Slow Motion | By : clandestinecassie Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Panic! At The Disco Views: 2102 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Nate doesn't end up finding out about Brendon doing drugs that night. He didn't expect it the second night either, or the third. Brendon never called Pete either, he won't. He'd much rather do drug's than cheat on Nate.
Now that nate isn't working in porn anymore he has picked up more shift's at the strip club. That mean's that Brendon is left to his own devices a lot. There is always Ryan and Spencer but Brendon feel's like Spencer is doing a better job caring for Ryan than he could.
Brendon is out on the front porch smoking a cigarette. It's not something he usually does, but he's picked it up as of late. Ryan and Spencer are in the house, Spencer trying to teach Ryan something new. Brendon hear's a screen door bang shut and he perk's up. He see's Jon standing on the porch of his and Spencer's house and instantly the older boy's eyes travel to Brendon.
It's the same thing that's been happening in the last few week's. Anytime Jon spots Brendon outside he comes up and talk's to him, try's to find out if he's seen Spencer. Today is no different.
Jon move's to the wooden fence, his arm's hanging over onto Brendon's side. "Hey, Brendon." Jon start's and Brendon can see that the boy is different. He's more subdued, more defeated.
"Hey, Jon." Brendon replies and he stand's and move's toward's the fence. He doesn't paticularly fear Jon anymore, more so pities him. Brendon can see that Jon's got deep shadow's under his eyes, one's that are almost the same shade as the bruises Spencer used to have. Jon also hasn't shaved and he look's rather unkempt. It look's like Jon is falling apart without Spencer by his side but again, Brendon know's that Jon deserves it.
"Still no sign of Spencer?" Brendon ask's because he can predict what Jon will say so, he decides to say it first. Jon sigh's deep and scrubs a hand over his face.
"No...but i know something now." Jon start's and his voice is weary and tired.
"What?" Brendon asks, suddenly he's afraid that Jon knows that Spencer's staying at his house. He's suddenly afraid that he's about to be beaten to death.
"He won't come back to me." Jon says, there is a note of finality in him like he's sure it's true and Brendon want's to tell him that it is but he doesn't.
"Why's that?"
"Because, I'm not something worth coming back to." Jon replies and he sound's so hurt and quiet and it almost, almost break's Brendon's heart but he remembers Spencer's story of the first time Jon hit him and again he remains mute.
"Okay, Jon, I gotta go but I'll see ya around yeah?" Brendon tell's the older boy because he's run out of thing's to say. Jon nod's and pulls away from the fence.
"Bye, Brendon." he say's in that low injured way and Brendon shakes it off before he head's back inside. He knows that there really is a very low chance that Jon ever spotted Spencer seeing as the younger boy hasn't left Brendon's house since he moved in.
***
About an hour later Brendon hear's Jon's truck start up and he goes to the window and watches as the older man pull's out of the driveway and drives down the street. Spencer and Ryan are in the kitchen eating but Spencer is looking up at Brendon.
"Did Jon leave?" Spencer questions and Brendon turns and nod's. The younger boy's face pinches. "Did he ask about me?" Spencer asks and again Brendon nod's. Spencer is quiet and he watches Ryan for a moment before he look's up at the older boy.
"Brendon, can I take the car for awhile?" Spencer asks and he sound's afraid, probably a side effect of being with Jon for so long.
"You want to leave?" Brendon's surprised because he figures that Spencer would still be afraid to be caught by Jon. Spencer look's away from Brendon and he's looking out the window now.
"Yeah, I could go get groceries or something..." He suggest's. His voice is small like he's afraid Brendon's going to say no, or worse get angry at him.
"Aren't you afraid that Jon will spot you?" Brendon replies, he's not thinking that it's such a great idea for Spencer to leave, even if Jon is gone. Spencer shakes his head.
