You Terrible Memories | By : DeathxByxTrend Category: My Chemical Romance > General Views: 1296 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Hiya.
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As he continued to read the first pages he was suddenly taken over by the memory.
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FLASHBACK
“ Are you ready yet ? The party starts in like, 20 minutes.“ Mikey said impatiently.
“ Yeah... I guess so. “ Gerard responded not as enthuse as his younger brother to be going.
They both got into Mikey’s car Gerard in the passenger seat. He looked out the window as Mikey started the car and he sighed deeply.
“ What now ? “ Mikey asked his tone aggravated.
“ You know I don’t like to go to parties. “ Gerard simply said looking out the window.
“ It’s not going to be that many people, quit worrying. And besides where finally going to met Frank’s friend. What’s her name, something with a D.... “ Mikey said
“ Delilah ? “ Gerard suggested.
“ Yeah ! That’s it. I knew it started with a D. “ Mikey said proud that he could remember that much.
“ God, it feels like we know her, huh ? “ Gerard questioned.
“ Well, yeah, I mean Frank talks about her so much. If she’s what like Frank says she is, she’s going to be a pretty awesome chick. You might even start to like her like her. “ Mikey teased jabbing his elbow into his brothers side.
“ Grow up. “ Gerard said pushing him back.
“ Have you ever had a girlfriend ? “ Mikey asked seriously.
“ No. “ Gerard simply said.
“ Your gay, aren’t you...I mean... it’s ok if you are... I just - “
“ I’m not gay, trust me. “ Gerard chuckled, cutting him off.
“ Then why are you eighteen, and still have no girlfriend. I mean, girls at school practically throw themselves at you. Just pick one, what’s the problem. “
Gerard was a very attractive man.. The prettiest boy in school. You know the one every girl wanted and every guy wanted to be. He had a boyish charm hidden under his badass exterior. He never talked to any body except for his few friends, not even the teachers. He would never even glance at anyone he didn’t know. He would walk down the halls gazing at nothing, nothing at all. So of course in return he had plenty of rumors spread about him. His favorite was that he had killed a man on the street when the man approached him to ask him what time it was. He had a strange mystery about him, and the fact that he paid no attention to any of the girls in school, made the girls try even harder. They believed who ever could conquer Gerard Ways heart, had to be most beautiful girl, inside and out. But never would he even have the slightest interest in any of them.
“ I’m just not like you Mikey, I can’t just fuck someone cause I’m lonely. I’m just waiting for someone special. “ he sighed tired of people pushing him.
“ Well I’ll let you in on a little secret, your ‘dream girl’ ain’t coming. It’s a bunch of bullshit Gerard. No one in life is ever really, truly, happy with their lives. Sorry but if your looking for love, you should end your search now, cause it doesn’t exist. “ Mikey said trying to convince him.
“ I’m not looking for love. I’m just waiting till it finds me. “ he said dismissively.
They arrived at the house, music was blaring from inside, cars were parked all over the place. On the side walk, in the street, and in the neighbors driveways. He was surprised not to see a car on the roof.
“ Not a lot of people, huh. “ Gerard spat.
Mikey smiled knowing well that if he told his brother the truth he wouldn’t have come. “ Did I say that ? “ he teased.
“ I hate you. “ He said as they entered the house.
The house was covered in a thick fog of smoke, and red plastic cups full of unknown liquids. Gerard put his hand to his face making sure his sleeve was covering his nose and mouth, not wanting to inhale the strange fog. He waited by the stair case awkwardly, for Mikey to return with their drinks. “ C’mon Mikey. “ he whispered, as he examined his surroundings. He realized all eyes were on him. He heard gasp of shock and whispers when people would walk by. He was never at any social event, ever.
“ Is that Gerard Way ? “
“ What is he doing here ? “
“ He’s so hot. “
“ Don’t talk to him, he’ll kill you ! “
“ Why is he here ? “
“ I thought he was on house arrest ? “
He rolled his eyes, annoyed by their stupidity. A blonde with her 18th birthday presents popping out of her shirt threw him a seductive smile and waved. He looked away disgusted, when he felt something tap his shoulder. He turned around slowly with no emotion.
“ Hi Gerard, I’m Catherine ! “ a tall brunette said in a cheerful voice. Everyone was staring at her, they couldn’t believe she was talking to him, they couldn’t believe she TOUCHED him. And she loved that all eyes were on her. “ But you can call me Cathy or Cat, which ever. “ she waited for him to reply.
He didn’t.
She continued any way. “ So, I know it’s a little weird that I know your name, but we had gym together last semester, remember ? Yeah so.... this is my house and party. Oh by the way, I love your shirt. “ she said as she ran her hand down his chest.
