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Things I'll Never Say	By : EmilyRose Category: My Chemical Romance > General Views: 1917 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of My Chemical Romance. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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It had been two weeks now since Mikey and Gerard told each other how they felt. Gerard still couldn't believe that his younger brother thought he was beautiful, and Mikey still couldn't believe that Gerard loved him back. They had spent most days just staying in and watching movies and such. Because they both knew they couldn't be a couple in public, since they were siblings and it was illegal. However they had band practice a few times a week and it was torment for them not being able to hold hands or kiss when they wanted too.

"Dude you're doing it all wrong, c'mon already!" Ray said sounding pissed. Mikey just gave out a low sigh and nodded. He knew why he couldn't get the song right; he was too busy thinking about the night before. He and Gerard had almost gone all the way, but then in the last minute Mikey changed his mind. He was scared, very scared. Yeah sure he trusted Gerard but he didn't know if he could go all the way just yet.
"FOR FUCKS SAKE!" Frank shouted making Mikey return to the present. "Just please try to get it right so we can go home!" Bob said trying to sound gentle. He had more patience then the other guys, and he could also see that something was bothering Mikey. Well that something was bothering both Mikey and Gerard. Frank and Ray simply glared at Mikey, as he stuttered out his apologies.

"Give him a break guys." Gerard finally spoke up. He knew why Mikey couldn't concentrate. He knew it was his fault. He and Mikey had only made out and held hands before, but last night… Gerard couldn't take it anymore and he had let his hands wonder down to Mikey's crotch. At first Mikey had just moaned and bucked his hips, and then he stopped abruptly. Making Gerard think he had done something wrong. Mikey didn't even explain anything; he just got out of Gerard's bed and went downstairs. Later that night he had slept in his own bed, and not in Gerard's. Gerard had spent the whole night awake trying to think up ways to tell Mikey he was sorry. Or asking Mikey what he had done wrong. He didn't mean to push him, he didn't want to do that he was just… Horny.

"Well maybe if he could-"

"No let's call it a night." Bob said cutting Frank off. There was no point, Mikey and Gerard had been doing a crappy work all night. Mikey playing off key and Gerard singing the wrong words. "There's no point, the bro's have something to work out it seems." Bob said giving Mikey and Gerard a weird look. He thought maybe they had had a fight. He didn't know, he was just tired of the way they were acting.

Mikey nodded and Gerard looked at the floor.

Finally Frank and Ray sighed and apologized for being such assholes as they put their instruments down.

"We'll just continue same time tomorrow." Frank said as he gave Gerard a pat on the back and leaving. Ray just waved as he left, his wild hair falling into his face. Bob put his drumsticks down and sighed heavily. "Now you want a ride home?" He asked.

"I'll walk." Gerard whispered, still looking down at the floor. He couldn't be near Mikey right now. He didn't… he was… God he would just die if Mikey hated him.
"Then I'll walk as well." Mikey said while looking at Gerard.

Bob nodded and waved before leaving the brothers alone in the basement. Mikey lead the way outside, into the cold dark night.

The first ten minutes of their walk was quiet, since none of them wanted to start. Finally Mikey couldn't take it anymore; he grabbed Gerard by the arm stopping him as he looked into his face. "Gerard I'm sorry." He said softly, studying his brothers' face. Gerard didn't reply, he didn't even look at him. "Look at me!" Mikey demanded and placed a hand under Gerard's chin, forcing him to look up at his younger brother. When Mikey saw the torment in his brothers' eyes he could feel tears prickle behind his eyes.

"You didn't do anything wrong, I did." Gerard whispered, not daring to look Mikey directly in the eyes. Mikey just shook his head as he placed both hands on Gerard's shoulders.

"No you didn't, I was just scared. I should've told you, but I was ashamed because I lead you on and then I didn't want to." He said softly, caressing Gerard's shoulders.

"I love you." Was all Gerard could think of saying. Mikey smiled and kissed Gerard lightly on his lips before saying it back.

"I don't want you to do something you're not ready for." Gerard said as the continued walking, hand in hand. Mikey didn't reply, he just squeezed Gerard's hand. Words weren't really necessary anyway.

After another ten minutes, filled with light chatting they arrived at their dark house. Apparently their parents were out again. They didn't mind though, it was nice having the house to themselves. They kicked off their shoes and threw of their jackets.

Mikey had something in mind, something big. Something he hadn't thought about before and he wanted it to be just right. They hadn't even made it through the hallway to their room before Mikey grabbed Gerard's arm shoving his back against the wall before kissing him fiercely. He heard give out a surprised gasp before kissing him back, with just as much passion.

After making out against the wall for a few minutes Mikey led Gerard into their room without once breaking the kiss.

When they were finally lying on the bed, Mikey on top, Mikey stopped for a few seconds before leaning his mouth against Gerard's ear. "I want you." He whispered before nibbling his ear softly. He felt Gerard squirm beneath him and heard him give out a sound.

"Are you sure?" Gerard's voice was deeper then normally and God how Mikey was turned on by it. He replied by grinding his hips against Gerard's, loving the friction it cause and the moan escaping his brothers perfect lips. He smiled against Gerard's neck as he started sucking and biting softly on it, causing his brother to moan even louder. Mikey silently thanked God, well maybe not God, that their parents weren't home.

