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Infatuation	By : Firithfalaswen Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Panic! At The Disco Views: 998 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Panic! At the Disco. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Ch 3: I'm so attracted to you. The feeling's mutual too.

Firith's POV

I'm a stupid ass...

Always falling for the wrong guy and stupid enough to believe him.

Well, at least I was still in time to get the fuck away from it, right?

We stopped at the next venue early in the morning and I knew I had slept only a few hours. It wasn't a secret to anyone that I had sleeping problems, but last night, after what happened backstage, in the bus and what I had the misfortune to hear, it got worse. Knowing full well I wouldn't go back to sleep, I rolled out of my bunk silently, grabbing a hoodie and my smokes and exited the bus, the cool morning air waking me up even more.

I settled around the picnic tables, smoking and looking around the deserted venue, till a soft tingle on the back of my neck made me uncomfortable. I knew it was him. I just knew. I heard him sigh a couple of times and fidget his feet on the dirt, but I didn't turn, enjoying the last of my smoke, waiting for him to talk. But his maintained silence and loud thinking got the best of my patience.

"Need anything, Ross?" I said still not turning and flipping my smoke away.

"You didn't sleep well." Was all he said. I turned briefly and raised an eyebrow, speaking in monotone.

"I never do. Everyone knows that." He sighed.

"I guess I deserve you being so upset." Wasn't he smart???

"Really? What makes you think that?" I said in my best sarcastic tone, not looking at him.

"Yeah. I know. I meant what I said last night though. But I don't think I could ever make you understand." He said quietly. I turned around and saw him looking down, kicking the dirt.

"Well, maybe if you try to explain... even at the sight of the recent events, I'm not that stupid." I stared at him waiting for an answer as I lighted another smoke.

"You want explanation? There was a girl. You know her. She ruined me. Literally. Ripped my heart right out and pissed all over it." Hell, didn't I know who she was? I hated her. And hearing him say these things made me hate her even more. "And no one was there for me. But my best friend. I'm... I'm safe with him. He gets me. And he'll protect me." Ryan sighed rubbing his face and looked at me. "Brendon is my security blanket. Okay?"

I stared back blankly. "Okay... then why taking your chances with me? Why including me in your little agreement when you're clearly terrified of it?" I said blowing out smoke

"I...don't really know. And I AM scared. I just know that I think you're special." He hung his head after that. I blinked a couple of times wondering if I'd heard right.

"You're not the only one with a previously broken heart here, Ryan. You're not the only one scared shitless of getting hurted again." I confessed.

"I know."

We fell silent for another while and I flicked my smoke to the ground, standing up.

"Maybe you should think all of this over. Make sure of what it is you really want and what chances are you willing to take." I said a little softer now.

"I dunno. Maybe I should. But I don't want to fuck up my chance with you." He looked at me briefly again. I rolled my eyes.

"So you wanna 'try me out' and still keep Brendon?" I said shaking my head.

"...No! I'm not like that. If you... I mean, if we do whatever, the Brendon stuff is... is done." Ryan stammered, looking at me intently.

"We'll see if that works." I said as I started walking away from him. He didn't move from his spot, probably wondering what I meant. I know I was wondering that too. I stopped and turned. "Are you coming or not? You still owe me breakfast..."

The tiniest sweetest smile appeared on Ryan's face now. "Right... breakfast." He said with a light chuckle, catching up and walking by my side.

Kris' POV

Okay. This is ridiculous. I’m more nervous around Brendon AFTER fucking him than I was before. I was jumpy trying to work around him staring at me as I wrote down a list of things I needed to go out and retrieve for the band while we were stopped. I decided to break the awkward silence.

“Is there anything you want to add to the list, Urie?” I was desperately trying not to act differently.

Brendon smirked, amusement in his eyes, which were still locked on me and asked, “Since when do you call me Urie?”

I chuckled, balancing the clipboard I was using on my hip. “I don’t know…So? I’ve got your juice… and…?” I stared at him questionably.

He smiled sweetly. I wanted to jump him. “Gummy bears?” He half asked/questioned.

“Gummy bears? Okay.” I chuckled and added them to the list. He giggled, making me look up.

“I was kidding. But I’ll have some anyways. Are you okay?” He stared into my eyes and traced trails up my arm with the tips of his fingers. I looked down at them, and back up again, trying to keep from visibly shivering.

“Fine. Why?”

Brendon shrugged. "You seem…nervous.”

I chuckled. “Really?” Maybe I should stop trying NOT to be awkward.

“I thought we passed all the awkwardness?” He asked as if reading my mind. He titled his head in the cutest way and gave me an extra sweet look. Fucking cute bastard.

“Well, I tried. And I don’t feel awkward around you as a person, but as my boss? It’s still weird.”

“Oh well… I can understand that. But don’t worry so much. It’s not like I’l force you to do things. Or threaten your job.”

“Of course you wouldn’t. I’d sure you for sexual harassment.” I told him with a straight face. “Just kidding.”

“You would?” Brendon looked shocked, and I held in a giggle. He rolled his eyes. “Hahaha” He chuckled, sticking out his tongue.

I giggled back, fighting off thoughts about that tongue. “Shouldn’t you be doing something other than watching me work?”

“Not really.” He replied. “Why? Am I bothering you?”

“Nope. Not at all. Just wondering.”

He sucked a lollipop into his mouth and I watched, really wanting to be in it’s place. “You want to get something to eat?”

I tried hard not to focus too hard on his lips and told him yes before hurrying off to get ready.

Brendon's POV

Kris and I entered the cafeteria and I immediately spotted Ryan and Firith giggling and having breakfast. If you can call coke breakfast.

