Tease Me | By : Zarim Category: > Kaoru/Toshiya Views: 1714 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Morning rays shone upon two tangled bodies, both deep in happy slumber unaware that it was time to wake up. Some loud noises could be heard from downstairs. Toshiya stirred in his sleep, clinging to the last seconds of precious sleep before he woke up. He smiled finding Kaoru sound asleep in his arms. Toshiya stayed there staring at Kaoru, admiring every feature of his body, his nice legs with firm thighs, pale white skin, long sexy neck, satin purple hair, sweet lips, and his high cheekbones that gave him an air of power he didn't lose even while sleeping.
Another loud noise from downstairs reminded Toshiya he had to get up. It was still early for the maid to be here, which made him curious to what could be causing so much racket in his house. He didn't want to leave Kaoru like this, but he didn't want to wake him up either. Reluctantly Toshiya kissed Kaoru's forehead and left him sleeping on the bed to prepare for work. First however he needed breakfast, and he definitely needed to find out what was making that noise downstairs. Toshiya secured a red robe around his body, and with a last glance at the beauty on his bed he went downstairs to the kitchen.
“Ohayoo!!”
“Die?! What are you doing here?!”
“I came to pick Shinya up”
Memories of last evening flooded Toshiya's mind. He remembered Shinya, and the guests for the party. //Ah yes, the party...and Kaoru...// He smiled understanding why Die was in his house.
“You seem unusually happy today!”
Toshiya blushed a little, but didn't let Die notice. He then smiled triumphantly at Die.
“That's because I am”
“Oohh... Gloomy Toshiya finally left us! And to what do we owe the favor?”
“None of your business Die. And what was the racket I heard earlier?”
“Just me trying to fix some breakfast, you want some?”
Die offered Toshiya a plate full of burned bacon and ham, some overcooked eggs and burned toast.
“I think I'll stick to juice, thanks”
“As you wish. You should be thankful my racket woke you up, else you'd be late for work. Although I don't know why you bother, you own the place”
“I have to set the example”
Toshiya went to the fridge to fix his grand banquet of orange juice when a loud thump was heard from upstairs followed by fast pacing and then running down the stairs. The kitchen door was thrown open by a very disturbed Kaoru. Die and Toshiya were left speechless as Kaoru ran towards Toshiya. They kissed in front of a perplexed Die before Kaoru continued with his outburst.
“Can I use your phone Toshiya?”
“Sure, it's over there by the wall”
Kaoru gave a quick peck to Toshiya before rushing towards the phone. He picked up the receiver and dialed, pacing back and forth and muttering curses. Die ignored Kaoru opting to tease his friend better.
“So this is what made you happy this morning!”
“Ah...yes, it is”
“And here I thought you'd never be with anyone ever!”
“Hey! Are you suggesting I am incapable of holding a relationship Die?”
“When was the last time you had a lover?”
Toshiya blushed. It had been long, too long.
“I've been busy”
“Whatever Totchi. I'm just glad for you”
“Thanks”
“What are you glad for Die?”
Toshiya, Die and Kaoru looked up to the newcomer. Short puffy blonde hair, creamy skin and a wicked grin were standing proudly at the door.
“K-Kyo!?! What the hell are you doing here?!”
“K-Kaoru?! Why are you at Toshiya's?”
The two men stood pointing at each other in shock ignoring the two other men in the room.
“Toshiya is my friend. I thought you had work last night Kaoru!”
“Your friend? How come you've never told me that! Work? Err...yes I did”
“Toshiya and I work together. And how come you're here if you had work last night?”
“Ahem!”
Kyo and Kaoru jumped startled realizing they were not alone. Only then they noticed Toshiya's dagger throwing glance at the two of them. Kyo looked puzzled and Toshiya signaled Die with his head.
“Oohhh!”
Kyo seemed to have understood what Toshiya meant, but Die was still wondering what the hell was going on there.
“I'm happy you understand Kyo because I don't!”
“This is Kaoru, I've talked to you about him Die, he's my college friend”
“Oh yes, you've mentioned him. But what does it has to do that he was working last night?”
“Nothing!”
Kyo laughed nervously while Die eyed him suspiciously. Die knew there was something off, but he couldn't tell what it was. Kyo on the other side was connecting the call Die had made him two days ago to go out with him because Toshiya wanted Shinya all to himself for one day, and the problem Kaoru had with a private dance for a group of men.