He grabbed her wrist to stop her “ Thanks, but no thanks sweetie, I've seen more appealing hookers by the docks, my you can ask them for some beauty tips.” he said coldly and walked away, leaving her motion less and red in the face. As the continued, he heard snickers from other girls who were pleased by his reaction to her. “ Note to self, never come to a party with Mikey again. Scratch that, never come to a party again period ! “ he thought.
The house was crawling with kids. Drunk kids, high kids, naked kids. “ Wait, what the fuck ? “ he thought as a overweight man ran through the house naked.
“ Here you go. “ Mikey said handing him a cup.
“ Did you just see that ? “ Gerard asked concerned, as he took the cup to check it’s contents.
“ Yeah. So what ? “ Mikey asked nonchalantly, taking a sip of his drink.
“ What is this ? “ Gerard asked looking in the cup again.
“ I don’t really know.... “ Mikey shrugged taking another sip.
“ Nice, I’m about ready to leave. “ Gerard said handing him the back the drink. He looked around the house again and realized why he was such an outcast within his peers. He would never be like them, like any of them. He would never be able to have a one night stand and do random hook ups. He would never understand why people would put themselves in those types of situations and be happy with their decisions. He would never understand them, and they would never understand him.
“ No, c’mon . Look there’s Frank. “ Mikey said pointing to the front door “ Frank ! “ he called out to him. “ Holy shit. “ he gasped. “ If that’s Delilah he’s with, than god, she’s hot. “
Gerard sighed and looked up and over to the front door where Mikey had directed. He saw Frank and laughed noticing the Misfitz shirt he was wearing was his. He had left it at Franks house one night and he knew he was never going to get it back.. His eyes slowly crept to Franks side where she was standing, clinging tightly to Frank’s arm. He was taken back, at how attractive she was. And the fact that HE was attracted to her. All his life he had never been drawn to anyone, but this unknown stranger intrigued him. Her fiercest beauty, was opposite to her nervous and unease body language as people introduce themselves to this beautiful stranger. She floated like a butterfly as Frank led her into the living room, but her piercing green eyes stung like a bee as they instinctively looked around the unfamiliar room. She smiled meekly as Frank introduced her to the other guest. Her fame was small . And her smile sent shivers down his spine. He was snapped out of his thoughts when Mikey shouted to him again.
“ Frank ! “ he said waving his arms for his attention.
Frank looked around and spotted them. He whispered to Delilah and led her over to them.
Gerard’s heart began to race as she and Frank headed over. He nervously shoved his hand in his pockets. He looked over at Mikey who was completely comfortable. He didn’t understand why she didn’t have the same effect on him. And why she had this effect on him, this confused and frustrated him.
“ Hey guys. “ Frank said cheerfully, as he dropped Delilah’s hand. “ You guys finally get to met the amazing and wonderful Delilah. “ he chuckled.
She shifted in her stance out of embarrassment.
“ Hey, nice to finally met you. I feel like know you already though. “ Mikey chuckled lightly.
“ I know, I know, Frank never shuts up about you two. Mikey right ? “ she asked more comfortable with his easiness, but still her voice was just a little louder than a whisper.
“ Correct. “ he answered.
The group waited for Gerard to introduce himself, but he couldn’t speak. She was so close to him. He could smell her, she had a faint sent of vanilla and coconuts. His throat was dry and hoarse. Frank
noticed him struggling and spoke.
“ Ummm.... Yeah Delilah this is Gerard. “ he said a little confused never seeing his friend act like this over a girl. Even then prettiest girls at school would introduce themselves to him and it wouldn’t even phase him. He wouldn’t show even a little interest in them, and they would huff away angrily.
“ Hi, I’m Del - “ she started looking at him directly in the eyes, but turned her head when she felt someone touch her arm.
“ Oh my, Frank, is this Delilah ?!? “ a blue haired girl interrupted, looking at Delilah up and down like she was a piece of meat.
“ Yeah, Carrie she is, now can you leaving her alone ? “ Frank said noticing the uncomfortableness in Delilah’s bright green eyes.
“ Your very rude tonight Frank. Hey Mikey ! “ she said, she looked at Gerard but said nothing, she didn’t even smile at him.
He fought a smile. Gerard was not the friendliest of his friends.
“ I’m sorry boys, but I have to steal her for a little moment. I’m gonna showing her off. “ she looked at the boys daring them to object. They didn’t. Carrie was a big girl. She turned to Delilah and spoke excitedly and to quickly for her to fully understand. “ There are plenty of boys here that would die for you. Oh, yeah. How rude of me, I’m Carrie. Franks told me all about you.“ She started as she lead her away through the crowd of bodies.
Delilah turned back to the group with worried and frightened eyes.
