Road Signs and Rock Songs | By : classic06 Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Kelly Clarkson Views: 9486 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is purely a work of fiction. I do not know Kelly Clarkson,and I am not profiting from this story. |
hey y'all, sorry about taking so long to update the two fics. it was spring break, and my godchild was born, so i went up to see her, and all that good stuff, so i got really distracted. she is seriously adorable. and that has nothing to do with the fact that she actually looks more like me when i was a baby than my sister, lol. but yea, no worries, i have come too far and put way too much into these fics to give up on them. if i go too long between updates again, just be like girl, get your shit together, lol. so yea, mk, hope y'all enjoy.
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"What's wrong?" Ashley quizzed as Kelly sat patiently in the makeup chair.
"Why do you think something's wrong?" Kelly replied.
"Because you're not fidgeting."
Kelly chuckled, "Do you want me to? Because I can, you know."
"I know, trust me, I know," Ashley laughed. "So what's up?"
"I just wanna see her," Kelly shrugged. "I haven't seen her since we left for New York yesterday."
"Remind me why everybody else took a different flight."
"Because it was cheaper, and they didn't have to be here until today; whereas, I had to do some interviews yesterday."
"Well, the band should be arriving to the set soon, so relax."
"I hope there'll be time to hang out with her beforehand...like just the two of us..."
Ashley smirked.
"Not like that," Kelly hit her arm.
"Totally like that, and you know it."
Kelly groaned, letting her head fall back against the chair.
"Frustrated...in the sexual variety?" she raised an eyebrow.
"Shut up," Kelly laughed, feeling her cheeks warm.
"You so are," Ashley nodded.
"I'm fine," Kelly insisted. "I just...I don't know."
"Don't know what?"
"Like what to do."
"Um, Kelly, you're four girls in--by now you should know what to do."
"Not like that," Kelly hit her again.
"Do that one more time and I will make sure you don't have a second alone with her this whole trip."
Kelly narrowed her eyes.
Ashley brushed off the glare, "So what don't you know?"
"Like what she's ok with. Like how much is too much, you know? I just don't want to rush things," she shook her head.
"So what exactly have y'all done?"
"Kissed," Kelly shrugged.
"Just kissed?"
"Yea?"
"Please tell me that there was at least a little tongue involved."
"Ash, she's straight," Kelly reminded.
"Not anymore," Ashley pointed out.
"We're not even dating."
"And explain to me why that is again."
"Because I just want to make sure she's ready first."
"Ready for what?"
"To date a girl."
"Kelly, the girl is madly in like with you. What else does she need to do to be ready? There's no pre-lesbian boot camp or anything, is there?"
"No, but--"
"But nothing. What are you waiting for?"
Kelly looked up at her nervously.
Ashley sighed as she leaned back against the counter, "You're scared."
"She's just...she's so great. I don't want to hurt her."
"You really need to grow a pair and stop using that as an excuse because the entire world knows you would never hurt that girl. What you're really scared of is the fact that she could seriously, seriously hurt you."
"Thanks for reminding me," Kelly frowned.
"Kelly, come on...Kate's thought about this, ok? Trust me, she has seriously thought about this, and I really believe that she is ready for this."
"What if half way in she realizes this isn't what she wants?"
"That's just a chance you're going to have to take. There's always a risk going into every relationship that you're going to get hurt, but you can't use that as an excuse to hide from it, especially when it's something as good as what the two of you have."
"I just want her to be sure," Kelly said softly.
"The only way for her to be truly sure is for y'all to dive right in. She can think about it and reflect on it all she wants, but she won't really know until y'all go there for real."
"Ash?"
"Yep?"
Kelly's eyebrows furrowed together as her eyes fell.
"If you want to know what I think, I think that girl is even less willing to hurt you than you are her...I also think that if the pair of you don't get a little action soon, there is a very good chance of the both of y'all spontaneously combusting."
Kelly giggled.
"It's true," Ashley smiled. "I mean, come on now, how long has this tension been building between the two of you? At least makeout with the girl."
"Yea," Kelly nodded, grinning.
"Yea," Ashley rolled her eyes.
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Kelly waited patiently, listening closely through the crack in her dressing room door as a group of voices approached. She took a deep breath as she opened the door and reached out, pulling the tall blonde into her dressing room. She closed the door behind them, locking it. "Hi."
"Hi," Kate giggled, pulling her into a hug.
"So...how was your flight?" Kelly asked, enjoying the fact that Kate didn't remove her arms from around her.
"It was good," Kate nodded with a smile. "And you?"
"Good, it was good," Kelly replied, feeling herself leaning in. "You found the hotel room ok?"
"Yep," Kate giggled again, wrapping her arms around her tighter.
"Cool," Kelly started to chew on her bottom lip.
"So this was a nice surprise," Kate noted.
