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White Nights	By : theProphet Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 1457 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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--- the 27th of April 2010 ---

“Kyo, please, calm down. They wouldn’t be inviting us to come from Tokyo for the weekend for some bad reason. Maybe they finally decided to accept our relationship.”
Somehow I hardly believe this.
I’m almost sure Kaoru’s parents invited us just to tell me how much they hate me and how much they want me to leave their son alone.
Now I can fully understand how Kaoru must feel whenever my parents come over or we meet them in some other way. It must be a torture. I didn’t want to go that badly, but Kaoru said maybe it’s not going to be as bad as I think. And if we want them to accept our relationship, we must help them.
God, I know Kaoru is right, but I just don’t want to go. I have a dreadful feeling that it’s not going to be as easy as Kao thinks. But they are his parents and so far they mostly had it easy on us, so I must do all I can to help them accept us. And above all, help Kaoru not to lose his parents over me. He sacrificed too much for me as it is.
“And it will do you some good to get away from Tokyo. You’ve become too jumpy and nervous.”
Ha! How nicely he put it!
To be more precise, I have become paranoid and scared of any little suspicious person or thing that gets too close to me. Solely because wherever I turn, I see that degenerate shit-faced fucktard scum of a man who kidnapped me.
Kaoru gets on my nerves by trying to make me go to the police and testify, but I am never going to do this! I am not going to go and tell random men of what that fucker did to me so that after a few days I would read it in the papers or internet! I don’t want anyone else in the world to know about it. I don’t even want to remember it. I want to pretend it never happened!
Though the way my life has become now, I think it’s impossible to pretend I forgot any of that.
Now I can’t get rid of fear of him coming back and it ruins my life. But I just can’t see any way out of this. Police is a helpless bunch of losers! They didn’t manage to find me then, then how on earth would they find him now?
So it’s never going to happen. I am not going to testify. Police is never going to find him. And I just have to try to forget that and finally live peacefully.
Now the immediate problem is Kaoru’s parents.
“But how can you know, Kaoru, that it’s not going to be brutal when we come there? Look at how horrible my parents are to you! I don’t think it’s going to be any different with yours!”
I cross my arms on the chest and stare at the view before me. The changing scenery helps me to focus my attention to something else but Kaoru. I cannot look him in the eyes right now.
“First of all, they are not your parents, Kyo.”
True. Mine are worse. Much worse.
“Second, I know them so much better than you, so I think I can predict their behavior here a bit. I think they thought it through for some time, which now has been many months since we moved in together, and they finally made up their minds.”
Yeah. They decided that they want me gone from their son’s life for good.
“And third, I am their only child and I must admit they love me dearly. If they haven’t made any ultimatums before, I highly doubt they will start doing that now. So I think you should try to relax and think positively here. We’ve been to visit them already and they were kind to you Kyo, so I don’t think that much will be different now.”
“But after you moved in with me, they stopped being nice to me. You know perfectly well that it is true.”
And because Kaoru doesn’t say anything to defend his parents, I know I am at least slightly right and it bothers me a lot.
“I’m sorry you have to go through this unpleasant experience, Kyo” Kaoru sighs, his shoulders slumping a bit. “But we must try. If we will be lucky, we will get their support and it would be great to have at least my parent’s on our side, wouldn’t it?”
It would. But I think Kaoru will have to get disappointed very soon.
We drive for some time in silence. I guess both of us having something to think about.
I wish I was somewhere else than here – on my way to Kaoru’s parents’ house. I will not be able to uphold their accusing and hateful looks. I will not be able to stand in front of them and firmly defend Kaoru’s and my relationship. Simply because they are an older generation and they would just not understand. And they won’t understand how important Kaoru is to me.
How would I even be able to tell them that without Kaoru I’d soon be back in a madhouse? What words should I use to tell them that Kaoru is now my whole fucking life?
Maybe that would be exactly what they wouldn’t want to hear…
“Kyo” I hear Kaoru say very gently, but I still flinch from unexpectedness. “Please, don’t be so negative. You look as if I am taking you to be hanged. Please, Kyo, try to cheer up. I promise you, it’s not going to be even close to as bad as you think it will. And if by chance my folks would try to even say something against our relationship – we will get back to the car and go back home.”
