Help Me | By : Kashshaptu Category: > Toshiya/Kyo Views: 2298 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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AN: Here you go! Fourth chapter! The fifth is on its way!
Disclaimer: I don't own them and make no money off this.
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Kaoru and Noriko stood frozen in the door opening. Kaoru’s eyes were probably going to pop out of his head anytime soon, his hands clenching and unclenching. Kyo sighed. “What the hell do you want?! Can’t you see I’m busy?!” He groaned as he removed his hands from Toshiya and crawled off him, leaving a flustered and disappointed Toshiya, who got up slowly and stood behind Kyo, looking a bit confused.
“What in the WORLD were the two of you doing?!” The angered purple-haired man exclaimed, not quite knowing –why- he was so angry in the first place. Kyo looked incredulously at him. “We were making out, and if you hadn’t come in, we’d be doing lots more too.” He said pissed off. “Why do you care anyway?”
Toshiya bent over and placed his head near Kyo’s ear. “Kaoru there is the ass-roommate I told you about.” He whispered before standing up again.
The whole room was quiet for a few seconds. “Oh…” Kyo then said. “Even though you’re his roommate, why do you care, Kaoru?”
Kaoru huffed, getting annoyed with the other quickly. “You borrowed my car keys, didn’t return them and now I come to pick them up. Pardon me for not wanting two guys sucking face accompanying that.”
“Says the guy with the gay hair-colour…” Kyo retorted, rolling his eyes as he searched around in the pockets of his pants, fishing out a key, its key chain dangling from it. “Here you go.” He said as he threw the keys towards Kaoru, waiting for the other to leave.
Kaoru was just about to retort and yell at Kyo, but Noriko whispered something in his ear. Kaoru huffed and stomped off, leaving a still very much confused Toshiya with Kyo in the room. The black-haired woman smiled. “He’ll calm down soon enough, ne?” She said softly as he quickly darted after her lover, leaving Toshiya and Kyo to themselves.
“So…” Toshiya said after a short silence. The mood was completely ruined, obviously. He scratched the back of his head and looked expectantly at Kyo, who huffed a bit. He was still angry with Kaoru for over-reacting like that. They were good friends and the purple haired man never made a big deal out of walking in on things like this in the past. ‘He must be having a bad day then.’ He mused.
The blonde turned to Toshiya and let out somewhat of a half-grin. “So…” He said as he thought for a while. The other seemed nice enough. Just throwing him out would be rude, even for his standards. His face lit up. “I might as well show you around for real, ne? How about some coffee?” He asked, knowing this would probably clear the weird vibe that now hung between them.
Toshiya smiled. “Good plan. You show me around, I’ll pay for the coffee. Since I –did- say I’d pay, ne?” He winked as he straightened out his clothes, trying to make himself look at least somewhat presentable again.
“Hmm, how can I say no to free coffee?” He smiled, not caring he looked like he just had one hell of a make-out session. He moved towards the door. “Let’s go then. I’ll show you the best coffee place on campus, it’s not the nearest, but the walk is worth it.”
The blue-haired man smiled and followed Kyo out of the door, leaving the weirdness between them at the door of Kyo’s room. ‘Looks like I found another friend. One that can kiss like no other, might I add.’ He thought grinning, following the happily chattering blonde outside.
***
Later that evening, Toshiya came home after an afternoon of actually seeing the campus and the coffee place. He opened the door and kicked off his shoes somewhere in the hall, throwing his coat on top of them, too tired to actually care. He walked into the living area and saw Kaoru watching TV. “Hi…” He said softly, looking at him doubtfully. He wasn’t sure how the other was going to react to the scene earlier that day.
Kaoru looked up and hugged. “Hi.” He said back, not paying much more attention to the other, preferring to stare at the wall.
“So…” Toshiya said as he sat down next to the other on the couch, keeping his distance from the other. “Noriko…she’s gone home?” He asked, biting his lip, removing imaginary threads from his skirt.