"Yea?" Kelly swallowed hard, her eyes glued to the blonde's lips.
"Yea, I was really hoping to get to spend some time with you before the show."
"Me too," Kelly smiled, her thumbs subconciously smoothing across Kate's hips.
"Kelly?"
"Yea?"
"Should I wait for you to kiss me, or can I just do it because I really don't have the patience that you do."
Kelly laughed, her cheeks turning a deep red, "Sorry."
"It's ok," Kate smiled, pulling her closer.
"I think I just got into the habit of not kissing you, you know? So now, I have to constantly assure myself that it's ok to."
"It's way more than ok to."
Kelly grinned.
"What?"
"I so turn you on."
"Oh Lord," Kate shook her head, giggling. "I was wondering where the cocky little Texan I used to know had disappeared to."
"Me too," Kelly admitted, her hands sliding around to the small of her back.
Kate took a steadying breath at the feeling of Kelly's hands slipping under the back of her shirt.
"Is this ok?"
Kate nodded.
"Good," Kelly's heart raced as her fingers moved across the soft skin.
"Yea..."
"So I've been thinking, well, I've been talking to Ashley which forced me to think..."
"Me too," Kate replied, pulling her still closer, wanting to feel more than just the singer's hands against her. "Well, not the talking to Ashley part, but the thinking part, I've been doing that."
"Ok, well, you go first," Kelly nodded.
"So, I've been thinking about what you said about wanting to make sure that I'm sure, but I'm not sure how to even do that, so I just, I thought..."
"Yea?" Kelly could feel her stomach turning nervously.
"I want to meet your mom," Kate nodded with certainty.
"What?" Kelly's hands paused.
"Yea, I want to meet your mom."
"Isn't that...don't people usually save the whole meeting the parents thing until after they get serious?"
"Well, yea, but...I don't know..."
"Wait, you've already met my mom. Why do you want to meet her again?"
"I don't know, I just thought...I thought that...I don't know, it was stupid," she shook her head. "I'm sorry."
"No, no," Kelly removed her hands from under Kate's shirt and rested them on her sides instead, uncomfortable touching her like that while discussing her mother. "It's ok. If you think meeting her will help you, then we'll definitely take a trip to go see her."
"You're sure?"
"Absolutely," Kelly nodded, pushing up on her toes and kissing her softly. "You just kinda caught me off guard, I'm sorry, I just wasn't expecting that."
"What were you expecting?"
"Nothing. But I get it--you wanting to meet my mom. I'm guessing you want to talk to her, huh?"
"Yea, I just thought, you know...I think I kinda wanted to get a mom's perspective, maybe?"
"That makes sense," Kelly nodded. "With the album coming out tomorrow, the next few days are pretty packed, but after that we actually have about five days off. We can make a trip then if you want?"
"That sounds great," Kate replied, pressing their lips together gently. "Thanks."
"Anytime," Kelly smiled, kissing her back.
Kate giggled, "So what was it that Ashley made you think about?"
"It can wait," Kelly shrugged, kissing her again, her smile growing at the feeling of Kate's arms squeezing her softly. There was a knock on the door, and Kelly pulled back with a sigh, "Yea?"
"Fuse is ready for you on set," Ashley replied from the other side of the door.
"Of course they are..." she rolled her eyes as she stepped away from Kate and unlocked the door.
"Nice lip gloss," Ashley noted with a smile. "Hot pink is totally your color."
Kelly narrowed her eyes.
"Hi Kate."
"Hey Ashley," Kate blushed.
"Sorry to break up the fun, but I gotta take Casanova down to the set. We'll catch up later. Come on, you," Ashley gave her a small wave as she took Kelly's arm, tugging her out of the dressing room and down the hall. "So...how'd it go? Was I interrupting anything juicy?"
"I hate you," Kelly muttered under her breath.
"Oh whatever, I can tell by the lack of smudgeage going on on your lips that you weren't getting that much action. Did y'all at least talk?"
"Yes."
"And?"
"She wants to meet my mom."
"She what?" Ashley's eyes widened.
"She wants to meet my mom," Kelly nodded.
"Damn...that girl is something else. She wants to be your girlfriend before y'all even kiss; she wants to meet your parents before y'all are even dating; she is seriously the queen of rushing things...all of the unfun things, at least."
Kelly laughed softly.
"I'm serious...meeting the parents? You should charge for that shit."
"Charge?"
"Absolutely. The only time I'll agree to either meeting a guys parents or bringing him home to meet mine is after a night of really hot sex."
"Ash..."
"What?"
"You know she's not ready for that."
"How do I know that? She's following your lead."
"No, I'm following her lead."
"Which is exactly why it's going nowhere. Y'all are each waiting for the other person."
"It's not going nowhere."
"At the very least by now there should be some serious making out going on with a little light petting...at the very least."
"Remind me why I ever decided it was ok to discuss my sex-life with you."
