Blood red October | By : Siobahn Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Malice Mizer Views: 1452 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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I can't believe someone really asked more of this shit. Come on! It's like the worst crap I've ever writtten! And the horrible grammar rapings!
Well here's some more of it, but really...?!
It is morning now, and Gackt just left to work. I don’t have to go, cause we are not making any new music at the moment, and I gave myself few weeks off of producing because of my sleeping problems. He really made me feel better last night, Though I know that he’s seeing that someone, I don’t care. He even lied to me, that he loves me, that much he wants me to feel better. And I really do feel better. Now I can at least pretend to myself, that he loves me. I think I’m gonna go back to sleep, it’s only ten o’ clock in the morning and I’m still tired.
Mana woke up at the voice of ringing phone. He sat up on their bed and reached his hand for his night table, where his cellphone was.
- Mnnh… yes? He said sleepily and tried to open his eyes
- Oh, sorry! Did I wake you up, Hime? cause I can call you later...
- Oh no, no. I mean it’s time to wake up, it’s so late and everything
- …
- …So? Did you have something to say?
- Oh! Sorry… I was just listening your breath… I just called that I’m gonna come home for dinner time, if you want… I mean, we could do some good food and… well… I don’t know… but… I mean… I won’t come, if you don’t want me to…
- Of cause I want you to come! Besides, this is our home, not mine
- Umm… okay… I’ll come half past three… see you then, Hime
- See you
It’s one o’ clock in the noon, and I’ve just woke up. Gackt-san just called me and said that he’ll come home for dinner at 3.30pm, so I’m soon gonna go to a shop. I need to buy all kind of groceries and then we can cook together, like we used to do. When it all was normal.
Mana took a wine red velvet dress out of his closet and put it on. He watched himself from a mirror and looked kind of unpleased to his mirror image. Well, after all he didn’t have any make-up, and he hated himself, when he didn’t wear any make-up. Even though Gackt had always said that he looked very beautiful without, he just couldn’t believe it. So he took a pair of jeans and a white T-shirt out of his closet. Then he took a pair of sunglasses and a hat. He looked again to the mirror. Now, that’s better… besides, now no one will recognise me, he thought. Slowly he walked to the grocery store, after all Gackt wouldn’t be back for hours. Somehow Mana knew that this time Gackt would come when he had
promised. Just like Mana knew, when he was cheating on him. So many years they had been together, that there was this certain bond, very deep connection between those two. That is why they always knew these little things about each other.
Sushi. He wants sushi today, I know it. As firmly, as I know that he will be right on time today… so I got to buy some nori and fish and sushi rice and… hmm... I think we have all the rest in home. Funny... I’ve never thought of this, but we have a home, we have our home. Where we live together and everything. In witch we moved when he still really loved me. Isn’t that strange? I mean, loads of couples lives together, but we are not a proper couple anymore… this is kind of one-sided love, and why does he still stand me? Why doesn’t he throw me out of our house, at least out of our bedroom, our bed or anything? I mean… we would have enough rooms, so I could have my own bedroom, and everything.
Why do we still sleep next to each other?
- Will you have anything else? …Excuse me!! Will you have anything else??
- Huh? What…? Oh, umm… nothing more, thanks
- Ok, goodbye
- Umm… bye…
Mana was kind of messed up right now, he had just fallen in to his thoughts and then, suddenly that young lady at the shop had interrupted him. He just walked towards their house and watched straight on the street. He didn’t notice anything, and almost walked over some kid. He still was deep in his thoughts when he reached their house and entered
the hall. He quietly dropped the bags on the kitchen table and put the fish in the fridge. The clock was just about two, so he didn’t have that much time. After all, he felt that this time he had to do something, had to try. At least put some nice clothes on and put some make-up on. So he quietly climbed up the stairs and went to their bedroom to choose what
to wear.
Okay… maybe I’ll just put that crimson velvet dress on, that I was about to wear on the store. I mean… it’s so beautiful, and he always said that he liked it. He liked about the way it looked on me. He once even said, that I look very sexy in it, cause it just reaches to my knees and shows so much my leg. No shoes, he hates when I wear shoes inside the house, besides he hates when I wear these shoes, that makes me taller. He always says, that I’m so much better looking when I’m as tall as I should be. I know that he has said that I look beautiful, when I don’t wear make-up, but that’s not true. He just says so. Besides, I don’t care. My make-up shows what I am. I think I’m just going to wear my normal make-up…
Phuh… so now I’m ready, but I just can’t see him anywhere… well, it’s not even the time yet. He has got half an hour time to come, and I really think that this time he’ll show up on time. I’m just kind of bored now… don’t know what I should do. Maybe I’ll just put some candles on… but is that too much? Nope, it’s not. I got to try my everything. So I walked through our whole house and lit up all our candles and it really is a big number of candles. But of course I’m too short, and I had to get the ladders to light these few candle crowns we have and I almost fell once. Oh, now he’s knocking on the door… that silly, never remembers to take his keys.
- And where are your keys, mister? Mana said smiling to his love.
- You look like you’re feeling better than last night, Hime
- Are you gonna call me now Hime forever?
- Only when I mean it. Mana looked a little sad and his head dropped down, eyes concintrated on his own toes.
- Oh… Gackt took his chin in his hand and lifted his head
- It means always, my silly Hime-Hime. Manas eyes brightened as he looked up to Gackts eyes
- You are so good to me… let’s go to make food. Guess what we’re gonna eat today?
- Umm… sushi?
- You knew it! We still have our bond! Just like I knew, that today you’re gonna come at the time you promised and not as late as usually. Mana was like a happy child. He took Gackts hand in his own and led him to the kitchen
*moo*
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