Worlds Collide | By : CrysMarie2oo5 Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > SHINee Views: 2240 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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-April 20 2015-
"And five, six, seven, eight! Jump, slide, jump and slide, switch positions, jump and slide jump and....hold up! Cut the music! Crystal, you're going the wrong way..." My body felt like it was betraying me. I definitely shouldn't have stayed up so late the night before. It was biting me in the ass right now.
"I'm sorry, I'm not with it right now. I'll do better." I said through heavy breaths as I was trying to catch my breath, but I knew the choreographer didn't buy my statement.
He gave an eye roll of disbelief as he turned back around, glaring at me through the mirrored wall in front of us. "Again."
The second time through, I went the right direction, but then Minho screwed up and walked right into me, and our collision ended up with me landing on my ass harshly.
"Aish! Minho, Crystal, sit this one out, it's clear you two don't know the material..."
"Minho ran into me, not the other way around Jinyoung..."
Jinyoung's face was stern. "You both heard me. Get out." Minho was beginning to leave, his face not hiding the disappointment he felt.
"But--" Just then Jinyoung snapped forward as his hand closed around my shoulder and pushed me toward the door with a lot of force, if Taemin hadn't been behind me to catch my fall, I would've ended up on the floor. Minho, catching Jinyoung from the corner of his eye, rushed forward and pushed Jinyoung with his body as Jonghyun and Key rushed in to act as a barricade between Jinyoung and myself. "What the fuck! You prick!" I said, getting out of Taemin's hold and rushing over to Jinyoung but I was blocked my Jonghyun and Key.
"Crystal, don't." Key warned me, knowing I was two seconds from losing my shit.
"You little bitch, I will not have you disrupting this session."
"I disrupt your fucking face!" I spat back as I struggled against both Jonghyun and Key their strength was waning but Jinki had stepped forward and wrapped his arms around my waist knowing I wasn't going anywhere in his grasp.
"Crystal. Calm down. Breathe." Jinki calmly said in my ear. I felt some of the anger subside. "I need to call Jeong-Su, please calm down."
"All right fine." I said addressing him while letting my body relax and Jinki nodded as he let me go. He pulled out his cell phone and began dialing our manager's number. Meanwhile Jonghyun had gotten in Jinyoung's face.
"Hey! She's older than you! She is not some bitch! You will treat her with some respect!" Jonghyun said, glaring at the choreographer.
"Lay a hand on her again and losing your job will the last thing you'll have to worry about." Key said balling his fist up at a now flabbergasted Jinyoung. I felt an arm encompass my shoulders and there was Taemin. Minho was to the right now, paying attention to the argument now happening between Jinyoung, Jonghyun and Key meanwhile Jinki was on his cell phone with our manager.
"Let's go downstairs and grab a coffee noona. You coming Minho?" Taemin suggested as he looked back at Minho who followed closely behind us as Taemin began leading us out. I nodded at Taemin as we walked out of the studio with Jinyoung calling for Taemin to come back but Taemin simply ignored the man.
The elevator ride down to the cafeteria was silent. We grabbed our coffees merely only speaking to the barista who was making our drinks on what we wanted. Only when we sat down in a quiet corner of the cafeteria was Taemin the first one to speak.
"Noona, I don't want to come off as lecturing, but you need to control your anger. I know you and Jinyoung don't get along, but you don't need to fly off the handle like that."
"He shouldn't have pushed me..." I said, meeting the maknae's eyes.
"You shouldn't have argued with him when he asked you to leave." Taemin said, taking a sip of his coffee and quickly swallowing before continuing. "What's been up with you lately? Have you not been getting enough sleep? Are we putting too much stress on you?"
I played with the handle and rim of my cup. "I don't know. I just got done with Jin's case, then this whole thing with Jinyoung...not to mention, I'm still in my tutoring classes...I got a lot of my plate right now Tae..." Taemin reached across the table and grasped my other hand before caressing his fingers over the top of it. I looked around nervously to find that we were practically alone in the cafeteria.
"Noona, perhaps you should go back into therapy? You seemed to be thriving when you were in it." Taemin suggested, his eyes meeting mine and I was taken back. Had my demeanor really changed that much? I gave Taemin a reaffirming squeeze of his hand before pulling my hand away from his, my arm starting to hurt a bit from the angle.
"My therapist is in the States Taemin, I highly doubt I'll find a good therapist here in Korea." I said, turning my focus to my cup and taking a cautious sip of my caramel latte. I felt a hand on my knee and I nearly forgot Minho was sitting next to me.
"Maybe we'll find you one Jagiya. Just text me a list of all the things you're looking for in a good therapist, and we'll see if we can find any." Minho said, putting an arm around me and pulling me in for a side hug. "I love you baby."
"I love you too. When are we supposed to start filming our documentary?" I asked quickly, changing the topic while taking yet another sip of my latte.
