Faded hopes and Shredded dreams | By : Mordeo Category: My Chemical Romance > General Views: 2007 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of My Chemical Romance. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
“Take off your clothes.” He ordered, and I did, not looking at him or Lindsey. He smiled and came to sit between us. Lindsey smiled and wrapped her hand around his head, her fingers buried in his hair, still white and so very short. He grabbed her waist and began to devour her face, like he was trying to suck out her soul or something. Lindsey started rolling her eyes at me, from me to his pants waistband and back. I got the message, but I wasn’t all that eager to lose my virginity. I pressed my hands on his shoulders, massaging them as I leaned over his left shoulder to kiss him just below his ear. He relaxed his shoulder muscles, and I rubbed his back until he pulled away from Lindsey. He turned to look at me and smirked when Lindsey pouted and started unbuttoning his jeans. He let her pull off his clothing, and when he was nude, she started to kneel, but he stopped her.
“You take over my back, Lids. Hannah, come help me.” I bit my lip as I circled around him and knelt. He smiled. As I leaned forward to lick at his dick, he grabbed the back of my head and pressed his hips upwards into my mouth. I pulled him in, inflating my cheeks, then deflating them by sucking the air out. I ran my tongue in circles and tightened my lips around him, watching him as best I could to see what he liked. I heard him muttering something to Lindsey, and heard her get up off the bed. That was all the warning I got before I felt something hard hit me across the ass. I opened my mouth in shock, and Gee took the moment to force himself down my throat.
“Again.” He ordered, and Lindsey hit me again. I bucked forward, and he let out a small moan. I began pulling back, trying to pull him out of my mouth, but he nodded and I was rewarded with another smack on the ass. I let out a dry sob, most of the sound coming through my nose, and he groaned from the vibrations. I began sliding my tongue around his shaft to try and stop the smacks from continuing, and he let Lindsey stop. She walked up behind me and pushed my hair behind my ear, then licked the outside of said ear. She placed a chaste kiss on my cheek, then straightened, and Gee leaned forward to meet her in a kiss, letting go of my head to grab her hips. He pulled on them, forcing her pelvis into the back of my head and forcing me to swallow more of him. I could feel the tears prickling behind my eyelids, but I wouldn’t let them out. Not yet. I knew there was worse to come. And come he did. Lindsey stepped back and he pulled out. I swallowed what I could before Lindsey spun me around and proceeded to lick my face and mouth clean. I’d never been kissed by another woman, and it was, for lack of a better word, disturbing. I pulled back and Gee smirked at us when Lindsey let me go.
“It’s been a while since you’ve had female company, hasn’t it, Lids?” She smiled at him and nodded. “Maybe you should teach her how women should get along.” Lindsey nodded and pushed me down next to him on the bed. My eyes were open as wide as they could go at this point. Lids crawled up over me and pulled my arms up until my hands were next to my head with her hands holding them in place. For such a thin creature, she sure was strong. She began kissing me again, her tongue invading my mouth. Though her lips were pressing against me hard, to the point of it being painful, her tongue was soft and sweet in my mouth… almost apologetic. She pulled back and knelt, straddling me, before slowly pushing her hips against mine. I could feel her wet warmth on my crotch as she ground against me, and I ground upwards against her without thinking. She let go of one of my hands and I put that hand on her smooth stomach. When her fingers found my clit, my eyes rolled, and I saw Gerard, staring at us and fisting his cock, which was hardening again. Lids stopped moving and pulled away from me, the hand that had been holding mine up trailing down my body as she knelt before me. My knees were hanging off the bed, but that wasn’t close enough to her, I guess. She pulled me further down the bed, until my butt was barely on the bed at all. When her mouth met my vagina, I moaned, and Gerard laughed as my moans became panting gasps. Tears leaked from the corners of my eyes, because I felt so powerless, and humiliated. I knew that sick bastard was getting off on this, but all I could think of was, Thank God Amy isn’t here, too.
My poor, confused body began shaking as I felt my first orgasm draw near, and Gerard pulled Lindsey away and pushed into me even as my muscles clenched. The pleasure that was spilling through my body was interrupted by a white hot spear of pain, clouding my mind as I gripped at Gee’s arms hard enough to leave small crescent shaped indents in his skin. I ground my teeth at the stinging feeling, but the feeling of him pushing into me soon over rode that. Lindsey helped, kneading my breasts and flicking my clit whenever she could. I may have moaned. I may have screamed. I remember yelling out, “Oh God!” as I felt him coming in me, and I remember his harsh panting and chuckle, followed by him whispering into my ear,
“Not God. Just the devil. And I’m come for you.”
Lindsey seemed to find this extremely humorous and began laughing. Her laughter brought about a change in Gee, turning him into the lost child. He saw our position, him still inside of me, his arms holding me still. Saw the tear tracks on my cheeks, and the way I winced as he withdrew. Saw the red staining the sheets. He brought his hands to his face.
“What have I done?” He asked. Though he wasn’t talking to Lindsey or me, or even himself. Maybe he was talking to Gee. Maybe he was talking to God. He rolled up next to me in a fetal position, and lay there, sobbing. I grew so angry with him, so quickly. I knew it was me who, by all rights, should be sobbing. I decided to answer his question.
