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Tainted Wings	By : Seisen Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 1965 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Dir en grey. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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The night was always long to arrive when he had been waiting for it. He never was the most patient one outside his music, he never had the need to. Sighing, he leaned back on the couch he was currently occupying, by the luck of no blonde vocalist around. He wasn't sure whether to be angry or glad. Glad because, thanks to the lack of him he could actually feel how comfortable the couch is, without the small man sprawled on it. But, even so..Where the *hell* was he? And Die too. Both of them mysteriously vanished from earth, late to the practice -mental gasp- one hour.

Shinya let out a similar sigh as he sat on the chair, looking at Kaoru expectantly to call the day off, but the leader had no intention whatsoever. Frowning, he leaned against the table, resting his head on his arms, closing his eyes. He didn't had the best night sleep yesterday and he was hoping that he could rest in his house today since neither the vocalist nor the guitarist showed up. But it seemed like Kaoru would chop his head off and then feed him to Miyu, Shinya thought better.

The only alive spirit in the room was the bassists, as it could be expected. Re-entering the room he had previously left, he growled at the two almost dead bodies that somewhat ready to sleep. Sitting next to the leader of the band, Toshiya put one of his legs over the other, sighing, begging for attention and not so long after, receiving it. Kaoru looked up at Toshiya and met the expectant gaze.

"Fine~. You can go. It seems like none of the other band members feels responsible enough to come in time." The tired voice raised in the room.

None other noticed to look on Kaoru's face when he noticed the happy smile on Toshiya's face, before the bassist flashed a victory sign and put his things away, soon leaving the practice room all too happy to get away from practicing. Shinya offered a soft, silent smile to the leader as he tiredly collected his stuff and leaved as well.

Kaoru was left alone in the room, not having any wish of leaving there soon. Instead he lay down on the couch that was long ago claimed to be Kyo's... It even carried the smell of the vocalists; Kaoru could even feel the warmness- but it was actually his mind, wasn't it? Snuggling in the couch, he closed his eyes.

... Toshiya's eyes were pretty bright...Weren't they?

+~~~+~~~+ Flashback

The night wasn't as dreamless as he hoped it would be, waking up in the middle of the night to growl and accepted by the cold darkness. Not really wanting to be between four walls in that moment, Kyo got dressed instead, in his comfortable pair of jeans and a black t-shirt. Since he couldn't sleep, he wouldn't stay alone in his home...At least get some fresh air...

He soon left his apartment and found himself in the loud, inviting crowd. The music was banging in his head- not giving him much comfort but also keeping his thoughts away. He couldn't even hear his own breathing as he sat down in a table at the dark corner, watching the people dancing the night away happily, so unlike him. There was this girl under the blue light, laughing, obviously drunk - oh look, the guy under the red light is checking her out. And many others, doing different things... Shaking his head, Kyo took no interest in looking any longer as he turned his attention to his water instead. He never enjoyed alcohol and even if he felt like he needed it, he wasn't going to start now. He couldn't bare that pain.

Almost dozing off in his minds silence and the non-sense music surrounding him, he didn't noticed the soft, worried steps taken at his direction nor the person that occupied the seat next to him until he smelled the keen scent of alcohol. Looking up sharply to scold whoever dared to come close to him, he decided better when he realized who had been the intruder.

"Hi."

Even in the smallest word, his words were slurry. Shaking his head, laughing a bit, Kyo greeted back...

"Hi Die."

...

Then all was black and before Kyo could understand what was happening, he was slammed into the bathroom door, his eyes closing with the harshness that the guitarist was showing him. Kyo caught a glimpse of lust in Die's eyes when the other stared at him as his hands worked quickly, getting rid of his pants and shirt after his own and hanging them over a stall. To their luck, it was a nice bar with clean toilets, though Kyo wasn't sure if it was a nice idea locking the bathroom. His thoughts died when Die's hot mouth ravished his neck, pressing him to the wall, his body creating a sound that would cause anyone who heard it, thinking something is broken. Kyo was fine with it though.

"Ahhh..."

