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YeWook story...	By : YeWook Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Super Junior Views: 1695 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Super Junior. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Chapter List
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Author's Note: So yeah, this is the last chapter. :3

I put it up last night, but I guess of that daily matenience (sp? O.o) thing they have at like... 1 am... it never came up... D:

*shrugs*

Please review! ^^

When YeSung woke up, he noticed he wasn't in his bed. It took him a moment to realize he was in RyeoWook's bed. "Oh..." He whispered. RyeoWook slept peacefully on YeSung and didn't care who walked in on them. YeSung nuzzled into RyeoWook's hair. "You awake..?" He whispered. Part of his mind wondered if RyeoWook would sleep with him now. RyeoWook made a sound to show YeSung that he was up but didn't want to move. He sighed and wished they could stay like this forever. YeSung smiled and squeezed RyeoWook a little-a small hug. After a short pause and a debate within his mind, YeSung leaned over RyeoWook's small frame and gave RyeoWook a kiss on his cheek. RyeoWook snuggled into YeSung more and sighed, content in his situation. "Does this mean you believe me?" He asked with a small laugh, wrapping his arms around RyeoWook. "It means I don't feel like having a sore ass today but I missed my pillow," RyeoWook said sarcastically. YeSung sighed, faking insulted. "So all I am is a pillow?" He asked. RyeoWook nodded his head and snuggled into his chest again. "A very comfy one mind you," he said. YeSung frowned, "Thanks a lot..." He replied. He teasingly squeezed RyeoWook's waist a little. RyeoWook decided to let YeSung indulge a little. He brought his mouth up to the older member's and claimed it with his own, parting his lips to invite YeSung's tongue in. YeSung smiled a little before kissing RyeoWook longingly, bringing his tongue into the younger singer's mouth. RyeoWook opened his mouth wider to let YeSung do as he pleased. He gently sucked the older man's tongue. Though YeSung took no time to resist, his mind couldn't help but wonder why RyeoWook was letting him do this. RyeoWook wrapped a leg around YeSung's, slipping the other between the older man's legs out of habit. As the kiss deepened, Ryeowook's legs moved along between the older man's legs, every once in a while grazing YeSung's hardening shaft. "You said you didn't want to be sore today..?" YeSung whispered to RyeoWook with a smile; he wasn't complaining, but he didn't RyeoWook to back out again either. RyeoWook wasn't even aware that he had moved so far into sex so fast. "I don't," he said backing off embarrassed for being so forward.

YeSung lowered his head, 'I knew it...' He thought to himself. He turned away, shunning RyeoWook. RyeoWook turned away from YeSung, ashamed that he couldn't give his lover what he wanted. YeSung gently leaned his back against RyeoWook's. "Are you just uncomfortable, or you still can't trust me?" He asked. "It's just awkward. I know you tease me just as much, maybe more, than the others. I just don't know what you want." RyeoWook replied, his voice soft and sounding near tears. YeSung sighed, RyeoWook was right, he did tease the younger singer a lot more than the others. "I'm sorry then... I was usually joking around, but I know it's hard to tell sometimes..." He responded. "Well, you're just mean sometimes." RyeoWook said, getting quieter. YeSung turned around and wrapped his arms around RyeoWook's small frame.

"Once again, I'm sorry..." He replied, a bit quieter as well. RyeoWook snuggled into YeSung's embrace and made himself comfy on his arm. YeSung kissed his cheek, "Honestly... I'm sorry... I know I've gone too far when it comes to insulting you...." He urged.

"You're forgiven, just defend me against KyuMin every once in a while ok?" he said. "Seriously.... Help me out sometimes... I hate KyuHyun using Sungmin on me." YeSung smiled and gave RyeoWook a quick kiss on the cheek again. "I will..." He promised. Then, under his breath, added, "unless I'm sleeping."

