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It was around fall when I finally moved out of Gackt’s house. I didn’t really move far and secondly I had been lucky enough to find a place that wasn’t too far from Gackt and You’s.
“Masa-kun, are you sure you’ll be fine alone?” Gackt asked as he helped me load my accumulated belongings into Ren’s car who had offered to help with the promise of earning a few yen.
“Yeah.” I gave him a small smile. “I really should branch out.” I informed him with other things in mind. Just as I said it I caught sight of You coming up the walkway with Belle in hand. He had taken up the task of walking her, claiming that watching me go was just too sad.
“You got your damn room back Robot!” I shouted with mock anger. I didn’t understand why he was mad about it considering that I had discovered You slept more so in Gackt’s room than in his suppose it room.
With a rueful grin You replied, “You left my playboys under the mattress right?
“Oi!” Ren cried out, poking his head out the window a bit. “You were supposed to return them two years ago!”
We all laughed. Rather or not Ren was joking, I didn’t know or care.
That was two weeks ago. Right now I was pacing the living room of my apartment waiting for You to call me back. He had called earlier in tears crying about something I couldn’t quit understand. Whatever it is I was sure Gackt had something to do with it.
The sound of my own bell had jarred me from slumber; I had dozed off waiting for You to show up. That was about two hours ago. I dragged my sluggish body to the door pulling it open. “You-kun…” the words died on my lips. It wasn’t You, Gackt standing at my door.
“Was Masa-kun expecting someone else?” Gackt asked as he removed his shades from his eyes.
“It’s you.” I greeted dryly as I moved aside so that he could enter not really waiting him in my house. I had it in my right mind to slam the door in his face.
“Why are you here?” I asked as I shut the door behind me.
“I could ask you the same.’’
Lord he was a pain!
“I live here?” I knew he meant something other then the obvious. Damn him and his double meanings!
“Belle misses you.” He took a seat on what had been my bed.
“I’m sure she does.” I crossed in front of him to take the chair in adjacent to the sofa. I wasn’t far away enough. I could still smell him.
“They’ve made up.” Gackt informed me, saying the word ‘they’ like he had tasted something foul.
“Who are they?” I asked knowing that he probably wouldn’t tell me. In his mind I probably knew who exactly ‘they’ were.
“Don’t make me say it.” His voice was pained at the mere thought of ‘them’. “I thought I should be the one to break it to you.”
Now I understood. You. He had someone.
I rolled my eyes just the same.
“Cut the shit.” I snapped jumping up out of my seat. I moved for him placing myself on his lap which was hard to do since Gackt had that bad little habit of sitting with his legs cocked opened. I placed my hands on his inner thighs stroking him through those damned pants.
“What are you…” His breathing had picked up. This was the first time I had ever seen him somewhat uncomfortable. “What are you doing?” Gackt asked me firmly after getting a grip on himself.
“Isn’t this what you’ve wanted?” I asked him, lowering my voice to the most seductive of whispers.
“Yes and no.” Gackt managed between gasping breaths. I was working my way towards the swell in his groin. “I only wanted to tell you that You-kun was taken…”
“And you’re available.” I finished, rubbing my palm against his mounting desire.
“Always.” He breathed as he placed his hands on my hips shifting my weight beneath him a bit.
We locked eyes. Blue on brown.
“Why him?” Gackt asked, sitting up a bit straighter in the process. I felt his hand leave my waist. The back of his knuckles brushing against my skin as he continued, “Why You-kun and not me?”
“I don’t-“
Before I could finish he placed a fleeting ghost of a kiss upon my lips. Although it was brief, it was the softest kiss I had ever had. So tender. So…
“Don’t lie to me unless you truly don’t know.” He whispers softly in my ear; he had pulled me closer to him, his lips buzzing against my skin as he spoke. “I see it. You want him.” He kisses me again before I could utter a single word of protest. “And he, you.” Gackt then place back hands on either side of my face. His eyes held me there. They were rimmed with red. He had been crying. “I don’t want that for you. You won’t be happy.”
Lowering my eyes from his stare, “I think You-kun would be very happy with me.” I stopped my administrations.
Gackt shook his head sadly. His voice was filled with something I couldn’t possibly label. “Not You-kun. You. You won’t be happy, Masa.”
He cared for me. Truly. He cared for both of us.
“I think I would…” I began again.
“He won’t belong to you but you will belong to him.”
“I don’t…I don’t understand.”
Gackt smiled softly.
“You’re a virgin, Masa.”
“I’m not a-Oh!” My face flushed red.
“He was mine and I his.” Gackt explained.
“I suppose you want to do it then?” I snapped suddenly angry.
“Masa…” Gackt began realizing his mistake.
“Iie!” –Removing myself from his lap- “Leave.” I ordered pointing at the door.
“Masa, I…” He fell silent.
There was no point.
“Goodnight, Raccoon.” He murmured as he passed me.
I watched his blurred figure go. Hot, bitter tears kept me from seeing him clearly.
You-kun could’ve at least called to say he wasn’t coming.