"Tomorrow. They'll be coming in to set up cameras tonight." Taemin said, his eyes meeting mine. I rolled my eyes, not thrilled at the prospect of having strange men setting up cameras in my bedroom.
"Oh fun." I said, as I took another sip of my coffee and let out a heavy sigh.
-Later on that day-
"Oh my God!" I said, as I laid eyes on my bedroom when I came back to the house after a less than pleasant meeting with Jeong-Su. The anger in me rose to an astronomical level as all the pictures of my mom and I laid haphazardly on the floor. My walls had holes drilled in them to hold the cameras that would be watching us the next few weeks, and my closet, the closet Key, Taemin and Jonghyun spent two weeks on was disorganized, and all my clothes lay out on the bed so they could put cameras in on the other side of the clothes. "Lord fucking help me...I'm about to explode." Tears were in my eyes, and I was about to fucking lose it. This was my sanctuary and these assholes just tore it apart.
"Noona? Are you...OH MY GOD!" This got the workers' attention as Key saw the huge mess they were making not only my room but the entire house. "Oh no. I'm not putting up with this." Key must have been dialing Jeong-Su's number. "Hey Jeong-Su, I refuse to stay here tonight...not while these guys are here working. Crystal is crying right now..." There was a pause before Key's face became red with anger. "...her room is torn apart...no! I will not tolerate this!! Crystal's already stressed out to the max with dance practices, classes...we're used to this though, she is not!" Key pulled on his hair, signifying he was getting frustrated. "Oh my God! Just put us up in a hotel for the night Jeong...you know my family is busy..." There was a pregnant pause and a break in Key's expression. "...yes just one room, we'll work everything out here in a bit. Yeah, do whatever you need to do...uh-huh, bye."
I was hesitant on even saying anything. The tension in the room was thick. "So?"
"So? Jeong-Su is going to set you up with a hotel room..."
"What about you guys?" I asked and Key's eyes snapped to me, but then his expression softened as he studied me.
"We have family to stay with if we need to, we'll be fine." Key said, his eyes meeting mine. I nodded. "Jagiya, cheer up please."
I shrugged and glanced back to my room which was in utter chaos. "I'm trying to." Key frowned at me, as he walked into his room and grabbed his overnight bag before disappearing into my room. When he reappeared, the bag was full and ready to go. He tossed the bag to Jinki who was caught off guard by the throw but caught it none the less.
"Jinki, take her somewhere nice. I'll text you the name of the hotel once Jeon-Su gets back to me." Key said as he thrust the overnight bag toward Jinki who too, looked a bit pissed at how drastically different the house looked.
"Uh, sure." Jinki said, as he blinked at Key before turning his head to look at me. "Let's go noona." Jinki finished, turning toward me trying to be happy about everything, but I saw through his mask he put up, but I was sure that anywhere with Jinki was better than staying and thinking up ways to make the construction workers leave the house. I felt fingers interlace with my own and I glanced over to Jinki who gave an eye smile. "Noona?"
I nodded in acknowledgement. "Sorry Jinki, yeah, I guess I'm ready."
The day was overcast with a good breeze blowing, the car ride however, was tense. Jinki seemed apprehensive and nervous. I could tell that he wasn't sure where to go or what to do as we drove aimlessly around Seoul. It was a beautiful 12C (53F) so I rolled down the window in Jinki's BMW.
"Do you normally touch things that don't belong to you?" Jinki muttered his eyes glancing over at my hand. So I rolled the window back up and sat back in my seat.
"Sorry. I should've asked." I said, guilt washing over me, I felt like a child again. I didn't bother looking at him and settled for looking out my window. "I'm making everything difficult aren't I? Sometimes I feel like I need my own place to live sometimes."
"You're quick to anger, noona. More so lately though. Key sees that you need to a break though, so I'm trusting in his decision. Things have been hard for you lately. I'm not blind to it." Jinki then turned into a building with an underground parking garage. I wasn't paying attention to where we were driving to, being lost in my own thoughts. Jinki paid, what I assumed, was a parking fee or an admittance fee before finding a parking space. I had no idea where we were, as it was someplace I hadn't been before.
"W-where are we?" I asked, as Jinki had drove down to a lower level of the parking garage.
"Co-Ex. We're meeting up with security then we'll go shopping." Jinki said, in a matter of fact tone as he found a parking spot and promptly drove into it to park. He pushed the shift lever into park and turned off the car before looking at me. "Noona. I'm sorry for coming off harsh, or mean. That's not my intent. Let's enjoy our time together, neh?" Jinki said, as he flashed me an authentic eye smile before turning off the car. I smiled back, still feeling like a huge burden on the inside.
I pushed my feelings down for the umpteenth time today and let out a small exhale. "Neh."
We were met up with security before entering the mall, Jinki and I stopped off at a coffee shop and ordered some coffees before any more words were uttered between us. Jinki had stuck a couple of coffee stirrers in his mouth and were chewing on them, and I could tell, he needed a cigarette.