"Because you know I'm right, and you know if it was up to your hormones, y'all would be way past that by now."
"If it were up to my hormones, I would've jumped her bones months ago, but it's not up to me, ok? It's up to her."
"It's a relationship," Ashley replied. "It's up to the both of y'all."
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Kelly sat on Ashley's bed in the hotel room, watching Jill, who was stretched out in a chair in the corner of the room, grin as she traded texts with Meghan. Apparently, Meghan was the type to forgive and forget.
"Hey," Kate greeted, wrapping her arms over her shoulders from behind.
"Hey," Kelly replied.
"So how excited are you for the fact that in a matter of hours, you'll finally be able to buy your new album?"
"By now I've learned to not get my hopes up until I am actually standing in the store with the album in my hands."
Kate gave her a gentle squeeze.
"So how was your shower?"
"It was nice. I'm glad to finally have the feeling of plane off of me."
"Yea, I hate that," Kelly agreed, watching a blush rise to Jill's cheeks as she read a text she had just received.
"I was surprised when I walked out of the bathroom, and you weren't in the room anymore," Kate noted, turning to look at her, studying her closely.
"I was just coming see Ashley."
"Where is Ashley?"
"Shower."
"She's been in there since before you went in yours," Jill commented from across the room, her eyes still glued to her phone.
"Not surprising," Kate nodded, her hand smoothing down Kelly's arm as she lowered her voice. "You ok?"
"Yea," Kelly replied, her heart speeding up as Kate's breath tickled her ear.
"You look like you have something on your mind."
Kelly gave a short laugh, "My album comes out tomorrow. I have everything on my mind right now."
"You want to talk about it?" Kate offered.
Kelly sighed, taking Kate's hand and allowing her to guide her back to the hotel room that they were sharing. She closed the door behind them, locking it as Kate sat on the edge of the bed.
"So what's up?" Kate looked at her expectantly.
Kelly's eyes moved slowly across Kate's face.
"Kelly? Is everything ok?"
"I don't know. I just...I feel like...I mean Ashley said...and watching Jill, I just...I feel like..."
"Like what?" Kate urged gently.
Kelly's jaw was set as she crossed the small distance to the bed and, taking Kate's face in her hands, kissed her firmly. She heard the faintest moan escape the blonde's lips as she placed a knee on the bed, finding her balance before laying her back against the mattress and sliding on top of her.
Kate found herself dizzy as she struggled to keep up with the pace Kelly had set. The Texan's hands were burning against her cheeks, and before she knew what she was doing, she had wrapped her arm around the shorter girl and was holding her down against her, another moan forming in the back of her throat.
Kelly tilted Kate's head back, deepening the kiss as her pulse raced. One of her hands slid down, trailing across Kate's neck and down the front of her shirt, before slipping underneath the thin material and making its way back up.
Kate took in a sharp breath, quickly breaking the kiss as she scooted further up the bed.
"What?" Kelly looked at her confused. "Did I hurt you or something?"
"No."
"Then what?"
"Kelly, what's going on?" Kate questioned, trying to catch her breath.
"What do you mean?"
"What was...what was that?" she motioned to the spot where she had just been laying.
Kelly sighed, pushing herself back off the bed. "Nevermind."
Kate scrambled off the bed, cutting off the path to the door, "Where are you going?"
"I need some fresh air," she slid her hands into the pockets of her jeans.
"I think what you need is to tell me what the hell is going on with you."
"I was just kissing you," Kelly snapped. "That's what people do when they like each other...actually, they do a hell of a lot more than that."
"I don't...I don't understand," Kate shook her head.
"Come on, Kate, I know you're knew to this whole girl thing, but it's not like you're that innocent."
"Kelly..." Kate's voice softened. "Just tell me what's wrong. Please talk to me."
"I don't know what to say," she raised her hands in defeat as her eyes started to water.
"Hey, it's ok," Kate pulled her into a hug. "It's ok. I know you have a lot going on right now. I know you're stressed out with everything, but it's all gonna be ok."
"I'm sorry," Kelly sniffed back more tears as she buried her face in the base of the taller girl's neck. "I don't know what I was thinking. Ashley just said a bunch of stupid stuff, and it got to me, and then Jill was being all flirty with Meghan, and I'm so sorry."
"It's ok," Kate assured, rubbing her back comfortingly.
"I didn't mean to push you," Kelly's fists were clenching onto Kate's shirt tightly. "I didn't meant to...I'd never do that..."
"I know," Kate kissed her hair. "And you didn't push me. You let me pull away, remember?"
"Please don't be sweet right now. I so don't deserve it."
"Kelly..." Kate couldn't help but laugh. "It's ok. We all have bad days. You're actually having an entire bad season right now with work--that has to take a toll on you."
"Kate..." Kelly fussed, burying her face as far as she could into her.
