Pixie Dust and Dark Voids | By : shibbydm Category: Individual Celebrities > Gerard Butler Views: 4192 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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A week later Jade had a teary moment as she left Tink with Jake. Leaving the kitten in a pet home for a few days was unimaginable, and Gerard had had to beat Jake in order to get him to look after their baby for a few days.
”Warm milk and then slightly heated meat” Jake mocked, “Honest to god it’s a cat, and get the thing off my kitchen counter that doesn’t comply with my hygiene routine”
Gerard lifted Tink and nuzzled, she purred happily, but meowed as he placed her down in her cat bed.
”Jake you look after my kitty” Gerard demanded, winking at him. Jake shook his head, “Alright but I draw the line at puppet shows, and she isn’t sleeping in my bed” Gerard pouted as Tink tried to follow them out of the apartment, and winced as Tink cocked her head as they left without her.
”She hates us” he whined to Jade.
”I know, I feel evil”
”We’ll get her toys, nice cat ones then she will love us again. Its what I do with you, and that always works. Can you get cat shoes”
Gerard swerved to avoid Jades punch, but his foot landed on a plastic bit of litter in the street and he slipped sideways, falling into a wall. Jade laughed, and ran over to him, as he checked no one had seen he mumbled something about dignity at all times, then encircled Jades waist and pulled her to his lips.
”Come on, plane leaves in 4 hours” he stroked the small of her back gently.
”Lets go to bed than” Jade grabbed his waistline and pulled him in the direction of their apartment. Gerard fumbled with the keys trying to find the right one, and eventually opened the door. They both tried to dive through, but together got stuck in the doorframe, “Move wench, I need to get to bed, there’s a hot girl waiting for me”
Jade elbowed him, “Get off it, there’s a guy I must see, he will be upstairs and I cant be keeping him waiting”
Jade nimbly avoided his arms and shot though the hallway and up the stairs, diving into the bedroom she ripped off her jumper, laughing and jumped on the bed, Within seconds he was at the door frame. Ripping his shirt over his head, he threw it over the room.
”Sorry I’m late, some girl ambushed me at the door, couldn’t get away” climbing up on the bed his hands fumbled with her zip, and he slid her jeans down her legs.
”What was this girl like?”
”She was small, petite, dark hair. Nice eyes, incredible eyes. Sexy hips”
Jade groaned as he kissed her neck while fumbling with her bra, “Really” she sighed, “What did you want to do to her”
”I wanted to fuck her”
”Do it then” she gasped, growing impatient as Gerard pulled and tugged at her bra. Unable to keep up the rouse Gerard burst out laughing and let her go, “Is that man proof or something”
Jade shook her head giggling, “Your usually so quick, and your supposed to be an actor, where’s my beautiful stranger, he just morphed into Ger” Reaching behind her she flicked her bra off in seconds and climbed up him, so she was sitting on his knees. Throwing her arms around his neck, she lightly traced lines, watching as his eyes closed and he shook with excitement.
”Do you want Ger to go away?” he whispered, “I could be anyone”
Jade leaned against him and felt waves of euphoria shoot up her as he pulled at her nipples. “No” she groaned, “I want him. I want you”
Gerard raised his eyebrow, “Good answer” pushing her forward he lay her down and pressed himself against her, grinding his erection into her. Jade reached down and unzipped him slowly, pulling his jeans down his legs and groping his bum as she did so.
”Whoa” he laughed, “Off the goods sister” Jade winked and stroked his thighs, flipping him over she grabbed his bum and kissed his chest.
”I like this butt” kissing up his body she stopped at his mouth, slowly she licked his lips and stroked the back of his neck, her other hand trailed down his body and rested on his boxers, sliding beneath the waistband, she slowly traced lines up and down his penis. Jade loved how soft it was and the reaction she was getting from him, he was breathing heavily and trying to press himself against her hand. Jade climbed on top of him and peeled down his boxers, smiling at his excitement, her eyes shot to his and she growled. Gerard couldn’t hold himself in any longer, “Sorry” he cried grabbing her about the shoulders and throwing her underneath him, “I’ve tried being polite, no time now”
Jade laughed and kicked around as he pulled her knickers down.
”Sorry ma’am but this has to be done.”
Jade threw her arms about him and bit on his bottom lip as he thrust himself into her, clawing at his back, she screamed out in joy as he increased his pace. Gerard gathered his senses and suddenly stopped, he slowed down and began teasing himself in and out, inside it was killing him but he kept a cool exterior as she shot him a look of anger.
”Stop that” she shouted. Gerard shook his head and slowly pushed himself back inside her.
”Fine” Jade looked about her and reached up to the headboard behind her pulling herself up slightly, she threw her legs about Gerard and swung herself round, dragging him with her.
