How could i ever love another? | By : sparksbleeder Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM Views: 1627 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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[so this is the chapter about their first kiss. ]
It was been a while after Ville and Bam met. They had become quite close within the days of Bam's visit to Finland for a skate completion. This time Ville was visiting Bam at his castle. He had met his dear friend at the airport and talked non stop with him as they drove to Bam's lonely home. The Whole time Ville couldn't keep his eyes off the young skater. He only wished Bam was interested him Ville as well. Little did the Finn know but Bam had some feeling for Ville as well.
After getting situated upon arriving to the large home, Bam gave Ville a grand tour. At the end of the tour, Bam's bedroom, Ville realized how Bam was flirting with him and made Ville giddy inside. 'He likes me!' Ville thought and smiled.
"And this is my room where I spend now alone." Bam made a wide gesture before plopping on the bed and sighed, "Considering Jenn left me."
Ville's heart sunk at the mention of a supposed ex and the thought of Bam hurting. He sat next to his crush and put an arm around him. "And why would anyone do that?"
"Well...because she caught me cheating..." Bam blushed and looked away. He knew Ville would freak if he knew the full truth.
"Cheating?" Ville was truly shocked. Who could’ve Bam cheated on her with. Once again his heart hurt because he felt his secret love had another.
"Um...well, You wouldn't get it. It'll seem...weird." Bam laid back and sighed.
"I'll always understand Bammie." Ville leaned over Bam and felt the sudden urge to devour him there but held back.
"Willa." bam sighed and put an arm over his eyes to hide from the stare. "If you must know...I was...jacking off to another person" Shame filled Bam and he groaned.
Ville Smiled, "And what do you mean by that? watching someone from the window? looking at their picture?"
Bam blushed bright red and shifted his body away. "Well...um...I was watching a video of them and I...said their name."
Ville laughed and laid back. This was cute. "Sweetie that’s not cheating!"
"It was to Jenn! She dumped me right there!"
"So?"
"So..."
"Who was it?"
Bam looked up fast at Ville and 'grr'ed before standing up. Ville seemed so beautiful to him in that moment that he felt like he could burst. He took a chance and busted it out, "You!" before leaning against the wall regretting it.
Ville was put aback by the bluntness. Never had anyone just told him they liked him like that. This made his heart speed up. Without a word Ville rose to Bam's side but he moved away. Firm hands grabbed Bam’s arm and turned him fast to face green eyes. Both stood with two different looks; Bam with shame, Ville with comfort, both with love.
Bam leaned in, feeling courage again, wanting to kiss Ville. Ville took the hint and soon their lips touch and tongue explored. Bam felt his heart skip a beat and her felt tears in his eyes. 'He likes me.'
...Sun peeked in on the two lovers entwined in each others arms. Bam had been awake for a hour, but just wanted to lay by his true love and watch the beauty sleep. His strong chin and cheek bones looked so beautiful. Those pouty lips, that soft brown hair that framed his face for perfectly,; just that, perfect.
Ville stirred and rolled onto his back and stretched. His eyes fluttered open before he sighed. Last night was worth it all. He still felt the passion in him for Bam.
"Bam?" Ville whispered to his love.
"I'm here." he slide his arms around his babe, never wanting tot let go.
"Was last night a dream?"
"One that came true." Bam giggled before kissing his Love. Ville Kissed back and chuckled before pulling away, serious look on his face.
"Do you regret it?"
Bam paused and kissed the older man's forehead. "Never."
"But what about Missy."
"Fuck her. Just fuck her."
"Rather fuck you.” Ville grinned. Both laughed tenderly before Bam sat up. He stretched stood up.. His naked frame glowed in the sun making Ville want him.
"You know I love you a-and I want to work this out. I want to try again." Bam turned to Ville with serious eyes. He wanted this, he wanted to be a fucking house-wife to Ville. "How 'bout it? Wanna play house?"
Ville sat up and took time to think. He didn't want to hurt Bam or himself again. But he wanted to have the love again. He sighed and smiled up at Bam with a look of 'are you serious?' then ran his hands through his hair. "Ok, how about this? For the time you spend here, we're together. If in the end you want to stay, and this can only be if we both believe we truly love each other I won't stop you from divorcing and coming out to you're Family. But if you do stay we both have to come out to the public, I won't hide this anymore. ALSO if you choose to leave, then I get the choice of beating the living shit out of you. Sounds good?"
"yes!" Bam dove onto his love and ravished him with kisses before rolling off. "I'm making breakfast, French toast?"
"Sure but put boxers on. I'll be down to help." Bam threw on the boxers, gave Ville a peck, and ran off. Ville fell back and smiled. This might work. He felt so loved that he could've cried. But then he thought if Bam did choose to leave and busted into tears. "I love you Bam..."
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