“Yep...” Kaoru said, not knowing what to say. He was still quite pissed at what he had witnessed today, but somehow Noriko had made it look like it wasn’t that bad. He just…had to get used to the idea of his bratty roommate and his good friend together. It wasn’t like he couldn’t get used to the idea of two men together. ‘Look at Shinya and Die!’ He thought, defending himself. But he knew it was different this time. Toshiya seemed like the person to flaunt with his relationships, and with that, his sexuality.
They sat there in silence, neither of them knowing what to say. Toshiya still plucking on his skirt, and Kaoru staring off into space, wringing his hands together. They both jolted up when Toshiya’s cell phone suddenly rang. The blue-head dove inside his purse and got his phone out, his eyes lighting up when he saw the name on the display.
“Shinji!” He exclaimed, going into popular-mode. “I haven’t talked to you in ages! How are you, sweetie?” He purred, getting comfortable on the couch.
Kaoru had been watching him with a raised eyebrow. ‘God, I’ve died and gone to hell.’ He thought, softly groaning as he stood up to get himself a glass of water.
“Oooh…you can’t say stuff like that! You already have a boyfriend! By the way, how’s he doing?” The blue-head continued. It was clear he was flirting with the one calling, shamelessly too. “Hmm…you live nearby now, don’t you? I think you should come by some time and I’ll…show you around the place my dad dumped me.” He purred at the phone.
Kaoru tried blocking out the incessant chatter from the blue-haired boy on the couch, but even in the kitchen the high-pitched giggles and flirty comments got to him. He poured his glass of water and without sparing Toshiya another glance, he made his way through the living room and into his room.
He threw himself on his bed and sighed. “What did I do to deserve this?”
***
Toshiya got to bed late that night. The phone call had lasted some time and he and his old friend had caught up on old times. It wasn’t like they hadn’t seen each other for years. Rather weeks. But to Toshiya, it seemed like ages. He sighed as he lay in bed. He couldn’t get to sleep, feeling like now was the only time to actually be himself. The bubbly happy easy-go-lucky person from this afternoon was more of a caricature of himself. And the fact that his room-mate seemed to hate him with a passion wasn’t all that fun either.
‘I really do try. But he just gets pissed with everything I do.’ He thought. ‘I wonder what his problem is. He should loosen up a bit.’
He turned around, the blankets twisting more and more around him, and he grabbed the stuffed animal that always slept with him. He snuggled up to it and sighed deeply, breathing in the comforting smell of the Teddy Bear that he had had his whole life now. It soothed him, and he buried his face in the worn-out fur. He knew there’d be a few weeks of hard work up ahead. He needed to learn all these new things in addition to the stuff he still needed to catch up on.
Sighing again, he turned around, making sure he got absolutely comfortable, not one limb feeling tense or out of place and he closed his eyes.
And even though he was sure he wouldn’t be able to sleep, a few minutes later he was off in dream-land, his body completely relaxed.
***
Things continued like this. Toshiya got very much in his school-rhythm, going to classes everyday. Kaoru and he tried avoiding each other as much as possible, but every few days or so, all hell would break loose again. Toshiya would take one of his numerous conquests home and Kaoru would act all pissed off and annoyed. Neither of them got each other and over the slowly passing weeks, the mood in the dorm-room got more and more grim.
“I’m telling you, Die. He’s such an ass. I couldn’t even sleep with all that noise of them banging. They kept me up all night!” Kaoru complained, throwing his hands in the air. “He keeps on doing this! Every few days he gets ass! And not girls! Nooooo. Of course not. GUYS! Can you fucking believe it?”
Kaoru had dark circles under his eyes as he sat with Die in the canteen for breakfast that morning. He had been very busy with some school projects and didn’t even have much time to see his girlfriend. But his bratty roommate didn’t even seem to notice and just kept on partying and sleeping around and making their apartment a mess. Kaoru was officially at his wit’s end and ready to sleep outside on a bench if it’d only give him some peace and quiet.