“That’s exactly what I don’t want to happen, Kaoru! Why the fuck you don’t understand that?! I don’t want you to have to choose me or your parents! Because it sucks! It sucks a lot!”
I see Kaoru grip the wheel so tightly that the veins on his hands pop out. His face hardens and gets angry. I barely ever see him get this angry.
“Is it how you really feel, Kyo? Do you really feel so bad for losing your parents over me?”
His voice is cold and hard, and I hear so much disappointment and anger in it. It scares me a little.
“Yes, I do, Kaoru.”
His lips twist into a grimace the moment I tell him that and he looks as if I slapped him in the face.
“But Kaoru, I would still do the same if I would have another chance to choose. I mean it.”
“But Kyo, is it worth it? Is it worth it if it only brings you pain?”
“Don’t be stupid, Kaoru” I almost bark back at him. I really don’t want to talk about this right now. I turn to look through the side-window, trying not to see his face. “It would hurt ten times more if I lost you.”
I can’t see his face, but he keeps silent and I sigh in relief if only for a moment.
What’s here to talk about? My parents hate my relationship with Kaoru and they want us to split up. But it won’t ever happen. I would be helpless without him. I just can’t see my life now without Kaoru beside me. And it was a decision I made quite a long time ago and I am not going to re-think it. It was final and it’s what I want.
I want Kaoru.
And it doesn’t matter if our relationship is weird. I know he loves me like a lover. I know he knows that I have slightly different feelings for him, but he is fine with that. I know he is so tired of me never wanting to make love, but him not forcing me into anything or even saying anything about that shows how loyal and how loving and how wonderful he is to me.
And a thought that maybe we should be apart is not only ridiculous, but also totally pointless to me.
As long as it is up to me to decide – we will be together. As lovers or as some incredibly close friends, like blood-brothers – but always, always together.
I just don’t understand why the rest of the world is against that.
“Fuck them all, Kaoru. Just… just fuck them!”
Kaoru chuckles and I can’t help but smile slightly.
“Let us be egoists and care only about ourselves at least for this one matter. Let’s do how we fucking want! And we want to be together, don’t we?”
“Definitely.”
“So let’s just be together and let the rest of the world go to hell!”
“Whatever you say, Kyo. Whatever you say.”
I just nod and glance at him. Kaoru is smiling and it warms my heart. God, how much I love him. How badly I need him.
I wish I could tell him that again. But I hope one time is enough for him. I am not that kind of person who gives away ‘I love you’s’ to everyone. But he knows. I hope he really knows.
I just wish I would desire his body as much as I desire his presence. I simply don’t care about sex now. For all I care it could not exist and I would be happy.
It’s pathetic, isn’t it?
Kaoru needs to work hard to get me excited. I could simply blow him, but Kaoru says he’d feel as if he was using me if we only did it that way. And in a way he is right. So I’d be blowing him all the time while being all limp and soft down there? Wouldn’t it really seem like using me? So I’m not really trying to force that idea on him either, because I know he’d feel bad.
So what’s there left for us?
A consultation and maybe treatment with a specialist?
…
I just don’t think I’d be ready for that. I mean… to discuss that kind of things with a stranger about how I and Kaoru do it and about how I can’t get it up because I was a rape victim?
I just really don’t want to do it.
But I know if the situation will not start to change soon I’ll have to. Not for myself. For Kaoru.
“Kao?”
“Hmm?”
“No, nothing…”
It’s really not the place and time to start this discussion yet again.
Maybe it will all get better soon. I hope it really will.
“We’ll be there soon.”
“Oh…”
Shit, I got nervous again. But I have to do this. I have to be a man and do this.
So be that as it may.
We reach the little town and the shabby-looking house too soon for my liking. The first time I saw it I was really surprised. Somehow I thought that Kaoru’s parents were living better, but it appeared that they were not doing so well when Kaoru was a child. And actually they were not that much better off when Kao was a teen. My family could even be considered rich compared to what he was used to. I could see how Kaoru was embarrassed to tell me all that and that time I left him in peace and didn’t question much. But he let me understand that they were always quite poor and the band was like a miracle to him, rescuing him not only from the poverty, but also from the prospect of a very simple average life.
What a joke, really. Now both of us are broke and we got back to almost the same place where Kaoru had started.