Once Kyo understood the situation Toshiya stopped paying attention to him and his conversation with Die, opting to observe Kaoru some more. //College student eh? Then there is more to you than a pretty face and a nice body// Kaoru was oblivious of the rest of the room, he concentrated wholly on his phone call, cursing his bad luck and wondering why the other person wasn't picking it up when a distinctive female voice answered.
“Keiko! It's Kaoru!... I know I'm late, I'm sorry, should have called you earlier but I had some... problems”
//Keiko? Who's that? Why are you being so friendly with her, and why do you keep apologizing?// Toshiya gulped his orange juice without losing his gaze on Kaoru. At this point Die and Kyo realized Toshiya was not paying attention to them and noticed Kaoru's phone conversation. Die half curious half teasing could not keep his question in.
“Ahhh who's Keiko, eh?”
“That's the partner from hell”
Kyo's comment on the infamous woman Kaoru was talking to got Toshiya's attention.
“Partner you say? As in study partner?”
“You don't seem to like her”
“Yes Toshiya, his study partner, they've been doing a research together for a year now. No Die, I don't like her!”
“Eehh... and why is that?”
Kyo rolled his eyes as he remembered something awful.
“She commented something about my height...”
“Awww! Cute Kyo-chan is being a little sensitive about his height?”
“Die stop it before I wipe that sickening grin of yours off your face forever”
Toshiya once again focused completely on Kaoru who was now pleading with this Keiko.
“Please I need this grade! I'll be there, just promise you won't leave or let the professor leave!........ Thanks!!”
Kaoru hung up and rushed towards Kyo.
“Kyo, could you take me to campus?”
“Sure, get your stuff ready, I'll meet you at the car”
“Thanks! Ah, I need a quick shower first”
“Alright, but don’t complain to me if you’re late”
“Okay!”
Kaoru dashed out of the room, but not before stopping for another quick peck on Toshiya's lips.
Kyo blinked a few times trying to figure out if his eyes were deceiving him. He was going to say something about it when Die waved to the air and he noticed Kaoru was now gone.
“Nice meeting you!”
“Haha! I'll introduce you to him someday Die!”
“Nah, I'll let Toshiya here do that”
Die winked at Toshiya who was oblivious to the two of them, gazing dreamily his glass of juice.
“Wow! Didn't know you loved juice so much Toshiya!”
Die and Kyo burst into laughter making Toshiya snap back into reality. He blushed, but recovered quickly and made a sexy pose with his glass. They all laughed some more.
“I'll go get the car. See you guys later”
“I'll go with you, Shinya should be ready by now and we'll be late for work if we don't hurry up”
At that moment Shinya entered the kitchen, still adding the finishing touches to his hair, which he chose to have in a pony tail.
“I'm so hungry! Is there any food left?”
Die met him at the door and they kissed briefly.
“Only some leftovers of what Die cooked”
“Err... that juice looks delicious Toshiya!”
“Mou! I made that with love for all of you!”
Die pouted cutely. Shinya hugged him and kissed him sweetly.
“Thank you love, but I'm on a diet, you know that”
“You don't need it, you're fine like you are”
“But I have to keep this shape for you sweetheart!”
They kissed again. Toshiya smiled, inwardly thanking Shinya for saving the day, while Kyo groaned having his limit of daily mushy stuff over flown. Kyo cleared his throat and pulled Die towards the exit.
“See you guys later”
“Kyo!! Don’t pull me!”
“Then walk, we don’t have all day”
“Mou!”
Die gave Shinya a quick peck before following Kyo towards the exit. Shinya stood there a bit perplexed, but let it pass giggling softly at his lover and friend. Toshiya had used the opportunity to pour Shinya some juice and offered it to him when he took a seat.
“Here is your breakfast Shin-chin”
“Arigato itadakimasu”
They both sat on the counter facing each other and sipping their juice in silence. Toshiya’s mind was far away dreaming of the previous evening. Shinya was observing his cousin, he gritted his teeth and coughed trying to get Toshiya’s attention.
“Anoo… was that last night’s stripper that I saw earlier dressed in one of your silk robes, or were my eyes still too asleep and started producing images for me?”
“Errr… yes, no, I mean… he was last night’s stripper”
Toshiya blushed wishing his cousin would not stare at him like that. He felt like a kid that did something wrong having to face his parents. //But I’m not a kid! I did nothing wrong! And he’s not my father!// Still the feeling did not leave him, and Toshiya sunk into his chair.
