Living Life The Good Way | By : GothicalWishes Category: My Chemical Romance > General Views: 1329 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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CHAPTER 3
Mikey and Gerard were in their living room, watching movies. It was a few days after Mikeys’ nineteenth birthday and his day had been terrible. It was school, again. The taunting attacked his lack of sexual relationships today. Gerard, ever the valiant brother, had stepped in and saved him… again.
School had finished now, and they were both snuggled in their front room, watching some horror movie from decades ago. Their parents had disappeared out to some restaurant, promising to be back before 1am. When being told, the brothers had grinned and played innocent… well, in a way they played innocent, in others they played honesty… because it wasn’t like they were going to be throwing a party.
Mikey stared at Gerard, watching the light from the television flicker on his pale skin. “Gee… how did you decide you were… bi?”
Gerard turned away from the TV, hiding his shock. His brother obviously needed him, and he would help. “Not sure. I think it was because I kissed a guy, and I liked It.”
“But that doesn’t make you bi.”
“I know, but I started being attracted to them after that. Started thinking differently, you know. I guess… I just knew.”
Mikey frowned. “Hmm.”
“What’s up, li’l bro? Decided to taste the fruit of the other side as well have we?” Gerard teased. Mikey and Ray were the only ones that Gerard had told about his little deviation from women. Mikey had been great with the news. Asking relevant questions out of curiosity and being supportive: especially in Gerard’s decision not to tell their parents.
“Well. I think… I think I may be leaning in that direction, yes.” Mikey spoke quietly and slowly thinking over his words before he spoke them.
Gerard’s face lit up. “And… who is he?”
Mikey looked into Gerard’s eyes, shock lighting them up. He shook his head sharply.
“Aww, dude, c’mon…”
“I can't.”
“Do I know him?” Gerard asked, deciding his new tactic was a definite way of finding out the answer.
Mikey looked suddenly scared. This game never ended the way he wanted it to end… “Erm… yea… kind of.”
“Does this guy know about how you feel?”
“No.”
“Is he horrible to you at all?”
“No.”
Gerard looked thoughtful. “Is he a friend of yours?”
“Yes.”
“Does he love you?”
“Yes.”
Gerard smiled a huge grin. “Wow, you got it bad for Ash Rowan? How…”
Mikey shook his head, staring at his hands which were clutched tightly together.
Gerard stared confused. Ash was the only one who was friends with Mikey and said he loved him. Mikey was like Gerard, he had a few close friends who claimed love, and then there was only the family… whoa shit. Gerard stopped in his thought. His mouth dropped open. “Are you related to him?”
Mikey shut his eyes, blinking back tears. “Yes.” He whispered, so quietly Gerard wasn’t even sure he had heard him.
“Where is he now?”
“Sitting opposite me.” Mikey said, the tears rolling freely down his cheeks. He didn’t know why he had got it in his head that tonight was the night to tell Gerard. He wished desperately that he could turn back time and start the evening again. “Gee, look I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have told you. I’m sick and I’m wrong…”
Gerard looked up suddenly. “Sshh. No you’re not. Don’t ever say that.”
“Yes I am. I fancy my brother. That is sick.”
Gerard looked upset. “You are not sick. It was a shock. Listen to me. How long have you fancied me?”
“Almost two years.”
“Wow.” Gerard sat opposite Mikey, speechless. It wasn’t that he hated Mikey now, far from it, he loved him all the more. It wasn’t that Mikey wasn’t attractive in any way; he definitely was, especially to Gerard. It was more that it was strange: in many ways. He didn’t find it wrong so much as he found it something which had never really crossed his mind. He looked deep into Mikey’s eyes. Mikey was hurting. He was disgusted at himself for having those sorts of thoughts, and Gerard could see that. Gerard wanted desperately to stop Mikey’s pain and help him. It occurred to Gerard that Mikey had never kissed another man; he had spent his time closing himself up and hating himself for loving someone in more ways than he should. It was at that moment, that moment precisely when Gerard realised what Mikey must have been going through, that he decided to help.
Gerard leant across the couch and over Mikey. Mikey looked slightly worried. “Gee, no. I don’t want your pity. I don’t want you to oblige me something because you feel you have to take away the hurt.”
Gerard spoke softly into Mikey’s ear. “I know you don’t. But I do have to help, and I do have to take away the hurt.”
Mikey pleaded. “Please, Gerard, don’t. I would rather we forgot about this then you do it because of that.”
“Because of what?” Gerard whispered.
“Because you feel you have to.” Mikey said.
Gerard leant back slightly. “I know I don’t have to Mikey. I’m doing this because I want to. When have I ever done something because I had to and not because I wanted to?” Gerard grinned. “Look, I love you. Whatever we do here, whatever we continue to do is a portrayal of love. It’s the way we show each other that we love each other. Nothing would make me happier than showing you how much I love you.” Gerard continued to whisper.
It was at that exact point that Mikey felt his world dissolve into pure bliss.
The real feeling of Gerard’s lips on his own was nothing compared to the actual feeling. His soft skin touching lightly and questioningly against Mikey’s own was warm and loving. Mikey could feel his heart racing. Mikey felt himself being pushed back against the sofa, until he was lying flat on his back: Gerard’s body stretched over him, warming him.
Mikey could feel Gerard’s gentle fingers finding their way underneath his shirt. Mikey sighed deeply, shutting his eyes and laying his head back against the arm of the sofa. It was bliss. It was something else which could not be described with mere words. It was…
Mikey felt his breath catch in his throat as Gerard’s tongue swept into his navel, Gerard’s fingers brushing across his chest. Mikey threaded his fingers through Gerard’s dark hair, lightly pulling him up until they were face to face, Gerard’s hands placed carefully either side of Mikey’s head. Gerard had smiled a devilish smile, staring down at Mikey, who was breathing heavily; his breathing so hard, his mouth was open slightly, so as to have the feeling of breathing more air.
Gerard’s eyes glinted; he leant down onto Mikey’s panting body, and crashed his lips against his brothers. Mikey’s lips were warm and moist. Gerard tentatively snaked his tongue inside Mikey’s mouth, for the first time tasting the other man. Gerard felt his eyes drift closed as Mikey moaned. Gerard trailed his hand down Mikey’s chest, down his stomach, coming to rest on Mikey’s hardness. Mikey shuddered, thrusting up and into Gerard’s hand.
“Oh Fuck, Yes.” Mikey grunted, his nails digging into the soft flesh on Gerard’s back. Gerard responded by rubbing his hand up and down against Mikey’s jeans. Mikey groaned again, this time more feral, with more feeling. Gerard removed his lips from Mikey’s and slowly trailed feather light kisses down his jaw and neck, skipping his clothed chest to sit up. Mikey stared lovingly up at his brother, straddling him.
For many minutes they stared up at each other, just watching each other. Mikey broke the silence first. “Gerard…”
“Yes?”
“Fuck me.” Mikey whispered, his voice laced with lust.
Gerard’s breath hitched. Staring into Mikey’s eyes he could see the lust contained within them. Gerard watched with fascination as Mikey leant up and forward, bringing his lips to meet Gerard’s in another passionate kiss. Passion and lust seeped through each other’s skin. Gerard kissed down to Mikey’s neck, and proceeded to divulge his possessive side as he sucked at Mikey’s neck.
“What the fucking Hell is going on?!”
Gerard and Mikey sprang apart, heads turning towards the door where they were greeted by the sight of their mother and father…
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