As a sign of Kaoru’s love to his parents I saw much new and expensive equipment in the house. Kaoru helped them to renew the house, but now he doesn’t help them anymore. He doesn’t have the financial ability to do that.
Kaoru parks his red car which looks so out of place next to this shabby little house. We step out and I look at the house, but Kaoru’s parents don’t come out to meet us like they did when we came to spend Christmas and New Year.
“Ready?” I hear Kaoru ask and I nod, though an unpleasant feeling rises in my stomach. But I inhale and nod again.
We reach the house and Kaoru opens the door for me. He never knocks when he comes here. We step over the threshold and Kao closes the door.
“Mom! Dad! We’re here!”
I throw my bag on the floor and manage to take off my shoes before Kaoru’s parents come to meet us.
“Hi, dear” Kaoru’s mother hugs him and pecks him on the cheek. His father, being a bit more distant and colder, just nods at his son’s direction, but a smile can be seen on his face.
“Good evening” I greet them bowing and they both turn to look at me, nodding slightly at my direction.
“Come in, you must be tired from the ride. The dinner is almost ready, so we can immediately go to the living-room and eat. You’ll take the bags to the rooms later.”
Rooms? Well, I guess I should have expected something like that.
Kaoru’s mother shows us the way, even if both of us know it just fine. We sit at the table with his father and she goes away to the kitchen to bring the food, I guess. We are left sitting at the table, both of us facing Kaoru’s father.
He is old and looks very austere. Kaoru got most of his looks from his father. They are very much alike.
“How is your work, Kaoru?” his father asks.
“It’s ok. But I’m thinking of finding a second one, because I still have lots of free time and the pay is not really sufficient for both of us.”
“So you want to say that he” his father nods at my direction “still doesn’t have a job and you work to support both of you?”
“Well yes…” Kaoru thinks for a moment what to say. I know I should explain myself, but I have actually never really thought about it yet. There was enough food on the table every day and the bills were paid. It was enough. At least for me. But they don’t know that.
“I have only finished school and know only how to sing and a little bit of how to compose songs. There is really a very narrow choice of what I could do” I try to say hoping that it wouldn’t sound as if I was using Kaoru for money. Though in a way I guess I did.
“So you started looking for a job then?”
“No” I utter. I already feel like a total waste of space and we haven’t spent even five minutes here.
“So how can you say then that you can’t find a job? You can go work as a cashier or a cleaner! Jobs like that don’t require a university diploma and you’d have more money! Kaoru wouldn’t be the only one bearing the burden of bringing money home!”
This is already going down the drain. How could Kaoru have ever thought they were going to be nice to me?
But I guess in their eyes I was a parasite using their son for years and years and years… And in a way they were right…
“I don’t handle crowds very well when I’m alone…” I mutter, trying to give them something truthful so that maybe they could understand at least slightly why things are as they are.
“Dad, I’ve talked about this with Kyo and we will find a solution to this problem ourselves. It just takes more time than predicted.”
I can’t see Kaoru’s face, but I hear desperation in his voice and understand that he also thinks it started not so well from the very beginning.
His mother comes in bringing food and we all fall silent. An unpleasant atmosphere remains while we put the food on our plates and Kaoru discusses the weather in Tokyo and the ride with his mother.
I wish they would already tell us what the meaning of this entire trip is. I hate being left in the dark like that. But the dinner ends without any significant events. Kaoru’s mother takes the plates and leftovers away and we remain by the table with a bottle of sake and silence in the room. It’s already getting dark and I get nervous, thinking I’ll have to spend the night here after all. I kind of thought we’d come, have a conversation and the bags won’t even be needed as we’d immediately go back home. But no such luck this time.
Suddenly my thoughts are interrupted with Kaoru clearing his throat and I just know that he’s going to finally address the topic of the purpose of this little trip as his parents still keep silent.
“So I was wondering why you invited us to visit you all of a sudden” Kaoru says, looking at his parents. I keep my gaze firm on the glass of sake in my hand, not wanting to even see their faces while they’ll finally address the topic of my and Kaoru’s relationship.
“Me and your mother wanted to talk to both of you about your current situation” Kaoru’s father starts.
“That much we already figured out.”
“Very well. Then I guess you have already thought of what you’d answer us in advance.”
“But we don’t know your question, father.”
