Just A Good Friendship | By : Bensbestfriendcletus Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Asking Alexandria Views: 815 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not know the members of nor do I own Asking Alexandria. This is completely fictional. I do not make money from the writings of this story. |
Sam: What the fuck is wrong with me? This is what I wanted, right? So why the fuck am I being such a dick about it? I haven’t been fair to James. I’ve made him wait for so long and now he’s been left disappointed. He just tried to have a relationship with me and what did I do? I pushed him away. Each time he’d said that he loved me, all I did was either nod or say “I know,” – I’ve never said “I love you, too.” I feel terrible. All he wants is for me to love him back. And I do. I love him. Shit. Why the fuck haven’t I told him, then? Why did I make everything so awkward between us? Why am I still sat here asking myself stupid questions when I should be with James? I’m just about to open my door to go to James’ room when I realise the answer to all of those questions: I’m scared. This is completely new to me and I’m scared that it’ll go wrong and James won’t love me anymore; and I can’t bare that. But, hold on a second: Isn’t what I’m doing making this go wrong? I don’t waste another moment; I open my door and head down the corridor to James’ room. I just hope that he’ll give me another chance.
James:
After Sam had left, I sat on my bed and tried to gather my thoughts. Where had it gone wrong? Well, when I’d told Sam about how I felt, he’d been shocked, angry and confused. It wasn’t until I’d kissed him that he thought he’d come to his senses and figured out that he wanted to be in a relationship with me. He’d asked to take it slow, and we had. We both thought that after a month we were ready to take it one step further… Obviously not. But why aren’t we ready yet? Have I been too pushy? I don’t think I have, I mean, I’ve never done anything that Sam didn’t want me to. All I can think is that Sam is just not ready for this relationship – which is fair enough. I’m not wanting to force him into anything that he isn’t ready for; so I think I’ve done the right thing by calling the relationship off. Don’t get me wrong, I’m disappointed; everyone wants to be with the person they love. But in all honesty, if Sam’s happy, then I’m happy – even if it means him being happy with someone else. A knock at my door pulls me away from my thoughts. Oh, good. That room service I ordered is here.While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. The AFF system includes a rigorous and complex abuse control system in order to prevent improper use of the AFF service, and we hope that its deployment indicates a good-faith effort to eliminate any illegal material on the site in a fair and unbiased manner. This abuse control system is run in accordance with the strict guidelines specified above.
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