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(Promise to) Keep Your Heart Broken	By : ceeceebullet Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Rasmus Views: 975 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Rasmus. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Chapter 4

xx Skylar

"What?" I asked you. I turned around and looked at you. You were kneeling on the floor, head in your hands.

"I'm an asshole," you say into your hands.
I felt bad for you. I really did. But you had hurt me and made me think that I was only standing in your hotel room for one purpose only. I wasn't going to be used again. There I said it. [i]Again[/i]. I never told you that about myself. I never told anyone. I didn't want to be known as someone who was weak. I walked over to you, knelt down before you and took your hands in mine. You looked up at me, slowly.
"Lauri I'm sorry," I said honestly. "I'm just…oh hell I don't know what I am!" I said as you just looked into my eyes. I could get so lost looking into your eyes, Lauri.
"Just don't go," you say above a whisper.
"Hold me," I said to you softly. "Take me to the couch and hold me," I said again.
You lifted yourself up off the ground and took my hand in yours lifting me with you. We walked to the couch, falling down on its warmth. You sat against the cushions at an angel so I could lie against your chest. Wrapping your arms around me I settle into your embrace and sigh.
"I have to leave soon," you said softly stroking my arm.
"I know," I said trying to hold back emotions.
"I'll come back for you," you say. I turn my head to the side to look at you. "If your door's still open," you smile.
"Don't," I said.
"What?" you asked.
"Don't make promises. Everyone I've ever been with has always broken them. My motto is to never make a promise you can't keep," I told you.
"What if I keep it?" you asked me.
"What if you don't?" I shot back. There was a long period of silence between us.
I went to adjust myself and ended up just laying my body flat on the sofa. It was comfy, but not comfortable enough for you obviously. The smell of your scent made my senses very much aware that you were now hovering above me. I turned into your hand as you gently stroked my cheek. It was a genuine feeling. I knew that you would miss me and you knew I would miss you when you left the next morning.
You said in an interview once that you thought of yourself as a gentle kisser. And then after, you proceeded to stick your tongue out and do some crude remake of a French kiss to your open palm. It was funny watching it then, but when your eyes closed and your head lowered to mine, I didn't feel like laughing anymore. When your lips connected to mine I saw fireworks from behind my closed eyelids. You were right, and you were too good. I had a hard time keep up with you as you furiously bruised my pink lips with yours. I felt your hand snake behind my head and you pulled me even closer to you. Breathing hard, we both came up for air opening our eyes to look at each other. You smiled at me warmly then connected yourself to my lips again in a passionate lip lock.
It was so erotic, Lauri. You knew how to make me putty in your hands. When I felt your free hand run down my neck I began to get nervous. But you kept kissing me as you trailed your hands down the side of my body, feeling the curves of my femininity. You could hear our panting and moaning throughout the hotel suite as our make out session grew even more intense. I casually ran my nails down your back, feeling your muscles tension at my touch. Your kisses sent me into overdrive and I wanted to feel you underneath your clothes. Reaching under your shirt, I ran my fingers against your flesh. I felt you shiver upon my touch.
"Sky…" you breathe as you break our kiss. You pull back slightly and look into my eyes. I knew you wanted me, Lauri. The look you gave me was a dead giveaway. And you didn't want me to deny you anymore.
"Lauri…" I mimicked. You hold my stare for a few seconds and silently close your eyes and lean down to capture my lips again.
Gently you begin tugging at the hem of my shirt bunching it upward, exposing my creamy skin. Running your fingers along my bare flesh I hear you moan in my mouth, it vibrating off of my lips. I was afraid to touch you. I felt as though you needed to be in control and I needed to let you have me instead of us having each other. How wrong I was.
When you began kissing down my neck I arched my back giving you easy access to the area in which you hastily feasted on. Nipping behind my ear fire was sent to my lower region and I could help but muster out a gasp.
"That's…that's my…" I gasp again as I feel you kiss the tender spot.
"You're sensitive spot?" you ask. Your voice had changed. It was more manly, almost dominating.
"Yes," I gasp as you lick it. "Don't do that," I whisper.
"Why not?" you asked. "Don’t you like it?"
"Too much," I groan.
You don't answer me. Instead you run your hands higher to softly run over one of my breasts. You lightly give the breast a gentle squeeze and softly say, "Take your shirt off," as you help rise it up and over my head. As I lay there underneath you half naked I began to think of how far I would actually let you go.
"Gorgeous," you mutter as you gaze at me.
"It's nothing to be proud over," I say to you.
"Stop being so negative about yourself," you say running your finger down the side of my cheek. "I think you look wonderful," you say and reach behind me. Unhooking my bra you release it from my body. I didn't realize I was holding my breath in.
"Oh God," I say.
"What?" you ask huskily as you begin to salivate over my body.
"Am I actually half naked in front of you?"
"Yes you are and you're talking too much," you say as you connect your lips onto mine again.

