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Trying	By : totaljammer Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Dong Bang Shin Ki Views: 1185 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Dong Bang Shin Ki. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Title: Trying
Pairings: YooSu, Jaeho, ????
Rating: PG
Summery: The members of DBSK try to work out what it means to be in love...with each other. Jaejoong's head.
"- - - - - -" is flash back okay? ^_^
Jaejoong POV
"Jaejoong Hyung I need your help." Micky's voice pleads pulling me out of my thoughts. He looks uncomfortable, but determined about something, I wonder if it has anything to do with Yuhno?
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I can see Micky in Yuhno's room, he's kneeling down face to face with Yuhno. Yuhno's face is serious yet soft towards Micky, he grasps Micky's hands in his own rubbing his thumbs across Micky's skin in circles.
"What is love?" Micky asks in a voice filled with emotion, I can't hear Yuhno's soft reply. I know I should not spy but I cannot stop my feet from pulling me closer, desperate to know what could put such a dreamy expression on my dongseng's face.
"Love...you." Yuhno's eyes are shinning brightly now and I can catch more of his soft but powerful words. "When you see the one you love all your worries leave, and when he touches you..." Yuhno trails off uncomfortably, but Micky just smiles brightly at him.
"I'd be lost without you." Micky gives Yuhno a soft kiss on the cheek.
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I ran, I'm not ashamed to admit it...didn't want to be caught snooping....that's all, at least that's what I keep telling myself. I clear away needless thoughts and instead focus on my needing dongseng.
"Anything Micky, how can I help?" He is still obviously very uncomfortable and stressed, I don't like seeing one of my dongsengs so upset. "Relax Micky." I sit him down on the couch next to me, physically forcing his fidgeting to stop by putting my hands on his shoulders. He takes a keep breath, and then another calming himself.
It's almost comical watching Micky deflate, he's so over the top with his loud sighs and drooping shoulders. I can't help smiling a little when he shrugs to himself and lets out one last big puff of air scattering his bangs.
"Kiss me." My jaw drops, I know my face is a perfect 'O' but I can't get my mouth to close.
"Wh..what?" I stutter out of a suddenly dry throat.
"Kiss me Jaejoong...I need to know..." Micky trails off embarrassed and all I can do is stare at him stupidly. What one earth could he learn from kissing me? Okay scratch that, he could learn alot...but WHY? His face is completely serious, this isn't some silly joke...I'm now the one sighing deeply...but ultimately I cannot refuse my dongseng.
I lean in closing the distance between us, Micky is as stiff as a board, but his face is still set in determination. I slow my approach coming to a stop when we are almost nose to nose, spending a few moments looking into his eyes trying to read his emotions, his thoughts. His fierce determination overshadows everything else, leaving me clueless as to what is going on inside his head.
Internally shrugging; Why the hell not? I close the last of the distance bringing my lips against his. I feel him tense when we connect but he quickly relaxes against my lips. His eyes slide closed and mine do the same, forgetting the why and instead focusing on the kiss. Slowly I move my lips against his enjoying the feel of perfect, soft lips against my own...its been too long since I have had this. Micky starts to respond to my kiss, pressing his lips against mine. I part my lips to lightly like at his seeking entrance, he lets me in allowing me to deepen the kiss.
The taste of mint hits me, ridding atop his natural flavor, a flavor that is all man. No longer needing my encouragement his tongue flicks across mine and I eagerly join the dance. The sensations...oh I never realized how much I missed this. Being kissed so deeply and with care...Jae you are one lonely man to enjoy kissing your dongseng so much. I pull back before I no longer have the willpower to, before I enjoy it too much. I open my eyes partially, mind still clouded by passion, and to my credit Micky's face is flushed and he has a slightly dreamy expression. I'm good.
Micky's attention is fixated on my tongue as I flick it out licking my lips. "Find what you needed to know yet?" I smirk seductively enjoying the deepening of his blush.
"I ah..." I hide a little laugh at his tongue twisted state, damn I'm really good! My lips curve in a devilish smile, this is just too easy and fun to stop.
"Maybe you should look a little harder," I whisper in my seductive voice, "I'm sure we can find what you are looking for...if we just try hard enough." The incredulous and slightly scared look on his face is priceless! I cannot contain a bark of laughter, his indignant expression at my laughter only makes me laugh harder. I double over holding my stomach can fall back on the couch unable to control myself.
Soon I hear Micky's laughter join my own, he never could keep from laughing for very long. Wiping the tears that formed at the corners of my eyes I pull him on to me wrapping my arms around him. He holds me back as our laughter calms into giggling.
Sometimes it scares me how easily Micky and my other dongsengs break through my cold heart so easily. How they can get me laughing at acting as silly as a child with them. Although no one will ever get me to act as bad as when Xaih and Micky are together...those two are...special. Countless images of those two goofing off and laughing themselves silly cascade in my mind...yeah special in the bad way...I mentally sweat drop just thinking about how embarrassing they can be.
"So Micky, what was all this about?" Sitting up I ask him after we have both settled down.
"Ah well you see...I need to know if I could...ah...be gay...like do gay stuff..." He says very shyly, I raise an eyebrow knowing he's leaving something important out.
"I'd say you're pretty good at being gay, judging by your kiss at least...there are other things I can help you try out though..." I wink at him with a laugh. "No in seriousness though, why did you need to know?" I ask fully expecting him to give me another misleading half answer.
"Well I've been thinking about love alot lately...love with a guy actually." The image of Micky and Yuhno hand in hand together flashes in my mind.
Oh.
My heart twists in on it self as I realize what is going on. It hurts, but I let it go, I already have far more than I deserve having my dongsengs, no use hurting stupidly over things I'll never have. As my dongsengs they have given me more happiness than I ever thought possible, I am forever grateful for their presence.
Micky's voice brings me out of my brooding. "I'm sorry Jae, for being weird, but you've helped me alot. I owe you." His warm smile melts the ice that had been creeping up my heart. "Thank you Jae."
"You do really owe me, anytime I ask for payback you won't question me?" I ask him receiving a happy nod as an answer.
"Of course hyung! I'd do anything for you anyway." His sincerity hurts, having him so open with his feelings, with his caring for me...I feel so very special and I can see why Yuhno would like him. I blush slightly at his kind words, I'm not used to being cared for. Micky smirks at me pulling me into another hug squeezing me tightly. "Silly Jae, you know I love you!" I'm stuck silent by his words.
Micky moves off the couch smiling at me sweetly and I can feel it stealing away my heart. I now understand why all the women swoon for him when he smiles like that. Micky stoops down to give me a quick peck on the cheek in farewell before running off with a bounce in his step. I am left sitting on the couch with so much to think about. The warm ache inside me has me worried, I can't be falling in love.
Can I?
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