“I’ll introduce him to you later, ne?”
“No need”
Shinya went back to sipping his drink. Toshiya was a bit shocked from Shinya’s cold words, but he pressed the matter thinking perhaps Shinya meant that he didn’t need introductions since they already knew each other.
“No Shinya, I feel I should introduce him to you properly”
“No need”
“I know you already met him, but I’d like you to know him. His name is…”
“There is no need Toshiya. His name is not important, he’s just the stripper”
Toshiya sat there, juice forgotten, incredulity all over his face. He was speechless, as if the coldness emanating from Shinya’s words had frozen him over. He knew he had to say something, but what? What could he say? Kaoru is a stripper, there is no question about it. They had fucked, but had there been something else?
Shinya sensed the inner turmoil happening in his cousin. He took Toshiya’s hand in his. He was cold and stiff, and didn’t notice Shinya’s hand at all at first completely lost in his thoughts. Shinya used his thumb to caress Toshiya’s hand.
“Listen to me Totchi. I can easily guess what happened last night between you two, but that’s all it was”
Toshiya tried to speak, but no words left his numb lips. Shinya pressed on.
“I know you’ve been a bit lonely, and it was nice to have someone, but that’s where it should stop for you two”
“Why?”
“How can you ask that Totchi? He’s a stripper! He stayed with you last night, who knows with how many he has stayed before?”
Toshiya lowered his gaze, tears threatening to fall from his almond eyes. The image of his virgin boy was slowly disappearing in his mind. He desperately clung to it, but Shinya’s words made it fade.
“Dearest it’s for your own good. You are young and rich. You have your father’s company, which you have fought, to bring back to its previous glory and are succeeding. Are you going to let this ruin it all? The implications of associating yourself to a stripper are immense, and none of them are nice. Also, all he could be is after your money”
Toshiya didn’t know what to think anymore. Everything his cousin was telling him could be true. He had felt Kaoru so right the night before, but it could all be his lonely heart wishing to finally find someone. Had it all been his imagination? Was Kaoru really this cold? He was getting a horrible headache from all this.
“Just think about it Totchi. Think about what’s right, for you, the company and Miyabi”
“…Thanks”
“I’ll go now, Die must be waiting. Meet you at work, ok?”
“…Yes”
Shinya hated to see his cousin like that, but he had done it thinking only in what’s best for him. He hugged Toshiya before disappearing through the exit. Toshiya held his head on his hands, rubbing his temples slowly. The noise of the upstairs’ bathroom door opening and rushed steps towards his room reminded him he still had to face Kaoru.
Toshiya went upstairs still figuring out what to do and how to face Kaoru. He opened his bedroom door, he didn’t dare go in at first, but with a deep breath he entered. Kaoru was getting dressed, but by the time Toshiya got there he was still topless, drops of his previous shower were slowly descending his back. Toshiya’s eyes followed one drop until his eyes fell on Kaoru’s nice ass. It took everything in him not to jump on Kaoru right there, pin him to the bed and fuck him again.
Kaoru put his black turtleneck on, ending the spell that had enthralled Toshiya. At that moment Shinya’s words replayed on Toshiya’s mind. He walked in slowly, deciding which way to take, near Kaoru and face him now, or far from him and avoid for as much as he could the inevitable. He hadn’t decided yet when Kaoru heard him and turned around.
“Toshiya! I’m sorry for my behavior, but I’m in a hurry”
Kaoru approached Toshiya, heading for a kiss, but Toshiya turned his face a little refusing it. Kaoru was a bit surprised, but thought it had been a mistake, and Toshiya hadn’t noticed.
“It’s no big deal Kaoru”
Kaoru tried to look into Toshiya’s eyes, but he had already moved a safe distance and was heading towards a small desk. Kaoru followed him, not content with Toshiya’s emotionless tone.
“It’s something important I have to take care of”
“Hmmm”
Toshiya was scribbling something Kaoru could not see. He was getting worried from Toshiya’s behavior. //What did I do wrong?//
Toshiya held back a tear, he didn’t want Kaoru to see him cry. It took him extra long to finish writing because his hand would not stop shaking. He hoped Kaoru hadn’t noticed that.
