Innocent Days | By : soleil Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > SHINee Views: 1135 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 2
On the outside Key seemed perfectly calm to anyone who didn’t really know him, but his hands shook from the effort it took to maintain his false front as he handed the Japanese customs officer his documents. Thank god that he had left his members and their manager far behind, for he didn’t know if he could keep it up if someone came up to talk to him right now. The thought that he would have to exit those gates to be carefully scrutinized by their always lurking fans while he was feeling like he was about to completely loose it and start crying again, sent shivers of fear over his back and the fact that what awaited him afterwards was a long ride in the van with Jonghyun, whom he simply wanted to scratch his eyeballs out, didn’t help at all.
‘Calm down. You are strong, you can do it.’ He halfassedly tried to convince himself while he was rummaging through his handbag just to pass some time until the others were also ready to exit. ‘You won’t make a scene and risk a scandal. That stupid prick is so not worth it.’ Where were his shades? He definitely could use them right now. When he finally found them he put them on and looked up just in time to see a perfectly normal looking Jonghyun pass him by without even glancing in his direction. That made the loop of his bitter thoughts automatically start again: After all that inhuman struggle Key had gone through to keep being there for Jonghyun after having his heart handed back to him in tiny little shredded pieces, the guy had just had the nerve to tell him that touching him intimately was a price he was willing to pay to get his undivided attention back. As if touching Key in that way was like some kind of sacrifice to him. How could he say that to his face? His supposedly best friend… Did Jonghyun really find him that disgusting? Key was amazed at how much he hurt, despite all the effort he had made to distance himself and burry his feelings since the last time he had gotten torn up. He could feel the waterworks slowly opening up again and he turned on the spot with the only panicked thought in mind that he had to find a restroom soon, or else he’d probably cause an ugly scene. “Don’t turn around so abruptly! You startled me!” Minho said smiling warmly and caught Key before he had the chance to collide with him. Bending down he whispered into his ear so no one else could hear him, pronouncing every word with intensity: “I am here, ok?” He might be a man of few words, but his eyes spoke volumes. Key knew in an instant everything the younger boy wanted to tell him: that he was there for him, that he would protect him, that he would never judge him -that everything would be alright. It was as if a wave of strength was channeled from Minho through the places where his hands still lay on his shoulders and right into Key’s body. “I’m ok.” Key smiled weakly up at him and for the first time since one long hour ago he started to believe that maybe he eventually would be. “Take my hand.” Minho murmured when he saw Key glancing to the gates and with that he had already taken Key’s hand in his and started walking to the exit. They made it to the van without any incident, and Key was wondering why that had seemed so unbelievably difficult just mere minutes ago. “There you are, hyungs!” Taemin smiled at them. “Let’s go! After the rehearsal we are finally done for the day.” He said excitedly, probably at the prospect of having the evening off for once. No late night interviews or radio-shows were scheduled that night. Minho just opened the door to the van where Onew and Jonghyun had already taken place in and pulled Key next to him onto the seat in the back of the vehicle. In the relative privacy of the car Key finally relaxed and was about to close his eyes when Onew half-jokingly and half-worriedly asked : “Problem with loose bowels, Kibum? One month of almost exclusively plane-food finally got to you?” “Ne.” He confirmed tiredly, inwardly welcoming Onew’s involuntarily offered excuse and felt Minho wrap his arms around him to pull him into a close embrace. “Wanna go see a doctor?” Jinki insisted and Key made a small placating gesture with his hand, muttering an “Aniyo. I will be ok.” “Manager-hyung,” Minho spoke up and Key could feel his deep voice vibrating in his chest “maybe we should take him to the hotel to rest. It wouldn’t be wise to let do the rehearsal in this state.” Contemplating it for a bit the manager finally grumbled a somewhat annoyed: “Ne, ne..” and gave the driver instructions to take Key to their hotel, but only after the rest of Shinee got to the location of their next concert. It was a rather stupid thing to do, not only because a sick person should be their priority, but even more so because after taking Key to the hotel the driver would have to drive all the way back again to the concert-hall to pick them up. But the manager was known for his not so sympathetic nature and he was probably already annoyed that they were running late on schedule, so nobody said anything and Key was simply grateful that soon he wouldn’t have to be in Jonghyun’s presence anymore for that day. When they arrived at their destination Minho pressed his lips onto Key’s temple and said: “Let’s room together tonight.” “Sure.” Key replied spiritlessly, but the sadness in his heavy chest had curiously made some room for his heart to flutter.While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. 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