
“But I am glad we did” Yuki said with a small smile.
Kaoru looked up at Yuki and smiled in return.
After their food had arrived they ate and talked about band things. Laughing at things here and there that their bands had in common. When they had finished eating their meals, they ordered dessert. Yuki getting chocolate fudge cake and Kaoru just ordering some tea. After it had arrived Yuki began to eat his cake. Kaoru watched Yuki eat.
“You really do like your chocolate, don’t you?” Kaoru asked.
Yuki nodded with a small embarrassed smile. Then turned to Kaoru.
“You wanna try some?” Yuki asked
“Sure” Kaoru answered with slight shrug of his shoulders.
Yuki took a piece onto the fork and brought it to Kaoru’s mouth.
Yuki licked his lips and swallowed as he watched Kaoru’s lips slide down the fork taking the small piece of cake into his mouth. Kaoru nodded his head after chewing and swallowing the food.
“It’s pretty good” Kaoru said with a slight smile.
“I told you” Yuki ended by sticking his tongue out at Kaoru.
Kaoru couldn’t help but to laugh ‘Yuki was so cute’.
When they had finished and paid, they left the restaurant and drove back to the tv station’s parking lot to get Kaoru’s car. Yuki walked Kaoru to his car. When they arrived Kaoru reached into his car pulling out a piece of paper and pen. He wrote down his phone number and handed it to Yuki.
“Here, call me sometime.” Kaoru said shyly.
Yuki nodded then taking the pen from Kaoru, he wrote down his own phone number. Tearing the paper in half and passing it back to Kaoru.
“And you can call me.” Yuki said with an acknowledging smile.
Kaoru looked down at the paper then looked around. Seeing no one he leaned forward and kissed Yuki on the cheek. After Kaoru pulled away, Yuki looked at him in surprise and turned bright red. Then he reached for Kaoru’s hand, holding it while he looked at Kaoru.
“Call me” Yuki said.
Kaoru nodded.
Yuki slid his hand away from Kaoru’s hand and put his hands into his pockets, turning to leave.
“So I’ll talk to you later?” Yuki asked looking over his shoulder.
“Yeah” Kaoru said in return.
Yuki gave a nod and walked back to his car.
Kaoru smiled, getting into his own car and drove home.
The next day Kaoru was packing his stuff up after practice when Die approached him.
“We saw you with Yukihiro last night.” Die said teasingly.
“Oh” was all Kaoru replied.
“So what are you guys like dating now?” Die asked.
“I don’t know.” Kaoru said shrugging his shoulders continuing to put his stuff away.
“So who’s the girl?” Toshiya jokingly said as he walked over.
Kaoru look at him and just shook his head.
“Nah, Kaoru is like me right, man? You would never catch me as the girl. I always have to be the man.” Die said with a smug smile.
Kaoru stood up looking at Die with a raised eyebrow then shook his head.
“You don’t know what you’re missing man” Kaoru said and looked over at Shinya.
Shinya blushed from behind his drum set and looked down at the drums.
Toshiya gave a protective look towards his lover. Then looked at Kaoru with a look that said ‘Mine’. Kaoru just gave Toshiya a knowing smile and turned back to Die.
“I don’t think so man” Die continued with a huff. Die was so lost in his own defiance he missed the hurt look in Kyo’s eyes.
To be continue…
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So I’m sorry if it kind of Sucks o_O
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