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High School Princess

Disclaimers: see previous chapters for this…I’m tired of typing them or copy pasting them so nya!!!!

Chapter Four: Lies

Head tilted up into the spray of water from the shower head Yuki pushes his hair off his face. Daisuki Onii-san. Wincing as Mana’s final comment from their private conversation echoes in his mind he grabs the shampoo bottle. Squeezing a stream into his hand he scrubs it roughly into his orange hair. He needs Gackt because – because Gackt knows his pain. I’ve always fit in, never had any problems like them. Jerking his head down as one of his parents knocks on
the bathroom door he yells, “Yeah?”

“Yuki, a young lady named Mana is here to see you,” his father’s voice calls through the door.

“K’so!”

“Your mother doesn’t like that language young man, oh the girl’s waiting in your room. Very sweet girl, you should invite her over more often.”

“Thanks Dad! Tell her I’ll be there as soon as I get this shampoo out of my eyes!”

~*~

Seated primly at the edge of Yuki’s bed Mana lifts a gloved hand to his mouth to hide a weak smile as Yuki scrambles in. Hair dripping he places his hands on his towel covered hips, “Hope you haven’t been waiting too long.” Shaking his head Mana giggles softly as Yuki paces closer to him after shutting the door, “You little daemon, my father thinks you’re a girl!” Lowering his head Mana shrugs. “Why did you come? Where did you get my address?”

Head tilted to the side Mana murmurs, “I needed someone I could trust when I told them things. Someone that I could talk to and bare my guilt to without having to worry.” Rising from his seat Mana holds his hands out to Yuki in surrender. “Please. I need someone to trust and talk to.”

“Mana?” Smile crumpling; he sinks back onto Yuki’s bed. “Mana, what’s wrong?” Pulling a folded piece of paper out of his purse he holds it out.

Tears beginning to trickle down his cheeks Mana moans, “It’s from Misa, she…” Hiccupping he scrubs at his tears with his gloved hands. “She says that I’m a queer and that my relationship with Nao was evil and – she’s going to ‘fix’ me.”

Eyes going wide Yuki sets the letter on his dresser. Pulling Mana into his arms he murmurs comforting words in Japanese, his voice low. Heart pounding, Yuki weaves his fingers into Mana’s curls. “Sh, Sweetling, it wasn’t wrong.”

Red eyes looking up Mana whispers, “Wasn’t it?” Sorrowful eyes locked on Yuki’s Mana repeats, “Wasn’t it?”

Blood rushing to his face Yuki sends up a prayer, pleading that no one will decide to visit, as he dips his lips down to Mana’s. Mouth brushing over the trembling mouth below his Yuki jerks his head up at the knock on his door. “Yuki? Your mother and I are heading out to the store, do you want anything?”

“Just the usual please,” he replies, his eyes flicking down to look at Mana. Head tilted down he stares at his fingers, his gloves folded in his lap. Looking up he does nothing as Yuki’s lips meet his again.

Reaching up, Mana cups his cheek with a hand. A tear trickling down his face Mana kisses Yuki. Answering him gently Yuki starts to break away but Mana pulls him back.

~*~

Sinking down into his plush bed, Mana tugs his shoes off. Misa’s letter forgotten he stares blankly at the collage of pictures on the wall. What am I going to tell Gackt? How can I tell him? Why did I do that? Shifting slightly he bites his lip to hold back a curse. K’so, if I’m sore already I’ll be in Hell tomorrow. Shimatta, why did I let him do that? I wanted to but why? Yuki was so gentle to me. It wasn’t the same as Nao though, I mean I do love Yuki but not the way I love Nao and Gackt. It was more like he was trying to comfort me in the only way possible after Misa’s letter and condemnation.

Wincing he pulls his knees up to his chest, wrapping
his arms around them. I cheated on Gackt. Cold tears
trailing down his cheeks he bends his head down to his
arms. What can I tell him? Jumping as the tinny
sound of the phone screams at him he lifts the blue
phone from its bed. “Moshi-moshi?”

“Mana-hime? Is that you?”

“Hai.”

“Oh gods, I just found out what Misa sent you! Princess, if I had known before she had sent it I would’ve taken it and burned it. I swear Mana, if I
find out that she’s sending more of those I will –
Princess, are you okay?”

“Iie, Nao-san, I – I miss you!”

“Mana-hime, what’s wrong?”

“Oh Nao, I’ve got a boyfriend and I’ve already cheated
on him! Nao, I want to go home!”

“Sh, calm down love. Take a deep breath and tell me
what happened.”

“I’m going out with a junior named Gackt. He’s so
sweet and he has long dark brown hair and crystal blue eyes. We had a picture done; I’ll send you one when I get them.

“And today I got Misa’s letter and I was crushed. It
was so spiteful – I needed to talk to someone. I went
to Yuki’s house – he’s another friend – I can tell him anything. His parents think I’m a girl and they left
for a while.” And then we made love and it was good,
but it hurt so much. So much pain. My body feels like it was run over and trampled by something.

“Mana?”

“He’s so nice Nao-san, he was so gentle with me, but I
still hurt. I guess I’m not used to it anymore.” ManaMana-hime?”

“Hmm?”

“I have to go before our phone bill gets too high.
I’ll call again okay?”

“Hai.”

“Listen love, do what you think is best.”

“Daisuki Nao.”

“Daisuki Princess. Ja-ne.”

“Ja.”

~*~

“Mana? Are you alright?” Lifting his eyes from his book Mana stares blankly at Yuki, his face an emotionless mask. “You’re wearing so much make-up today, I can’t see your face anymore.” Staring silently at Yuki Mana does nothing as he peeks at the title of the book. “Dracula? You like it?” Eyes void Mana doesn’t stir as Gackt comes running up.