"Noona, I'm going to go explore the mall..." He then took out his wallet and glanced through it before his eyes widened with recognition before pulling out a credit card. It was his own credit card he got through SM. "Here, take this, if you see anything, get it on this card."
I simply nodded as Jinki left with a couple of guards, leaving me with a guard to explore the mall with. The guard seemed to be star struck. I smiled at the guard and figured it wouldn't hurt anything to be nice to him, even if Jinki was being a dick to me.
"Hey, what's your name?"
"Jung-Hoon."
"Okay, Jung-Hoon, how old are you? I want to know what I should refer to you as."
"27,"
"Okay, same age as me. What month?"
"October."
"Okay, do you want to use honorifics? I'll be fine if you call me noona, or hubae, whatever you feel comfortable with."
"Okay. I'll just called you Crystal-ssi. Where are we going?"
"I don't know, Jung-hoon, I'm staying in a hotel tonight since there are construction crews setting up cameras in my bedroom."
"Oh, are they filming a documentary?"
"Yeah, we're going on our world tour, they're doing a behind the scenes documentary."
"Oh I can't wait to watch it. I'm such a huge fan of yours noona. I can't believe I'm actually escorting you around the mall today, it's a dream come true."
I smiled at the young man. "You know the mall well?"
"Yeah, where were you thinking about going?"
I named some things I needed and Jung-Hoon was right there, telling what store I could find it at and escorting me there. We were shopping for nearly an hour before I got a text from Jinki.
Noona, where are you?
I swiped at the keyboard.
We're in front of the Nike shoe store...
Just then Jung-Hoon got my attention. "Noona, Jinki-ssi is a few stores ahead of us."
Nevermind I see you... Came Jinki's response as I glanced up from my phone to see Jinki and his guards coming towards us, and Jinki had a few bags worth of stuff.
"You were gone for a while..."
"I wanted to get some things for tonight. I made us dinner reservations..."
"For when?" I asked, switching over to English.
"We'll need to leave soon, did you get everything you needed?"
I nodded. "Yeah, I did. This place is huge. Wanna leave now?"
Jinki nodded. "Yeah, the restaurant is business casual, did you buy anything to change into?"
"Uh, yeah. You want me to change?"
"Yes, there's a bathroom on the way out, you can change in there."
"Okay." I said, as Jinki grabbed my bags, allowing me to grab my outfit and stick it all in one bag before heading back the walk we came. Girls were following us, with their phones out, recording our every move. I stopped off in a bathroom once security made sure there was no one in there then blocked the door so none of the girls could follow me in. I quickly changed and spruced up before walking out again. We managed to make it back to Jinki's BMW and he drove us over to the restaurant.
Jinki pulled up to the JW Marriot Hotel about twenty minutes later. I looked over at Jinki who smiled at me before unbuckling his seatbelt. I followed his lead and did that same before a valet came forward and opened my door and helped me out of the car. Jinki popped open the trunk and grabbed our things when a bellhop came over to the car and took the bags from Jinki, putting everything on a luggage cart before we both walked into the hotel.
Jinki walked ahead of me, and I followed him to the reception desk. He checked us in, and inquired about our dinner reservations. Which they confirmed were at 8:30pm, which was in twenty minutes. The bellhop escorted us to the room which was an Executive Suite. The bellhop unloaded all of our luggage and shopping bags before leaving us. Jinki hauled our luggage to the other room that contained a king size bed, tub, shower and extra toilet
Jinki reappeared about five minutes later, dressed in a white button down shirt with the top three buttons unbuttoned allowing his chest to pop through and khakis. He looked relaxed. "Do you need to freshen up or anything?" Jinki asked, "We can unpack when we get back."
I nodded, eyeing him. "Yeah I suppose I could." I said, as I walked past him and opened my bag and saw that Key had packed my make-up bag. So I popped in the bathroom quickly and put on a bit of make-up to make myself look presentable and sprayed some perfume on before going over my appearance once more to make sure I looked all right. Upon satisfaction, I exited the bathroom and met Jinki in the living room of the suite where we walked out. Jinki grasped my hand as we walked to the elevator together.
Jinki turned his head toward me and gave me a once over glance. "You look beautiful Jagiya." Jinki complimented. I smiled and noticed some fuzz on the collar of his shirt from the corner of my eyes before reaching up and brushing it away.
"You look great too Jinki." Jinki grasped my hand before I was about to retract it and let his lips graze over the top. I blushed and pulled my hand away.
We had gotten back to the hotel after a delicious dinner in the restaurant downstairs. Jinki had poured me a glass of wine then disappeared to the bedroom. He had been in there for a little over twenty minutes now, and I was half way down my second glass of wine. I was perusing Facebook when that got boring, so I decided to post up a picture of myself holding up a glass of wine, toasting my fans.
I had no idea what Jinki was doing in the bedroom, but I had a feeling I was going to find out sooner or later.
