Children of the Night- The Proposition | By : LadyAreia Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Gackt Views: 2546 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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A late autumn breeze brought the earthy scents of the forest to his nose as birds chirped contently nearby. Hyde stretched under the silky soft blanket and yawned. Slowly, the events of the previous night filtered through his muddled mind. He ached in many places he didn't think possible, let alone probable. With a sigh he rubbed his face and rolled over.
The big picture windows had been opened and the curtains thrown aside. The inviting smell of breakfast caught his attention, as did a sweet, soft voice humming a familuar tune as someone clattered pans and dishes, chopping and stirring in the kitchen. Hyde sat up, scanning the floor for his pants, but none of his clothing could be found. With a chuckle he wrapped the blanket around his waist and shuffled into the kitchen.
Gackt looked up from his skillet, a knowing grin on his face as his companion stepped lightly onto the tile floor. "Ohaiyo gozaimasu, Haido-kun," he said. "I hope you are hungry. Feeling a little sore?"
Hyde nodded, a burning sensation spreading across his face and sat down carefully on one of the 2 kitchen chairs. His eyes strayed to the beautifully stained glass table, trying to hide his blush. "I.. have a confession to make."
Gackt's smile faultered slightly, though he kept his back turned, hands continually stirring. "Honto ni?" he asked, his voice steady. "What is it?"
"Ano..... I, uh..." he cleared his throat. Kuso. He scratched his head. "Before last night, I had never done that before..."
Gackt turned around, both eyes, now their normal soft brown, wide in disbelief. "I'm sorry, but I find that just a bit hard to believe-"
"No!" Hyde threw up his hands, then remembered his lack of clothing and grabbed for the blanket again. "I mean, I've had sex before, but until last night, I, uh, had never been with a man." His face crimson, he looked down at his hands. "I just thought you should know that."
He could sense movement in front of him and a gentle hand tilted his face up. "Why do you look so ashamed?" Gackt knelt down, feet flat, head level with the shorter man. "It does not matter to me wether you have had relationships with males or females, one person or many, or none at all. I only care about you, here, now." He leaned forwrd and kissed him, barely brushing his lips before moving to his cheek. Hyde closed his eyes as those sensuous lips traveled down his neck, lingering behind his ear. Gackt opened wider and started to suck on him, in the hallow where his neck met his collarbone. Hyde reached with both hands, drawing him closer. He ran his hands through Gackt's silky hair, still wet from a shower, then down his neck, where he suddenly stopped, gasping. "Dear god, did I do that?!"
Gackt murmered an afirmative and continued his work, slowly moving his kisses farther south. Hyde ran a trembling finger over the broken skin where his teeth and nails had drawn blood on Gackt's otherwise unmarked neck and shoulders. He took a deep breath, then wrinkled his nose. "Gakuto."
"Hhnmm.." came a moan from the mouth tracing his abbs.
Hyde sucked air though his teeth, stomach contracting as a tongue ticked his navel. "Gakuto! Breakfast, it's burning!"
"Kuso!" he growled and pulled back. Spinning on his heels, he grabbed and tossed the pans into the stainless steel sink, flipped the burners off, then spun back around. He embraced the other man, pulling him to his feet, mouth claiming the other's body as his own. Their skin met, lustful, roaming, a flurry of hands and kisses. Gackt lifted the smaller man up, slamming him into the wall, cool wallpaper against bare skin.
"I.. is this real?" Hyde gasped as hands roamed over every part of his body, touching, exploring. "I can't believe this."
"Believe it," Gackt murmered, his face burried in Hyde's neck, his hands gripping Hyde front and behind. "Believe it, my angel..."
They lay in a sweaty heap on the floor, all arms and legs, tangled and entwined. Gackt's head rested on Hyde's chest, eyes closed, a content smile on his lips. Hyde ran his fingers through Gackt's long, hair, over and over, loving the way it smelled, the way it felt.
Could I be...? He sighed heavily.
"How long can we keep this up?"
"Forever..." came a rumble on his chest.
Hyde kissed the top of his head, petting him fondly. "No, we cannot stay like this. Not forever." Gackt grunted and squirmed in his arms. "No, I mean it." Hyde sighed again. "We both have lives, obligations, careers.... We cannot stay here, like this, only thinking about screwing each other's brains out ever 8 hours or so."