A moan, as fingers caressed over his arousing length. His own arms immediately wrapped around Die's neck and forced him to kiss him, creating a passionate, deep kiss between them as Kyo wrapped his legs around Die's waist, positioning his hole over the big shaft.

"Kyo..."

Another moan, as pants filled the silent bathroom, soon meeting with more vocalized sounds. Kyo didn't hold himself back when Die penetrated him, taking him hard and fast, none really caring for emotions.

Another deep kiss was given...It was such a bliss. Kyo moaned into the soft lips that covered his, memorizing the experience. Die's kisses were passionate as Kyo's were desperate. When Kyo signaled with a nod of his head and pressing his hips down on the erection of the other, Die took the hint and supported him with his thrusts, the other moaning deeply each time he was slammed into.

"Ahhhn..."

The loudest cry echoed in the room when Die found that special spot in Kyo, groaning deeply when he felt the other tightening his muscles around him. He kept the same angle and going hard and deep, he trusted into Kyo's prostate, as the vocalist used one of his hands to jerk himself off with the same rhythm Die had with him. It didn't took long for both of them to climax, either screaming out the others name...

Kyo panted hard as Die slid out of him, allowing the other to hold on him as they both sat down on the floor. Kyo sighed softly and expected Die to get dressed and leave, like how it was always with Kaoru, but he was taken in surprise as Die hugged him close and kissed his temple. Snuggling into the offered warmth, they both panted softly, waiting for the blood to rush back into his minds.

Kyo sighed and smiled, remembering himself that Die was drunk. But it was a great experience whatsoever. To be kissed...To be hold... If only Die was Kao-...No...He loved Toshiya...

Shaking his head slightly, he looked up at Die, who had his eyes closed and apparently fast asleep. Laughing a little, Kyo slid out from the tight embrace and got dressed before looking at Die. He didn't wanted this minute to end, but he took mercy on the male people out there, probably cursing whoever had locked the bathrooms. Crouching next to Die, Kyo watched the sleeping man. Leaning in, he kissed the unreplying lips. He wondered if Kaoru's lips would be this soft against his too. Smiling into the sweet kiss he gave to Die he looked at the other, sighing as he proceed to waking him up in a more rough way.

"Wake up you!.."

+~~~+~~~+ End Flashback

"Kaoru...Kao.."

A voice barely above a whisper reached the ears of the guitarist, looking up only to see a grinning red head at him, who poked him until he sat up and sit right next to him, looking all to happy. Kaoru couldn't help but to groan.

"Where the fuck were you?"

Die grinned happily as he looked at Kaoru, who raised an eyebrow at him, suspecting the other had been attacked by aliens in the morning or something...

"What happened?" He demanded, curious about the life of his best friend who chirped as an answer.

"I finally did it." Looking at the very confused look on Kaoru's face, Die took it as a sign to continue. "Remember me telling you that...I wanted someone?" Seeing the nod as an answer, Die kept on talking. "Well...Yesterday...I saw him and..."

Kaoru wasn't really surprised. Die always kept mentioning about this *someone* and it was pretty clear that it was a great deal of lust . Kaoru wasn't really sure which one, but he was glad that Die finally made a move. He kept listening to his best friends story, whom looked accomplished. He wondered if he ever will have a chance with Toshiya like what Die had with his...aim, perhaps?

"He thinks I was drunk..."

Kaoru looked up at Die, who had just grinned at him, his long red hair falling to his face.

"Why don't you tell him you weren't? Obviously, he has feelings for you, since you fucked."

Kaoru voiced his thoughts; he didn't understood why so suddenly Die shook his head.

"I don't know Kaoru...He seemed so distant and...I think something was bothering him and he just needed affection. Care... His kisses were so sweet but...It was as if he wanted to know how it felt, more than wanting to kiss me. I didn't wanted to announce it was just lust..."

Kaoru tilted his head, Die's words not really making any sense at him.

"Will I have the chance to meet this mysterious person, you so wanted?" He finally asked. More than just asking, he really was wondering who this person was- and what he looked like. Hearing Die talking about him was something, but at least Kaoru would have a face in his mind when he listened.