Die sighed and nodded. He knew his best friend was really having trouble with his new roommate. And he had to admit, Kaoru –and- Toshiya were both high-maintenance of the exact opposite. It was bound to give trouble. “Man, I think you need to talk to him. Make some sort of a schedule so he’s at least quiet during a period of 8 hours a night.” Die dragged from his cigarette, not caring some people around him were looking at him disgusted for smoking during breakfast.
Kaoru sighed and nodded. “I do that. We…do that. And he listens and apologizes. But after a week or so, things are back to normal, with him not caring about it anymore. It’s like he doesn’t even remember the deal we made. He never notices me and doesn’t take anything I ask of him in regard.” Kaoru sighed some more. “Man, I really need some sleep. I’m going back to bed. Classes can kiss my ass for today.” He said as he stood up, nodding at Die.
“I agree. Shall I call you awake to grab some dinner this afternoon?” He asked, looking at Kaoru, hoping he’d say yes. Die had been bored these past few days. Shinya was busy with this fashion-project and had to tip-toe around the dorm to not disturb him. He needed something to do and today seemed like the perfect opportunity to take his best friend out for dinner.
Kaoru nodded. “Sounds like a plan. I’ll see you later.” He yawned and then turned around and dragged himself back to the dorm-room. He knew Toshiya was in class by now, probably flirting with his professor or TA or something. “Pshh…I don’t care.”
***
“You see. He’s never listening. He’s always complaining about how he’s not happy with my behaviour. Never wondering what he’s doing wrong. He doesn’t clean our bathroom. It’s gross, really. I don’t know how he managed without me. He clogs up the shower drain with his hair.” Toshiya made a yucky face as he spread out the fabric on the large table. Shinya stood with him as they were assigned to the same project.
Over the past few weeks, Shinya had gotten to know more and more about the blue-haired boy. He enjoyed his ramblings and talking and he had noticed the increased whining about his roommate. He had heard from Die similar stories that Kaoru told about Toshiya and his brain was working to its max. “Are you even listening?” That brought Shinya right out of his deep thoughts and he smiled. “I’m sorry. I’m listening. I was just doing some measurements in my head about this fabric.” He said politely.
Toshiya smiled and continued. “It’s like he can only notice the stuff I do wrong, right? So how the hell am I going to make clear to him that I’m not the only one being at fault here?”
The frail boy stood there staring at Toshiya. “I heard from Die that Kaoru talked to him about you. He’s indeed ranting on about what’s wrong with you. And before you draw conclusions… I do not agree with Kaoru. I try to keep an open mind about it, ok?” He began, making Toshiya lay down his work for a bit and look at Shinya.
“Hmm…tell me. What does he say about me?”
“Well…” Shinya started as he bit his lip. “He’s complaining about how he doesn’t get any sleep at night. Because…” He wasn’t sure how to continue without losing his tactfulness. “Because you seem to take a lot of… late-night visitors with you to your room” He said quickly, blushing slightly.
Toshiya grinned and nodded. “I get what you’re trying to say, Shin-chan. It’s really nothing to be ashamed of. I’m just having fun with my college time. He shouldn’t be so annoyed about it. But I guess I could try keeping the noise down slightly.” He started, which made Shinya sigh in relief and smile, only to frown again after Toshiya’s next remark. “As long as he puts the toilet-seat down after doing his business.”
***
Later that evening, Die and Shinya were comfortably lying in bed next to each other. They were engaged in a long, tender kiss, Shinya's hand was stroking Die's chest, feeling the soft fabric of his lover's shirt underneath his touches. Die was running his hands through the long auburn tresses of his lover and he sighed softly.
Love seemed to radiate from the couple on the bed. They'd been together since their first year here in college and they've been inseparable ever since. They were the perfect couple.