"Hey!!!! I heard that!" RyeoWook said, turning in YeSung's grasp, until he was facing him. "That's not fair!" He said, his face resting a few inches away from YeSung's. YeSung chuckled and gently bumped his forehead against RyeoWook's. "I can't help it..." He defended. "I like to sleep..." He added. "Well, you need to become a light sleeper. That way I can still use you." RyeoWook said, brushing his lips against YeSung's. YeSung frowned a little, not at the kiss, but the demand before it. "Become a light sleeper? And just how do I do that?" He asked, then kissed RyeoWook in response to the younger singer's affection. "How am I supposed to know. Ask Sungmin or Junsu..." RyeoWook replied, snuggling closer to YeSung's body. "I wouldn't get a serious response from SungMin, and I really don't know Junsu well enough..." He replied. "I don't care... just do it." RyeoWook said in a whining tone.

He had snuggled his face into the crook of YeSung's neck, his breath on the older man's neck. "We'll see." He replied, leaning his head down to place a kiss on RyeoWook's collarbone. RyeoWook looked up at the older man and kissed him, opening his mouth to let him in. After pulling away he muttered under his breath, "I'll give myself to you." RyeoWook's comment peaked YeSung's interest. "hnn?" He muttered, kissing the younger singer again. RyeoWook opened his mouth the let YeSung deepen the kiss. He didn't want to repeat himself so he wrapped his arms around the older man to keep the kiss going. He let his hand drift to the buttons of YeSung's shirt then he quickly undid them.

Even though YeSung was highly enjoying himself, and deepening the kiss in the process, he still wondered if this would be the third time in a week RyeoWook would back out on him. 'Keep yourself distant.' He thought to himself. RyeoWook lightly dragged whatever nails he had along the older man's back, knowing slight (not a lot) pain turned him on. He wanted YeSung to know that he wanted it this time. He wanted him this time.

YeSung smiled a bit and kissed RyeoWook intensely. His fingers worked on undoing the buttons of the younger singer's shirt. RyeoWook moved to help YeSung undo the buttons. He leaned back on the bed, allowing the older man to gain ground on him. After YeSung undid the buttons, he started massaging RyeoWook's chest. With a kiss, he asked, half-jokingly, "So does this mean you believe me now?" "Shut up and kiss," RyeoWook ordered him as he pulled him into another passionate kiss.

Shiwon came up and opened the door. "WOAH.... Not gonna ask... but SuJu has stuff to do." He left pretending he didn't see anything. YeSung started laughing as the door shut. Go figure. Dumb irony. He looked over at the closed door and frowned a little. "We should find some way to make it up for scarring ShiWon..." He said with a laugh. RyeoWook slid out from underneath YeSung, he put his shirt back on and waited by the door for YeSung. "Let's go," he said, a little relieved they didn't do anything to major. YeSung pulled his shirt back on and buttoned it up half way. "Yeah, let's go." He replied. RyeoWook knew that YeSung must be PISSED. He averted his eyes from him and waited downstairs for the others. YeSung mentally told himself to let his temper simmer before he talked to RyeoWook or ShiWon again. It wasn't either of their fault, so he really couldn't get mad for the interruption... right? RyeoWook got in the car as instructed and waited for his emanate death (SungMin was driving). YeSung clamored into the car after RyeoWook. He sat silently and made sure to put on his seat belt... and the unused seatbelt next to him.

RyeoWook strapped himself in and clung onto YeSung's arm, hoping he would make it to whatever they had to do safely. He tugged on YeSung's cross and asked him to recite a prayer for them. YeSung smiled and laughed a little. "Aren't you over exaggerating a little? SungMin’s never killed us before..." He replied. "Yes, but this is time when he could be visiting his Hyunnie. He'll be on the rampage. I'm scared." RyeoWook said, not letting go of his arm. YeSung sighed, knowing RyeoWook was right. "So then it will humor you if I say a prayer for us?" He asked.

RyeoWook nodded, hoping it might help them through. YeSung sighed and bowed his head and murmured a prayer basically saying, "Let us live." He then looked at RyeoWook expectantly. "Happy now?" He asked. RyeoWook nodded and clutched YeSung's arm happily. Content for the excuse to keep in contact with his lover. YeSung smiled and wrapped an arm around RyeoWook's shoulders, grabbing the younger singer's hand and looking at him with a smile. The smile quickly turned into a frown when SungMin started the car finally. RyeoWook was happy, at least he would die in his lover's arms.

