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Pixie Dust and Dark Voids	By : shibbydm Category: Individual Celebrities > Gerard Butler Views: 4192 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know Gerard Butler. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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The sunlight seemed to spit its rays through the window, infuriating Jade who rolled over onto Gerard’s pillow. Waking up slowly she realised he wasn’t there and flumped her head deep into the pillow breathing in. Groaning she rose up off the bed and slouched to the kitchen, grumbling to herself.
It had been easy at first, Jade hadn’t minded losing him, she had caught up with her friends, she had spoken to Craven about the film, Jake had taken her places, she had filled her time. But gradually she had found all these trips and conversations pointless; everything was pointless when he wasn’t around. It was eating at her. A knock at the door made her blink; stomping towards it she threw it open and glared at Jake.
”Go away” she moaned, walking back through the hallway and flumping back down on the bed, hugging Gerard’s pillow to her. Jake rolled his eyes, “Jade its one in the afternoon get your fat arse out of bed” pulling at the pillow he flung it across the room. “Come on, we can go shopping if you like” Jake smiled using his only card.
”I want to go shopping with him” she sobbed.

Five hours behind her Gerry rolled over in a hotel bed. It was 7am but he couldn’t sleep, he was thinking about her. He had been ok at first, busy with interviews and whatnot but now I was grinding him. He missed her smile, her laugh. The way she always knew what he was thinking and how to solve it. After landing in Italy he had been astounded by the fans waiting for him. It soon became tiring though as the fans vanished and the bitches appeared. All swarming around him, asking him about his life, then dropping a hand on his knee when they thought he was relaxed. He felt like a piece of meat, and these women were hounds all fighting each other for him. None of them gave a damn about him; they wanted a photo and a fuck. All he wanted was Jade. Reaching for his mobile he dialled her number.

”Hello?” Jake sighed into the phone. “Gerry? Oh it’s great to hear your voice. Yeah she is here” throwing the phone to Jade he watched her ace light up and then walked into the kitchen to give them five minutes.
”Jade” he sighed, “How are you?”
”I’m very lonely. I’ve been in bed all day. I refuse to change the sheets.” She laughed, her spirits lifted to hear him.
”There’s my skanky girl” Gerry chuckled, “Seriously is everything ok? The place fine?” Gerard sat up in bed and walked to the window, staring out at the Italian morning in front of him.
”Everything’s fine, its just not home without you that’s all. It’s weird. But I’m decorating” she winced waiting for his reaction.
”You’re changing my bachelor pad” he shouted. “What are you doing?”
”I’m just changing the bathroom, its horrible. Plus re-painting the kitchen. I got bored here by myself”
Gerard leaned against the window frame smiling, “I cant wait until you get here, I’ve been without you for 5 days and I want to die! Just another few weeks though right?”
”Just another few weeks,” she soothed back to him. “Wes says I might get the scenes done in a week and a half if all goes to plan then I can come get you Gerry! So are you behaving yourself?”
”But of course my pixie, there’s a bunch of woman who keep fucking with my head. It seems pointless trying to strike up conversation with them at parties and things, as there hands wander”
Anger coursed through Jade but she suppressed it. “Well I’m having group orgies here go for it” she joked.
”Hilarious, how I miss your wit” he remarked sarcastically.
”Narky arse, I’m pouting here”
”Well so am I, picture that.”
”Aww I can never resist that! Right I need to get dressed I suppose. I’m flying to L.A tomorrow and after that to France to see you my little dewdrop of water”
”Your pet names get weirder. Ok well behave yourself pixie face and I’ll see you very soon ok?”
Jade gulped, not wanting him to leave her, “Ok” she tried swallowing the lump in her throat as silent tears fell down her face. “I really miss you Gerry”
Gerry caught the sobs in her voice and hung his head. “I miss you too baby. Love you”
”Love you” Jade hung up and sobbed.

The weeks flew by and Jade settled into the trailer she was allocated. Making friends with the cast and crew instantly she was delighted to be acting alongside David Boreanaz, since she had a thing for him in Angel. She found him smart and funny, always showing off photos of his son, he was clearly a devoted father. Lying in her trailer alone, she tried to imagine Gerry as a father and got images of him holding his nephew at Christmas. Jade had called Gerard’s mum several times while he was away just for a talk, and to see how she was. Talking to his mother made her feel close to him and his people and it cheered her up between his calls. Snuggling into her Gerbear she tried to envisage his arms around her and fell into a restless sleep.