”Hey” he shouted out, “Cheat”
Jade leaned over him and bit on his ear. “If you aren’t going to play nice I will take it off you” her hand grabbed his penis and he whimpered, “I’ll play nice”
”Sorry Gerard I’m confiscating it” Jade guided it to her and filled herself with him.
”Fucking hell” Gerard gasped, his gasps turned to cries as she rode him, his hands grabbed her hips as he bucked himself into her, falling into her rhythm.
On the plane Jade settled herself into her seat and sighed, she hoped Tink would settle with Jake for the next few days. Flashbacks of this afternoon shot back to her, they had played games and had lunch in bed then quickly packed what they needed and ran out of the house. Turning to face him she smiled, he looked troubled; reaching over she picked some cat hair off his shirt and stroked his face.
”You ok baby?” Jade kissed him on the cheek and squeezed him close.
”Yeah, fine, I’m just thinking we have a lot to do that’s all. Plus I am not looking forward to your father’s party at all. I’m nervous about going back there”
”Yeah me too, but we both agree it has to be done right?”
”Oh yes, it has to be. I would just rather it not. Don’t worry about it my little coffee cup of luxury”
Jade laughed, “I wont then my wee catalogue of wonders”
Gerard raised Jades hand to his lips and kissed each one of her fingers. Jade groaned, she lay on his chest, letting her breathing fall in time with his she drifted off to sleep. Gerard held her, and stuck his headphones in. ‘Charlie and the Chocolate factory’ was the in flight movie, which Gerard was fully immersed in by the time Jade woke up. Jade smiled as he danced to the new oompa loompa tunes and ended up grabbing some headphones to see what the fuss was about. Jade smiled as Johnny Depp filled the screen.
Afterwards they ate some sandwiches and talked about the movie.
”I liked the new oompa loompas, and Johnny was incredible”
”Not enough Scottish people, and stop going on about Mr. Depp or I shall have to kill him.”
”You always say there aren’t enough scotch people, you even said it about bloody brave heart”
”Mm this is a nice sandwich” he chewed thoughtfully and stared out the window. Jade laughed at his feeble attempt to change conversation.
”Not even in jest will we like aeroplane food Ger”
”Yeah I’m sorry”
Once in London jetlag hit them both almost as quickly as the cold weather. Huddled in their hotel room, they dozed off slowly, curled up on the couch.
They couldn’t relax long though; an hour or so later the telephone interrupted their peace. It was Doug letting Gerard know the limo would be there to collect him and Jade at 7.00. The film was showing at 8.00 but he wanted plenty of time for Gerard to mingle and talk to fans. They had passed Piccadilly earlier on and seen the carpet already laid out, along with posters for the film, and the gates were just being erected around the carpet. Gerard hung up and groaned, “Why do I feel like shit?”
”Because your sleep pattern is all messed up, here ill run you a bath and give you a massage how about that?”
”I think I’m cured” he grinned rising to his feet and following Jade to the bathroom. At half six Gerard was cleaned and ready, he had perked up thanks to the coffee but was now pacing the floor waiting for Jade to finish.
”Jade we have to be there some time today you know!”
”Well if you hadn’t pulled me in the bath earlier I wouldn’t have had to re do my hair would I?”
”It was a nice bath though?”
”Great bath Hun”
Gerard smiled and daydreamed about baths for a while then remembered why he was waiting around. ”Hurry up”
”Alright Jesus Christ” Jade opened the bedroom door and watched Gerard take her in. She wore a tight sleek chocolate brown dress, and a headscarf knotted in her hair, which had been curled again so it bounced on her shoulders. Make up wise; she had smoky brown eyes and eyeliner, with a pale lipstick. “Will I do?”
”Your too good for London” As Gerard walked over to kiss her she took him in, in his black tux, he looked sharp. He was clean-shaven, she smiled, and she had shaved him herself earlier and was glad she didn’t cut him. But as with all men he wasn’t perfect, yet, she reached up and straightened his bow tie, and kissed him back softly.
”You look amazing” she whispered. Arm in arm they made their way to the hotel lobby, and received admiring glances from staff and customers alike. Gerard was rolling on his heels, and Jade knew he was nervous. Slipping her hand in his she squeezed him softly, “They will love you” she uttered. Gerard smiled, she always knew what he was thinking. “Italy will be forgotten, don’t forget Doug said play nice”
”I’ll play nice” he grumbled, kicking his heels.
”Don’t scuff your shoes dear”
“Yes mum”
Jade gasped as the black limo appeared alongside the hotel, Gerard kissed her cheek softly, and led her into the dark back seat.
20 minutes later Jade grasped Gerard’s hand once more as he led her into flashing lights and screaming fans. Gerard slid on arm around her waist and held her tightly to him as they walked down the red carpet, all the time Jade was focusing on her feet. Ever since she met Gerard she had nightmares about falling on this carpet and shaming them both, Gerard caught her watching her feet and laughed, 2Your not going to fall”
”I am “ she whispered, “You’ve seen me, I trip on flat ground”
Gerard laughed, and stroked her back, when they reached a mass of fans he turned to face her and she knew by his eyes he was asking what she wanted to do.