I don’t remember how it happened, but we ended up in your room on your bed slowly undressing each other. I remember your chest the most. Your muscles flexed in all the right places when you moved them and as I ran my tongue down your neck I remember you whimpering softly at my touch. Taking my hands in yours you gaze into my eyes and unbuttoned my jeans still holding my gaze. I did the same for you and soon both of us were kneeling before each other with only our undergarments on.
"Lay back," you instructed. I did as I was told and slowly pushed myself back towards the pillow. Resting my head on its fluffiness, I watched as you settled yourself in-between my thighs, ready to take my panties off. Sliding them off you lick your lips. "Perfect," you breathe and lower yourself to my folds.
I gasped as I felt your lips barely touch the silk that was my tunnel. Kissing me gently I automatically arch my back off the bed giving you exactly what you wanted. You hungrily fed off of my folds, greedily making me feel the heat rise from deep within my stomach. Sucking and nipping I felt closer to my ending but you pulled away.
"Not yet," you said to me.
"Come here," I say in a seductive voice with the beckoning of my index finger. Slowly you rise and crawl to me. I took your face in my hands and pulled your lips to mine in a hungry kiss. When you pulled away you wiped your lips with the back of your hand.
"Damn that's hot," you muster.
"Sit back," I say. You lean yourself back against the headboard of the bed and silently I nestle myself in-between your legs. Pulling off your boxers I feel myself growing wet again as I stare at your lively manhood. "Just as I imagined it," I say as I lower my face to you and begin my sweet attack on your stiff member.
"Shit," I hear you groan as I felt you fist my hair in your hands giving yourself power to control my motions. "Fuck…shit…AHHH God…" you say as I continue my assault. After a few minutes of my sucking echoing off the room's walls, I stop suddenly.
Crawling up your front, you lay yourself flat and I remember how it felt when I moved up your body only to hover above the one thing I had dreamed and longed to have at my attention. Taking my hips in your hands you look at me and I close my eyes tight. Lowering myself, I remember feeling the tip of your hardness at my entrance. You slipped in easily, I remember. And that's because you had me so wet, Lauri. So damn wet.

xx Lauri

I felt proud to know such a beautiful soul. I knew if I didn't make things right I would loose you forever. I remember when you turned around to look at me kneeling on the floor like a goon. It was the first time you saw my weakness. You were always my weakness.