"Hey guys! Good morning!" I said sitting in their table. I saw Firith roll her eyes while Ryan gave me a fake smile.

"Hey guys, what's up?" Kris said sitting by my side.

"Hey you! You woke up happy today..." Firith said, with a light chuckle at Kris.

"I'm always like this!" Kris shook her head. Ryan was staring at me with a raised eyebrow, I guess he didn't like me being there, but I chose to ignore him.

"What do you want me to get you?" I asked Kris with a smile.

"'ll have whatever you have I guess."

"Okay!" I stood up to get some food for us, watching Ryan's eyes roll in annoyance.I got back with a sandwich for me and grilled cheese for her. "I heard around you like grilled cheese." I said handing her the plate.

"Yeah, I do... " She said biting her lip.

Firith stood up suddenly. "I better get going."

"Okay, what do you have to do? I'll come with you." Ryan said standing as well. I gave him a questioning look he ignored.

"No need! Just work stuff... you guys have an interview this afternoon."

"We do?" I asked, sipping my red-bull.

Firith checked her palm. "Local radio station."

"Fun!" I said smiling at Kris again. "Will you help me pick my outfit?"

"Of course silly. It's what I get paid for..." She giggled and I did too. I watched Ryan with the corner of my eye scratching his head. It was really amusing to see him this nervous.

"Okay, well... Are you sure you don't want me to walk you?" He insisted, making me choke a laugh.

Firith looked at us. "It's okay really. It's pretty boring." She said, making Ryan sigh and me roll me eyes.

"Just go and stop being a pussy!!" I giggled pushing Ryan away, gaining a death glare.

"Whatever. Look, I'm not staying here. So we might as well walk together. See you around Kris." He said before walking off with Firith as Kris told them bye.

"What the heck is wrong with them?" I asked casually.

"You're asking me? That was definitely weird!" Kris said with a chuckle eating her cheese.

"Oh Nevermind! What do you think I should wear today?" I took another sip from my drink, shrugging off the awkwardness of the previous scene.

"Well, I have this red dress..." She said pretending to think.

I laughed. "You think my hips will fit?"

"I hope so! We may have to stuff the top though." She giggled. I looked at her.

"Yeah, I see why." I said, trying to smile innocently.

"You are so NOT innocent! Don't even look at me like that."

"Oh well... you've seen my...not so innocent side." I smirked at her and she did the same, biting her lip.

"If that was not so innocent, I'd like to see devilish." She battled her eyelashes at me. "But I guess we'd better get going if I have to help hunt down the perfect outfit... girlfriend."

"Maybe I'll show you soon." I said with a wink. "Let's finish our food, there's no rush."

Both kept eating our breakfast in peace, talking about random stuff. But Ryan and his awkwardness didn't leave my mind. I knew he liked the girl, but he also said it was just for fun. I guess I have to give the kid a little time. In the meantime, the hot girl I had infront of me could make a nice distraction, and it seems she's all about playing as well.

Ryan's POV

I walked with Firith silently back to our bus, still unhappy with the way Brendon ruined our good time. I guess I had to face things, whenever he came around things were going to get awkward between us, no matter how hard I tried for it to be different. I opened the door for her and she climbed in with me behind her. I slumped wordlessly onto the front lounge couch, searching the cushions for the Mp3 player I’d seen Spence stash there last night.

I watched her as she did some random stuff, and occasionally, we’d lock eyes. I wanted her. But I wanted her for so much more than just what she’d thought. There was just something about her. And we were so much alike, it was kinda scary.

I thought we’d be great together, once she got over the Brendon thing…

And I did too.

When she passed by me the last time, I held my hand out and smiled up at her, making her smile back. “Why don’t you take a break?”

She looked down at me and sighed. “I can’t…I have to get these done.”

She was too adorable. I smirked, and rolled my eyes playfully. “And exactly who is the boss here?”

I almost laughed out loud when she smiled back and said, “Not you. I work for your record company.”

I just grinned and chuckled. “You’re such a smartass.”

“I guess I can afford a small break.” She gave in, giggling and sitting beside me. I scooted a little closer to her, smiling and biting down on my lip nervously.

“I’m sorry we got interrupted. I thought we were having a pretty good time. “

“We were,” She began, taking a sip of her coke. “But I guess you can’t ask for too much privacy around here.”

“I think… I think we should take advantage of it now though…” I smiled, leaning closer into her. And biting my lip, hard.

She mimicked me in the most adorable way. “Maybe…”

“We’ll see then…” I said breathily, moving closer and finally pressing my lips to hers. She sighed, kissing me back and I cupped her cheek and deepened it. Before long, we were engaged in a full on make out session, with no Brendon there to ruin it for us, for which I was grateful.

She moved a little closer and I wrapped my arms tight around her lower back. She ran her fingers through my hair, making me groan and I swear I felt myself start to swell beneath my pants.

Once the kisses got urgent and needy, she pulled away, leaving me breathless. “I have to get back to work.”

I bit my lip again and moved back, watching her hopefully. I didn’t want this to end. “Okay… maybe we’ll… hang out later?”

“Actually, I think I'm gonna nap.” She replied, rubbing her eyes.

“I think I do too. Would you like to join me?”

She smiled shyly, and I felt the urge to kiss her again. “Just… Let me finish this okay?” She kept the smile on her face as she kissed me sweetly, and I almost melted. She got up and went back to work while I waited happily.

“Okay. Done.” She said finally after I had already began to doze on the couch. She chuckled, and I took her hand wordlessly and led her to my bunk where she climbed in.
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