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You Terrible Memories	By : DeathxByxTrend Category: My Chemical Romance > General Views: 1296 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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BANG !

He heard and jumped back to reality, he looked around, searching for the noise. He quickly became confused, it was dark and the streetlights were already on. How long was he sitting there, he wondered. He stopped wondering when he saw her walking into the parking lot, her back facing him. He concluded that the noise that he heard was her slamming the backdoor of the store. He rapidly placed the book back in his bag and chased after her. He knew the only way to get her to talk to him was to try a different approach.

He knew she had no idea he was still there. Her pace was slow as she walked to her car, she seemed tired. She sighed deeply when she looked at her wrist watch, and then ran her fingers through her hair. She rolled up her left sleeve and scratched her forearm, and then placed it by her side. He saw very clearly one of the two scars cut straight down her wrist, but then he saw something that confused him, there were newly healed cuts. He continued to follow her silently, he finally spoke when she was just a few feet away from her car.

“ Delilah. “ he said loud enough for her to hear, he left a few feet of space between them, not wanting her to feel threatened.

Her back tensed when he said her name and she stopped in mid step.

He was waiting for her to turn around, she didn’t.

“ Delilah. “ he said again calmly. “ Please, can you talk to me ? “ he pleaded, taking his plan into full effect, he was going to fool her.

She inhaled deeply and tilted her head back so she was staring into the night sky. “ What do you want ? “ she breathed, still not turning around.

“ Look, I’m sorry, ok. I’m sorry about everything. I’m sorry about-“ he ranted.

She turned around quickly, facing him. “ Whatever Gerard, I’m over it. So just leave. “ she said coldly, cutting him off.

“ I bet those cuts on your arm beg to differ. “ he came back smugly.

Her eyes widen with shock. She looked down at her arms and notice her exposed flesh. She quickly pulled the sleeve down. “ Fuck you. “ she spat. She turned back around and walked the few feet to the car, getting in and locking the door. Her eyes were already getting wet. Obviously she was not as well kept as everyone thought she was. And deep inside her she knew she would never recover.

He was right by the door. “ Please Delilah. “ he beg. “ We can help each other. “

She bite her lip hard and shook her head no, as she searched for her keys in her pocketbook on the passenger seat. She found them and stuck them in the ignition, turning it till the car started.

He panicked and ran in front of the car, he left a few feet between him and the car. She couldn’t get out, there were cars on either side of her and one in the back. She gripped her steering wheel tight, and grounded her teeth. She reeved up the engine, hinting for him to move out of her path.

He crossed his arms and smirked widely, knowing very well she didn’t have the guts.

“ Move. “ she mouthed.

He shook his head no, slowly.

“ Get out of my way Gerard, I will hit you. “ she bluffed.

“ He smiled lightly. “ We both know you won’t. “

She stepped on the gas just a little, trying to scare him, it didn’t work. He didn’t even flinch.

She bit her tongue as they both held a glare on one another, her hands began to tremble on the wheel, she knew she couldn’t do it.

“ Damn it ! “ she screamed hitting the steering wheel angrily making the horn honk a few times. She leaned her head back on the chair, her hands quickly covered her face, her breathing was unsteady. She could feel the tears coming. She wanted to be strong, and she was, when he wasn’t there. But when she saw him the wall that she had spent a year building back up collapsed into nothing. When they were together she leaned on him for everything, so when she left, she had nothing to fall back on, and no one to pick up the pieces.

Noticing her struggling he ran to her door again and spoke.

“ Delilah, please ! Just talk to me ! I’m sorry about what happened in the past, but I was a different person ! I couldn’t deal with it. I just freaked out. I miss you so much.” he started, the fake tears building in his eyes.

“ No, no, no, no..” she repeated as she leaned her head into the steering wheel her hands now covering her ears trying to block him out.

“ I’m sorry ! I love you ! I’ve always loved you. I’ve changed and realized my mistakes, I’m a different person now. Look at me, Delilah ! “ he shouted the tears of lies gliding off his cheeks.

She obeyed. And he was pleased when he saw that her cheeks were shining for the salty liquid.