"I'm an asshole," I said. I felt like one. I had been insensitive about your feelings but not anymore. I was going to show you that you were not like the others.
I don’t remember much, but I do remember you asking for me to hold you. We went to the couch and after lying with you in my arms you begin to squirm. Laying flat it was obvious I wasn’t getting comfort so I just moved to hover above your tiny frame. You were so small, so perfect to protect. To me, I was loosing myself and who I use to be. You started the change in me. Looking into your eyes you made me want to make myself into a better man. Your simplicity showed me that there was more to life than partying, drinking, smoking, and living life like rock and rollers do. Who was I to know that one girl, no woman, could tame me in ways I never imagined? It was you. It was always you.
I remember our first kiss. It just…happened. I was stroking your face and you leaned into my touch. The moment felt right. And I couldn't hold back anymore. The time was right where I wanted to take you – to show you that I was more than just Lauri Ylonen, lead singer of The Rasmus. I was a human, and I had feelings too. Touching your creamy skin was like fire to my senses. You made me burn for you.
It was perfect; it was more intense than anything I had ever experienced before in my entire life. Your lips tasted of sweet candy. The softness of them made me weak. When we wandered into my bedroom I got nervous. I wanted to please you; I wanted you to be impressed with me. Most of all, I was afraid of taking you because I was afraid of what would happen after. I knew that if we did something, my heart would be lost in you.
As I gazed upon your fully naked body, I couldn’t help but sigh as I lowered my face to your waiting folds. You smelt like heaven and I wanted to send you there. Darting my tongue out I began to lick and suck your sensitive mound. Feeling you squirm under my touch sent painful awareness of my need to my lower half. You arched your body off the bed giving me more access to what I wanted. Feeling you come closer to your release I stopped. Lifting myself from your thighs you give me a seductive look and beckon me with your index finger. "Come here," you tell me. I crawled up to you and taking my face in yours you kiss me passionately.
"Damn that's hot," I pant as you instruct me to sit back. Leaning on the headboard I let you take control.
I've had many blow jobs in my past, but none of them compared to yours. I could tell you had had experience in the oral field before me, and that made me jealous a bit. But I couldn't worry about that because as you sucked my knob I couldn't help but feel extremely wonderful. Fisting your hair I took control of your head, but allowed you to have some free range to please me as you wanted. Damn you were good Sky. You made me want to blow it in your mouth within the first two minutes of your gentle attack.
"Shit…fuck…AHHH God," I moan as you bob your head faster on my manhood. I was thankful when you stopped when you did. If not, I might not have held out much longer.
I knew what was coming when I looked into your eyes. You were ready. Lying myself flat on the pillow I watched as you crawled up my body aligning your entrance above my shaft. You closed your eyes tight as I grabbed your hips and slid you down onto me with ease.
You were so damn wet, Skylar. And you were so damn tight. The feelings running through my body as you rode me sent me into oblivion. I was seeing stars behind my eyes as I closed them and leaned back against the pillow. Your moans were enough to make me spill everything I had inside of you, but I held out – for you. Fuck you were wonderful.
Flipping you over, I took control with you underneath me. You took the control by holding my gaze as I pounded into your small and delicate body. Your eyes never wavered as you moaned loudly into the room.
"Choke me," you breathed.
"What?" I asked whispering back. I moaned as I felt you arch your back, sending me deeper inside of you.
"Lightly choke me," you said. I had never done such a thing before. But I wanted to please you so I did as you asked. Wrapping my right hand around your neck, I squeezed the flesh lightly. "Oh God…" you moaned. "Feels so…good…" you pant as your head leaned back onto the soft pillow. "Fuck me harder," you choke out as my fingers wrapped a little tighter around your neck. I do just that.
"Lauri…" you pant. My name never sounded so beautiful before. "I'm…I'm…"
"That's it baby," I whispered in your ear. "Come for me," I pant as I buried myself deeper inside of you, pounding you harder. "Fuck Sky…fucking….AHHH so fucking tight…" I say. I begin to mumble things in my native language as I feel my climax coming on.
I remember feeling your walls pulsate around my shaft. Oh God how that felt. And that's what did it for me. "Scream my name, Sky…" I hissed into your ear. "What's my name?"
"LAURI!" you scream and I came, and I came hard spilling my seed inside of you.
I rolled off of you and stretched out beside you. Looking to the side, I remember you were looking at me too. I reached out and stroked your damp face with my fingers, my ecstasy fading away. But my love for you started then. Smiling at me you knew. You knew what we had done was something we could've only shared one time. I saw the pain in your eyes.
"Don’t cry," I said as I leaned over and captured your lips in mine. I wanted to tell you so bad that I loved you, but I couldn't. Not yet. It was something I wanted to know for sure.
"I love you Lauri," you said to me. It was the first time you told me you loved me. And I knew you meant it.
Smiling at you I did the only thing I could think of. I held you in my arms for the rest of the night.
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