Gerard was going to take a step after her, he had a strange urge to save her, to help her, when he stopped him self. “ Wait, what are you doing ? “ he thought. “ You don’t even know her, what is going on ? “
“ It’s ok. “ Frank mouthed to her.
She smiled, just a little, and she disappeared into the sea of people.
“ Wow. “ Mikey finally said.
“ I know. “ Frank sighed.
Gerard just kept staring in the direction she was just dragged into, hoping that he would see her emerge from the crowd.
“ Wow. “ Mikey repeated.
“ I know. “ Frank chuckled.
“ Good job Frank, anyways, see you boys later, I see a keg with my name on it. “ Mikey said and walked away.
“ She is going to kill me. “ Frank giggled.
“ Why ? “ Gerard said still looking away.
“ She hates parties and shit like this. And she wicked shy, so the fact that Carrie is parading her around isn’t going to make her to happy. “ Frank explained, and looked over at Gerard and noticed he was staring off in the distance to where Delilah was last seen.
“ Oh. “ Gerard simply said and for the first time looked back at Frank, only to have him studying his face. He looked down at the floor self-conscious, “ What ? “ he asked glaring at the checkered tiles. Trying to put on his best poker face.
“ What’s up with you ? “ Frank questioned, “ Why are you acting all weird ? “
“ Nothing, I just really hate being around this many people. “ he lied.
“ Um-hm. “ Frank said, his voice full of skepticism.
“ So any ways, how the new apartment ? “ Gerard asked quickly, trying to distract him. It worked.
“ Oh Yeah ! I didn’t tell you guys yet. It’s so awesome. Two bedrooms, living room, kitchen, and two full bathrooms. It’s so sweet. “ Frank said excitedly.
“ I bet you and Scott are going to have a lot of parties now, huh ? “
“ No, no, actually Scott bailed on me. “ Frank said a little disappointed.
“ Oh, so you live by your self now ? “ Gerard asked.
“ Nope, Delilah is my roomy. “ he smiled.
“ What that Delilah ? “ he said pointing in her last known location.
“ Yeah. “ Frank chuckled.
A long minute had past before he started again. “ So are guys, like, together ? “ he asked trying to seem carefree about the whole situation, when in reality he was burning with jealously.
“ What ? Ew ! No, no. I mean... don’t get me wrong, she gorgeous, it’s just... I don’t know, I see her more like a little sister. “ Frank said, and then looked back at Gerard whose poker faced had cracked and a smiled played across his lips, liking Frank’s answer.
Franks eyes widened with shock. “ That’s it ! Isn’t it ? You like her ! “ he accused.
“ What ? No ! What are you talking about ? “ he scrambled trying to recover.
“ I thought I’d never see the day. Gerard Way has been broken ladies and gentlemen ! “ Frank teased.
“ Fuck you Frank ! “ Gerard spat, and walked away harshly, making his way out of the house.
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“ So you and Frank are good friends, huh ? “ Carrie asked Delilah as she walked her through the house.
“ Yeah, “ she said weakly “ we’re roommates now. “
“ Oh, so are you gonna go to our school ? “
“ Umm, I’m not sure yet. “
“ Well, if you do the only advice I can give you is stay away from Gerard Way. “ she snorted.
“ Why ? Frank loves him. “ she asked curios.
“ Yeah, well if you’re a guy and you like the Misfitz he’ll like you, but if your anything else, he’ll hate you. He’s such an ass. He has like 3 friends, including his brother Mikey, who is completely normal, but him, he is a psycho. I heard he almost killed some dude because he asked ‘ what time is it ? ‘ Just trust me and stay away from him. “ she explained.
“ Ok. “ she agreed a little scared.
A few minutes had past, and she began feeling suffocated. Everyone was asking her so many questions at one time, she couldn’t concentrate.
“ Do you want anything to drink ? “
“ Is that your natural eye color ? “
“ What’s your favorite band ? “
She couldn’t take it, as soon as Carrie wasn’t looking she bolted and headed for the nearest door. She ended up in the bathroom, and quickly locked the door.
“ Delilah ? Are you in there ? “ Carrie knocked.
“ Shit. “ she whispered, “ I’ll going to kill you Frank.”
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Gerard began walking away from the house, when he stopped.
There was no way he was going to leave his drunk little brother to drive himself home.
He was always stuck being designated driver. “ God damn it . “ he signed and began walking back to the house.
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“ Delilah come out ! “ Carrie beg from the outside of the door.
She looked around frantically in search for an exit. There was a window. “ Yeah Windows ! “ she thought as she ran over to it. The only problem was she was on the second floor. “ Boo Gravity ! “ she thought again.