Kaoru’s father inhales sharply and after a few more seconds starts speaking.
“It’s been quite a number of months now. Nishimura-san has been released and announced to be a sane and independent person. But you sold your flat, Kaoru, and moved in to still live with him in his house. You said you were put in papers as one of the owners of the house and that’s something we don’t really care about. We are not really happy that you just sold your flat, but in a worst case scenario you’re always welcome to come back home and live with us in this house. You won’t ever stay homeless, so let’s leave this matter in peace.
What we are concerned about is the nature of your relationship with Nishimura-san.”
I guess Kaoru wanted to say something as his mother suddenly spoke up.
“Let your father first finish, Kaoru.”
“So, as I was saying – a nature of your relationship with Nishimura-san. We are not so senile not to know what kind of relationship two men might have. But first of all we want to know if it’s really what we think it is.”
“And what do you think it is?” Kaoru asks, his voice sounding a bit tense and slightly irritated.
“We think it is an unnatural relationship between two men, who not only share their home, food, free time, but also one bed.”
“We are lovers, dad, if that’s what you’re asking.”
Silence settles in the room again and I grip the glass in my hand tighter, starring stubbornly at it all the time. Kaoru is immensely straightforward tonight.
“Why? Can you explain us why, so that we would understand, Kaoru?”
“Because I love him.”
More silence. Maybe Kaoru was too blunt with them. But then, on the other hand, how else could you say that directly and truthfully?
“And what about you, Nishimura-san?”
“My reasons are the same” I manage to utter, my mouth being so dry that I barely could say anything at all.
“From the look on your face I’d say that it’s not the truth, Nishimura-san” Kaoru’s father says sternly. I slowly lift my head and look him in the eyes. He studies my expression and I can barely hold my ground.
“Do you really love our son? Or are you just trying to keep him close to yourself because you still can’t adapt to the society and need a helping hand? Because you just find it convenient and simply don’t want to be alone? Or for whatever other reason there might be?”
I just can’t force myself to say anything in return. What’s the point? The situation is slowly getting to the same direction just like with my parents. And so far it was completely pointless to talk to them. And I can’t just scream at Kaoru’s parents as I do with mine and throw them out.
“I don’t think I can explain this to you so that you’d fully understand” I say, trying to remain calm and look them in the eyes. “But I am not using Kaoru for any reasons and then going to discard him when I won’t need him anymore.”
Kaoru puts his hand on the table next to mine, entwines our fingers and squeezes them reassuringly.
“This is not a good enough explanation, Nishimura-san” Kaoru’s mother says, eyeing me and our intertwined fingers a little curiously, but sternly. “Why is it that you think we wouldn’t understand?”
I keep silent. I know this is not what I should be doing now, but I just can’t force myself to start talking. Should I be telling them all the things I solely told Kaoru? This is very personal. These feelings are only for Kaoru and me to know. I don’t want anybody else in the world to hear them.
“Nishimura-san” Kaoru’s mother speaks again, tired of waiting. “Please try to understand us as well. What we see now is our son, jobless for three years after your disappearance and now for about 5 years having this one job that takes up only some of his time and doesn’t pay well. And he has to support not only himself with this money, but also you now.
He’s 36 years old already and his carrier has stopped in 2003, when you went missing. Kaoru has thrown his life away for you. He took you in, sacrificed his entire time for you for many years. And now, after you finally recovered and can lead your own life, Kaoru is still with you. He still has nothing, achieved nothing, put his life on hold for you.
He’s wearing himself down to support both of you and you just simply say that we wouldn’t understand? How can we not be worried and suspicious? How can I not think of my only son slowly going to the same direction that his father and me found ourselves heading to? With a little place of our own, but no money for even a little trip to Tokyo. I want him to have a better life than what me and his father had when we were young.
We were so happy for him when his band got famous, when he bought himself a flat, started earning money, had a job he loved and could afford anything he wanted.
Now it all is gone. And in some way it is your fault. Not directly, of course. But all of that happened because of you. Kaoru lost the band because of you. And then it all started to be because of you. Kaoru stopped thinking about his future, his life, his dreams. It started to be only your needs, your health, your happiness important, not his.
If Kaoru doesn’t care about his happiness himself, isn’t it my duty to make sure he remembers that? That he takes care of himself and has a happy life? And that nobody takes advantage of him and uses him?”