Just then, the door opened and Jinki appeared. "How's the wine Jagiya?"
My eyes brightened at Jinki's presence before I grabbed the spare glass and began to pour Jinki a glass. He walked forward, leaning over and taking the glass in his hand, swirling the glass as he did so. He raised the glass to his nose and drew in a long breath, smelling the aromatic alcoholic beverage.
I took another sip. "It's delicious. A very nice choice." I commented, my eyes meeting Jinki's, who nodded in agreement.
"Let's finish our wine, I have a surprise in the bedroom for you." Jinki said, as he raised his wine glass for a toast, in which I was happy to oblige.
We drank the wine together exchanging lingering glances at each other. I could tell Jinki was nervous. I gave a reassuring smile, which got Jinki to relax a little bit. Eventually we choked down our glasses and Jinki nodded toward the bedroom. I nodded acknowledging him and setting my now empty wine glass down on the table to be neglected.
Grasping my hand, he led me through the door of the bedroom to find an array of various sex toys, a strap on, and a variety of restraints.
"O-Oh my. You've been planning this for some time huh?" I said, eying him suspiciously. He blushed deeply.
"Aigoo Jagiya. You make it feel like a crime to want to try something new with you." Jinki said, as he began unbuttoning his shirt, starting with the top buttons and working his way down.
"Oh no, I'm all for trying new things with you baby..." I said, as I began pulling off my clothes as well. It wasn't long before we stood before each other completely bare. Jinki moved forward to close the gap between us before he took my lips in an erotic kiss. He lead us back onto the bed. Jinki carefully coaxed me onto the bed on my back, his lips not leaving mine for one moment. I could feel his arousal press against my inner thigh. The way Jinki's lips lessened up on mine, before leaving mine completely to get up off of me and begin putting the restraints on me.
"Tonight I'm in the mood to experiment, do you mind?" Jinki asked, as he fastened the restraint on my right wrist. I shook my head.
"Not at all baby, just don't hurt me too bad okay?"
"Oh no, I don't think any of this will hurt Jagiya. I plan on making you feel really good tonight." Jinki said, as he made sure the restraint was tight but not cutting off the circulation to my hand before topping my hand with a kiss. He did this with each of my limbs.
Once I was fastened securely to the bed. Jinki sat on his knees to the right over me, and put a blindfold over my face, securing it with the elastic band.
“I didn’t think you were serious when you mentioned that you were going to tie me to the bedposts in the elevator."
“You can tie me down next round baby. Right now I'm in the mood to try something new." Jinki said, as he double back through all the restraints on my limbs making sure I couldn't move. Once satisfied, I could hear Jinki walking around the bed, to the nightstand where I had seen all the toys earlier. "Hm...where to start first...hm, I should ask Key..." I heard him text someone before a response was made. He purred out in agreement before I could hear him take something off the night stand and turn it on. There was a buzzing noise synonymous with of a vibrator. The vibrating toy got closer to my body and I was surprise to feel the cold metal against my left nipple. It was a small bullet. I felt Jinki roll the small bullet around my nipple, causing the sensations to ricochet through my body. I bit my lip from the pleasures as I let out an involuntary moan.
He slid the bullet to my other nipple which got the same reaction. Jinki's eyes met mine and any apprehension that I had left my body. Slowly he pulled away and his lips kissed my jaw line and the side of my neck where he sucked on both sides until I was sure he had left a hickey. I didn’t care however. My pussy was throbbing so bad, and my mind was spinning so much that all I wanted was Jinki's swollen cock inside me. Perhaps it was a good thing Jinki had tied me down.
Jinki continued to kiss my neck as he lowered his body on top of mine and I could feel his erection press against the sensitive flesh of my clit and I rocked my hips against him slightly and it sent a wave of pleasure through my body. I let out a moan as the sensation from my clit and hit my brain.
“Hm…you like that hm?” Jinki rocked his hips against me and I moaned again, a little louder this time. “Ooh, you’re so wet. As much as I want to take you right now, I want to torture you a little more.” He continued to rub his swollen cock against my womanhood. He then took my left nipple into his mouth and began whirling his tongue around it. Getting another inhibited moan from me. He felt so good right now and he wasn’t even inside me yet.
“Ooh, you are so wet, and so sexy. I can’t control myself much longer. Mmm.” Jinki said, as he picked up his pace a little as we humped each other. The sensation of pleasure became stronger and stronger as he continued to rub his manhood against my clitoris. He wanted so bad to be inside me right now, so not wasting another moment, he entered me to the hilt. He brought me to orgasm, having a tight control over his own libido, he pulled out of me before undoing my restraints.
Both of us, having the night to ourselves, delved into the BDSM realm a little bit. He had me tie him down and try the strap on. Even with adequate preparation, thanks to Key for teaching me the art of preparing a man for intercourse, he didn't care for it and didn't see why Key raved about it. He confesses he's wanted to see me take charge.