On the other side of the pond Gerard looked at his watch, it would be 12.30 for Jade. It was 8.30 for him, sipping his water he glanced about the room. Catching the eye of a small dark haired girl. The girl’s hair was just like Jades, it made him feel funny watching her walk around. It was teasing enough to see someone who resembled her, but to see she was as fun and as bubbly killed him. Turning away he faced the window for a while, swirling the water in his glass.
Within a few hours he was sitting talking to this woman, her name was Julie and she was Italian. Gerard stared at her closely; she was nowhere near as beautiful as Jade, but her hair was very alike. Nor was she as graceful, in act she was getting more and more drunk as the night went on, she seemed to have attached herself to him, which worried him. As he suspected her hand fell upon his leg and she leaned closer to him, standing up quickly he offered to get her a cab home, as he was leaving now and could see the state she was in. She nodded and took his arm; he walked her to the door and to a cab. As she turned to say goodbye she leaned into kiss him and her lips pressed against his.

Jade held the paper at arms reach, a picture of Gerard kissing another girl on the front screamed out at her. But she felt nothing. Not yet. Right now she had a numb sensation within her stomach, Gerard had tried calling three times but she hadn’t answered. Hiding away in her trailer she ventured outside only to film, then she trailed back and hid herself from the world again, not eating and barely sleeping.
Jake had arrived on the second day being hauled to her by security guards who had found him climbing over a fence to get to her.
”Jade ponder this, this isn’t Gerry! You know Gerry, he loves you” Jake threw the paper in the bin and turned his back on it. Jade just stared blankly ahead.
”So your telling me that’s not a picture of him kissing another girl” Jake hauled the paper back out of the bin and stared.
”Look it’s a kiss on the lips. True. There no tongues, and look he looks shocked, how do you know she hasn’t just kissed him on the spur of the moment.” He threw the paper at her and gripped her by the shoulders. “You need to talk to him ok?”
Jade nodded, in her heart she prayed everything Jake had said was true.
”What if she didn’t? What if he cheated on me?”
”Why would he do that? Jade you are getting married, you have fought to be together for so long, do you really think he would do this?”
”No” Jade whispered, “No I don’t, but I’m so scared to answer the phone in case he did mean to do it. In case he has fallen for her and he doesn’t want me anymore. He could have anyone he wanted Jake.”
”He wants you!”
”There’s a fine line here, it’s a 50/50 thing. I have been watching him call for hours bit I cant answer it. I’m too scared.”
Jake grabbed the phone off the side. 12 missed calls.
”Jade I love you but it’s about time you fucking grew up. All your life you have sat hidden, afraid in the shadows scared of the truth of scared of revealing a lie. Just call him. Please.”
Jade turned from him and lay on her bed, pulling the covers up over her head. Jake walked out of the trailer. This wasn’t his mess to sort out but he had to know. Dialling Gerard’s number he got the engaged tone. Turning to look at the trailer, he saw Jade in the window smiling at him. With her mobile to her ear.

Gerard sat in his boxers, his head in his hands. The curtains to his hotel were closed, his room a complete mess. Ornaments were smashed; the TV had been kicked over, food and drink all over the floor. He didn’t give a shit. Every time he opened his eyes he saw Julie lean into kiss him, when he didn’t move forward she had flung her face into his kissing him on the lips. Stepping back he had smiled and thanked her for the evening. He thought no more of it, until he got a furious call from his mother. Fear shot through his body as he realised Jade must have read the papers, and she wasn’t returning his calls. Whenever he went outside the press hounded him. Asking where Jade was. Asking horrible questions that made it seem over. One asked how he felt about the photos of Jade with another man in L.A. Thinking he had lost her he went crazy, shoving things, smashing things. It all seemed pointless now. He had missed an interview this morning and just lay in his bed all day. After he had explained things to his mum, she had tried to call Jade, but to no avail. He hadn’t felt this low in years; it was only when his mobile went and he saw her name that he breathed easy. Lifting the phone he held it to his ear.
”Jade?”

Jade kissed Jake goodbye and boarded her plane. She was going to get her man. They had spoken for hours, both of them reduced to tears throughout the call. Jade believed his story, but she needed to see his eyes to feel secure again. Jade had called Margaret and apologised for causing her to worry. Deep down both of them were worried for him, he hadn’t sounded himself on the phone. Jade willed the plane to go faster, but knew she was here for a good few hours yet, she desperately tried to settle. Gerard didn’t know she was coming, she had said she would be down in the week but she couldn’t wait any longer. This feeling inside her grew worse the longer she was away. A mixture of heartbreak and heartache, she missed him so much. It was difficult trying to work out whether she wanted to hit of or kiss him. She would know when she saw him.

When she did she him she didn’t recognise him, he hadn’t answered his door when she knocked. The hotel manager had come along to open the room for her, and carry her cases in. Stepping into the hall she smiled as the Italian weather lit the room up. Forgetting her worries she stood and basked for a while. Walking into the kitchen she saw nothing. There was no sign of life, throwing her coat on the side she walked into the bedroom and stopped still. The mirror was smashed; its sharp splints covered the floor. On top of that there was bits of plates and cups all over the floor. Jade stepped over them carefully and looked to the bed. It was huge, but seemed dreary, as the windows were shut blocking out the sunlight. Her eyes fell on a huddled shape under the blankets. He was curled in a foetal position; he hadn’t shaved for a few days. Jade immediately ran to the window and opened it. On the windowsill sat the little teddy bear she had slipped into his bag a few weeks back. Before all this had happened. Jade dropped to her knees and stroked his face. Knowing Gerard he wouldn’t want to talk to her for a while, she slipped off her shoes and crept in the bed beside him. Wrapping one leg through his she waited for him familiarise him self. Predictable as ever he threw one arm over and her and nuzzled into her neck, still deep in his sleep. Jade watched him breathing in and out and slipped off to sleep beside him.