"No, Jon will be gone for awhile I'm sure...Brendon, I haven't been outside in week's. I'm constantly afraid and I just need to get away...if only for a moment." The youngest boy says. Brendon knows it's true, that Spencer has done nothing but stay locked inside ever since he started hiding from Jon. Brendon think's that he would want out too so, he can't fault the younger boy.
"Brendon, please." Spencer beg's and Brendon sighs softly and he look's out the window before he look's back at the younger boy and nod's.
"Okay, Spencer." Brendon see's the younger boy light up and he look's back at Ryan.
"Can I take Ryan with me?" He asks. This Brendon isn't sure about. Ever since the incident with Travis, Brendon has been unsure about letting Ryan go anywhere. He feel's like he can trust Spencer, that the boy would be protective of Ryan but he's still not sure. "I just want to expose him to the outside world...I think it's good for him." Spencer add's and that's really all the boy need's so he nod's and allows Spencer to leave with Ryan.
Ryan hugs Brendon tight before he leaves and Brendon watches cautiously as they get into Brendon's car. Spencer look's like a mix of overjoyed and nervous but he pull's away fast and the boy is happy that he could make Spencer happy.
Brendon has to admit that he has ulterior motives for why he allowed Spencer and Ryan to leave. He take's this opportunity with an empty house to put Gabe's plan into motion. He grab's up his cell and dials Shay, Tyga's girlfriend's number. It takes three ring's before she anwsers and Brendon is surprised that the girl even remembers him, it's not like they worked together all that much.
Shay gives Brendon Tyga's cell phone number after much perssuasion and he has to namedrop Nate a couple times but she give's it to him and Brendon promptly call's the number. He's not scared to call Tyga, the only thing that worries him is the possiblity that Tyga could be hanging with Travis.
"Yo?"
"Is this Tyga?" Brendon questions because he honestly doesn't know.
"Yeah, who is this?" Tyga asks and his voice is low and dangerous sounding. There is silence on Tyga's end so he doesn't really think that the younger boy is around anyone.
"Um, this is Brenny...I-Uh-I met you through your girlfriend Shay." Brendon stammer's out. He knows this plan is difficult, if he were Tyga he wouldn't trust himself.
"Oh, right, right. You're the lil' gay dude that knows my cousin right?" Tyga's voice fills with realiziation.
"Um, yeah, that's me." Brendon anwsers, deciding to ignore the gay remark.
"So, what up little dude?" Tyga is saying and Brendon's surprised at how trusting the boy is being.
"Well, I know you're Travis's cousin and I know he like's to...well, indulge with drugs and shit like that so, I dunno...I thought that maybe you indulged too?" Brendon asks, he's sounding like an idiot, he know's that he is but he can't stop now.
Tyga's voice drops down low and dangerous again. "You a narc or some shit like that?" He question's and Brendon's heart pick's up speed because this is all sounding bad.
"No, no, I'm not anything like that! I'm a dealer! That's why I called you...incase you wanted to buy from me." Brendon suggests, he can't help but hear how his voice is sounding so injured and pathetic.
"I buy from Travis." Tyga says with an air of finality.
"I know but look, I got good shit and I'm pretty strapped for cash so I'll sell it for cheap." Brendon says and he's laying it on thick but Gabe was pretty serious about taking Tyga's business away from Travis. There is a silence on Tyga's end and the boy wonders if he hung up.
"Gimmie your address and I'll be there in an hour." Tyga tells him and Brendon feel's a stab of victory because he had done what Gabe suggested. Brendon gives the boy his address and hang's up. He call's Gabe next because he's excited to tell the older man about how he succeeded with the plan.
"Bden, what's up?" Gabe's casual voice flood's Brendon's ears. The boy moves next to the front window and peer's outside, he's not sure why because he can't hear anything out there but he figures it's a habit.
"Gabe, I just got off the phone with Tyga."
"You did? What'd he say?" Gabe sounds as excited as Brendon thought he would.
"He said he'd come by soon. I was about to call William to get some drugs from him actually." Brendon says and again he peers out the window, looking for either Spencer, Jon, or Tyga.