“Gomen, Masa.” You’s lips buzzed against my ear the next afternoon. Most of Job was at Gackt’s. I had decided to take a nap on Gackt’s much forgotten about breakfast table; the man barely ate.
I had to admit that having You behind me made me uncomfortable. He must have picked up on it because he swung around to sit in the seat facing me. He stares at me thoughtfully searching ever last inch of my face before speaking.
“Masa-chan,” -takes a deep breath- “are you mad with me?” He asked softly, sliding his hands across the table to meet mine. His hands are damp against my skin, a good indication that he was nervous. “I could um…”
My eyes widen at the very notation that he would do that for me or- the words were out before I could help myself, “Does he make you?”
You’s brows knitted at the question. “Pardon?”
I leaned in closer even though we were alone I still wanted to be safe.
“Does Gakuto make you dump your girlfriends?”
You shook his head fiercely. “Iie.”
Loyal to the end.
“You-kun,” My eyes locked onto his. “You can tell me.” I urged him.
His voice faltered. “He…we…I never…”
His flustered behavior worried me.
“Does he…abuse you?” I asked gingerly.
I felt like a consular for battered women.
You shook his head again.
I was losing my patience.
“What the hell does he do to you?” I demanded.
“Nothing I never asked him for.” You murmured darkly under the scraping sound of his chair.
I watched him go. Longing to know what Gackt had gave him to have developed such a hold on that remarkable man. I made up my mind. I wanted You. I wanted You-kun to be just as in love with me as he was with Gackt. I wanted him more than I could ever imagine.
I found myself seated next to Ren and Toshi during dinner. Gackt had dragged us all to some restaurant to feed some insane need to get of the out of the house. I wished I had declined, things were about to go downhill from here.
Ren shifted beside me cursing under his breath. I followed his line of sight catching a glimpse of a well-dressed looking woman heading in Gackt’s direction.
“What is it?” I whispered, sure that this was one of those things that you whisper about.
“Mana.” Ren said the word like it left a bad taste in his mouth.
“Mana?” I repeated drawing in a sharp breath. Gackt had never really opened up about Mana no matter how many times I begged him to.
I had, HAD to watch this.
The two divas locked eyes exchanging frosty glares before making nice.
“Gakuto.” Mana greeted in a language ‘she’ seemed to have invented, she very rarely spoke she just mouthed the words or in this case hissed them.
“Mana,” A tightlipped Gackt greeted his former bandleader, “my pretty one, what do I owe the honor?”
Mana ‘spoke’ and as soon as she finished the pretty vocalist’s face became ashen.
“There must be some mistake.” Gackt whispers quietly.
Satisfied, Mana walked way.
Gackt began to sway unsteadily on his feet. Sweat suddenly glistened on his brow.
“Iie.” He repeated over and over again until it became almost like a prayer. Seeing his friend in distress, You rose to his feet coming to Gackt’s aide. His arms easily found themselves around Gackt’s middle as Gackt’s legs gave out on him.
“Get me a doctor, no, a cab.” You ordered Ren who had already pulled out his cell.
“What’s happening?” I demanded, tugging hard on the sleeve of Ren’s jacket.
“He can’t be…” Gackt wailed mournfully into the crook of You’s neck. You caught my gaze and mouthed the word ‘death’.
Death? Who died? Was it his sister? Father? Mother? One of his brothers?
I banged my foot against the leg of my chair as I waited outside of Gackt’s hospital room. You had wanted to take him home but Gackt’s inability to breathe properly became a problem. You and Ren are inside so I had to wait.
“Will he be-“
“Gakuto is going to be fine.” Edward informed me in English.
I stared at the floor.
I hoped so. I just started to care for him.
The sound of approaching shoes caught my attention.
“Let’s walk.”
It was Ren, and he sounded serious.
We walked side by side heading for the elevator doors. Ren was silent until the bell tolled for us to enter.
“He went into shock.” Ren explained as we stepped into the elevator. “He already wasn’t feeling well, this just did him in.” We reached the bottom floor. The kitchen was closed so we were heading towards the surprisingly still opened gift shop. “The doctor said that he should pull through in a few days. Damn… I can’t believe that he went like that.”
“Who?” I asked feeling truly left out. I knew some things about Gackt but this seem like one of those things that he had kept from me.
“Kami.” Ren said as he picked up on of the many stuffed Hello Kitties. “One of the guys from Mizer that Gackt was close with.” –Putting back the plushy- “He died months ago.”
Months?
“Why didn’t any…”
“Mana!” Ren snarled. “That unforgiving bitch froze him out.”
I licked my suddenly dry feeling lips.
“Ren,” I stated slowly, “if you don’t mind me ask…”
“None of your goddamn business!” Ren snapped angrily.
“You didn’t let me finish.” I whined.
“I knew what you were gonna ask. They all wanna know that one.”
“You don’t know do you?” I smirked.
Ren sighed.
“Not a damn clue.”
We walked out of the store buying a bear and a balloon.
“You probably knows, but he wouldn’t say anything.” He managed while he ogled the pretty nurse that walked by. “He’s like Gaku’s walking diary.”
I laughed at the thought. You the secret keeper.
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