Kaoru’s grip on my hand becomes almost painful. I tear my hand out of his and stand up.
Without thinking I simply leave the living-room and after a few moments find myself standing outside the house barefooted. Darkness enfolds me and the chirr of cicada overlies my ears. I can only see Kaoru’s car parked in front of the house and darkness all around it.
I have trouble breathing and it takes a few moments for me to calm down somewhat and inhale, though the first few breaths painfully tear my throat.
I feel the tears well up in my eyes, but I try to force them down. But they choke me and make it hard for me to breathe.
I never realized I ruined Kaoru’s life.
I knew he sacrificed a lot for me, but I never looked at this from somebody else’s perspective, only mine. I never thought of it like this.
But Kaoru really sacrificed so many years of his life for me. He sacrificed his career for me, his future prospects. He buried his dreams for me. And I can’t even reward him with closeness. I think about myself so much that I never even considered how hard it is for him and how much he gave up for my sake.
So why would his parents like me? Why would they like a man who robbed their son of everything and made him his own personal servant in every aspect of life?
Somewhere in distance I hear a door open and then close. I still feel as if I was in a kind of trance, but I slowly turn expecting nobody else but Kaoru to come after me.
But through my blurred vision I can only see his father on the threshold, looking at me with a hard expression on his face.
“I’m sorry” I whisper, not knowing what else I could say. I wish earth would open up and swallow me right now. I am a total loser. A complete miserable fuck using Kaoru for my own fucking convenience. And even if I loved Kaoru, it was not good enough. I had to be stronger than I was now. I had to finally be able to stand up for myself, to stop pitying myself, to stop hating the entire world and just be happy that someone like Kaoru was willing to put up with me for the rest of his life.
“Nishimura-san” Kaoru’s father speaks, not showing any signs of backing off.
“Please” I whisper, cutting him off. I can barely see his face as tears cloud my vision, now all hope to force them down gone. “Please forgive me.”
I bow as low as I can, keeping my eyes down on the ground.
“I don’t know what I ever did to deserve his loyalty, his complete devotion, his love. I tried to repay him as much as I could, but I know a car or a house will never be even close to what he sacrificed for me.
I’m sorry I never really even tried to push him away from me, because I need him by my side badly. I can’t imagine my life without Kaoru anymore and I know it is selfish. I know I selfishly keep him close to me.
I know I should have never believed he only needed me to be happy and he’d be happy as well. I won’t ever understand what it is that he loves about me so much. But I just can’t let him go. I can’t make myself do this.
I came to need him in my life like nobody else. I simply can’t even imagine my life any other way now. Kaoru has become the only person in my life who is really important to me. Even more important than my parents who don’t want to talk to me just because I am with Kaoru.
Kaoru saved me. He always thought about me, my needs, my feelings, and my wellbeing. And I still am too weak-willed to be as strong as he is. To be strong for both of us.
I’m just…”
Tears slowly find their way from my eyes down to my cheeks and then silently fall to the ground. I hate myself for showing this weakness in front of Kaoru’s father, but I just can’t help it anymore. I feel horrible.
“The only excuse I have is that I love Kaoru and I don’t want to let him go. And it is selfish and I am a man of no character, but I just… I just don’t need anything and anyone else in my life except Kaoru.”
I gulp loudly to my ears and finally straighten up to look Kaoru’s father in the face.
“I’m so sorry for everything” I manage to utter, finally feeling completely beaten and defeated.
I slip quickly in the hall and put on my shoes, grab car keys from Kaoru’s bag still lying next to mine in the hall and then head outside. I think I heard Kaoru and his mother’s voices in the living-room, but I didn’t understand a word.
I step out again, brushing the tears out of my eyes with a sleeve. Kaoru’s father is still standing, unmoving and stiff, looking in my direction.
“Please, tell him I’m so sorry” I bow one last time and practically run to the car.
I just have to get out. I know this is again a cowardly thing to do, but I just can’t face his parents right now. And I can’t face him as well.
I feel so guilty and so dirty. I never even thought I was so unfair to Kaoru, used him so much for my own sake and still did. I thought Kaoru was happy.