Once they got to the studio, YeSung blinked a little bit, then tried looking through his hand to see if he was still alive. "We actually made it safely.." He told RyeoWook shocked. RyeoWook nodded, still in shock from the ride. YeSung continued to stand in shock until LeeTeuk, looking at them strangely, asked, "are you two alright?" He didn't get a ride from SungMin. YeSung forced a nod then nudged RyeoWook. "We'd better go in..." He told the younger singer. RyeoWook unlatched himself for YeSung's arm and went into the building, awaiting orders from "the Hyung."

Once inside, YeSung found a chair and waited to be ordered around. He motioned RyeoWook to come sit with him, even though there were no other chairs. RyeoWook grudgingly gave his seat up to KangIn who was forcing him to move anyway and claimed his new seat; YeSung's lap. YeSung smiled as RyeoWook sat down, wrapping his arms protectively around the younger singer's waist. He heard a click and knew the YeWook pictures must've started without their knowledge. RyeoWook faced YeSung, trying to shield himself from to vicious camera lenses. He buried his face into YeSung shoulder but kept a weary ear out for LeeTeuk's voice. YeSung glared at the cameraman taking the pictures, as to which the young cameraman stopped. "Don't worry, RyeoWook..." He told the younger singer, patting his head, "He was probably just a newbie..." He paused a moment, "so stop hiding..." He told the other. RyeoWook mumbled something that sounded like ok but he kept his face buried in YeSung's chest. YeSung sighed and pet RyeoWook's hair. "What is it?" he asked, then added, "something wrong?" RyeoWook pulled his face away from YeSung's shoulder and stared into his eyes, then he shook his head, making his hair loosely flop around his head. He then cuddled back into YeSung's chest as if to say, 'I just want to be near you.' YeSung sighed and pet RyeoWook's head again.

"YeSung." The lady directing the photos called. He stood up, RyeoWook still attached. "I'll be back." He promised, trying to disconnect the younger singer. RyeoWook let go of the older man, and stared after him as he took his pictures. RyeoWook was angry with himself at how often he lusted after YeSung.

YeSung sighed as the photographer babbled on to him. "-You really should be doing your signature things, like your cute emo, maybe we need SungMin for that, stand a little more to left, right, no no, look over to the right, yeah-" He wasn't sure why, but he couldn't help but force back a smile. Biting his lip, he cursed himself as the photographer saw it, "-now now, no smiling, you're suppose to look-"

"-emo, right?" He intervened for her, crossing his arms. He looked over at RyeoWook helplessly and shrugged. RyeoWook got up and went over to YeSung. "He's really not that emo," RyeoWook tried to defend YeSung. The photographer shook her head, "no no, it's how the fans see him..." YeSung sighed in defeat and politely waved off RyeoWook, as if saying 'thanks for trying' RyeoWook went back to his seat and sat down pouting.

After YeSung was done with his pictures, they called over KyuHyun to do some "welcome back" pictures for fans. YeSung walked over to RyeoWook. "Get up, I'll let you sit back down." He demanded, not wanting to crush the smaller singer. RyeoWook got up eagerly, (too eagerly) hoping to reclaim his comfy YeSung. YeSung sat down on the chair and let RyeoWook sit back on his lap. He pulled RyeoWook close to him, whispering into his ear. RyeoWook tried to surpress a shiver climbing it's way up his back as he felt YeSung's hot breath on his neck. YeSung grinned as he felt RyeoWook shiver... Maybe tonight... RyeoWook told himself to relax, he was having trouble keeping himself off YeSung, it was why he was always touching him. "saranghae~" YeSung tried, curious as to how RyeoWook would react to the statement now that YeSung had no chance of laying him until later. RyeooWook took a chance, knowing the press was right behind him, he pressed his lips to YeSung's. YeSung kissed back equally as cautiously, then smiled at RyeoWook. The cameramen took pictures furiously, wanting to be the first to prove YeWook. YeSung heard the furious snapping behind them, and with a small laugh, whispered to RyeoWook, "We'll have a lot of explaining to do at the next interview..." He nodded and the cuddled back into his chest.

"RyeoWook..." The photographer called him over. YeSung sighed, knowing his warmth was gone for a bit. RyeoWook got up and prepared himself to be insulted. YeSung curled up on the chair, keeping an ear out for any extreme insults to RyeoWook. After a few pictures and critical hits to his pride RyeoWook staggered back to YeSung.