"What? It's ok, Kelly. I mean that. I can see how stressed out you are right now. You weren't yourself just now, I know that."
Kelly shook her head.
"Ok, what? Do you want me to be mad at you or something? Do you want me to want to kick you out of our room? Would that make you feel better?"
She nodded.
"Kell..." Kate giggled, kissing the top of her head. "I'm sorry, but you are far too adorable right now for me to be mad at you."
"I really am sorry," Kelly pulled back to look up at her.
"I know," Kate nodded, bringing a hand up to wipe the couple of stray tears off her cheeks for her. "Just next time when people are saying things or something's going on and it's getting to you, just talk to me about it, ok?"
"Ok," she swallowed.
"Kell?"
"Yea?"
"Am I allowed to say that before my brain caught up with my body and I remembered that something wasn't right with you, that that--what we were doing--was incredibly hot?" Kate asked, her cheeks burning.
Kelly groaned, burying her face back in her neck.
"Is that what this is about?" Kate asked, hugging her close. "Are we not going fast enough for you?"
"Kate, no," Kelly protested, pulling away. "We're fine. I was completely out of line just now. We're going at a perfect speed."
"Really? Cause I wouldn't mind if we maybe went a bit faster..."
Kelly's eyebrows flew up.
"What?" Kate felt herself blushing again. "Am I not allowed to want to be closer to you?"
"No, I-I just..."
"Kelly, I want you, just as much as you want me. We talked about this, remember?"
"Yea, but you said that you were scared."
"I am."
"Ok, then--"
"Aren't you?"
Kelly's eyebrows scrunched in confusion.
"Can you honestly say that you aren't scared?"
"We're not just talking about sex are we?"
"No," Kate smiled.
"Cause, I mean, I'm not scared of having sex with you."
"Of course not because that would go against this idea you have in your head of you being this amazing pimp."
Kelly smiled.
"Now, isn't that the most beautiful thing I've ever seen," Kate smiled back, taking her face in her hands.
"I'm scared of getting hurt," Kelly admitted.
"I'm going to let you in on a little secret," Kate said softly. "Everybody is scared of getting hurt when they are going into a new relationship."
Kelly's eyes fell nervously.
Kate took a step towards her and leaned down, kissing her gently, "I'm scared too."
"I promise I will never do anything like that again," Kelly glanced at the bed.
"Well, that would be unfortunate."
Kelly laughed, "I meant the way I went about it, and the reason behind it."
"I know you aren't going to push me," her thumbs lightly stroked across the Texan's jaw. "And you and I both know that I'm not ready for...that..."
Kelly giggled, watching her cheeks turn a deep pink.
"But that doesn't mean that I'm not attracted to you like crazy or that whenever I'm around you I'm not aching inside because I want to be kissing you so badly."
"You have no idea how good it is to hear you say that," Kelly shook her head. "I mean, not that I wasn't willing to keep going like we were going, I just...it's very good to hear you say that."
Kate laughed, pulling her back to her for another kiss.
"Very, very good," Kelly nodded, pushing up on her toes to kiss her back. Her hands found the blonde's hips as Kate's teeth grazed across her bottom lip. Kelly moaned softly.
Kate pulled back with a wide smile.
"Shut up," Kelly laughed. "You're a good kisser, so sue me."
"So this feels as good to you as it does to me?"
Kelly stepped to her, "If you define good as heart racing, blood pumping, and stomach tightening, then yes."
"That's how I define it, yep," Kate nodded.
"You're so cute," Kelly giggled.
"Hush," Kate replied, their lips connecting once again.
One of Kelly's hands moved around to the small of Kate's back, pressing lightly, holding her closer. She slowly walked them back towards the bed. She bit her bottom lip as Kate sat down, tugging her down onto her lap. "This is ok?" Kelly asked cautiously as she straddled her.
"Very, very ok," Kate nodded.
"Ok, now you're just mocking me," Kelly replied.
"Maybe I am," Kate grinned, trying her best to keep her breath steady as Kelly's hand ran through her hair.
"You're lucky I like you."
"Very, very lucky," she nodded again.
Kelly tilted her head to the side, capturing Kate's lips in a warm kiss. Her thumb soothed across her jawline as she deepend the kiss.
Kate shivered at the feeling of Kelly's tongue brushing against her bottom lip. She opened her mouth wider, her hand shaking as it rested on the shorter girl's thigh. Kelly's tongue pressed against her own, and she gripped her thigh tighter, earning a moan of satisfaction from the brunette. She could feel her cheeks burning a dark crimson, and she slowed the kiss down before finally pulling away.
"You ok?" Kelly asked, resting their foreheads together contentedly.
"Why the hell did we wait so long to do this?" Kate questioned breathlessly.
Kelly laughed loudly, ducking her head down to place a soft kiss against Kate's neck before hugging her tightly.
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