After a while, they broke off the kiss, looking lovingly in each other's eyes. "I love you, Shinya." Die said softly, brushing his thumb over Shinya's cheek, loving the feel of his lover’s skin. “I love you too, Die.” Came the soft whisper in response, their faces moving, breathing in each other’s skin, lips barely touching their skin.
After a while they smiled softly and looked at each other, smiling softly, enveloping in a warm embrace. They were both tired from their day of classes, both busy with their respective projects. Lying on the bed like this was more than welcome to de-stress after a long day of work.
“So, honey…How was your day?” Shinya asked, smiling softly while he looked at the other. He felt peaceful and safe, pressed against the other like that. Die smiled and looked back at Shinya. “It was…tiring. I had a few projects to finish, but also Kaoru who kept complaining to me.” He sighed. “Toshiya and he really don’t get along well, do they?”
Shinya smiled softly, pressing a kiss on Die’s forehead. “They don’t. I had practically the same day as you had. Toshiya kept on complaining and whining about Kaoru not cleaning up the bathroom and how he could only be mad at him.”
“They really don’t get each other.” Die sighed. “They’re both way too fixated on themselves. They’ll never ever become friends.”
“Not true.” Shinya said blankly. “They always fight, but that’s a misunderstanding. I’m guessing they actually want to get to know each other better. But every time Kaoru tries, Toshiya gets called by one of his flings. And every time Toshiya tries, he notices the huge mess he made of the toilet, or bathroom, or kitchen.” Shinya began. “I wouldn’t be surprised if they’d end up as a couple.”
Die frowned and looked up. “No way. Kaoru has a girlfriend, remember? Toshiya has…more than enough girls and guys to please as it is.” Die chuckled. “That guy is a downright slut, if you think about it.” Shinya had to laugh slightly at his lover’s comment, making them both look into each other’s eyes. “I’m so glad we have each other.” The auburn-haired beauty said. “Think about Toshiya. He might have a new person in his bed every week, but why do you think he’s doing that? He’s lonely. He probably wishes for someone to sweep him off his feet and to be his knight in shining armour.”
“You really do have much to say on this subject, don’t you?” Die chuckled, not used to the normally quiet boy’s talkativeness. He brought his hands to Shinya’s back, slowly undoing the zipper. “We should get some sleep.” He whispered, smiling when Shinya mimicked the actions and started unbuttoning Die’s shirt.
They looked at each other for a split second before Die grinned and pressed his lips down onto Shinya’s. When their lips touched, it was like an electric current running through them both, making them feel the love that linked them, but also feel something more primal. A faint lust for the other. Shinya was the first to dart out his tongue, licking and tasting at Die’s lips. At the same time, his hands had undone the last button on Die’s shirt and moved the piece of clothing off the other’s shoulders as much as he could in their position.
Die’s breathing got a bit heavier and his tongue immediately came out to touch the other’s, deepening the kiss by opening his mouth, a silent invite for the other to which Shinya eagerly responded. Die’s hands moved to somewhat move the dress off his thin frame, while Shinya’s hands stroked and grazed the redhead’s chest, touching a rosy nipple, making him groan into the kiss that grew hotter and hotter.
They continued kissing as they hurried to take off each other’s close, Shinya’s hands fumbling with the buttons and zipper of Die’s jeans. Shinya broke off the kiss for some air and looked at Die, panting. “Die…I…” He started, biting his lip. He normally wasn’t like this. These bouts of passion between them were mostly random and kind of rare. Not that that was a bad thing. Their relationship just didn’t revolve around sex. Die nodded. “I understand.” He said, moving to help undo his pants. They were both in their boxer shorts with their clothing somewhere around their legs, trying to kick them off.
When the obstructing clothing was all gone, they immediately pressed their bodies against each other, needing to feel. “Shinya…I love you…” Die whispered, his hands running over Shinya’s body eagerly, feeling the soft skin beneath his touches. He pressed his face into the other’s neck. “You smell wonderful.” He mumbled, kissing and nipping at the skin there. Shinya gasped, getting more and more aroused by this whole situation. “Die…” was all he could utter, his mind going blank when the other started biting his neck. It was probably one of the most sensitive spots on his body and he loved it when his lover paid attention to him like that. Shinya’s hands stroked over Die’s sides and back, moving lower and lower until he reached the hem of his boxers, staying there and stroking the skin slightly underneath every time.
