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Chapter 5
The next morning Justin woke before Josh. He took his cell phone from the charger and headed downstairs to the back deck. He dialed his home number and hoped Lance would forgive him for calling so early on a Saturday morning. He didn’t get an answer and then remembered that Lance had an overnight with Joey. He dialed his friends cell phone willing him to answer.
“Hello”ce’sce’s voice said through the line.
“God, I thought you’d never answer. Where are you?” Justin asked
“On my way home. What’s up?” Lance asked
“I need to talk to you. Do you have anything scheduled today?” Justin asked his friend.
“Not until eight tonight.” Lance said
“Ok. I’ll meet you at home in a couple hours.” Justin said
“Are you ok Just?”
“I don’t know. I’ll explain it to you when I see you.”
“Ok. I’ll see you in a little while.” Lance said ending the call.
Justin walked back upstairs and to the room. Josh was sitting up in bed watching the door. Justin was distracted and didn’t even realize Josh was awake until he spoke.
“Morning.” Josh said
“Oh...yeah...um...morning.” Justin said
“You ok?” Josh asked concern evident in his voice.
“I’m fine. I have to meet Lance at the house in a little while. Is that ok with you?” Justin asked
“Of course. I’ll see you later. Right? I mean you are coming back, aren’t you?” Josh asked
“I’ll be back.” Justin said.
“Well, I guess I’ll see you then.” Josh said
Justin dressed quickly and gathered his phone and wallet and left the room. A few minutes later and he was headed home.
Justin stopped at a small park on the way home. He just needed a minute to get himself together before he talked to Lance. He didn’t sleep much the night before, Josh’s kind words echoing in his mind all night.
{How did I get myself into this? Why didn’t I just say no. I should have known this wasn’t just some fantasy. He thinks he can save me or maybe take me away from all of this. I didn’t ask him to do that. Hell, if I didn’t know better I’d think he was falling in fucking love with me. He’s a nice guy but there can never be anything between us. Doesn’t he understand that. Hell he even has a fiancé. I can’t even let on that I know. I can’t wait until tomorrow morning. There is no way I’m coming back to stay here next week. That will just lead to Josh getting hurt. I don’t want that. My life sucks more now than it did before I met him. At least then the only person I was hurting was me.} Justin thought as he sat on the bench and watched the kids play. Before he knew it over an hour had past and it was time to get some advice from his best friend.
Justin found Lance in the living room waiting for him. One look at his friend and Lance knew that something had happened.
“Ok. Just, what’s going on with you?” Lance asked
“I don’t even know where to start. It’s Josh.” Justin said
“The beginning is always good.” Lance said
“Ok. Well let’s see. Thursday night was cool, he even helped me with my math. Can you believe he even got me to understand it. We had pizza for dinner and watched the basketball game. Then we just took a bath, talked and went to sleep. It was nice. Then yesterday when I got back from school Bobbie was there..” Justin said as he was interrupted by Lance.
“Bobbie?” Lance asked
“Yeah the girl he’s going to marry. Just listen. SO, he introduces her to me and then in the same breath apologizes for not telling me in advance she was coming. I told him, hey it’s your money and I swear he looks like I kicked his dog or something. Anyway they leave and he says they’ll be back by eleven. So I have the house to myself. I played a few video games and then I start getting tired. By midnight I’m in bed. Well he gets home and he thinks I’m asleep and before I can say anything he starts talking to me. Says he’s glad I’m sleeping, only I’m not and I hear everything. I don’t know what to do.” Justin said
“What did you hear exactly?” Lance asked
“He started explaining that when he first came to Johnny’s he was just looking for a quick fuck. Then he goes on to say that after we talked and he heard my story he knew he had to give me a chance at something more. He wanted to find a way to keep me from having to be with so many men. Then he said that if I came to him and told him I wanted out he’d give me what I needed and we wouldn’t even have to sleep together. I’m telling you Lance, it was strange.” Justin said
“Man, I don’t really know what to tell you. I’ve never had a trick try to save me before.” Lance said.
“You think he’s trying to save me?”
“I think he likes you as a person. The real you. The one you let out when you told him about yourself. I can’t believe you did that. You know better.” Lance said
“I know. He was just so easy to talk to and he seemed interested. It was nice to talk to someone who really listened to me.” Justin said.
“Justin, I think you need to make a decision. You need to figure out what you really want. If you think you can spend three days a week with Josh and keep treating him as another trick, then fine. But, if you can’t do that it may be best to stop it now before it’s even begun.” Lance said
“You know, when I first started doing this I used to dream that some guy would come along and we’d fall madly in love and live happily ever after. Not a trick, just some every day guy. Maybe someone from school. I’d tell him the truth and it wouldn’t matter because he would just love me. Now Josh is here and he wants to save me and it’s not the same thing. Even though the end result would be me happy and not having to sell my body.” Justin said.