“Moshi-moshi!”

Rising to his feet Mana smoothes the front of his blouse with a lace covered hand. Bowing to the two
others he walks away without a sound save the click of
his heels on the concrete. “Yuki, do you know what’s
wrong with Mana? He hasn’t said anything all day.”

Shaking his head Yuki watches Mana’s retreating back,
yesterday’s events echoing in his head.

~*~

Falling back into the blankets on Yuki’s bed, Mana
smiles at Yuki. Kissing Mana’s cheeks Yuki flicks the
buttons on his blouse out of their holes. Trailing
his fingers from Mana’s chin to his ribs Yuki leans
over his prone form. Lifting his head from the
pillows Mana nips Yuki’s lips. Meeting his insistent
little kisses Yuki straddles his hips. Forcing Mana’s
arms over his head Yuki nibbles at his collarbone.

Lips planting kisses from Mana’s throat to his pale
stomach he nips at the expanse oesh.esh. Lifting his
mouth to Mana’s he plunges his tongue past his lips.

~*~

“Mana! , ar, are you alright?” Eyes widening Mana turns to face Kami as he hurries over to his side. Sliding an arm around Mana’s shoulders Kami murmurs, “You don’t look so good, is something wrong?” Brown eyes concerned Kami draws Mana over to a planter, the violet butterfly in his hair sparkling.

“Kami, do you – have you lost-” embarrassment silencing him Mana looks down at his hands.

“Do I sleep with people? Have I lost my virginity? Yes to both Mana, why do you ask?”

Voice muffled Mana whispers, “Have you ever cheated on someone?”

“Yes, and because of it she won’t talk to me anymore. Mana, why do you ask all these questions?”

“Well, I have this friend in Hiroshima and she cheated on her boyfriend and she does – doesn’t know what to do.”

Eyes peering through Mana’s mask Kami frowns. “Mana – it’s not a friend is it? It’s you and you don’t know what to tell Gackt. Right?”

Flinching Mana looks away his hands clasped in his lap. “I got a letter from a friend yesterday – it wasn’t very complimentary.” Laughing heartlessly he mumbles, “Shit, it was damn insulting. Kami? Was what I did wrong?” Mouth trembling he whispers, “Kami, I slept with Yuki – I needed to talk to someone and it got kind of out of control – and – oh gods, what am I going to do?”

Mouth tight Kami gazes at the sky his eyes dark. “What do you want me to say?”

“I don’t know!” Trickling down his painted cheek a silent tear drops to the lace in Mana’s lap.

“Oh Mana, I’m sorry.” Pulling him into an embrace Kami looks up, Yuki waiting near by. “You are in deep, aren’t you?” Eyes meeting Yuki’s he mouths ‘come here’.

Moving to the planter Yuki murmurs, “Mana, Gackt’s worried that he did something to upset you.”

Whimpering, Mana glances up at the senior’s concerned face. Taking a slow breath he meets Yuki’s eyes coldly. “Our explanation for the time being is that I received a spiteful letter from Misa and psetpset me.” Nodding Yuki opens his mouth to inquire about the tears that continue to drop from Mana’s eyes. “I don’t want to lie to him but I can’t confront him with the truth – please, say you won’t tell him. Please, Kami, Yuki, don’t tell him.”

~*~

“Gackuto?” Hair falling loose from its clips Mana impatiently shoves it out of his eyes. Heart thumping against his ribs he whispers, “Gackuto…” Moving closer to his boyfriend Mana taps his shoulder softly. “Onegai – Gackuto – I’m sorry.” Pulling back his curls he murmurs, “You’ve done nothing wrong Gackuto – believe me – it’s just – just – my fault. I got a letter from Misa yesterday – and I guess – oh gods…” Voice cracking Mana sinks to his knees, his tears of guilt breaking past his control.

Misa? Pulling Mana into a soft embrace Gackt’s eyes widen as he remembers the letter from Nao. “She feels it her duty to make you forget that…” K’so, what did she say in her letter? Lifting his love’s face he smiles cautiously. “I think that you should ignore whatever sroterote love, it’s not true.” Drying his eyes with his sleeve Mana nods. “Can you forgive me for not asking you what was wrong and understanding you weren’t ready to talk?”

Kissing him forgivingly Mana murmurs, “Always.” Resting in Gackt’s lap Mana feels the heavy burden of his lie and secret settling in his heart. Despair rolling through his head he thinks of Yuki and his need to talk to him. Eyes burning with shame he buries his face against Gackt’s shoulder as his mind turns from talking to last night’s events.

~*~

“Princess?”

“Hmm?”

“Are you feeling any better?”

“Iie – I feel sick to my stomach. Nao?”

“Hai?”

“I lied to him – I didn’t tell him the whole truth.”

“Did you tell part of it?”

“Hai. The part about Misa’s letter, but not about what happened after.”

“Love, you didn’t lie, you just with held some information.”

“But Nao, I couldn’t tell him!”

“Love, Princess, calm down. What you did was completely understandable.”

“Nao?”

“Hmm Princess?”

“I miss you.”

“I miss you too – Misa! Stay out of my desk!”

“Misa?”

“Hai, she’s here. We‘re working on a project.”

“What project?”

“Watercolor portraits. Lian Sempai chose the groups by a name drawing.”

“Oh.”

“Princess? Did I say something wrong?”

“Iie – I have to go. Dinner.”

“Alright, take care love.”

“Ja.”

“Ja Princess.”

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