Die stopped his ministrations and looked up at the other, panting with need. He pressed their lips together again, engaging in yet another heated kiss as his hands moved to Shinya’s boxers, needing to take them off. Shinya’s hands started lowering Die’s as well, his fingers caressing every patch of skin he came across while doing so.
Their kiss grew more hurried though and it wasn’t long before they both frantically tried to remove the offending clothing that stood in their way. Frustrated, Die ended the kiss and quickly removed his own underwear, turning them so he lay on top of Shinya, removing his in one go. Shinya scrambled slightly backwards, trying to get them both underneath the blankets on the bed, feeling that it’d raise the intimacy between them.
Covered in blankets, Die lay down on top of Shinya, groaning loudly when their arousals touched. “Die…’ Shinya breathed with a hiss. He wrapped his arms around his lover, holding on tightly, his nails digging in his back. His hips started thrusting up, rubbing their arousals together, making them moan out in unison.
Die’s hand moved down in between their bodies, grabbing a hold of Shinya’s length, his thumb spreading the pre-cum that had gathered at the tip, repeating the action with his own hard-on, making both their lengths slick with pre-cum. “God…Shinya…” Die whispered as they started a rhythmic dance, thrusting and moving against each other. His mouth latched onto Shinya’s neck again, sucking and biting the soft skin, making Shinya wantonly moan out.
One of Shinya’s hands found its way towards Die’s hand, stroking Die’s length along with their rhythm that sped up with every thrust. It wasn’t soon before they were both lost in pleasure, moving completely on instinct against each other, making sounds with every thrust and touch of skin. Shinya was softly chanting the redhead’s name under his hitched breath, clenching his eyes shut. “Come for me Shinya. I…can’t…” Die groaned into the other’s neck, where a large bluish mark had appeared under his ministrations.
The auburn-haired beauty suddenly threw his head back, his nails digging into the other’s back as he felt the knot in his stomach explode, his orgasm crashing over him like never before. “Die!” He cried out, ribbons of white staining both their hands and stomachs.
The combined sounds of his lover and the friction on his own length drove Die crazy and he came too, biting down on Shinya’s neck, trying to muffle the loud groan. His hips made jerky movements, slowly stilling. He was still trying to catch his breath when Shinya started pressing soft kisses onto the side of Die’s face. “That was amazing, Die.” He whispered in between kisses, his own breathing slightly calmed down now.
Die smiled and looked at his lover. “It was…I love you.” He softly said, pressing a soft kiss to the plump lips that were Shinya’s. Shinya removed his hand from between their bodies and grimaced, reaching to the floor, grabbing a t-shirt to wipe his hands on. When he was done he looked at Die again. “I love you too. A lot.”
Die chuckled slightly and grabbed the t-shirt from his lover, cleaning his hand and both their stomachs. “I’m glad I’m with you.” He said as he threw the shirt on the floor, fluffing the pillows and laying down, Shinya snuggling up to him. “Me too.” Shinya whispered, closing his eyes and resting comfortably in Die’s arms. Sleep was quickly overcoming him and he yawned. “I’m sleepy.” He softly said.
The redhead smiled and held the other. “Go to sleep. We have to get up early tomorrow.” He said, closing his own eyes as well. He felt so content and relaxed. This really was the best way to calm down after a hectic day. When he felt his lover relax in his arms he knew he had fallen asleep and he yawned, snuggling up one last time before going into dreamland himself, dreaming of the exact same thing as he was doing right now, laying in his lover’s arms.
TBC
AN: I hope you enjoyed! Please leave a kind review! *runs off to upload more fics*
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