“Maybe you should stop Justin. Get a normal job. You have money saved up, you don’t have to keep this up. You know that right?” Lance said
“Yeah. I know. But I don’t have anything to quit for.” Justin said
“Are you going to be ok?” Lance asked
“Yeah. I’ll be fine. I’m gonna go back. I’ll see you tomorrow.” Justin said leaving.
The drive back to Josh’s house had given Justin time to think. He decided he should tell Josh that he heard him talking. He wasn’t sure what would come of it, but he didn’t think it was fair to keep the fact that he knew from the older man. When he entered the house it was quiet. Almost too quiet. He checked all of the rooms upstairs first and then worked his way through the lower level. He finally found Josh sitting on the dock looking over the lake.
“I thought you were gone. Mind if I sit?” Justin asked
“Not at all. Everything ok with Lance?” Josh asked
“Lance is fine. I actually went to talk to him about me.” Justin said
“Oh. Nothings wrong is it?” Josh asked
“I don’t know Josh. I heard you last night.” Justin said never taking his eyes off of the lake.
If he had, he would have seen the fear in Josh’s eyes. The older man wasn’t sure what he was supposed to say. He only made his confession because he believed Justin to be asleep. He was at least relieved that Justin came back even though he knew.
“I thought you were asleep.” Josh said
“I was trying to go to sleep when you walked into the room. Then before I could say anything you started talking to me.” Justin said
“So what now?” Josh asked quietly afraid of the answer.
“I can’t keep seeing you if you can’t accept the dynamics of this. I’m a prostitute, a whore. I sell my body for money. You are a trick, a John. You pay for my body. It doesn’t matter if we have sex or not, those are the facts. Do you understand that?” Justin asked
“I do. I never said that I didn’t. It’s true Justin, I hate that you are what you are, but I never forgot. How could I? You never stop making sure I remember.” Josh said angrily.
“Why does that fact upset you so much?” Justin asked
“Because Justin, you have so much more to offer. You could be so much more than this. You’ve only been doing this for a short while. You still have a chance to find something else to do.” Josh said
“Don’t you think I know that. I could walk away at any time. But I choose not to. When I’m ready to leave I will. Until then this is the job I choose to have.”
“You could have so much more. I would take care of you. Support you until you were out of school. You could even move into your room. You cobrinbring Lance too. He’s not to old to try something different.” Josh said
“You’re not listening.” Justin said
“Yes I am. I know that you want to go back to your parents a success. Let me help you do that. I could help you.”
“YOU CAN’T SAVE ME.” Justin yelled at Josh as he got up and walked toward the house.
{Yes I can Justin. If you would just let me.} Josh said to himself.
Justin left and drove around trying to clear his head. He was more than a little out of his league with Josh. He’d let himself forget for a minute what was really going on. Forgot for just a second who and what he was. Not anymore. He had his head back on straight and he knew what he had to do. He sat on the beach and watched the sun set and then drove back to the house.
It was nearly two in the morning when Justin got back. The older man was in his room sitting on the bed when Justin walked in.
“Here” Josh said handing him and envelope.
“What’s this?” Justin asked
“It’s your extra three thousand dollars. Remember I agreed to give it to you if you stayed. A thousand for each night.” Josh answered
“I can’t take this.” Justin said
“Sure you can. It’s what whores do isn’t it?” Josh said pain barely veiled by anger.
Justin drew back as if he’d been punched. He never expected this from Josh. He didn’t know how to respond. He stood in shock.
“You should shower and come to bed. I’m tired.” Josh said
Justin walked to the shower and took a quick bath. He found his toiletry kit and packed it so that it would be ready to go. He got into bed and unlike the other times they slept together, Josh didn’t hold him.
When Justin woke the next morning Josh was sitting in the chair across the room. The younger man slowly got out of bed, and walked to the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face. When he finished he dressed in silence as Josh watched. When he was done he spoke to the older man.
“Is their anything I can do for you before I leave?” Justin asked
“Why not. It’s what I’m paying for. You can just blow me and leave.” Josh said
Justin walked over to the chair before dropping to his knees. He freed Josh’s hardening cock from his pants. He licked the tip seductively before taking Josh’s entire length into his mouth. He began to lick the sensitive vain along undeunderside up to the top and then back again. He then took each of Josh’s balls in his mouth as he used his hand to continue stroking the shaft. He could feel that Josh was near the end so he took him once again into his mouth, until he felt Josh in the back of his throat. He slightly hummed and then swallowed causing Josh to explode into his mouth. Josh never made a sound. He put Josh back into his pants, stood and walked towards the door. He’d never felt so dirty doing that before.
“I’ll see you Thursday Justin.” Josh said just before he reached the door.
For some reason hearing that made Justin nervous.
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