(Edited) Blind To The Sight Of Love | By : FallowingTheWolvesSteps Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Avenged Sevenfold Views: 1578 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Journal Entry- Early Morning 10/10/10
My mom just had to call tonight. I almost gave myself to Johnny. I was about to help Johnny when my mother called to tell me I had to make it home for Christmas this year. It is about two months away, the crazy lady. I think she just misses us since dad passed a few years back. I always use to bring the boys up to see her. I miss her. Maybe a trip to see her will be what I need to get away from myself. My life, my ex-wife, the man I am deeply in love with. -Matt
The next morning Matt woke and was feeling better than he had the past few days. He was sitting on the couch next to Johnny as he fidgeted.
“You can go home if you want to John. I’m feeling better now. Thank you for taking care of me, I really appreciate it,” Matt said, smiling. He was hoping the gesture would ease any tension the previous night may have caused.
“Sure. Matt I’ll go if you want me too.” Johnny was ready to stand when Matt placed his hand on his arm.
“I don’t want you to, but if there is just going to be tension and we can’t talk about what happened, maybe you should leave. I don’t want you feeling uncomfortable. I am open to talk about every little experience I felt last night and answer any questions you may have.” Matt said, calmly looking into Johnny’s brown eyes. He couldn’t help but get mesmerized.
“Okay, I will talk about it if you are ok with it.” Johnny almost whispered to the larger man, Matt just nodded in encouragement.
“I have never felt the way I do when I see you, when you touch me in simple ways. You can’t seem to stay out of my mind sexually and not. But I am afraid that I am falling in love with someone who doesn’t love me back.”Johnny said with his hands in his lap by now fidgeting with his fingers. He felt Matt’s hand grasp.
“Last night, was amazing John. I have never had anyone touch and caress me the way you did last night. I have only been with one man in my life and I topped. When you touched me last night in those ways I loved the feeling and I want more of it Johnny. I want more of you, and don’t be afraid of falling in love with that person, because they are falling deeply for you.” Matt smiled, his dimples showing clearly to the shorter of the two.
“Random question, what do you prefer. Something in your ass or in your…” Johnny bit his lip not knowing how to approach the subject without making the other feel uncomfortable.
“Say it Johnny.” Matt pleaded with his eyes for the male in front of him to say it.
“In your ass or your vagina?” He asked quietly and quite embarrassed.
“What was that I can’t hear you my ass or my what?” Matt said knowing he did hear him; he just wanted Johnny to get more comfortable.
“Your vagina.” Johnny stated only a little louder but Matt acted like he couldn’t hear.
“What?” He asked again.
“Your VAGINA Mattie.” He said in a normal voice looking up into Matt’s green eyes. Matt smiled and leaned down towards Johnny’s face. He stopped only a few centimeters away from his lover’s lips.
“Can I kiss you Johnny?” Matt asked while caressing Johnny’s cheek with the back of his hand. Johnny’s breath caught.
“Yes.” The word was crushed as Matt’s lips replaced them. The kiss held passion as their tongues danced together in Johnny’s mouth.
“I’m falling in love with you Jonathan Lewis Seward.” Matt said smiling dimples showing perfectly as he rested his head against Johnny’s.
“Good because I’m falling in love with you too Matthew Charles Sanders.” Johnny smiled placing a gentle kiss to Matt’s lips.
“Johnny, I am sorry if I rushed you into anything last night.” Matt spoke quietly, sounding ashamed.
“Don’t be sorry Matt; I wanted to do it for you.” Johnny said looking up at Matt innocently chewing on his bottom lip.
“I love it when you do that,” Matt moaned very quietly after speaking. Johnny looked into his singer’s eager eyes and licked his lips. Matt could feel his pants begins to tighten. Johnny straddled Matt’s lap and started kissing his neck, working the larger man to full erection.
“Now, Now Mattie baby, you better learn to control that thing because I am expecting the boys any time now.” Johnny smirked his way.
Matt let out a frustrated groan as Johnny rubbed his ass against his hardened flesh, before getting off of his lap and heading into the kitchen. The door flew open revealing two very tall men and one slightly shorter man.
“Don’t you ever knock?” Matt joked with his band members. They all chuckled but only one spoke up.
“Now why would we do that, we may catch you and Johnny having sex on the couch one day.” Jimmy said laughing with the other two men. Matt was thankful that Johnny was in the kitchen because he was sure his lover was bright red.
Johnny’s hands gripped at the ball in his hands. It was bright red not too small not too big. He was focused on what was in front of him and that was a mean game of bowling. All night he would catch Matt staring at him and would smile back his way.
After bowling the boys all had things they needed to do leaving Matt and Johnny alone once more.