Toshiya finished what he was doing. He turned around facing Kaoru, who now had a sweet smile that almost melted instantly all the walls he had worked so hard to lift. He wanted to hold and kiss him. He wanted to take him meet this Keiko instead of Kyo. He wanted to scream he didn’t care if Kaoru was a stripper or not, but instead he lifted his hand and gave Kaoru what he had been working on.
Kaoru saw Toshiya turn around. He thought this was his chance, Toshiya would explain why he had been acting a bit cold towards him. That Toshiya would hold him and kiss him and tell him he was silly for being worried, that nothing was wrong. Then he saw Toshiya’s extended hand. He sighed, realizing he had been holding his breath, relieved that he had been indeed worrying over nothing and Toshiya would now touch him, hold him, care for him. He closed his eyes waiting for the soft caress his heart craved so much. A second passed, then another, but Toshiya's gentle hands never reached his needing soul. Hesitantly Kaoru opened his eyes realizing Toshiya was standing in front of him with a stern look on his face. //Why are you so distant? Why won't you touch me? I want you to touch me! Please touch me...//
Kaoru noticed Toshiya's still extended hand, only then he saw the small strip of paper Toshiya was holding. It had nice pastel colors and a fancy font was used for the printed part. He clearly saw his name written on the larger line, and the date on the top right corner. Toshiya raised his hand, waving a little the piece of paper and once again extending it for Kaoru to take it. He looked annoyed, as if Kaoru's presence was irritating him. Kaoru looked at the object, then back to his face. Toshiya's glare felt like needles through his body. Kaoru's numbness subsided enough for him to extend his hand and take the paper. He looked at it like an alien object he had never seen before.
“What’s this Toshiya?”
“Your payment”
Kaoru looked at the number, and then looked at Toshiya puzzled.
“This is not the amount we agreed”
“I know, it’s more”
Kaoru couldn’t believe his eyes or his ears. Had he been paid for last night’s fuck? //That can’t be it, can it?// He looked at Toshiya again hoping to see a warm smile, a loving glance, anything, but instead he got the same icy wall. //Where are you my sweet Totchi? Where is the man I gave everything to last night?// Kaoru waited for Toshiya to somehow answer him, but all he got was indiference. //Did you even exist, or was it a mirage my heart created for me?// Toshiya walked away, taking with him Kaoru's dream, finally shattering all his hopes. Kaoru held back his tears.
“Why?”
“For your extra services”
“I didn’t ask what for, I asked why”
He knew very well what the money had been paid for.
“Your friend is waiting at the door”
“I asked you something!!”
Kaoru tried not to scream, but everything was failing him now. Even his tears were now falling freely down his cheeks. He cursed himself for his weakness, especially in front of Toshiya. //Can't you even look at me when you talk to me anymore?//
“Goodbye”
With that final word Toshiya left Kaoru. He locked himself in the bathroom, not wanting to face Kaoru anymore. In there he let his tears fall freely, drawing a river along his cheeks. He had wanted to hug Kaoru so badly when he started crying, tell him it was a stupid mistake, that he wasn’t going to leave him like that. Toshiya didn't know how he managed to hold still and watch his lover's face, not understanding what was wrong, his disbelief, his pain. He lost count of how many times he asked himself if this was right, if there was no other way. But it was useless, they belong to different worlds, and nothing Toshiya or Kaoru did would change that.
//Why, you ask? I don't know, I don't understand this myself. I don't want to risk everything. I don't want to risk my heart.//
Kaoru picked up his bag and ran downstairs, stubborn tears still falling. He could hear small sobs when he passed near the bathroom, but ignored them. He rushed out the door, not looking back, never wanting to see this place or anybody he met there again. Never wanting to see Toshiya again…
Toshiya heard the front door slamming shut and he cried harder. //Please don’t leave me// He wanted to scream, but all he could do was sob and drown in his tears.
Kyo met Kaoru on the door. Kaoru rushed pass him and jumped into the car. Kyo followed noticing his friend's distress and got worried. What could have possibly gone wrong in so little time?
“What happened to you?”
“Please don’t ask”
“Alright”
Kyo wanted to ask so badly, but he respected his friend’s need of privacy.
As Kyo was driving away from Toshiya’s house Kaoru silently reaffirmed his vote not to trust anyone ever again, especially if that someone was a sexy, long legged, dark haired beauty. He just hoped his heart was strong enough to uphold his promise.
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