So I straddled his hips, and position him as I slide down on his hard dick. I rode him like my life depended on it. I was so eager for a release that I didn't see Jinki losing his own restraint. I was driving him crazy. He broke the restraints. Everything happened so quickly after that.
"Jinki!" I was then flipped over on all fours with Jinki entering me harshly.
"I can't fucking control myself. You feel so good. I--" He began pounding the hell out of me. I gripped the bed sheets tightly and let out a loud as fuck moan, feeling Jinki pound my G-Spot over and over again. "I—Oh my God!"
"Jinki...fuck me...yes!" I moaned out and it only turned Jinki on even more. I felt so deliciously overwhelmed. I never thought I would get Jinki to break his demeanor in bed like this. I felt Jinki wrap my hair around his hand and pull on it harshly. "Sssss...fuck!" I hissed as the pain was quickly replaced by pleasure as I felt my orgasm hit me insanely. I lost all control and let my upper body collapse into the bedspread. Jinki thrust into me like a jackhammer and came shortly after I was hit with my orgasm.
Jinki gripped my hips tightly as he let out a series of loud obnoxious moans. I could feel his cock pulsate violently inside of me. A few minutes passed by before either one of us could even have a inkling of our surroundings.
"Aish. Jagiya, I'm sorry. I didn't hurt you did I?"
"No. I'm okay. That, that was amazing."
"I don't know what came over me. I'm never like that..." Jinki said as he withdrew from me.
"You don't need to explain baby, I understand." I said , breathless. Jinki smiled as he landed a slap on my ample derriere.
"I think I'm down for round 2, if you're down?"
I nodded. "Let me catch my breath." I muttered. I didn't have long, before I could hear Jinki mess with the various sex toys on the table. Jinki and I experimented with various positions, and toys. The sun was coming through the curtains by the time we both collapsed in exhaustion.
-April 30 2015-
"What the hell, seriously?" I said, looking down the pregnancy test I had sitting out on the counter. Luckily, it was negative, just like the other two I took the day before. I had been due for my period a few days prior and I was getting scared at this point. I had all the signs of pregnancy, my breasts were sore to the touch, I was painfully bloated with water retention, and the mood swings...I felt like Jekyll and Hyde. I had gained five pounds this week. I wasn't feeling the greatest at the moment.
"Noona? Are you in there?" I heard Jinki ask as he knocked on the door. I let out a curse as I frantically put the cap on the used pregnancy test and crammed it in my back pocket. I opened the door and smiled at Jinki as I walked past him on the way out of my bathroom.
"Hey Jinki what's up?"
"Is that a pregnancy test?" Jinki asked, his eyes zooming at my backside as he pulled the offending object out of my back pocket. I tried to stop Jinki but he was too quick and had the test stick in his hand within a second.
"Jinki! I can explain..."
"You're not pregnant are you noona? I thought you were on birth control?" Jinki said, anger quickly rising in his voice as he looked down at the test as if trying to read it.
"I am on birth control. I'm late though. I've been testing..."
"You're not pregnant are you?"
"No. All the tests have been negative. I have the IUD in, and it releases hormones and all that...I just don't understand why my period's not here." I said, frowning. Jinki put his arm around me and glanced down at the test and studied for a moment.
"You need to see the doctor or anything? I could ask what doctor SM uses for the women. Actually, I think I'd feel better knowing everything is okay with you. I'll give SM a call."
"Jinki you don't have to..."
"It's for the best. You haven't seen a doctor since we've been here...I'm worried about you noona. I know this kind of pressure isn't good for your body either." Jinki said, as he began dialing a number. He told the person on the other end to schedule an gynecological appointment for me. When pressed for more information he told the lady that I'm having some female issues, and expressed concern with him, he wasn't going into detail about it and felt that it should be between me and the doctor.
My appointment was set up for later on in the day, after our practices. I went and to my relief it was a female doctor. I was given a questionnaire to fill out I had to tell them who I was sexually active with and if I was on any birth control as well as any other medical conditions ran in the family as well as a complete medical history.
When I was called back I expressed that I had the Mirena IUD in and wanted to make sure I was still covered since my period was late and I was worried. A blood test was done before the pelvic exam. Doctor Jung confirmed my IUD was still in place and that it hadn't moved. She then swabbed my cervix all while asking me if I wanted an STD test done. I figured better to be safe than sorry and said yes. She then explained that the blood test would confirm if there was a pregnancy and any blood borne pathogens, she also said she was going to have them check the hormone levels as well. I wouldn't know anything until the next day. She confirmed that my sexual history would stay private and it was a violation of South Korean laws to publish such information.
I sighed in relief.
She also had her assistant call for an appointment to a general doctor and a cardiologist to get my heart and overall health checked since I had the ablation and everything. She also recommended a therapist to go to, who 'was no stranger to sexual assault'. She also had her assistant set up a intake meeting since it was something I expressed interest in.