”Its ok I’ll come over with you”
His smile beamed and he led her over to his fans, he was afraid she wouldn’t have wanted to wait inside and leave him to it, he always felt more secure if she was there. For the next few minutes, together they joked and spoke to his fans. Jade was amazed as they asked her for her autograph also, but refused. She didn’t want to be a fake celebrity, if they wanted her autograph she wanted it to be for something more than being engaged to the man they loved. She happily took photos of different people and Gerard though, and she joked and laughed when they offered to take him of her hands.
”Actually ill hold you girls to that, he is too energetic for me, ill arrange a babysitting schedule”
Gerard stuck out his tongue at her and walked over to hold her hand, waving goodbye to his fans they all shouted “Kiss”, so he turned and kissed Jade softly on the lips, then blew kisses to his fans and walked toward the press section.
His lip set a determined line, he still wasn’t happy with the British press but he remembered Doug’s words and smiled anyway, answering only what needed to be answered and then moving on as fast as he could.
Once inside Jade sipped some champagne and looked around, there was a lot of celebrities in this room. This film had become huge, she glanced over at Gerard he was joking and laughing. Expressing himself with his hands and bouncing around, she hoped he would never change. To her he wasn’t a celebrity; he was just normal Gerard Butler from Scotland. Jade watched him a little longer, and saw him heading toward the bar. Turning away she heard a smash, looking back she saw orange juice on the floor and Gerard’s face in shock, his hand empty.
Staff cleaned it up quickly and got him a fresh glass; he searched for her and saw her laughing in the corner. Going red he ran over to her and grabbed her, “Shut up” he whispered, laughing along with her, “Jade I cant lift things! I blame you again, how many things do I smash around you?”
”You were no where near me!”
”I could smell you” Gerard noted the couples walking in the screen and offered his arm to Jade. “Lets go see how we look on the screen”
It took Jade awhile to accept that it was her on screen opposite him, her character was small but in a lot of background scenes and then a death scene at the end. Killed by Gerard character, she remembered them filming that scene and felt a butterfly in her stomach he really hadn’t been comfortable with it. He had such a soft look his eyes as he spat and swore then killed her, it took a few shots before it looked realistic, Gerard had said it was the only time he hadn’t been able to keep in role, and decided never to film with her again. Jade squeezed his hand as she watched his character throw her to the floor like a rag doll and walk away. Gerard grinned and looked around him to see the reactions of everyone else, it had been a brutal scene and many hadn’t realised it was in fact his fiancé who was here tonight. Gerard had watched her scenes carefully and was impressed with her acting, but of course she had been acting all her life so it shouldn’t surprise him really.
After the screening everyone was talking in excited tones, and more and more people approached Gerard to compliment his acting. Jade herself was swamped with people who had recognised her and wanted to ask her questions about the death scene and her character. Jade found herself signing autographs after all.
Jade laughed with the cast and crew during the party that was held afterwards, she noticed Gerard wasn’t as perky as he usually was. Looking at him properly she noted the dark rings under his eyes and realised he must be shattered. Excusing herself from the ring of people that had been talking at her, she walked over to him. He was sitting in a chair, trying to focus on some woman who was talking to him, Jade could see he wasn’t really up to small talk, he needed his bed.
Jade smiled at the woman as she seated herself next to him and took his hand, Gerard excused himself from the stranger and turned to Jade.
”You having fun?” he murmured, yawning the instant the sentence was out.
”I was, until I saw you weren’t. Come on lets go home”
”No. No, this is your film too, you should stay and enjoy yourself. I’ll go grab a few hours you stay.”
”G there’s nowhere I would rather be than in bed with you right now. Plus my feet are killing me”
Smiling at her shoes, he held out his arm and they circled the room saying their goodbyes and apologizing for leaving so early.
Once outside the cold air hit their faces and they breathed in, Gerard looked around for the limo and walked back inside so he could call the driver.
Holding her handbag Jade wished she could get these shoes off her feet. Glancing behind her she watched Gerard talking into the phone and smiled, he was so handsome, she couldn’t wait to be in his arms. Jade was in no doubt that this was love. This was the real thing. She had never loved or needed anybody this much before; it hurt her to be away from him for these few minutes. Laughing at herself she turned back and watched the traffic shooting past her, a cold breeze made her shiver. Turning she saw a man was walking up the street toward her Jade smiled and stepped out of his way to allow him past. But he shoved roughly into her, pushing her against the side of the building. Jade stumbled and turned to face him, it was on her tongue to give him a piece of her mind until she saw the knife in her hand.