“You kidnapped us, raped us, and keep us here, hidden from the world.” I began angrily, not watching when Lindsey tried to shush me.
“No! Not me! It was Gee! It’s all his fault!”
“But it’s your body! Your dripping, sweaty carcass that he infests. Have you ever considered that if you fought back, he might leave you alone?”
He sat up and lowered his hands slowly.
“I can’t fight him. He’s too strong. He’s too deep, too much. He’s like, woven into the threads of my being. I can’t escape him. I’ll never escape.” His face contorted back into the smirking face of Gee. “And neither will you.” He said, leaning back casually on his elbows, just watching me. Lindsey stayed where she was, not even daring to shift her weight from one foot to the other, and I did the same. I stared at the carpet, unable to meet his gaze, afraid of what I might see there. Eventually he sighed, told us to get dressed, and escorted us back to our room.
“I’ll work on getting those things for you tomorrow.” He promised us, as he locked the door and walked away.
I walked over to what I knew must be the outer wall.
The wasn’t even a chip in the smooth plaster that blocked out the light. And I so needed the sun just now.
“I’m sorry.” Lindsey said. She was sitting on the bed, staring at her hands.
“For what?” I asked, surprised.
“I raped you as surely as he did.” She said, drawing her knees up to her chin.
“No, you did what you could to help me.” I said, not wanting her to feel guilty.
“I was as straight as you can get when Gee brought me here. There was a girl here, then, and she had been a lesbian until Gerard. She helped me not to go insane, taught me about pleasure.” She looked up from studying her fingers, and I could see tears in her eyes.
“You loved her.” I said softly, and it wasn’t a question. Lindsey nodded any way.
“I needed her.”
“What happened to her?” I asked, knowing, but needing to be told how.
“She was making love to Gerard. The real Gerard, not Gee. He loved her too, and the three of us were pretty happy when Gee wasn’t here. But then, in the middle of Gerard’s orgasm, Gee came out. When he realized how much stronger we were making Gerard, so that he could hide secrets from Gee, he went berserk. He stabbed Suzy. He hurt her so that she’d die painfully, and he let Gerard take over the body right afterwards, so he’d have a choice.”
“Watch her die or help her along.” I said, noticing my hands had drifted up to cover my mouth in horror.
“He withdrew, almost blacked out. I…” He voice broke and she began sobbing. On an impulse I hugged her and whispered,
“It’s okay. You did right.”
“Her blood’s on my hands.” She said later, after her tears had run dry.
“It’s on his soul.” I corrected her gently.
“But Gerard doesn’t deserve this anymore than you or I deserve what Gee did to us. If we’re prisoners, he’s one too, but more so. Because his prison is his own body.”
I petted her hair silently, offering some small comfort until she fell asleep. My mind was busy trying to understand what she’d said. I didn’t notice the door opening, or see the man standing there for a few minutes, and when I did I jumped, almost waking Lindsey.
“Ssh.” He said, holding his finger to his lips, then slowly crooking it towards me to bring me forward. I stood and walked towards him, pausing to look back at Lindsey as she slept. She looked so vulnerable, especially in this light, with the lines of her tears starkly visible against the dirt of her cheeks. I stared at the floor and followed him out and into the hall.
When the lights turned on, I blinked a few times, then gasped. I’d expected to see Gee, or at least Gerard. Instead, I was looking at the younger Way brother.
“Mikey?” I asked, my voice a strained whisper.
“He thinks we don’t know. We do. We’ll help you. Here.” He handed me a small bundle. I opened it to find a tea bag and some beef jerky.
“The teabag has herbs in it. In the morning, he’ll let you shower. Make the water hot, use a plastic cup from the dispenser by the sink, and make some tea. It’ll help the ache from... ah…” Mikey blushed and shook his head, and I was only confused for a second.
“Oh. Thanks.” I said, blushing too.
“Give the jerky to the other girl. She needs the protein. We’ll bring you more food.”
“Who’s we?” I asked, curious.
“The band. My mom. Alicia. Jamia. We’re going to try and help you.” He repeated, talking as though to a two year old. I knew he thought I was in shock from the treatment his brother’s body had dealt me.
As he brought me back into the room and was closing the door, I caught it.
“Mikey?” I said, then stopped. He quirked an eyebrow. “Gerard also kidnapped my friend, Amy, but she escaped.”
“I know. She’s with Frank and Bob at their place.” I nodded, chewing my lip and thinking, still holding the door open. He looked nervously behind him, obviously worried that Gee might catch him.
“Why do you cover up for him?” I asked.
“Because people don’t understand possession. The only one who will be punished is my brother, for crimes he didn’t commit. The second Gerard’s body is threatened, Gee will run off to infect someone else. We’re working to get rid of him for good.”
“Oh. Well, thank you, I think.” I said, letting go of the door. He nodded and closed us in.
I relaxed. I felt secure and hopeful, no longer feeling the need to pull my hair out or claw at the walls in terror. And though I’d thought it impossible a mere hour before, I slept.
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