"Six."
"Whatever." He ruffled the silky wet hair. "But the question still stands. What happens next?"
Gackt looked up, warm eyes wide and solumn. "First.. I suggest you star in my movie."
Hyde swatted the laughing man's bare shoulders. "I'm serious here!" He rolled his eyes when offered the puppy-dog look. "Alright, alright, I'll play in your movie." He stole a quick kiss. "I'll pretend I have even the slightest clue how to be an actor, just for you. I'll be your Kei."
"You've always been my Kei." Gackt said, his natual cocoa brown eyes shimmering up at him. "As you have always been.. my koi as well."
"Your... koi??" Hyde's eyebrows arched as the taller man nodded slowly. "Wait, how can I..." but even as he protested, he knew. He knew well how someone could fall in love with another, even from afar. How well I know indeed... His breath caught in his chest for a moment as thoughts rallied. Taking a deep, measured breath, he drew the taller man's head to his chest, chin resting on his smooth, clean hair.
"You...captured my heart long ago." Hyde whispered softly, almost to himself.. "I think..... I began to fall in love with you ... from the first moment I met you." He closed his eyes, lost in memories kept close to his heart. "It was so many years ago.... Music Station? Heyx3? You had not been with Malice Mizer long and we still had Sakura as our drummer." He stroked the other man's smooth, white back, fingertips gingerly trailing over the wounds he himself had inflicted. "I can't ever remember what we played that day, though I clearly remember you guys performed 'Illuminati'. I remember because," he grinned somewhat sheepishly, "because you and Mana... well, right then and there, I knew I wanted to be him, only so that I could be the one you would be running those magical hands all over, so sensously, so ... freely..." He burried his face in his hands. "Oh my god, I can't believe I just said that out loud."
"That's quite a long time to have such a strong crush," Gackt murmered thoughtfully, "especially towards one who would have gladly accomodated you, if only you had just.... asked."
"I'll have to keep that in mind." Hyde giggled behind his fingers.
Gackt rolled onto his back, his head in Hyde's lap and the smaller man stretched for the forgotten blanket and drapped it over the bigger man. "Arigatou," Gackt said. "I never realized just how cold these tiles can be on the naked body." His eyes glinted mischeviously. "I guess I'd just never had the .. opportunity to find out." He looked up. "Are you cold?"
Hyde shook his head, long bleached locks spilling over narrow shoulders. "Not with you in my lap." He ran his fingers over the other's head absently. "But my original question still stands. What the hell are we doing?" he chuckled softly. "I never really thought ... this.. would happen, so I'm kind of at a loss as to how to proceed from here. What do you want out of this? A relationship? A friend? A casual lover?? I.... I don't even know what I want, what I can do." His eyes kind of glazed over, thinking, loosing focus as his thoughts drifted away into darker places. "What ... do I want? How do I want this to play out? Can this really go anywhere??? ..."
Gackt traced the small man's knee with one long, delicate finger. "Honestly? I don't know. But in truth, I don't really care how we handle... this... us." He sighed. "My whole career has been plagued with innuendos and rumors about my sex life, though Mana and I certainly didn't do anything to extinguish those rumors." A small smile cracked his lips. "And I seemed to have carried on that tradition with You-kun and Masa..." heh.. indeed "Fanservice is certainly fun and entertaining, in more ways than one." His pretty mouth fell into a frown as he took Hyde's hand in his own. "But you, my friend, have not really had to worry about anything like that." Hyde raised an amused eyebrow. "Oh, I'm sure there are plenty of squeeling fangirls furiously typing up streamy fanfics involving you and, say Tetsu, or Ken, or even me for that matter." he grinned wide and cheesy, and Hyde had to laugh.
"But what I'm trying to say is that, well, there are many ways we can go about this, and any one of them I would be ok with." He held up one index finger. "We can either be as discreet as possible, if that is your desire, making ourselves sneak around at night, telling no one, lying to all our closest friends, but secure that the world will never get the chance to intrude on what is ours and ours alone." He brought up a middle finger to join the first digit. "Or at the other end of the spectrum, we can be completly and utterly open about our relationship, however it may blossom, unafraid of what others might say or do, though probably inviting ourselves to be roasted on every TV show in Japan for such a sudden, unusual turn of events." He dropped his hand. "Or we can find some sort of comprimise, a safe ground somewhere inbetween. There are sure to be trials no matter what we do, but I too have been wishing for this moment for nearly as long as you have. Whatever you think would be best, for you, for us, I will follow your lead, regardless of where it may take us."