YeSung uncurled from the chair and stood up, embracing RyeoWook in a hug, "It's okay..." He comforted, sitting back down and bringing the younger singer with him. RyeoWook went limp in YeSung's arms and let himself be comforted. YeSung smiled at RyeoWook's helpless form. "What? Can't resist me anymore?" He teased. "The photographer... and the cameramen.... and the director..." RyeoWook's voice was more desperate with each person until he was in tears from all the teasing. YeSung turned serious and just held RyeoWook close, not really knowing what to tell the upset younger singer. RyeoWook liked being held by YeSung as long as he didn't say anything because normally it just depressed him more. YeSung sighed, "C'mon RyeoWook, toughen up." He told, though not harshly. He gave the younger singer a smile. RyeoWook continued to burble on about his lost pride and how nobody liked him.

"That's not true." YeSung interjected into RyeoWook's drabble. "You have people who care for you and like... love you." He said, hugging RyeoWook again. RyeoWook paused in his babbling at the "L" word.

YeSung smiled, then continued, "Now that I have your attention..." He moved a hair out of RyeoWook's face, "You have people who love you. I swear." RyeoWook nodded only half-heartedly in response. "What now?" YeSung asked soothingly.

"Be happy." He added. RyeoWook leaned his head on YeSung's chest and listened to the older man's heartbeat. YeSung sighed at RyeoWook when the thin singer didn't say anything back. He over heard the photographer tell them he had a break, and seeing playful EunHae, YeSung understood why the photographer left into the dressing room in a huff.

"Hey..." YeSung started, looking down at RyeoWook, "let's go get something to eat, okay?" He offered. Then he quickly added, "this time though... it's your treat." he would rather avoid the cruel ideas RyeoWook came up with the last time YeSung offered to pay. YeSung tapped a foot against the ground as if checking to make sure he hadn't been hoisted into the air. RyeoWook got up and led the way to the little restaurant across the street. YeSung let himself be brought over to the small little restaurant. "quaint..." he muttered, more to himself, eying some girls in the corner eying the two of them. "What do you want?" RyeoWook asked, turning over the menu. "I'm not really hungry."

"Yes you are." YeSung replied, looking at the menu. He decided to settle on something looking like bi bim bap, but called something completely different. RyeoWook ordered something or other to make YeSung happy, but he just played with the food on his plate when it came. YeSung eyed RyeoWook, then decided to play a little eating game. He took some of RyeoWook's food and shoved it into his own mouth, then held out a spoon of his food for the younger singer. "Eat it." He replied gently, holding the spoon up to RyeoWook's mouth. RyeoWook was very used to this, "I eat yours and you eat mine" game. He opened his mouth and ate the bite YeSung had offered him. YeSung smiled at him. "See... that wasn't so bad was it?" He teased. He then took a bit of RyeoWook's food and gave it to the younger singer. "Now eat this." He told RyeoWook. RyeoWook rolled his eyes and once again took the bite from YeSung. After YeSung had forced the entire meal down him, RyeoWook excused himself from the table. ((I'll be mean to him... Really I'm only giving him angst)) In the bathroom, RyeoWook stared at himself in the mirror. Disgusted at what he saw, he went into a bathroom stall and purged himself by sticking a finger down his throat. "If only you knew my pain as I know yours," He mumbled to an imaginary YeSung. ((My heart hurts... ._.)) YeSung waited at the table, a bit worried about what was taking so long. He went into the bathroom after (subconsciously) paying the bill. "RyeoWook?" He called. RyeoWook was sitting o the toilet by the time YeSung came in. "I didn't fall in," he called over the stall. "Alright.. well, try and hurry up. Our hour is up in ten minutes..." He told the younger singer, looking at his cell phone. RyeoWook flushed, though he hadn't went and came out of the stall to wash his hands. YeSung sighed outside the door to the bathroom, waiting for RyeoWook. When he was finished RyeoWook went out to YeSung's side and followed him back across the street.

Once inside the building, YeSung put a protective arm around RyeoWook, nuzzling into his hair as they walked into the studio the photoshoot was at. RyeoWook felt protected under YeSung's arm and made an effort to stay under it.