By the time the appointment ended, I knew I had found a great doctor and one who knew her stuff when it came to female health. I was told my lab results would be in the next day since they had their own lab there.
I headed out, and went back to the house. As soon as I walked inside Jinki pointed toward his room and I nodded. We skirted around the camera crews filming the documentary. Jinki seemed genuinely concerned for my wellbeing. I actually broke down in his embrace. He held me until I had managed to compose myself and ensured me baby or no baby, he would stand with me. I had fallen asleep in his embrace, my body just spent.
The next day rolled around, and I was so wiped after completing all my rigorous practices. The time was a little after 7pm. I was relaxing in my room with a cup of green tea sitting neglected on my night stand, reading a Korean novel that Amber lent to me after hearing about the incident with Jin. Seems I wasn't the only one who had a run in with an unsavory manager. I was supposed to meet up with her this weekend to hang out. Honestly I couldn't wait, it would be nice to have a girl's day even if we really didn't do anything girly.
My phone started buzzing and I looked at the number, it was the Dr. Jung's office. I quickly swiped the answer button and suddenly my nerves got the best of me. I had to go to the bathroom since it wasn't tapped with a microphone.
"An-Anneyeong-haseyo, Crystal speaking." I muttered, feeling the adrenaline start to flow. I took a deep breath to calm down.
"Anneyeong Crystal, this is Dr. Jung, are you able to speak freely?"
"Yeah, I'm in the bathroom, did you get the results back?"
"Yes, I did. You are not pregnant. The Mirena intra-uterine device you have in place is still producing a sufficient amount of progesterone to prevent pregnancy from happening. Also, you are completely STD and STI free. Your cervical cells came back completely normal as well, so no abnormalities there either. Your blood work however alarmed me a little bit however. You are lacking quite a few minerals, calcium, magnesium and iron were especially low, have you been experiencing muscle cramps, headaches, and excessive fatigue lately?" Now that she mentioned it, I did.
"Yeah, should I take a vitamin or something?"
"I would strongly suggest it since it's clear your diet isn't replenishing what your body needs. I know you do a lot of dancing, it is very important to rest. On top of all this however, I noticed your cortisol levels were extremely high as well. Now, normally, high cortisol levels would mean weight gain, but your body is stuck in stasis which is normal in underweight women who have a taxing schedule. I see this in almost all of the idols that SM sends to me. To combat this, drink lots of water and green tea, rest and unhook from the world. Read a good book, do yoga, play a good game, meditate, lose yourself for an hour or two each day. Your menstrual cycle hasn't started because your body is in a constant fight or flight mode, and you need to relax."
"So my lack of a menstrual cycle is because I'm not taking good care of myself and I'm really stressed out."
I heard Dr. Jung purred in agreement. "Exactly. Now before I promise the return of your periods, please know that this is completely normal for women who have Mirena. You've had it in for over a year now, you're entering another phase of the IUD releasing progesterone." There was a pause and hummed in acknowledgement of what Dr. Jung was saying. "A good 90% of the women on Mirena have completely stopped menstruating within 18 months of having the IUD put in. So this is probably the case. So don't be surprised if you don't get your menses back until you have the IUD removed."
"Ah, okay. I'm not pregnant though, right?"
"Correct, but if you have any concerns call me. I make house calls." I let out a laugh. "Oh! I also have referred you to a cardiologist, and they have your medical file. You're appointment is tomorrow at 7 pm in the Cardiothoracic Wing here at the hospital, you'll be seeing Kim Han Jae. As for the therapist, she has agreed to send you intake paperwork via email, so please fill that out as quickly as possible so she can schedule you in for a session. You won't need to see me for another few years unless something changes. Do you have any questions for me?"
"No, I think you answered everything. Dr. Jung, I really appreciate you taking the time to see me on such short notice."
"You're welcome. Have a great day Crystal. Please stay healthy and well!" Dr. Jung said before hanging up the phone. I let out a huge breath of relief. I walked back out to my room and grabbed my green tea I made earlier and guzzling it down. I walked out to the front room with my empty cup in hand and Jinki came up behind me.
"Find out anything?" Jinki whispered in my ear.
"I'll talk to you in private." I whispered in response, just as Key approached. He traced his finger over my exposed upper arms.
"Jinki told me you've been stressed out lately. Would you want one of my signature massages?" Key purred, but with one nod towards the nearby camera quickly put a kibosh on any horniness Key had going on. He lightly muttered a curse under breath.
"I have to talk to Jinki, keep that thought though, I may take you up on that offer..." I said, squeezing his upper arm lightly before making my way where Jinki disappeared to, the guys' bathroom. When I got in, Jinki was leaning against an adjacent and pointed to the folded down toilet seat.
"So noona, what did you find out?" Jinki said, his eyes meeting mine.