”Give me your bag now and no one gets hurt” Jade gripped her bag tightly; she felt her blood run cold.
”Please no” she whimpered, her eyes searching for anyone on the street, “I’ve nothing in there, please go on about your way. I wont say a word” Jade felt her world shattering about her, she hadn’t felt this afraid since the last time she was struck by her father. Inside she was screaming out for Gerard, but her heart wouldn’t bring him out here, in her mind she could see the knife plunging into him and it brought tears to her eyes.
”Give me the fucking bag” the man snarled.
Jade felt a tear escape down her face, and tried to shove him out the way. Jade gasped as she felt a cold sensation slit her, then screamed as the knife plunged into her.
Gerard snapped his head round and saw Jade fall to the ground clutching her stomach, a rage like he had never felt swept over him. Dropping his phone, he ran his fist shot out and connected with the man’s head. The man sprawled backwards he hadn’t realised this woman had a friend, shaking his head he jumped to his feet brandishing his knife, “Just give me the bag” he swung the knife for Gerard.
Gerard heard fabric rip and a pain shot through his arm, throwing all his weight behind his other fist he punched the man one more time.
This time the man didn’t get back up. Gerard fell to his knees and crawled over to jade, pulling her to him. Blood was seeping from her dress, and he tried desperately to stop it, someone threw a coat to him, which he held against her. Cradling her like a child he was terrified. People had now gathered around them, he could hear woman screaming and men shouting out. Sirens rang through the air but he didn’t care, his tears fell down his face. Jade wasn’t moving.
Gerard sat with his head in his hands, his headache growing steadily worse by the minute. Nurses and doctors kept dashing in and out of the room opposite him, but none looked him in the eye and so he feared the worst.
It had taken minutes for the ambulance to arrive, as he lay in the street cradling her. Their bloody had mixed together and washed away with the rain, he knew the knife had entered her stomach, he could hear the doctors shouting orders through the window. He also knew stomach wounds could kill. Tears filled his eyes again as he thought of the pain she must be enduring. Not that she had told him, she had simply passed out and hadn’t opened her eyes. Holding her close he had cried for her and begged her to open her eyes, as the nurses took her she was still motionless and now he didn’t know what to think. Life with out Jade wasn’t worth considering. Why hadn’t he stayed with her? Why didn’t she just hand over the bag? They were so happy together. Once more his eyes misted over and he wept bitterly.
Nurses stood around unsure what to do as the doctor stepped back from Jades lifeless form. Maybe if the had caught her a few minute earlier but she seemed to have given up hope. The Doctor stood back and waited, “Time of Death…. 1.03 am. Will someone please tell the man outside its over”.
Gerard’s head jerked up as the nurse opened the door, the look on her face said everything.
”No” he whimpered, rising to his feet. “Please no” he was trembling all over as he walked toward the door.
”We’re sorry sir we tried everything, she just stopped breathing”
Gerard pushed past her into the room and looked down at Jade; she had tubes all around her. Her face was white, but she still looked beautiful.
”No” Gerard fell to his knees and pulled Jades hand to his mouth. “Please come back to me Jade”
Everyone in the room knew this man shouldn’t be in here, but no one had any right to stop him. The nurses stood back and wept silently, the sight of this man in hysterics was too much. It was clear to all he was completely devoted to her, it was a sad picture. A deathly silence fell over them and all that could be heard was the mans whimpering as he kissed her hand.
A beep from the heart machine made them all jump. A nurse ran across and looked at the screen, it was faint but it was a heartbeat.
”Ok I want this man out of here, I think we have another shot here. Move move move, get the doctor back. Do it now” she shouted, Gerard found himself dragged off her.
”No” he yelled, “Let me stay please, I need to be with her” He pushed the nurses off him and pulled his face by jades. “Jade please come back” he whispered.
”Sir you really have to leave. If you stop us from doing our jobs she will die. Again” the nurse smiled and shoved him out the room, then ran back to her patient. “Where is this doctor?”
As the staff worked faster, they pumped blood into her and drained the bloody from her stomach. Gerard was pressed against the window trying desperately to see what was going on. Through a crack in the blinds he saw Jades hand move and he slid down the window and back on to the bench, His heart was going ten to the dozen, he could barely take in everything that was happening, and he certainly couldn’t control his emotions.
A nurse walked over and gave him a cup of coffee and a tissue, he was deeply grateful.
”Have you had your arm seen to?” she asked, peering at the bloody mess that his shirt was in.
”No, its ok. It doesn’t matter. I have to wait here” Gerard winced with the pain from his arm but refused to move.
”Sir you wont be allowed near her for a few hours at least, they need to get her stable. I suggest you sort your arm out.”
Gerard looked back at the door and allowed himself to be led to A and E for stitches; on the way back he stopped at a phone and called his mum.
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