“ DELILAH, open the door now. My friend Davey wants to meet you. “ Carrie stressed.
She was tired and scared, she just wanted to go home. She wasn’t use to all the attention. She had had enough for one night. And she knew that if she opened the door she would be forced to introduce her self to drooling, drunk guys with bad breath who wouldn’t stop looking at her chest.
She opened the window and looked down. She realized it was the front of the house, an easy escape. It wasn’t that far of a jump, she couldn’t brake anything, and the grass would definitely cushion the fall.
“ DELILAH ! “ Carrie banged on the door, she flinched, and decided she was jumping.
She hung her legs out the window, and then stuck her upper body out. Her arms held the frame. She didn’t look down, she took a deep breath and scooter her butt of the frame so she was off the window, and when she felt the wind she closed her eyes. But then there was an un expecting feeling, something hit her, and she wasn’t on the grass, before she could open her eyes there was a yell.
“ WHAT THE FUCK ?!?!?! “ the voice yelled loudly
She was confused, she thought she should be feeling the cool grass against her, but instead she was laying on something warm, and soft, like a body.
She slowly opened her eyes, to see that Gerard Way was under her. She had just landed on Gerard Way. She just laid there frozen, not sure what to do or say. She didn’t want to die after all.
His eyes were still closed, “ My fucking head ! “ he whined and reached behind his head to pull back a rock, the size of his palm, with blood on it. “ Ow ! “ he moaned. Touching his head.
She was so scared she didn’t even breathe. He finally opened his eyes to see her. He was shocked to say the least. He got up slightly and leaned back on his elbows, she couldn’t move, she was still frozen. Her mind was trying so hard to tell her body to move but it wouldn’t, so she just stayed where she was, which was now at angle on Gerard Way’s chest. They both stared at each other, he suddenly got the urge to lean in and kiss her. He became frustrated. Why was this happening. Why was he not in control. He kept his angry and confused glared on her. She began breathing again, but it was unsteady, as he held her gazed. He closed his mouth and gulped loudly, he could feel her cold breath on his face. The urge was hard for him to resist, and the more he wanted to, the more angry he became. His hateful eyes burned through her. They both laid there motion less for what seemed like an eternity, when they heard both heard familiar voices. The front door, of the house opened.
“ Mikey we are so totally wasted ! “ Frank giggled
“ I know, I know ! “ Mikey giggled “ Where is everybody ?!?!? “
“ SHHHH ! Mikey your gonna wake up the sun ! “ Frank warned him.
They both giggled girlishly. And began stumbling down the front steps.
Delilah and Gerard both looked over for a moment, and she quickly got off of him and scooted backwards about two feet. She was still frightened. “ What did I do ? “ she thought, nervously. Gerard still didn’t move, and kept his glare full force on her until he heard his name.
“ What is wrong with me ? “ he thought.
“ Delilah ! And Gerard ? What are you guys doing here ! “ Frank asked.
She got off the ground and quickly ran over to him.
“ Mikey lets go. “ Gerard called out to him and started walking to the car. He was so confused, he just wanted to sleep.
“ Okay dokay ! “ Mikey said and followed.
“ Here are my keysssssssss, I think you should drive. “ Frank slurred.
“ Frank I can’t drive your truck I can’t drive a stick. “ She explained nervously.
“ Then Gerard will drop us off “
“ No ! No ! “ she started.
“ Gerard ! “ Frankie called out to him. He turned around slowly. “ We need a ride. Delilah can’t drive a stick. “ he yelled louder than needed.
“ Come on then. “ he simply said and turned around and got in the car.
Mikey was already sitting in the back seat, and she when she went to let herself in the back seat Frank jumped infront of her and got in to join his drunken friend. Frank was sprawled out in the back seat, leaving no room for her.
“ Push over Frank. “ she demanded not wanting to sit up front with Gerard.
“ NO ! “ Frank spat, not moving.
“ Please. “ she pleaded.
“ Just sit sit sit with Gerarrarddrrad. “ He slurred.
She sighed and slammed the door. She opened up the passenger door and sat down and closing, not even looking at him.
Most of the ride was silent, except the occasionally drunken outburst from Frank and Mikey.
She felt Gerard’s glare on her face every few minutes but she refused to look at him. She couldn’t understand why he hated her. She didn’t even do anything wrong, he didn’t even know her. What was his problem ?
He slammed on the brakes once they were out side their apartment. Frank was the first to get out. She turned to the side to unbuckle her seat beat when her eyes caught his. He had the same angry expression she quickly looked away and got out of the car. Frank leaned in her door to talk to Gerard and she didn’t even wait for him, she just ran up stairs to the apartment and slammed the door behind her. “ What was his problem ? “ she thought.
END OF FLASHBACK
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