Jet Black Feeling | By : synsharlot Category: My Chemical Romance > General Views: 985 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of My Chemical Romance. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
A/N: the turns and twists in this story have been thoroughly thought out especially for Smooshy in hope to put at least a smile on her face through her trying times. If you’re reading this sugar you know what I mean and you know ILY… kisses and hugz to you and your little ones. You are still in my prayers every night.
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~Autumn’s POV~
This night was perfect. The little Italian in Gerard made him take me to an Italian restaurant. We talked about the small things that are important to us and we found out that have a lot of the same interest and we share the same passion for music and art.
The food was amazing, the company I had was amazing, the view I had in front of me was amazing and the whole night was amazing. Gerard made the night even more amazing by suggesting we’d walk home. More sweet small talk was made on the way and never did we run out of conversation or hit that awkward silence parts that happen on every single first date.
We got up to my front door after about 40 minutes of walking. I have to admit my feet were hurting but I really didn’t notice it since I was walking and talking to Gerard. We stood in front of the door looking at each other in silence but never once did it turn into something awkward. Gerard smiled a little as he leaned into me and his lips gently pressed against mine. The feeling of butterflies in my stomach grew into something more than I was used to. I closed my eyes as I felt his tongue run across my lips asking for access. I wrapped my arms around his neck and slightly opened my mouth. Gerard slid his tongue into my mouth, massaging my tongue with his as he grabbed my hips and gently pulled me closer to him. His touch was soft, gentle and full of care.
“Wanna come in?” I whispered as I broke away from the kiss that had made me raise one leg and my knees go weak.
“Are you sure, I don’t wanna pressure you into something you’re not sure about” he whispered back looking down into my eyes. This night was perfect and I was gonna make this man mine.
“I’m asking, am I not? So you’re not pressuring me into anything” I said and giggled a little. He nodded and I found my keys and opened the door.
Gerard came up behind me wrapping his arms around my waist and kissing my neck. It was amazing how soft, sweet and gentle his kisses were. My breath was getting heavier from excitement and I walked in with Gerard following behind me. I heard him kick the door so it would close. I bit my lower lip gently as he ran his tongue over my neck and bit gently. I walked us up the stairs and to my room. Gerard managed to pull himself away from me to close and lock the door.
He walked up to me and in his eyes I didn’t read lust like in every other guy I’ve been with. They were full of affection and care. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer to him. I could still taste the wine off his lips as he kissed me. His touch was gentle and soft almost like he wasn’t there, yet he was.
He slid my coat of my shoulders and let it drop down to the floor as his lips ravished my neck. I let out a soft gasp. Never have I felt this way with a guy before. Gently and slowly he removed every single clothing I had on. I felt a little weird just standing there naked in front of him as his hands roamed my body and his lips ghosted over the skin on my neck.
He made me back up to the bed and when I reached it I got in. I looked up to him and watched him getting undressed. He got into the bed with me and pulled the covers over us. My breathing got deeper as he moved between my legs and grabbed my hands lacing his fingers with mine.
I let out a soft gasp as he slid inside of me. His moves were slow yet dominant. I’ve never had this feeling in my before. This was making love not just a simple fuck.
Gerard leaned down and his lips crashed with mine as our tongues battled for dominance. His hips slowly grinding against mine and a few moans escaped my lips. He let go of my hands and I wrapped my arms around him. I wanted him close to me, closer than he already was.
I closed my eyes as he went back to my neck. This feeling seemed to last forever and every single touch from him was gentle and soft. I couldn’t believe I had just found a guy that can fulfill my need so lovingly. I whispered his name as his moves got faster.
Arching my back and moaning out his name made him kiss my neck harder and nibble on my earlobe. Having him moan and grunt into my ear only brought me closer to reaching my peak. I dug my nails into his back and loudly moaned out his name as I came with such euphoria it made my toes curl and my and my hands slip, scratching his back. My moans obviously helped him as I heard him grunt out my name as he came.
Gerard rested his head on my shoulder trying to control his breath. He rolled over to his back and pulled me closer to him. I rested my head on his chest and drifted asleep to his soothing heartbeat.