Only when I finally am reaching the edge of Tokyo the thought that my driver’s license is in my bag back at Kaoru’s parent’s house crosses my mind. And when my mind finally starts working properly and more clearly again I suddenly realize that I don’t have a key to the house either. Kaoru locked it.
I look around the car half-heartedly in search of a key. It’s nowhere in sight.
I guess I’ll have to sleep in the car tonight. The trains are still going as it still isn’t even midnight and there are night busses going to Tokyo, but I don’t think Kaoru will come running after me just because I was feeling stupid and hectic and just ran away like a fucking coward.
Now, after I calmed down a bit, I get so ashamed of my actions.
What the hell will Kaoru’s parents think of me now?
That I’m of an unstable mind? Wayward? Moody? Demanding attention? Selfish?
That I am nothing but trouble that Kaoru doesn’t need.
“Kaoru…”
And still, after all of that, I want him in my life. I don’t want him to go. And I guess he won’t… But I don’t even want to start guessing what his parents think of me now.
I shouldn’t have acted on pure emotion and ran off like that. It’s just that…
All that his mother told me was so true… And I felt so horrible and so guilty in front of his parents that I just couldn’t bear their presence anymore.
I must get a hold of myself.
I must stop being paranoid, seeing that fucked up bastard everywhere I turn. I shouldn’t have stopped taking anxiety pills to stable my emotions at bay just because I hate drugs and doctors. They know better than me what is good for me.
And I must start looking for a job.
I want to do something to make Kaoru proud and not regret his decision to live with me. I want to give him something in return. And perhaps there is something he might love more than a car or a house.
He mentioned that already a few times, but then I told him to just forget it.
But now I think it’s the only right thing to do. And I will be able to handle my fears with time. I won’t know if I won’t try.
I know I would like it myself – to be writing lyrics, singing again, being on a dark stage, with Kaoru right beside me making his guitar give off sweet and rough melodies.
It would be perfect.
But it sounds too much like a dream.
Who would sign us? Who would come to see us on stage? Just those wanting to see ex-vocalist of Dir en grey who was mad for years and years, with a very little number of those truly wanting to hear us. How would I cope with people starring at me, adoring me, wanting to touch me? Would we even be successful? Would we sell enough to earn a living? Would Kaoru be able to match his job as a composer for Yoshiki’s band and a job of my manager and a guitarist?
Too many uncertainties and issues and doubts.
But I know Kaoru wants that. It was his idea after all. An idea that I refused right away these couple of times he suggested it.
Lost in thought, I am surprised to see I must have already driven in the yard of our house without realizing and turn the engine off.
The silence of the night engulfs me and I sigh.
Our house looks comfortless without Kaoru in it and I have no wish to go in.
Kaoru is not here.
I step out of the car and close the gate. Then stop for a moment at loss of what to do.
I wish I didn’t act mental and ran off like that. I wish I was with Kaoru now instead of being here.
But what’s done is done. I can’t possibly go back now. I’ll have to wait for Kaoru coming back in the morning. I know he will.
My mobile and other things are in my bag at Kaoru’s parent’s house. All I have is car keys and a little blanket on the backseat of the car. That will have to do for now.
Finally I make myself to move to go back to the car, but suddenly I hear the gate creak as somebody opens it and steps in.
For a moment I am so surprised I just listen to light steps getting near me from my back. Did Kaoru somehow managed to come here as quickly as I did?
I turn around to greet him but in the darkness of the night I can only see a strange silhouette of a man approaching me quickly. Street lamps light him from the back and I can’t really see his face, but a dreadful feeling freezes me to the spot.
His posture, his body, the way he walks and swings slightly from side to side as he does that, the same outfit, the same menacing aura ---
All I manage to do is take a tiny step back before my body numbs in fear, before I finally see his face as he is just inches away from me, before he grabs my hands and gags my mouth with his other one, and before he starts dragging me to the backyard of my house, and before I feel a gun in his front pocket pressing to my back.

TBC

Yay, a cliffhanger! XD This time a real one XD *smirks evilly*
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Also, I want to say that this time I have no idea when I am going to update. It might take me approximately two weeks as usual or it might be God-knows how long. My life is so messed up recently that I only know what I will be doing for the next 7 days, but not any further :(((
So in any case, please wait patiently! ^^ I can only promise to always try not to take too much time if I can help it! ^^
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