Die bit down on his lower lip, obviously pondering over whether he should tell him or not and finally speaking out loud- not really thinking if the other would be bothered by the fact Die will just announce who he fucked with a night before...

"You already know him..." He commented softly, as Kaoru raised his eyebrow and demanded an answer to the unasked question.

"It's Kyo..."

There was this long bothering silence between two man, one expectant and the other speechless.

Kyo... His Kyo...

Without saying anything, he left Die shocked and alone, storming out from the practice room- not wanting to face to the other right then. Anger boiled inside him, for a reason he couldn't tell...Soon he reached his destination, standing outside Kyo's house before ringing the bell to alarm the other. He was most likely asleep.

His thoughts were confirmed when the door opened to show a red eyes, lost, tired Kyo but Kaoru didn't care as he walked in and closed the door behind him, grasping Kyo's wrist and earning a gasp from him as Kyo was dragged into his bedroom and was thrown on the soft sheets.

"Kaor-"

"Shut up...I don't want to hear your voice. Today...You're Toshiya."

Kyo could only give a soft breath, tears hurting his eyes but was bit back as he bit down on his tongue HARD when he felt Kaoru undress him and pay more than necessary attention to his member. He felt blood when Kaoru took all of him in his mouth, deep throating him. It was torture, pure torture, not being able to moan his name, tell him how good it is. He sucked on his own blood when Kaoru was sucking him, not really being kind but it felt good whatsoever.

Kaoru pressed his tongue at the tip, swirling it around, experiencing the shivers that Kyo's body couldn't holding back when he sucked the head and bobbed his head down. The thickness in his mouth was tightening with each move of his mouth. He heard the others stuffed whimper when he used his hand to play with his balls, looking up, he saw Kyo biting down on his hand, with closed eyes. He knew he was being mean but...Shaking his head mentally; he closed his eyes as well, dreaming that it was Toshiya on the bed. Kneading the balls, Kyo climaxed in Kaoru's mouth when the other scraped his teeth from tip to base. Kaoru drank all he had to offer as Kyo tried to regain his breath.

The rest of the night was rough and without any single emotion and only moans coming from one person who were screaming out another name.

Kyo winced slightly when Kaoru fell on him, sliding himself out after they both climaxed. Kyo had obeyed the older man and just kept on biting himself - he had agreed on it any way.

Kaoru glared at him and Kyo's eyes widened in surprise, wondering what he did wrong. He watched Kaoru to stand up, wear his clothes in silent, all of the actions were the same like the times before. He watched the other walk to the door and stop as Kaoru turned around spoke coldly, Kyo waiting for an usual 'Good night' coming from the guitarist but gasping softly when the words arrived at his ear, just a millisecond before the slamming of the door.

"You're such a slut..."

Kaoru couldn't hold it in himself any longer, the news exploding in his chest just then. He thought he could do with it, that it was Kyo's life but...Something was wrong and he didn't like it at all.

"What the fuck??!"

The expected answer from the angry- but actually broken and thrown aside- vocalist. Kaoru yelled back, not really caring about the others feelings.

"Don't play the innocent Kyo, I know you fucked with Die last night!"

Kyo furrowed his eyebrows at Kaoru, sitting up on the bed and using the sheets to cover his nakedness as he sent a death glare at the leader, who returned it.

"What is it to you? It's MY life. I can fuck with whoever I want." Kyo replied calm, but in a dangerous tone.

"No. We agreed on this. You just can't go on and sleep with anybody. If you were that horny, you should have come to me."

Kaoru yelled back, his eyes burning with anger- not really knowing why he was feeling like this. He looked at the other, hugging the blankets close to himself... In the night’s lights, his skin was glittering with sweat, his eyes which were sending death glares at him but Kaoru could see the hurt under them. Yet, he ignored it when he heard the other speak up.

"I didn't felt like being Toshiya." He spatted back. "Get out. You got what you come for, now get out of my sight." He growled at the sight of the pink haired man.

"I-"

"GET.OUT!" He pointed to his door, not really bothering to stand up as he watched Kaoru to glare and turn to leave.