"You two are so....." ShiWon started, but then waved them off. YeSung blinked, then looked down at RyeoWook. "What'd we do?" He asked the younger singer. RyeoWook shrugged and nuzzled into YeSung's side. YeSung found a lounge chair in the area and sat down, pulling RyeoWook onto his lap. RyeoWook happily took his seat and smirked at Shiwon. ShiWon smirked back sarcastically. YeSung laughed slightly and pulled RyeoWook into a hug. He hugged YeSung, and closed his eyes, taking in the scent of his lover.

After the photoshoot was over, YeSung immediately brought RyeoWook up to YeSung's room. Knowing RyeoWook wouldn't want YeSung on him immediately, YeSung took his time setting his stuff down, watching RyeoWook the whole time. RyeoWook shifted uneasily as he watched YeSung watching him. Doubts began to drift across his mind again.

"you're nervous" YeSung stated blatantly. "I won't do anything if you really don't want to." He paused for a moment, "do you still believe I don't really love you?" "Just because I've done it before, doesn't mean that I'm always ready for it. I'm just nervous because it's rare that I get so much pleasure." RyeoWook convinced himself more-so than YeSung. YeSung turned and looked at him as if he were an alien. "You should be happy to get pleasure... not nervous." He waved his hand and went back to placing things back in their places (clearly stalling to let RyeoWook settle). RyeoWook told himself to relax, he eased his way onto the edge of the bed, hoping he wouldn't have to do much. YeSung noticed RyeoWook sit at the edge of the bed, nervous willingness in the young singer's eyes. He decided to wait a little longer and pretended to be looking for something before remembering he lost his CD player and wanted to find it.

After a few minutes of looking through his drawers, he found the lost item and glanced over at RyeoWook again. He went over to the younger man. "Relax," he told RyeoWook, massaging his shoulders. RyeoWook turned to putty in the older man's hands. Anyone who gave RyeoWook a massage had COMPLETE control. YeSung laughed slightly and moved his hands lower to give RyeoWook a hug. Bringing his face to the younger boy’s ear, he whispered, “you trust me, right?” RyeoWook nodded his head almost too eagerly. He was quite horny and he had made the mistake of stopping YeSung twice. He turned to the older man and wrapped his arms around his neck, pulling him into a kiss. YeSung eagerly kissed RyeoWook back, sliding his tongue into the singer's mouth. The younger man willed his body to do what he wanted. He pulled Yesung on top of him as he laid back onto the bed. YeSung pressed his lower body against RyeoWook as he deepened his kisses. RyeoWook tried to bite back a moan, but it escaped into YeSung's mouth. YeSung pulled up RyeoWook's shirt, easily sliding it over RyeoWook's thin body. He started massaging the younger man's chest, his kisses trailing down his neck. RyeoWook moaned and tried to stop himself from being too loud. He felt himself getting hard already. He really needed this. YeSung noticed RyeoWook hard already and expertly slid a finger over the singer's jeans as he continued kissing his neck, moving down to the collarbone. RyeoWook almost cried out when YeSung's hand had moved to his lower body. YeSung grinned mischievously as he glided his finger over the zipper of RyeoWook's pants, kissing the younger man's nipple at the same time. RyeoWook groaned loud enough to have ShinDong bang on the wall. "I'm trying to read in here, keep it down!"

YeSung completely disregarded ShinDong's request and went to RyeoWook's stomach, licking the singer's stomach. Leaning up a bit, he frowned, but decided not to say anything to the skinny boy. He then unbuttoned RyeoWook's pants. "Ahhh, YeSung..." He trailed off, knowing he needed this release, but not knowing if he could stand the pleasure. YeSung smirked and kissed the area right at the tip of RyeoWook's zipper.