"I'm not pregnant." I said, and I could hear Jinki breathe a sigh of relief. I glared at him, my irritation rising just a bit.
"Oh, so that whole business about baby or no baby, that was just a ruse huh?" Jinki's face fell knowing he was found out.
"Cr-Crystal don't get me wrong...I'm glad you're not pregnant, that saves a lot of red tape on our part. Were you actually hoping you'd be?" My face fell, as I shook my head.
"No, but it would've explained a hell of a lot regarding all my symptoms." I said, getting up off the toilet, feeling the conversation coming to an end. "I didn't think stress would actually stop my periods."
"Try not to think too much on it Jagiya. Why don't you take Key up on his offer? I'm sure he'll take good care of you." Jinki said, as he opened the door up for me as I walked through it. I felt a hand grasp my shoulder and naturally I looked back at Jinki who leaned down and kissed my lips. "I love you Crystal. Please know that." Jinki said, his eyes meeting mine as he pulled away and allowed me to walk out of the bathroom. I bumped into Minho on the way out who looked at me.
"Everything's set up for you Jagiya," Minho said, in a quiet whisper.
I looked up at Minho with confusion. "Set up?"
Minho smiled at me and let out a snort of amusement at my confusion. "Your camera is covered, and I managed to unplug the mics. Key's waiting for you, and baby..." Minho said, trailing off. My eyes met his and lust reflected in them. He licked his lips and his eyes surveyed me. "Relax. Please."
I nodded, feeling my breath hitch in my throat as Minho walked away. My eyes followed him and watched him walk away. I saw Jinki slip out behind me as he caught up to Minho. I decided to go to my bedroom where I was met with Key with his back turned, lighting the last of the numerous candles that were lit in my room. The scent of Jasmine filled the air. I was shocked. He had efficiently turned my room into a massage treatment room.
"K-Key? What is this?"
Key jumped, dropping the candle and lighter. "Oh! You scared me!" Key said, glancing back at me before picking back up where he left off and lighting the candle successfully. "I want you to take your clothes off and take a deep breath honey." Key said as he began fumbling with something on his tablet.
I peeled my shirt off and I started to unbutton my shirt. "I didn't know you had all this stuff Key."
"There's still a lot of things you don't know about me Jagiya, but tonight is about getting you to relax. When you're finished undressing I need to lay on your belly on the table. There's a heated wrap I want you to get under."
I looked over at him but he was focused on trying to get the oils and scrubs ready to pay attention to me. I had taken my bra as I played with the elastic band on my underwear. "Do you want everything off?"
"Yes, I want you completely naked. A full body massage doesn't do much good with your panties still on." Key said, a mischievous tone overtaking his voice and I realized he could see me in my vanity mirror which he was looking at me through that. I stripped my underwear giving Key a little show as I blushed red and quickly got under the heated wrap. I let the heat relax me.
When Key began to work on me, I was really surprised as how skilled his hands were. I felt all the tension in my muscles melt away. The oil he was using smelled amazing, and further sent me away into a state of deep relaxation.
"How did you learn how to do this? Where'd you get all these supplies?"
"We used to have a massage therapist coming in once every couple of weeks to give us massages. While he was here, I had him show me how to give a good massage. Minho bought the table and of course, our therapist took on more clients and could no longer see us anymore, so about once a month sometimes once every three months, I'll give the guys a massage, but really they go and see their own therapists anymore. I really only give Jonghyun a massage anymore, but sh...relax." I let Key's hands carry me to a different place. I think I fell asleep at some point because I jolted awake when I heard Key bust out in laughter.
"Oh...did I fall asleep?"
"Yeah baby, you did. It's okay, it's time to turn over so I can do your front." Key said, as he withdrew his hands from me. Meanwhile I turned over while Key was preparing whatever he was preparing. It was cold tea bags and a heated face mask. The tea bags went over my eyes with the heated face mask over them. I relaxed instantly and Key began working some kind of oil into my hair and scalp. After he was finished with that, he slipped a shower cap over my head and worked on my shoulders. My chest was next, Key playfully toyed with my nipples before sucking and biting my sensitive areoles. I let out a moan as hands moved lower to my abdomen. Key changed his position to where he was to my left and he moved the heated wrap off of me so I lay completely bare to him.
His hands moved over my abdomen, paying special attention to my hips and my lower abdomen between my hipbones. He must have knew I was tender there. His hands then worked the area between my legs, exploring my feminine flesh as he did so. He fingered me with his right hand, while his left strummed my clitoris like piano keys. I orgasmed in his hand. With a smile and a kiss, he wiped his hands before massaging my legs.
Upon finishing his massage he suggested taking a shower to get all the oils off of my skin. He joined me a little later, and we moved the party to the bed where he fucked my brains out. When we were done, I got dressed while Key found Minho and Taemin and got them to hook everything back up the way it was before they wished us a good night.
Key and I cuddled for a bit, talking about various things before departing for the night.