The phone rang out its shrill demand before Hyde could gather his wits to respond. Gackt sighed and reluctantly stood to slightly unsteady feet. He grabbed the phone off the wall. "Moshi, moshi."
Hyde gathered the blanket and wrapped it around his narrow shoulders, clasping it a little too tightly in the front. With a troubled look on his face, he softly plodded back into the great room. Only then did he notice a large, rather comfy looking black mushroom chair. Must be another American novelty he thought and curled up inside it. A low fire had been smoldering and he snuggled up like a small, blonde kitten, grateful for its warmth.
Gackt was soon off the phone and standing over him, hands planted on narrow, bare hips, a slight creased in his forehead. Hyde let his eyes roam over his lover's exquisit, naked body a moment, then smiled. "You really have no shame, do you?"
Gackt shrugged. "I've always felt most comfortable in my own skin, bare, uninhibited. I know most people find that odd, but...."
"I find it adorable." Hyde said and pulled Gackt down into the large chair with him, wrapping the blanket to cover them both. Gackt curled into the smaller man's arms with a content sigh. "Who was on the phone? You seem... aggitated."
"Ah, that was just my manager." he replied, nuzzled to the smaller man's chect, "I was supposed to meet him at 7 this morning and was strangely.. distracted."
"Gomen nasai, Gaku-chan," Hyde whispered, his fingers tracing Gackt's prominent collarbone. "Does he suspect..?"
"Does he know that you where the cause of my lapse in memory? Yes, he does." He felt Hyde's hands faulter slightly. "But to be fair, he has known about my .. infatuation for quite some time now. I have not been hiding the fact that I have been interested in you, though you yourself seem to have somehow not known this fact-"
"I really didn't."
"- and it would only have been insulting him to try and lie my way out of this. It is quite unusual for me to be late to any appointment, and even more so for me to not show up at all. So he rang me up, just to make sure what he thought had happened really did happen, and not that I had been in some sort of wreck or something on the way to meet him." He snuggled closer, wrapping his arms around the other man.
"So what do we do now?" Hyde asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
Gackt kissed him, slowly but with great passion. Hyde responded in kind, letting his tongue explore the other's mouth before pulling back for much needed air.
"Well, I was thinking more along the lines of finding my clothes, but that was nice too."
Gackt chuckled. "I threw them into the dryer just before you woke up, so they should be about done. Then..?"
"Then..." Hyde sighed. "I don't know. I don't want to mislead everyone, to lie to those closest to me, pretending that today, last night, did not happen. ... But at the same time, I'm not sure how to go about this.. how to act.. what to say or do. That's.. not something I'm used to."
"Well... how do Ken and Tetsu act? How do they handle their relationship in the public eye? I don't think they ever really tried to cover up the fact that they are sleeping together, but neither do they throw it in everyone's face all the time."
Hyde seemed to ponder this. "Do you have any plans for today?"
"Well, later on today I'm supposed to meet with a couple of the location scouts to discuss what type of scenes we can actually film here in Japan and what we need to go elsewhere for. I'm thinking... Taiwan, or Hong Kong for most of the neighborhood scenes. But I won't be any later than, say, 5 or 6 tonight. Why?"
"Nothing important really," Hyde shrugged, "just thought you might be interested in joining the guys and myself later on at my place. We get together every week for, well, pretty much just pizza, beer and video games, maybe a movie or somthing." He looked up into Gackt's natural, cocoa eyes. "Would you like to come over?"
Gackt hesitated slightly. "Do you think they would mind me intruding?"
"Not at all!" the smaller man insisted. "I'm sure they are quite.. interested in meeting you. I never really.. formally stated my interest in you, but I'm pretty sure Ken's had a fairly accuarate inkling for quite some time now." He glanced a bit sheepishly at his lover. "He seemed only mildly surprised that you called me the other day."
"Interesting..." Gackt grinned, perfect teeth shining. "To bad he never clued me in on this fact." He leaned forward and planted a gentle kiss on the other vocalist's forehead. "Let me retrieve your clothing and we can start this day proper, ne?"
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