When It All Ends

I dressed and made my way to the car.
The radio came on full blast and my voice came on screaming, screaming. I blinked, I honestly didn’t think that they played that song anymore, but hell I was fucking wrong.
I pulled into the parking lot of Die’s apartment and shut off the car, my voice dying with it.
I knocked on the door and it fell open under my knuckles.
“ Daisuke?”
“ Kyo-chan, is that you?”
“ Yeah Daisuke, its me, do you want to talk?”
“`Bout what?”
Die walked out in a pair of red silk boxers, his scarlet hair a mess and his usually carefully applied eyeliner went down in black smudged down his cheeks. He held a bottle of beer in his hands.
“ Daisuke… don’t you think it’s a little to early to be drunk?
He blinked then looked at the bottle in his hand. “ Its not beer Kyo.”
I pointed at it. “ Yes, yes it is, it even says ‘B I I R U’!”
“ You’re so mean, just like Shinya…”
“ What happened?”
Die hung his head. “ Shinya doesn’t love me…” he threw the bottle against the wall, it shattered into tiny brown pieces. “ He doesn’t fucking love me anymore!”
“ Dai… I… I’m sorry.”
He fell to his knees, eyes filled with tears. “ He… he said that he was too good for me and that I… I was a scum bag… do you think I’m a scum bag Kyo-kun?”
“ No Daisuke, you’re not a scum bag.”
He smiled, eyes and cheeks all painted with eyeliner. “ Thank you Kyo.”
I smiled back at him. “ Your welcome Daisuke.”
He stood up, his red boxers exposing what was under the silk. “ Do you want to come inside? Its kind of cold out here.”
I brushed a dirty thought from my mind. “ Sure.” I walked in and sat down on the couch.
He plopped down beside me and propped his feet up on the table.
“ So where did Shinya go?”
Die looked at me. “ He went to Yoshiki, he went where he always goes when he’s worried or afraid.”
“ Did you call Yoshiki?”
He sighed, throwing his head back he took a long drag of his cigarette. “ Yeah. I called and neither of them would talk to me.”
“ That’s isn’t right at all Daisuke, what did you do to Shinya that he left you?”
“ Kyo please I don’t want to talk about it.”
“ And why not?” I asked leaning against the arm of the couch.
“ Because Kyo it was about… well it was about you.”
“…”
“Kyo?”
I sighed. “ What did you say?”
“ I told him…”
I looked over at him to see him scratching his shoulder. “ I told him that I…”
He was holding back something and it was pissing me off. “ Die just…”
He was on me, lips pressed against mine, his hand tearing through my hair.
I pushed him off of me. “ What the fuck Die! What was that for?” I yelled standing up.
He ran his hands up my jeans. “ I love you Kyo. I love you.”
I pushed his hand away. “ NO!”
“ Come on Kyo.” He said looking up at me.
“ No, no Daisuke, no, no, no, no.”
He reached up and grabbed my belt and tugged me down on top of him.
“ Kyo please.”He said kissing my neck.
I pulled away from him. “ No Dai, you’re drunk, if you weren’t drunk you would never try to do this!”
“ Leave Toshiya Kyo, leave him for me.”
“ I can’t! I won’t! I love Toshiya!”
“ No you don’t Kyo, to you Toshiya’s only there for pleasure.” Die said rolling over on top of me.
Again a dirty thought crossed my mind. For years I’ve had a crush on him, but for now I loved Toshiya.
“ Just a night Kyo, just stay here with me for tonight.”
“ Daisuke, Toshiya’s at home waiting for me, I can’t stay with you.”
Die kissed me again. “ Some time soon please Kyo.”I pushed him off me. “ I’m going home to Toshiya.”


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kinda longer. lol looks like some one has a crush on kyo? ooo

japanese:
chan- friend usualy termed to a younger friend "tsu-chan" "baka-chan" "yuki-chan"