Picture Perfect | By : Lalachan Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Daisuke Asakura Family Views: 1018 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Hiro roamed the van like a mad man. He was going so bored. He couldn't wait untill they got to the concert hall. God how many hours more was it? Why did Daisuke insist on takeing a bus? He didn't think he would understand Daisuke.
Then again that seemed to be his biggest problem. Not understanding Daisuke. He again compaired Daisuke to a puzzle. Were the pieces really going to form a picture? Would he even like the picture once he saw it? For the first time in a long time he questioned his love for Daisuke. Did he really diserve a second chance? He thought that maybe fate had brought them back together but was it true? Maybe it was fate's way of telling him he fucked up. He fisted his hands in his hair and stared down at the table. He stared into his coffee. "Damn you" he thought to himself. "If you are trying to tell me I'm fucked could you please hurry up and end it?" His violent hate for him self was beating him. "Just stop I don't want to hurt anymore" A few tears leaked into his coffee cup.
"Please stop" he whispered. When a hand landed on his shoulder and he heard his name he jumped. It also caused his coffee to go spilling on his arm and lap. He yelped in pain at the hotness.
Daisuke had woken. He knew if he layed in bed too long he'd be tired for the rest of the day. He had already slept 3 hours plus the 4 he got last night. So after he entered his journal he went to sleep and now he was awake.
He saw Hiro's slumped over form. Hiro's depression seemed to float off of him and circle the room. Daisuke felt it chokeing him. He walked closer and heard Hiro whispering to himself. "Please stop" he heard.
His heart broke. He knew it was him he was talking about. He must have been talking about letting Hiro touch him. It must be torturing him. "God I want him to stop but I can't live with out him touching me.
Even when he just looks at me. I'm happy." He wanted to tell Hiro. So he gentily laid his hand on Hiro's shoulder. He happened to say his name at the same time. Hiro's reaction was less then antsipated.
Hiro yelped as the hot coffee ran down his arms and the front of his shirt to his lap and settled there. He jumped up and howled at the hot coffee seeped into his shirt and on to his chest and stomache. The driver swirved. "Are you alright?" he yelled. "Yea I'm fine" Hiro replied after he ripped his shirt open. He hissed as his pants were now wet and burning. He quickly fled the area. Daisuke couldn't help but get pissed at himself. He cleaned up the area and noticed that the coffee was still pretty warm. He ran in the back to see if Hiro was ok.
Daisuke was a little embarrsed because Hiro was naked. He couldn't really see anything because Hiro had his back turned. "Hiro are you ok?" He knew it wasn't really a yes or no question cause he wasn't ok but it wasn't bad enough to say no. "ah I'm fine" Hiro replied. Daisuke was silent for a moment. "Let me see" he whispered with his head hung down. Hiro turned his head slightly. "what?" Daisuke bit his lip. "I want to see how bad it is." He still couldn't meet Hiro's eyes. "I'll be alright you don't have to act worried." Hiro was annoyed. He couldn't stand this. It wasn't as if Daisuke had'nt seen him naked before but whatever game Daisuke was playing he wasn't goig to play. He was naked and would give in too quickly. Daisuke took a step foward and touched Hiro's shoulder. "Please I want to know." Daisuke's voice almost sounded desperate. Hiro shrugged Daisuke's hand. "I said I'll be fine." Daisuke grabbed Hiro's arm trying to pull him to turn around. "I WANNA KNOW. I WANT TO SEE WHAT I'VE DONE. SHOW ME." He cried out at Hiro. "IT'S MY FAULT I WANT TO SEE WHAT I'VE CAUSED. I WANT TO SEE HOW MUCH I HURT YOU!" Hiro was stunned by Daisuke's outburst. He turned around and grabed Daisuke into an embrase.
"That's not something I can show you." Hiro whispered. Daisuke was also stunned. He could see the red marks from the coffee. He gently touched one and Hiro gasped in pain a little. "I'm sorry I frightened you." Daisuke whispered. Hiro stuck his nose into Daisuke's hair a few tears leaking from his eyes. "I wasn't frightened. I was surprised. Never frightened." They both knew that nither was talking about the coffee anymore. "I hoped for so long. I had given up. I couldn't stand it. I hurt so much. Then that day. I wanted to say good bye but you...I...we..." He started to cry into Daisuke's hair. Daisuke couldn't say anything. "He wasn't lieing." Was the only thing he could think. He slowly raised his hands to return Hiro's hug. Twice he almost dropped them and pushed Hiro away. He couldn't so he finally hugged Hiro back. Hiro rubbed Daisuke's back. "I won't leave again. I can't leave you. I'm in love with you." Daisuke's eyes shot open. "W-what?" he stammered as he backed out of Hiro's arms. Hiro knew he crossed the line. He hung his head down. "I love you" he whispered.
Daisuke paniced. "You can't love me! You don't know what I've done. Who I've been with." He backed away farther. "You wouldn't love me if you knew" Hiro was torn he wanted to grab Daisuke and tell him it didn't matter but he was falling into his hurt. Everything began to hurt. It was making him dizzy. "I'm sorry" Daisuke cried as he fled the room. He slammed the door and went and hid in the bathroom. "I still love you" Hiro whispered before he collapsed to the ground.
Daisuke had finally calmed down. He was more shocked then anything. He loved Hiro so much. It hurt. He couldn't say it. Not then. Not with the look Hiro had on his face. What if he said it then Hiro went away again? Hiro said he wouldn't but if Hiro knew about the others would he still say that? His mind pounted out what if questions for the next 30 minutes. Finally he came out of the bathroom to noitice that nothing had changed. He sat at the table and gazed out the window. He kept pondering what Hiro was doing what if he was crying. It would be his fault. He hurt Hiro again. He just couldn't find anything good reason why he ran away. He was frightened. He wanted to yell and scream that he did love Hiro but he was too scared. What if he blew it again? Was Hiro going to leave again? Daisuke's mind went through every single bad thought. What if he chased Hiro away again? This time Hiro had told Daisuke the truth and he rejected him. His heart pounded. The bus pulled up to a hotel. It was going to be the hotel they were going to stay at for the night. Then the concert tomorrow. The manager got on the bus and greeted him and said that the rooms were ready. Daisuke nodded and said he would go get Hiro. So he got up and was reluctent to go back. He figured Hiro was sleeping and angry with him but he wanted to tell Hiro that they needed to talk later.
"Hiro" Daisuke called. "It's time to go to the hotel" He didn't get a response so Hiro was still asleep. He opened the door to find Hiro laying on the floor still naked. "HIRO!" Daisuke screamed. Hiro looked at Daisuke. "It still hurts" Daisuke's eyes widened. A few of the burns were bubbled and blistering. "Hiro hold on!" Daisuke ran out of the van and yelled what happened and ordered for them to take him the hospital. Finally the ambulence had gotten there. Daisuke petted Hiro's head as they waited for the ambulence. Hiro had refused to let anyone get near him. For some reason he couldn't deny Daisuke. It angered and hurt him but he wanted Daisuke there. They put him in the ambulence and Daisuke had demanded that they let him go too. After a good amount of arguing Hiro told one guy that Daisuke would force his way in somehow so they let him in and took off.
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