"No! Don't call William." Gabe says suddenly and Brendon's taken aback because he always buys from William.
"Why?"
"It's not necessary Brendon. Look, I'll bring some stuff over in a few minutes and I'll even do it for free." Gabe replies and his voice has the seductive kind of tone that it has when the older boy want's something.
"Alright Gabe. See you in a few?" Brendon asks and Gabe tells him that he'll be over soon. They hang up and Brendon wonders if Gabe and Tyga will be over before Spencer and Ryan get back.
Brendon stalks around the house nervously, he knows that this act isn't much. He's just taking away a customer from Travis, it's not the revenge Brendon want's but he'll go along with it for now. Brendon is sitting on the counter in the kitchen when he hears a car pull up. The boy hop's down off the counter and his mind is begging 'Please be Gabe, please be Gabe, please be Gabe.'
He pushes the curtain's back and peers out at a red convertable that's parked in front of his house. Fuck, it's not Gabe but Tyga who is ambling out of the car in a white wifebeater and low hanging saggy black jeans. He's wearing bright red sunglasses and heavy blinged out chains around his neck. Brendon swears low because Gabe isn't here yet, Brendon doesn't think he has anything in the house that he could sell to Tyga.
Brendon drops the curtain and moves to the door awaiting Tyga. The boy knocks once Before Brendon is opening the door. Tyga look's surprised that Brendon anwsered so quickly but the older boy shrugs it off and smiles at his visitor.
"Thanks for coming." He says and he moves aside so Tyga can come into the house. Brendon peers out behind Tyga scanning for Gabe's car. He really need's Gabe to show up soon, he doesn't know how long he can keep the younger boy around.
Tyga is standing in the middle of the living room looking throughly unimpressed. His arm's are crossed tight across his chest. He turn's back to look at Brendon, his fingers coming up to tip his sunglasses down so the older boy could see his dark brown eyes.
"Where's the stuff lil' man? I got shit to do you know." Tyga says and he sounds annoyed but Brendon ignores the tone and nod's.
"I know, my partner should be here any minute with the stuff." Brendon replies and he look's back at the window, tempted to pull the curtain and just pray that Gabe has shown up. Tyga pull's a face at the word 'partner'.
"Shit, you didn't tell me there was another person involved." He says sounding slightly alarmed.
"It's nothing to worry about. He's a good guy, you can trust him." Brendon says and he's hoping that Tyga doesn't just walk out of here because things are getting more and more suspicious as the minutes pass. Tyga doesn't look convinced as he pushes up his bright red shades.
"Nah, I think I'm gonna be peacing." The younger boy says and he strides past Brendon towards the door.
"Wait! Wait Tyga!" Brendon starts and he takes a hold of the boy's arm. Tyga turns and yank's his arm from Brendon's grasp, he look's pissed and Brendon thinks that he crossed a line.
"Man, what you think you're doing?" Tyga snaps and Brendon raises his hand's in apology.
"Sorry, look, I think I got some stuff back in my room though so," Brendon trails off and Tyga stares him down before he nod's.
"Alright, show me." he requests and Brendon nods and moves down the hall with Tyga clomping along behind him. Brendon leads Tyga to his room and he immedintly goes to the nightstand next to his bed, dropping down to his knees. Brendon isn't exactly comfortable like this, on his knee's with Tyga behind him, it kinda feel's like an excution waiting to happen.
Brendon really isn't sure if he has drugs at all but he figures that he's stalling time at the very least. He pull's open the bottom drawer, where he used to keep his gun. Brendon digs around and there's a bunch of miscellanious crap in their but he pushes to the back and his hand find's a small bag. He lift's it out quickly and there in his hand is a small white baggie full of cocaine.
It's not much but Tyga makes a noise like he likes what he see's. Brendon raises up and he hand's over the baggie. Tyga checks it out before he nod's and fishes around in his pocket for a crumpled ten shoving it into the older boy's hand.