"Goodnight Kyo."

The door slammed behind Kaoru, leaving Kyo alone. Who had broke down sobbing uncontrollably...Whenever Kaoru left him, he cried...But..this time...

He really was hurt.

Kaoru on the other hand, was still angry. Finding nothing to get his anger out of from, he thought of going to the source of his anger..

Die...

...

"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU??!!!"

Was the loud scream Die gave to Kaoru, holding his chin which had been previously attacked with a powerful fist.

"Get away from Kyo." Kaoru stated coldly. He didn't care how much Die wanted him. Die furrowed his eyebrows and looked at him.

"I'm not going to be ordered around by you Kaoru..What is your problem??!" Die yelled at him, wincing when he poked his chin lightly.

"Stay away from him." He hissed instead. "I don't want you to fuck him."

Die frowned and glared at him.

"Tell me the reason and I *may* consider."

Kaoru, frowned, not really knowing what to say. "He's not your whore."

Die gave a deep laugh, not really amused. "He's not yours either. I don't remember you saying you're with Kyo, Kaoru." He watched the others face, to see- or maybe hope for something. Even though he lusted over the blonde, he felt bad after having sex with him, seeing actually how lost and hurt Kyo was...Something bad was obviously happening in his life.

Kaoru frowned, where was Die going with this?

"I don't care Die. I just don't want you to fuck around with him. Just stop this."

Die shook his head in anger but also a bit interested. Pushing his luck, he snuggled close to Kaoru dangerously, his eyes not showing any kind of understanding.

"You jealous Kaoru? Jealous of how his lips met mine in a desperate kiss? Jealous of how he met each of my thrusts? Jealous of how he moaned my name so deliciously?"

Kaoru growled, pushing Die away, making a disgusted face but Die could see the unreadable expression under the mask.

"You're disgusting... Just stay away from him."

Die shrugged, leaving to sit on his couch, taking his abandoned beer from his table.

"Whatever Kaoru. It didn't mean a lot to me anyway."

Kaoru bit down on his tongue but let it go, opening the door and slamming it behind him as he left Die's apartment and went to his own, thinking over the things that happened today.

"It's Kyo..."

Why did it hurt him so much? Was it because he was afraid to lose the only person he could use every time he needed someone? Was it because he was afraid that Kyo would leave him? Did Kaoru care? He could always find someone else, it wasn't like Kyo was the only one who he can fuck. There were thousands of fan girls that would die to sleep with him. So why was the fact that Kyo sleeping with Die bothered him?

When he first heard it, he was bothered that Die was only lusting over Kyo. He didn't wanted Kyo to be hurt- oblivious to the fact that he hurted Kyo more than Die ever could.

Or maybe it was because of Die's previous words...About Kyo... About Die thought that Kyo wanted care..Love... Was Kyo really so alone that he hold on to a small kiss? Kaoru tried to remember how Kyo's kisses were before realizing that they never kissed. They would never kiss- it was what lovers did... But Kaoru found himself wondering how his lips would feel between his. How his moan would sound in the kiss they were sharing.

Slamming his fist to the door, he gave out a frustrated cry, looking down to see a certain part of him was awakened. Blinking once, he went in the shower, and stood under the water, an image of Kyo lying down on the sheets coming to his eyes, lips parted slightly. He dreamed of himself crawling on him and giving him a deep passionate kiss, Kyo clinging on to him and both rubbing their erections together softly. Their bodies meeting in a sweet slow rhythm.

"Kyo!" A deep moan left Kaoru's lips as he climaxed on his hand, the water washing away his semen as he slid down on the floor.

"I didn't felt like being Toshiya."

Why did it hurt him so much?

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Kai_mono : ~ I think I read that xD; Wasn't it a song fic? 24ko, if i wasn't wrong? It was around the same time I started this fiction, and I was quite a bit discouraged by your writing- because you're *obviously* better than me~! I still need to work hard to give emotions I want to give, ne~! ^^~! Thank you very much for your review! I'd be very happy if you keep reading :3 ~!
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