~Gerard’s POV~
Never have I made love to a girl. This was something I wanted, something that I needed. In my eyes this was perfection. I didn’t need anything else and nothing more. If I could make this moment last forever I would but there will be a day after this one and another one after that one and so on.
Nothing was gonna make me give this girl up and I mean nothing. She was the most beautiful person I’ve ever met. I looked down to her where she was fast asleep. I ran my fingers over her hair; it was so soft and smooth. I couldn’t believe I had found such a girl, it was amazing. I closed my eyes and soon fell asleep with her.
~Autumn’s POV~
I woke up to Gerard getting out of bed. I didn’t open my eyes I thought he might just be going to the bathroom but I heard him getting dressed. I turned to face him and sat up on the bed.
“Oh did I wake you?” he said smiling to me as he zipped up his pants.
“Yeah kind of, where are you going?” I asked a little confused
“I’m just gonna go home for a shower and clean clothes. I’ll be back around noon” he said as he put his shirt on.
I nodded and he came over and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I watched him as he left and leaned back on my bed smiling as I thought about last night.
I must have fallen asleep again because I woke up to October knocking on my door.
“Can I come in?” she asked opening the door slightly.
“Yeah you can” I said and sat back up
She walked over and sat down on my bed. She didn’t look all that good but I knew her well enough not to ask her about it. She would just get annoyed and I didn’t want anything to ruin this beautiful day. All she wanted was a little sister talk. Something we haven’t had time for since we moved.
~Mikey’s POV~
I heard Gerard sneaking in to the house; it’s only been 25 minutes since I left October. I felt different, I could hear a whole lot better than I ever could before and my skin was paler than usual.
“Hey” I said as Gerard passed my room.
“Oh hey, you’re up” he said as he walked in and sat on my bed.
He had this stupid grin on his face and it was so obvious he got some even though I heard every single thing that went on in Autumn’s bedroom I just had to ask.
“have fun last night?” I asked.
“yes I did what about you?” he asked and his grin just got wider. He must be reliving the events from last night.
“yeah we had fun” I said abruptly.
I looked over my brother and it was no wonder Autumn had fallen from him. He was a good looking man. His raven black longish hair suited him and his personality, his pale skin looked oh so smooth and soft, and it practically begged to be touched. Hi neck wasn’t long but it was something my eyes couldn’t stop looking at. I felt that hunger October told me about last night and I just had to sooth it. I moved closer to him so I was sitting next to him.
“so wanna tell me what happened?” I asked, I wanted to hear him tell me about his last night.
“I don’t think I should, it’s personal and it’s between me and Autumn” he replied. That was so unlike him, usually he would tell me everything.
“what? You think you can’t trust me now? What’s different now?” this unusual anger grew inside of me. How dare he not trust me?
“easy Mikey, I just don’t wanna talk about Autumn like I’ve talked about all the other girls, she’s so different” he smiled his stupid satisfied smile.
This time it got to me and I launched at him. I managed to pin him down to the bed and straddle his lap.
“Why can’t you trust me now? What’s so fucking special about this girl that you can’t talk to your own brother?” I yelled at him
“Mikey relax, come on get off me this isn’t like you” he said confused.
“oh this is all me, the new me” I whispered.
I leaned down and licked his jaw line. Gerard struggled against me saying something about letting him go and that I’ve gone mental. I knew better, I wasn’t mental I’ve just been reborn. I kissed his lips and he jerked his head up making my lips rub up against my fangs. I hissed and screamed at him to be still. He must have caught a glimpse at my fangs because he stopped moving and whispered my name in fear.
I smiled, there was no turning back now. I launched for his neck and sank my teeth deep into his flesh. Gerard struggled to begin with but stopped as his body got weaker. I thought about drenching him and leave him dead but I could never do that to my brother. I loved him way to much to kill the only person in the world that understood me and took care of me.
I sat up and licked over my fangs. His blood tasted so sweet, full of adrenaline. I leaned back down and kissed his open mouth. He licked the blood of my lips, I didn’t notice him biting my lip but he obviously got enough blood to be turned.
I watched as his soul died and his skin turned paler. The life in his eyes died and they turned a blackish color. He was like me now, he was my brother and he was supposed to be like me.
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