Gerard woke and leaned over to kiss her neck, he always kissed her neck when he woke. But she wasn’t really here he told himself your still asleep. A few minutes later he reached his arm out and twirled her hair through his fingers, opening his eyes he looked down at her sleeping frame and silently thanked god.
Untangling himself from her he looked around, looking at her made him realise what an arse he had been. Sure he had been hurt but she must have been furious too. Quietly he crept about picking up the smashed plates and took them to the bin. He swept up the glass from the floor and binned that as well. Finally he had a quick shower and a shave.
’She probably thinks I’ve gone mental’ he sighed, rubbing his clean skin. Walking back to the bedroom he turned the mirror to face the wall and reminded himself to leave a huge tip.
Climbing back upon the bed, he lay and stroked her face for a few minutes, smiling as she stirred.
”Jadey?” he whispered. Jade opened her eyes, and blinked a few times adjusting to the light, her eyes fell on Gerard’s and they lay staring at each other for a while. From that he saw love and hurt in her eyes and knew she had been through hell, she saw the same reflected and they hugged.
”I’m never leaving you again.” He whispered, “Never again”
Jade looked about her at the light room, it was almost like it hadn’t happened but the mirror reminded her.
”What did you do Gerard?” she pleaded.
”I thought I lost you. You wouldn’t answer my calls and I needed to tell you..”
”Tell me what?”
”That. It wasn’t what it looked like. That I love you and ..Well I’m fucked if I know, I wanted to take the photo and burn it. It was all crap, twisted crap”
Jade sat up and looked at him, “I know” she groaned, “Deep down I didn’t think you did it, but I was so scared in case I found out you did”
Gerry reached out and pulled her to his lap, stroking her hair, “I am yours jade. No one else’s” Jade sat up, smiling; she leaned forward and kissed him.
”God I missed you. I almost forgot how much” Gerard smiled for the first time in days and hugged her back. Running his hands down her back, he slowly peeled her top from her body and kissed all down her chest. Nestling his head between her breasts he kissed between them and undid her bra flinging it to one side, he sat back as she ripped his shirt from him, sending the buttons flying everywhere.
”Hey I’m going for loving here” Gerard scowled.
”Gerard” Jade ripped his belt from his pants, “I haven’t seen you for almost a month, I haven’t had you for over a month, Be Quiet”
”Yes ma’am” Gerard lay back and smiled, throwing his hands behind his head.
”Oh wait a minute,” Jade laughed and jumped off him, walking to her bag, she pulled out the handcuffs and watched Gerard’s face drop.
”No, Jade no” he shook his head, “Not now, no”
”Gerard you have been naughty, you will do as I say”
Gerard shot Jade an evil look as she cuffed his hands to the bed and kissed her way down his body. Throwing his head back, shouted out in pain, “Oww no biting”
People outside the villa by the pool raised their eyebrows as they heard several screams of pain; yet double the moans of pleasure. Eventually an arm reached out and shut the window and no one knew any better. The next day Gerard ordered room service and lay with Jade in bed, they hadn’t left it for 24 hours now. The handcuffs had been used on both of them, and several different types of food eaten of each other. Now they simply lay, having worked all their frustration and anger out on each other.
”We have to pack Jade” Gerard mumbled half asleep. “We’re to be in London tomorrow”
”Mmm” was Jades reply, as she curled tighter round him. “Sure”

Hitting London they walked with their heads held high, and their arms around each other, Aware of the press awaiting their arrival. Neither of the bothered to dignify any question with an answer, but Gerard walked over to a group of fans and announced loudly that he had been done over by the press, and he prayed none of them would think low of him.
”You are the only ones that matter anyway. I want you to know I’m faithful to my girl, I loved her when I went there and I still love her now.”
The roar of approval that came from his fans made Jade well up, she watched him hugging them and signing papers, and was over the moon when fans asked for them both to pose for pictures with them. Jade felt like she was a part of Gerard, and hoped it would never end.
After that Gerard and Jade walked arm in arm past the press once more ignoring their requests and refusing to pose for any of them. Only once did they stop to share a kiss, and then walk out toward the cars waiting for them.
Gerard let out a breath in the car, “Wow that was intense.”
”You did the right thing” Jade smiled, “Your fans are set straight they will be thankful”
Gerard threw and arm around her and hugged her close, “Lets go shopping”
”Yeaaaaaahy!”
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