"I'm not doing anything on my own..." He told the younger singer, tormenting RyeoWook by stopping everything. RyeoWook instantly grabbed for the blanket to cover himself. Not wanting YeSung to look at him. "Hey hey hey..." YeSung said comfortingly but sternly, grabbing the blanket. He held onto the blanket, not pulling it completely away yet. "What is it?" "Nothing... I'm sorry.... I can't do this," RyeoWook pulled the blanket out of YeSung's hands and ran with it into the bathroom. He locked the door and shoved something or other that was movable and heavy, in front of the door. YeSung stared at the door in shock. He scrunched his eyebrows and tried to figure out what just happened. He went over to the door and knocked. "RyeoWook... come out..." He called, trying to push the door open after unlocking it. "No!" he shouted. RyeoWook stood in front of the mirror and dropped the blanket. He grimaced at what he saw. He pinched some skin on his stomach, obviously seeing fat ((totally non-existent)), he opened a drawer and took out YeSung's hidden stash of sharp objects. RyeoWook went to the door and pushed the object aside and opened the door. Standing in the way, and not letting Yesung in, RyeoWook stood at the doorway muttering apology after apology. "I'm sorry YeSung. I really love you. I'm really sorry...." RyeoWook slipped down the door frame until he was on the floor, a pool of blood pulsing from his wrist.

YeSung watched, wide eyed. He quickly grabbed for the nearest towel and put pressure on RyeoWook's wrists. He knew the young singer needed a hospital fast. "ShinDong!" He called, his voice going hoarse. He noticed the lock on the door, and how it was... well, locked. He looked over at his cell phone on the desk, as if it was mocking him.

"Dammit RyeoWook! What the hell's wrong with you?" He cried. He quickly ran to the door of the bedroom, unlocking it. "ShinDong!"

"Quit including me in your fantasies..."

"ShinDong! Call 911!" YeSung went back to apply pressure on RyeoWook's wrists.

"Why?"

"Do it! Or grab my cell phone!" ShinDong came in and, without looking, tossed YeSung his cell phone. "what's up hyung?" ShinDong asked calmly.

"RyeoWook tried to kill himself." YeSung replied, equally as calm.

"Now then, can you call 911? My hands are kinda bloody."

ShinDong froze on the spot after looking at RyeoWook. YeSung let out a loud sigh and grabbed his phone, deciding he needed a new one anyway. Dialing 911, he explained the situation and they told him they'd be coming soon. He told them to bring an extra ambulance for when the first one collapsed from climbing up twelve flights of stairs because the elevator was broken.

The receptionist laughed it off.

He was serious.

RyeoWook was still conscious and still muttering apologies. "I'm sorry it had to come to this. I don't want you to seen me die, so don't come with me in the ambulance. Please, don't come with me. I'm sorry. I love you...." RyeoWook slipped out of conciousness. YeSung cursed under his breath, although glad RyeoWook had shut up about loving him. What the hell was taking that ambulance so long?

When the ambulance arrived (finally, YeSung thought to himself), they grabbed RyeoWook and asked YeSung some questions, luckily, ones the older singer could answer.

Once at the hospital, YeSung waited impatiently in the waiting room. He told ShinDong to keep quiet, but he didn't know how long it would be until LeeTeuk threatened the information out of ShinDong.

A few hours earlier, the doctor came out and YeSung stood up.

"Well?" YeSung asked, but then was taken aback. "Dr. Wong?" He asked, cocking his head to the side.

"Yes?" The doctor didn't recognize him, YeSung laughed at the irony as Dr. Wong's words fell onto deaf ears.

"Are you alright sir? is there anything we can accommodate you with? a place to sleep? some food?" YeSung waved him off, "I'm fine." He replied.

As the doctor was about to leave, YeSung called him back. "I think we'll be getting to know each other well..." He muttered "again" under his breath, "I apologize in advance for my other band mates when they get here. I'm Kim JongWoon, by the way." He said, holding out his non-armbanded hand, letting a small scar show itself.

Dr. Wong got it this time, with a smile, he shook YeSung's hand excitedly.

"You've really changed a lot." He replied, happy to see his old patient was doing alright. "I didn't even recognize you." YeSung smiled a bit.

"It's the gray shirt right?" He joked.

"But really... how's RyeoWook? I wasn't paying attention." He replied. Dr. Wong frowned and looked at the charts. "He should be fine." YeSung swore he heard the doctor mention something about how he really hadn't changed, that he still didn't listen, and then out loud, bid YeSung goodbye for the night, and telling the young man he should get some sleep too.

