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Mending Hearts	By : JeffAndShannon Category: WWF/WWE > General Views: 2311 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the celebrities of WWE/WWF. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Jay pushed the door closed behind him and grunted loudly. Another night of trying to avoid Chris’ overtures and he was going to scream. Or hit Chris. Yeah, maybe more drastic measures were called for. Matt chuckled from the r sir side of the room and Jay blinked in surprise. He hadn’t expected to find his roommate up here.

“You, too?”

Matt nodded and pulled off his tee. He was in for the night apparently, which gave Jay a sense of relief. Matt had obviously become much more important to him than he ‘d previously realized.

“Rob grabbed my ass on the way out of the locker room, so I decided to hightail it back here,” Matt explained.

Jay nodded dumbly trying not to make it so obvious that he was transfixed by Matt’s bare chest.

“Chris still after you?”

“Huh?” Jay looked up in surprise. “Oh, yeah. It seems he and the other two don’t believe our story.”

“Hmm,” Matt murmured thoughtfully. “How can we convince them?”

As he said this, Matt was walking slowly to the bed. He and Jay had agreed to get single bed hotel rooms from now on because they only used one bed anymore anyway, and because it would be another detail in their story for the three stalkers. But Jay was privately glad to have Matt this close to him. It made him more comfortable to know for sure that he and Matt would be sleeping together, and not guessing up to the last minute. He wondered when Matt would catch on to Jay’s feelings and what he would do about it. Jay still couldn’t quite make himself believe his feelings would be returned. How could they while Shawn was still around?

“I, I don’t know,” Jay stammered following Matt with his eyes.

Matt looked back at him with an unreadable expression, but it was intense. Jay could feel his heart pick up speed as he locked eyes with Matt and couldn’t look away. And he’d tried, too. He knew that Matt would easily read his feelings if he stared into Jay’s eyes for too long so he’d tried desperately to look away at something, anything else. But Matt’s dark gaze held his firmly and Jay began to tremble.

“Don’t fear me,” Matt pleaded softly, his Southern accent thick and undisguised like it usually was. “The last thing I ever want to do is make you fear me.”

Jay blinked again in surprise. What was going here? Matt was being gentle and soft. He was moving so slowly, too as he sat on the bed. It was as if he was doing whatever he could to keep Jay comfortable, so that the Canadian wouldn’t run from the room. Could Shannon be right? Could Matt have feelings for him? Jay held his breath hoping.

“I, I don’t,” he stammered again. “I don’t fear you.”

“Why are you shaking?”

Jay shrugged but he couldn’t stop the trembling. He was so afraid this was another dream and that he’d wake up beside Matt again, who would be fast asleep and unaware.

“Come to me,” Matt whispered, holding out a hand.

Jay studied it carefully. It looked real. But how could he be sure? If this was a dream, Jay knew that Matt would dissolve into thin air as soon as the blond touched his hand. And Jay didn’t want the dream to end if that’s what this was.

“I promise I won’t hurt you,” Matt said keeping his hand forward. “I know, considering the way I was when I first came back here, you have no reason on this earth to believe me, but it’s the honest truth, Jay. I will not hurt you. I won’t let anyone hurt you ever again. I swear to you, if you’ll take this chance, this one really big risk, I’ll make sure you feel nothing but love from now on.”

Jay looked from the hand up to Matt’s face. And there he saw it. Matt’s eyes finally became clear and Jay could see he wasn’t kidding. He meant every last word. This both thrilled and scared the blond man. These feelings he’d developed for the older Hardy were so much more intense than ones he’d ever experienced before, Adam included. He knew that if Matt chose to, he could completely destroy him forever. And his past actions showed that he was capable of such cruelty. Shannon had barely managed to survive the fallout. Ironic that Adam, Jay’s destroyer, became the small blond’s savior. But Matt’s eyes held only naked, raw emotion, indicating that Jay wasn’t the only one taking a risk now. The dark man kept his arm out to Jay and waited patiently.

I could turn away now, Jay thought. I could make Matt pay for what he did to Shannon and get a small measure of revenge for myself for I went though over the years if I just walk out the door. He studied Matt’es aes as he thought things over. It was easy to see that Matt was just as vulnerable right now as Jay. But a stabbing pain in his heart broke his thoughts like a dam. He couldn’t do that to this man. Once upon a time he could have, should have really, done that to Adam. But not this man who was so much the love of his life right now. Jay suddenly knew he would never walk away from Matt again and he moved forward to take Matt’s hand.

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Matt’s released the breath he was holding and tugged Jay down onto the bed with him, burying his face in the blond’s neck.

“You weren’t sure what I’d say, were you?” Jay asked amused.

“No.”

“You really risked a lot.”

“I risked everything,” Matt said pulling back and leaning in. “I had to, though. You needed to know you had the power.”

Jay raised an eyebrow and opened his mouth to reply but Matt didn’t let him. He pressed his lips firmly to Jay’s and put a hand behind the other’s man’s head to keep him there. Matt had been dreaming of this kiss for a long time and he wasn’t about to rush it. Jay seemed startled at first but relaxed into him and even began to kiss him back. He opened his mouth and Matt took full advantage by sliding his tongue inside and tasting him. God, Jay tasted like heaven. The other man moaned and pressed into Matt urgently.

“I don’t want to rush you,” Matt said softly as he pulled back slightly and began to kiss the side of Jay’s mouth. “We are only going as fast as you want to.”

Jay stared at him in wonder and Matt began to feel self-conscious.

“What?”

“Nothing,” Jay shrugged. “It’s just been a long time since someone let me set the pace.”

“Adam didn’t?” Matt asked then wanted to kick himself for bringing Jay’s ex up even in casual conversation. “I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be,” Jay smiled. “And he did at first. But you know what it was like later on. Then Steiner didn’t particularly care what I thought when he dragged my drunk ass into his room.”

“Steiner?” Matt asked deivelively sounding calm. He didn’t want to startle his new soon-to-be lover, but he had to know the story behind this one. The rumor mill had mentioned it, but it was long ago when Matt was more concerned about his plan. Now he had to know what had happened to Jay before he came to Raw. “What happened with him?”

Matt nuzzled Jay’s ear to lull him into docilely explaining what happened with Scott, and it worked. It seemed that Jay would tell him anything in this state, and Matt filed it away for the future, vowing not to abuse the technique. He never wanted to hurt Jay and would only use the tactic if necessary. When Jay finished his story, Matt attempted to remain calm. He was definitely going to take this up with Steiner and, if he had to, with Booker T. Nobody would make Jay feel like a piece of ass again whhe whe was around.

“You’re upset,” Jay said and Matt looked at him.

“Not at you,” he clarified. “Never, ever at you. Just at those two pricks.”

“But it’s in the past,” Jay still looked perplexed. “Jeff, Chris and Drew took care of it when I couldn’t.” Jay looked down, embarrassed. “I haven’t been very brave lately.”

Matt pulled Jay’s chin up and looked into his eyes. “You don’t need to be anything other than what you are,” he said firmly. “Don’t pretend to be strong when you feel hurt.”

“I’m a wrestler,” Jay whined. “I shouldn’t let shit like this get to me.”

“You’re a human being,” Matt replied. “You feel what you need to feel. I’ll take care of the rest.”

“You don’t have to, you know.”

“Yes, I do.”

“Why?” Jay asked.

“Because I love you.”

The words were out before Matt even thought about them and now he looked at Jay uncertainly, wondering if he was rushing things like he vowed he wouldn’t. The other man suddenly smiled beautifully.

“Don’t just tell me, Matt,” he said lying back on the bed. “Show me.”
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