Gerard felt Mikey's hands move further down his body as he continued kissing his neck. Gerard let his own hands rest on the back of Mikey's back, caressing it, as he gasped for breath. This was the most amazing thing Gerard had ever felt. To be so close to someone that he loved so much. He knew that he loved Mikey more then anyone in the whole world, and he knew he wanted to do this. Because this was perfect, Mikey was perfect. The way his lips kissed every inch of his neck. How his hands tugged at the hem of his shirt, then pulling it over his head before leaning in to kiss him softly on his mouth. Gerard closed his eyes as their tongues entwined once more, Mikey's hands roaming his body at the same time.

Mikey pulled away from their kiss, and sat up. He heard his older brother whimper at the lack of contact and he smiled smugly. However his brothers whimper turned into a moan as Mikey pulled his own shirt up, and then began working on Gerard's jeans.

Moments later both their pants where off and forgotten on the floor as Gerard changed their position so that he was on top. He kissed his way down Mikey's neck and chest, loving how his actions made his brother squirm beneath him. He loved the moans escaping his brothers' lips, and he loved when he bucked his hips, causing their erections to rub against each other. Gerard had never been as turned on in his life, this was the real thing. This was him and his brother, almost having sex. It was amazing. He smiled as he let his tongue dance over his brothers' stomach, causing him to whimper.

He let his hands roam Mikey's body, stopping when he reached the hem of his boxers. After hesitating for a few seconds he kissed his way lower, placing his hands on his brothers' hips. Mikey was still moaning and breathing quick as Gerard's tongue reached his boxers.
Slowly Gerard moved his hands and pulled them down carefully; keeping his eyes open for any sign that Mikey had changed his mind. Almost like Mikey had read Gerard's thoughts he choked out "Don't you dare stop!" Gerard grinned and pulled his brothers' boxers off completely. He had to bite his lip to keep himself from moaning at the sight of his brothers erect cock.

Gerard had never done anything like this, so he had to take it slow, he had to try different things, before knowing what Mikey would like, what would turn him on.
He slowly stuck his tongue out and licked the tip of Mikey's member. Gerard heard him moan as he let his tongue twirl around the head before taking him in his mouth. Before this Gerard had always thought sucking some ones dick must be the most disgusting thing in the world, but now… This wasn't awful, it was… Well Gerard had trouble putting a word to it as he sucked and licked, all at the same time.

Mikey tried to buck his hips up, but Gerard's hands held him down. Mikey had never felt anything like this, it was amazing. Sure this one girl at school had given him a blow job once, but that wasn't amazing. That didn't make his skin burn, and that didn't make him shiver all over. He had trouble breathing as Gerard sped up, sucking harder and more. "God Gee!" He moaned as he felt himself drawing nearer and nearer to his climax.

Soon he couldn't take it anymore, with a loud moan he came in his brothers' mouth. Gerard had no idea what to do, but he tried to swallow as much as he could, and what he couldn't he spit out onto the bed, thinking they would have to change the sheets anyway.

Gerard moved up, kissing Mikey's mouth as soon as he reached it. Mikey could taste himself on his brother's kisses, which was scary, but hot at the same time. Mikey pushed Gerard by the shoulders to change position with him, so he could be on top.

"You don't have to." Gerard said as Mikey's head sank lower and lower together with his roaming hands. "Oh but I do." Mikey said snickering as he cupped Gerard's erection through his boxers. Gerard couldn't help himself when he felt his brothers' breath at the hem of his boxers, and his hand touching him through the thin fabric. "Mikey!" He moaned as his younger brother pulled of his boxers, letting his throbbing erection free.

Mikey didn't waste a moment before taking his brother into his mouth, licking and sucking like he had done it a million times before. Truth is he thought about what that girl had done, and did everything she did that he liked, and everything she had done that he didn't like… well he just left those things out and improvised. Apparently it worked because he could hear Gerard's loud moans as he worked up some speed.

"Fuck Mikey!" Gerard gasped as he felt the familiar feeling build up inside him. "God Mikey I'm going to come!" He choked out quietly.

Hearing his brothers groans only enticed Mikey to work faster. Knowing that his brother was near made him a little scared. He didn't know what to do when he… uh, came. But he didn't have time to think more about that when his brother came suddenly.

Gerard had never felt like this. Sure he had jacked of but never had the emotions been this strong. He let his head fall back against the pillow as he felt his baby brother trying to swallow best he could. Gerard tried to speak, to say it was okay if he spat it out, but he couldn't find his voice.

Mikey crawled up beside Gerard and laid down on his side, staring at his brother.
"That was amazing." He said to Gerard who only nodded. Gerard turned over on his side and looked Mikey dead in his gorgeous eyes. "This we have to do again." He mumbled before crawling under the covers with Mikey. This time it was Mikey's turn to nod in response. When they were under the covers Gerard laid on his back, and Mikey had his head in the crook of his neck. "I love you Mikers." Gerard said sleepily, and he didn't even hear his brother whisper 'I love you too' before he fell asleep.
Soon Mikey fell asleep as well.

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There it was, my first attempt to a sex scene.
Tell me if it sucked and if I should never again write sex, because then I won't haha.

So peace, I'll try and write more later.
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