The two boy's head out of Brendon's room and down the hall to the living room. Tyga pockets the baggie and he look's like he's ready to take off.
"Look, you get more stuff and I'll come back and buy from you again." Tyga tells Brendon and the boy nod's seemingly the plan worked fine and he want's to tell Gabe that he pulled it off. It's around this time that there's a loud knocking on the door.
Tyga look's at Brendon, a little spark of fear on his face. Brendon shakes his head.
"It's fine, I'm sure it's my partner Gabe." Brendon tells the boy even though he knows that it could very well be Ryan and Spencer and if that's the case, well, he'll have some explaining to do. Brendon goes to anwser the door, Tyga looking on tensed in the living room.
He pull's the door open and there are two people standing on his porch. It's not Ryan and Spencer, and nope, it's definitly not Gabe.
Ryland and Tom are standing out on Brendon's porch. They both look angry and Brendon can't quite think because no, no the cops cannot be here right now. Tyga is frozen in the living room for a split second before he's rushing past them, a dark flash through the door way and he's making a run for it.
Ryland tears off after Tyga and Brendon can see him getting tackled into the green lawn. Brendon's heart is beating wildly fast. Tom is staring down at him and he moves forward, metal cuffs hanging from his hand.
"You gonna try to run too?" Tom questions and Brendon considers it but he got stuck with Tom, and he's sure the cop would not be opposed to shoot him.
"No." Brendon says quietly and he's not sure what he's saying no to exactly. No he won't run, no this can't be happening, no, please, someone save me. Tom advances on Brendon and he's cuffed up and being led out the door. If Brendon's mind was working correctly he'd be asking just why he was getting arrested, he wants some proof.
Tom's leading him to the dark blue cop car that's parked behind Tyga's sports car. Brendon can see Tyga struggling on the ground but he too is cuffed and Ryland hauls him up to his feet. Brendon's not sure what's going on. Gabe had told him that the cop's were going to come around but wasn't Ryland one of Gabe's men? Did Ryland suddenly betray the other boy?
Brendon is shoved up against the side of the car and he hear's a thud and see's Tyga being pushed against the car too.
"Man, I didn't do nothing! This is bullshit! you fucking cops I didn't do shit!" Tyga is screaming and Brendon thinks if he keep's carrying on that way he's going to get tazed. Brendon vaugely wonders why he isn't freaking out like Tyga is. Maybe he feel's like he still trust's Ryland but he doesn't think that's the case. Brendon feel's like he deserves it, like he's finally getting what he deserves for killing Brent.
"You two are under arrest for posession of drugs, dealing, and intent to distribute." Ryland says and he's pushing Tyga down roughly. Tom starts reading them right's but Brendon isn't really listening. He doesn't feel like he's really here. His whole body is frozen and his mind is racing.
He's getting arrested, for dealing but he's sure there is more. He's sure that they found out that Brendon had killed Brent. Brendon thinks of Nate, there's no way to get out of this one. Nate's going to find out about the murder, about the drugs and he'll lose the boy. And what about Spencer and Ryan? Brendon's sure someone will seize the house and they won't let Spencer stay, he's sure that Jon will find Spencer now and Ryan...fuck, Ryan was probably going to get taken away.
Fuck, so many, so many people were getting screwed over all because Brendon made a stupid mistake. Because he listened to Gabe. Thinking of Gabe makes Brendon jolt. Gabe was supposed to come over, what if he still does? Could Gabe stop this from happening?
The next thing he knows he''s being shoved into the back of the cop car, Tyga next to him. Ryland goes and closes Brendon's front door before he and Tom climb into the front seat.
"I'm gonna fucking kill you." Tyga is whispering harshly but Brendon doesn't care at the moment. He knows they're gonna leave before Gabe shows up, he knows he's going to jail. Brendon's going to lose everything and honestly he doesn't care if Tyga kills him.
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