“Congratulations on the win shortie, I never knew you had it in you to bowl that many strikes.” Matt wrapped his arm around his ‘friend’ as soon as the night’s warm air hit them both.
“Thank you Matt, to tell you the truth neither did I.” Johnny spoke still surprised by his massive win.
“How about we get some dinner, just you and me by the beach?” Matt asked looking nervously at Johnny, fidgeting slightly: his hand pulling at the back of his neck.
“Are you asking me on a date Mr. Shadows?” Johnny asked in a flirting way smiling up at Matt. The taller man just wrapped his arm tighter around Johnny’s shoulder and gave him a dimply smile.
“What if I am, Mr. Christ?” Matt asked back going along wit the game.
“Then I would say, hell yes I’m starving.” Johnny laughed quietly to himself.
“What if I said it’s not?” Matt asked again watching the happiness dim from Johnny's face.
“Then I would say sure lets go get some food and have some drinks.” Matt smiled at his adorable companion. Matt stopped walking and turned towards Johnny holding out his hand smiling shyly.
“Where do you want to eat baby?” Matt finished his question biting at his lip ring. Johnny never looked away from Matt’s green eyes as he accepted the hand, entwining their fingers.
“I know this great place that isn’t too far from here.” Johnny said, smiling once again.
“Lead the way my lover.” Matt spoke with passion in his voice. Johnny could tell he bumped into the more romantic side of Matt Sanders.
After they were seated at an outdoor table at a restaurant right off the beach, their orders having been taken and they were both seated calmly.
“You are so beautiful Johnny.” Matt spoke, bringing the brown eyed man’s hand to his lips kissing the back of it before placing a gentle kiss to the palm. Johnny smiled, his heart began to beat faster, he didn’t know what was going on with him but he knew he wanted to be with Matt at that very moment. He couldn’t help the words he blurted out.
“I love you Matthew Sanders.” The words were out before Johnny had any time to catch them. Johnny looked wide eyed at Matt hoping he didn’t just stick his foot in his own mouth.
“Do you really love me Johnny?” Matt asked looking directly into the eyes of his date.
“Yes Matt I really love you, I have since we met years ago. I may only be nineteen right now but I have never been more sure of anything in my entire life Matt. I can’t even describe what I am feeling right now. All I know is my heart is beating so loud I can barely hear myself talk.” He wasn’t lying when he said that.
“I love you too Jonathan more than anything.” Matt spoke his peace; he leaned forward and placed an innocent kiss to Johnny's cheek. “Johnny, will you be my partner, my lover, my companion?”Matt still had a hold of Johnny's hand. He stroked the smaller man’s fingers absent mindedly.
“Matt, of course. I have wanted to make you and me, “Us” for a while now.” Johnny smiled playing with Matt’s fingers. Matt just smiled and kissed Johnny's lips gently.
Their dinner came and went and so did a romantic walk on the beach. Johnny found himself back in Matt’s House.
“Do you want to take a shower with me baby?” Matt asked stripping off his shirt, head poking around the corner from his room to the couch, the place Johnny was sitting.
“Sure Matt I need one.” Johnny laughed. As soon as he got in the bathroom with a half naked Matt he was unsure about bathing with the man. Naked. He was so much smaller then Matt, In every aspect. He was ashamed of himself.
“Johnny don’t even start with your looks.” Matt stated, sensing his dilemma. He walked towards his bassist and gripped the bottom of his shirt dragging it up and over his head. Johnny crossed his arms over his chest to hide his small muscles. Next Matt worked on his pants, they were down around his ankles by the time Matt decided to take his own boxers off.
“Come on baby let me see that gorgeous dick of yours.” Matt spoke softly so not to scare the man. Johnny sighed and pulled his boxers off quickly, his eyes sealed shut.
Matt had stared and dropped to his knees in front of the man he loved. The first thing he did was take the boys partially erect penis into his mouth. Johnny's breathing became erratic as Matt gave him his first male/male blow job. Matt’s tongue slithered around Johnny's dick creating patterns while he bobbed. Letting his teeth graze under Johnny's shaft Matt gripped at Johnny's sack playing with it. Johnny was going weak at the knees and almost screaming as Matt sucked in his head placing his tongue in the smaller boys slit. Licking at the pre-cum, enjoying the taste.
“Mattie I’m close.” Johnny moaned but Matt didn’t stop; he actually went faster than before sucking harder and moaning around the erection in his mouth.
“Ohh Fuck! Matt!.” Johnny yelled as he came down the willing throat of his boyfriend.
“Mmm baby you taste so good.” Matt said as he stood and kissed his lover feverishly. The taste of himself on Matt made him moan into the kiss.
The boys seemed to shower just fine together for now but after they finished is when the real fun starts.
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