RyeoWook woke up in the hospital bed and looked around. He sat up and pulled the IV out of his arm. He was really dizzy from blood loss and staggered to the door. he managed to stagger down the hallway and to the waiting room where he saw YeSung sitting with his eyes closed. RyeoWook hoped he was sleeping, the man did sleep like a rock. He stumbled towards YeSung and tried to go past him. YeSung pulled on RyeoWook's arm, pulling the younger man onto his lap. "Where are you going?" He whispered to RyeoWook. "I hate hospitals. Why of all nights, did you pick tonight to be a light sleeper?"

"I hate them too, but you don't see me walking out. And these are uncomfortable, so it's hard to fall asleep well." He explained. "Now then, go back to your bed." He demanded. "I can't sleep.... Stay in my room with me? The chairs are fluffier than these ones." RyeoWook assured him. YeSung frowned. "You're trying to get me to fall into a deeper sleep so I won't wake up when you try to leave?" He paused, "I'll stay out here, but you go back into your bed." "No....YeSung.....Hyung....please.... I just can't sleep...." RyeoWook's eyes light up and he begins stumbling back to his room, "It's a hospital, they're bound to have plenty of sharp objects in my room. This will be easy if I'm alone." YeSung's eyes widened as he got up and grabbed RyeoWook's arm.

"Why are you being like this?" He cried to his lover. "Like what?" He cried back, equally as distressed. "How can you love me? how can you even like me? I'm hideous! My cheeks are to big, my waist is huge, and I'm as big as a cow! I'm disgusting! How can you stand me, when I can't stand myself!" RyeoWook had fallen to the ground and was now in tears because of his hysterics. YeSung listened to him and felt his anger rise with each word.

"What the hell RyeoWook? You're tiny! You're the smallest one in the group! If you get any thinner you'll be under 100 pounds probably!" He cried. "You have no fat!" He added, his voice raising without his meaning to. The doctor and nurse came out and pulled the arguing couple into a room, so the others in the waiting room could sleep or worry in peace. YeSung quickly pulled the doctor into a secluded corner. "He's showing signs of some sort of eating disorder..." He informed the doctor, looking at RyeoWook worriedly. "We know about his disorder, RyeoWook why don;t you tell your friend here. He's very worried about you." RyeoWook rolled his eyes at the doctor, "I have bulimia, you actually almost caught me today at the restaurant. I always throw my food up, especially when you feed me, because it's way to much."

YeSung felt his heart sink as RyeoWook pointed fingers. "w-Why?" was all he could manage out. "What do you mean why? Just look at me...." YeSung did a frustrated hand motion, "There's nothing wrong with you! Except you're too skinny!" He yelled. He turned to the doctor. "If you knew, why didn't you do anything?" He cried, getting a bit hysterical. "YeSung!" RyeoWook put a comforting hand on his arm, "You know my past. You know how I was always teased. Of course I'm insecure about my appearance." YeSung went over to RyeoWook and put his hands on the younger boy's shoulders. "I know you were teased. I know you're insecure. But that's no reason to become bulimic." He shakes RyeoWook a little before enveloping him in a hug. "Or suicidal. It's a stupid thing to end your life like that... Trust me, I know." He told him, tears finally falling from where they'd been kept since RyeoWook collapsed on the bathroom floor. RyeoWook held onto YeSung tight. He was the only thing keeping him grounded and alive. "YeSung... I'm sorry...I love you.." RyeoWook pulled back from the hug, and right there in front of the doctor and nurse kissed YeSung full on the lips. "Then why did you try to leave me?" He asked, pulling away from the kiss. "I just don't know how you can love me. I accepted that you only wanted me as a hole, but then, you actually started to love me. I was afraid of being loved by someone, because I don't even love me. I'm sorry..." The doctor placed a hand on the nurses back and led her out of the room, to give the couple privacy. "Why can't you love yourself? Because other people poke fun at you?" He asked with a frown, putting his hands back on RyeoWook's shoulders. "I love you because you're you... I really do love you~ all of you." He replied, adding the last part knowing RyeoWook would otherwise point out some loophole in his words. He enveloped RyeoWook in a hug again. "Words hurt YeSung," RyeoWook stopped talking and just cried into his lover's chest. "Saranghaedo."
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