I woke up only to find that I finally started my period and I breathe a sigh of relief. It's extremely light, and only lasts a couple of days, but it's literally the very last period I have for the remainder of the time I have the IUD.
I went to my cardiologist appointment, and everything checked out when I did my echocardiogram and subsequent tests, and I am set up with a general practitioner. I also fill out the intake information for the therapist who graciously takes me on as a client. Her and I are a great fit, and I find that I'm able to cope with all the stress better which eases tensions within the group and for SM who I am currently on a short leash with.
-May 17 2015-
We head over to the Olympic Arena upon finishing our fan dinner where we rented out a Korean BBQ space for the day and each of us sat with eight of our fans as we cooked meat for them. It was really fun. I got to know some of my fans on a personal level and they laughed when I accidentally burnt some of the meat. As soon as we went to the Olympic Arena, we perform a sound check and practice a few songs so that the fans who won various contests get to see us before the concert and we have backstage photo ops and high touch moments with the various fans. I had a blast. I always liked hanging out with the Korean fans, they were pretty respectful.
The time was going on 6:30pm. Our performance was due to start in a half hour. We were chilling backstage. I was drinking water, and the fans who had elite passes we're just escorted back to their seats.
"Hey, Noona, I think that one girl, that blonde, she really liked you." Taemin muttered mischievously. I smirked knowing which one he was talking about. She insisted on being close to me, holding whatever I had in my hand, constantly kept complimenting me.
"Yeah, she was cute though." I said, taking another sip of water.
"Oh I'm sure she found you cute too. I saw how she was looking at you." Minho commented, innuendo thick in his voice.
"It's only natural...I had crushes on female celebrities too. I'm not going to shun her away because she likes me." I said, looking at Minho. "Hell, I might have security bring her up on stage and give her a heart attack."
"I've got 50,000 won down right now that you won't do it." Taemin said, taking out his wallet, and laying down a 50,000 won note.
"I'll take his 50,000 and raise it another 100,000, this is too good." Jonghyun chimed in. "I know she won't do it. I have nothing to worry about." I smirked at Jonghyun's enthusiasm.
"Anyone else want to add to the pot?" Both Jinki and Key put another 100,000 won down, while Minho put down 200,000. "Oh, upping ante, baby, hoping to see some girl on girl action? Ya'll are so perverted." I said, shaking my head before taking my own wallet out of my purse and adding 550,000 won to match the guys bets. Minho put it in a cup and kept it on the coffee table.
We were called up to queue shortly after. I managed to track some security personnel down and asked them to get the blonde from earlier, the guy knew who I was talking about and told me it was done. I smiled as I took my place next to the guys as we patiently awaited for them to call up onto the elevators shafts that would launch us into the air at different times during our first song. Hair and make-up came up and did a quick touch up on me before the countdown to show time began. I could hear the roar of the crowd grow louder as the arena lights were dimmed.
"All right guys let's give them a good show tonight? Hands in the center..." I said,as I have done for each of our performances in the States. I put my hand in the center of all of us. The guys put their hands on top of mine. "1...2...3...SHINee!" We chanted before staff came to get us and we were escorted by different staff to our respective elevator shafts. I was nervous. I took a deep breath to calm my nerves as the sound techs came by to make sure my mic was working and that there was no possible way it was going to fly off during our dance routine.
The show was a success! During our Morning After Dark which we took out the spoken beginning and added a more complex dance performance in which after the dance crew bring the fan with blonde hair on stage. The guys did their thing with the fan before I straddled the fan and let her put her hands on me before giving her an authentic kiss winning the bet I had going with the guys. Of course after the performance social media was set ablaze and I was labeled as being bi-sexual. A lot of netizens were less than pleased, but the fan came forward and stuck up for me and thanked me for the awesome experience.
I took to Twitter and tweeted that I wasn't bi-sexual and it was just to shake up the level of excitement in the arena. A lot of people felt that was adequate but I still had a fair amount of hate after that. I just put my phone back in my purse and continued celebrated our first successful concert of the tour.
-May 20 2015-
We perform our live digital satellite concert for Pyongyang in which shortly after we board a flight to Tokyo, Japan using Peach Aviation that boards at 10:20pm. We are picked up via airport shuttle at Tokyo's Haneda Airport a little after 1am. We luckily make it to the van in one piece with all the fans anticipating our arrival. We check into the Ritz-Carlton around 1:40am in the morning and walk into the club Carlton Suite I'm assigned to with Taemin. I'm ecstatic to find a note welcoming me to the hotel, chocolates, a $100 gift card to the in house Spa, and some Rose Wine with a couple of wine glasses. Taemin on the other hand, was jealous. I eat one of the chocolates and Taemin snags one too. He stays and helps me unpack my stuff and we're both wiped, he's still has to unpack his stuff. He bids me goodnight with a small make out session before going back to his room and leaving me to my own devices. I quickly get into my PJs and go to bed.
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