Just A Good Friendship
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Singers/Bands/Musicians › Asking Alexandria
Rating:
Adult
Chapters:
7
Views:
1,099
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0
Recommended:
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I do not know the members of nor do I own Asking Alexandria. This is completely fictional. I do not make money from the writings of this story.
Part 4
Sam: What the fuck is wrong with me? This is what I wanted, right? So why the fuck am I being such a dick about it? I haven’t been fair to James. I’ve made him wait for so long and now he’s been left disappointed. He just tried to have a relationship with me and what did I do? I pushed him away. Each time he’d said that he loved me, all I did was either nod or say “I know,” – I’ve never said “I love you, too.” I feel terrible. All he wants is for me to love him back. And I do. I love him. Shit. Why the fuck haven’t I told him, then? Why did I make everything so awkward between us? Why am I still sat here asking myself stupid questions when I should be with James? I’m just about to open my door to go to James’ room when I realise the answer to all of those questions: I’m scared. This is completely new to me and I’m scared that it’ll go wrong and James won’t love me anymore; and I can’t bare that. But, hold on a second: Isn’t what I’m doing making this go wrong? I don’t waste another moment; I open my door and head down the corridor to James’ room. I just hope that he’ll give me another chance.
James:
After Sam had left, I sat on my bed and tried to gather my thoughts. Where had it gone wrong? Well, when I’d told Sam about how I felt, he’d been shocked, angry and confused. It wasn’t until I’d kissed him that he thought he’d come to his senses and figured out that he wanted to be in a relationship with me. He’d asked to take it slow, and we had. We both thought that after a month we were ready to take it one step further… Obviously not. But why aren’t we ready yet? Have I been too pushy? I don’t think I have, I mean, I’ve never done anything that Sam didn’t want me to. All I can think is that Sam is just not ready for this relationship – which is fair enough. I’m not wanting to force him into anything that he isn’t ready for; so I think I’ve done the right thing by calling the relationship off. Don’t get me wrong, I’m disappointed; everyone wants to be with the person they love. But in all honesty, if Sam’s happy, then I’m happy – even if it means him being happy with someone else. A knock at my door pulls me away from my thoughts. Oh, good. That room service I ordered is here.