“ I stopped drinking, I’m going to therapy. I’m trying. I’m trying so hard. “ he sobbed. “ But I can’t do this without you. What we went through with each other, we have to over come with each other. “ he had become an amazing actor, he spoke his lines flawlessly.

She looked deep in his eyes, and she cried harder. He had the same face on the last time she saw him a year ago, and that face haunted her. She gave in and opened the car door, swinging her legs out, but still sitting down, she was facing him.

“ I can’t let you hurt me again Gerard. I won’t. “ she sobbed.

“ Shhhhh. “ he cooed, kneeling down so that they were eye level, he rubbed her knees gently. “ Listen to me, I’m not asking anything from you. I’m just asking that we try, we try to be in each other life. We have such a big past, I can’t just forget about you, and pretend you didn’t exist. Just let us try. “ he said looking in her eyes. He couldn’t believe how easy this was, he didn’t even have to try. His plan was going to work, and they would be happy together, forever.

She relaxed a bit and nodded agreeing with him. “ Ok, we’ll try to be friends. “ she smiled slightly and wiped her cheeks dry.

“ That’s all I want. “ he lied.

“ I really have to get going....., but tomorrow my schedule is free, if you wanted to do something..., as friends. “ she said dragging out the last words sternly.

He grinned widely, his heart began to race, he was bursting with pride. This was going to be easy. “ Would dinner be acceptable ? “

She thought for a moment in silence.

“ Or we could see a movie, if you prefer ? “ he offered quickly. “ What’s that new movie..., Ahhh yes, The Secret Letter. “ he said trying to seem casual.

“ No, no, dinner is acceptable. Friends have dinner together. “ she answered. “ The Secret Letter, did you say ? “

He nodded.

“ That’s a chick flick. “ she said.

“ Yes, I’m aware of that. “ he smiled.

“ But you hate those types of movies. “ she said quickly looking down, embarrassed that she remembered. He smiled, loving the fact that he was still scarred in her memories.

“ Yes but, you love those movies. “ he shot back.

She looked back up at him. His face had no hint of shame like she did. “ Lets just stick with dinner. “ she said.

“ Or loved, I should say. “ he said with a little disappointment.

“ No, no, I still love those movies.”

He looked at her confused.

“ I already saw it. “ she smiled. “ Alright well, bye. “ she said and sat back properly in her chair. She tried to shut the door but his hand held it opened. She looked at him with wide eyes.

He smiled gently “ Do you want my hotel number, so we can make plans for tomorrow ? “ he asked raising his eye brow.

“ Oh, right. What is it ? “ she asked taking out her cell phone and dialing the numbers as he spoke.” Ok, what time do you want me to call you ? “ she asked, shutting her door and rolling down the window.

“ Whenever. “ he shrug.

“ Alright then, “ she started up the car, and looked at him again. “ Bye. “ she said.

“ See you tomorrow, sounds better. “ he suggested.

“ See you tomorrow. “ she whispered and drove off, leaving him there grinning devilishly.

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He laid his head on his hotel room pillow, and closed his eyes, waiting for the darkness to take over. He waited and thought about his plans for next evening and smiled, but frowned when he heard his cell phone ring. He got off the bed and walked over to his bag, reaching in for the phone.

“ What Mikey ? “ he answered coldly.

“ Where are you ? “ Mikey asked worried.

“ Don’t worry about it. What do you want ? “

“ Where are you ? Your not at the house, your not at the studio. At least leave a fucking note. “ Mikey said angrily. “ C’mon man, where are you ? “ he asked softer.

“ What’s your problem ? “ Gerard questioned “ Why are you so concerned ? I’ve been gone for like 2 days... “ he stopped and put the pieces together as for why his brother was acting so strange. “ You knew. “ he whispered.

“ What are you talking about ? “ Mikey defended.

“ You knew she was here. You fuckin knew. “ he said full of rage.

“ Look Gerard, yes ok. I knew. “ he admitted. “ But you can’t see her. “

“ I already have. And we have plans for tomorrow. “

“ Gerard no ! Your sick, you need help. Just leave her alone ! “ Mikey begged.

“ NO ! She’s mine, she’ll always be mine. And we’re going to be together. She wants me back, I can see it. I can see it in her eyes, she still loves me. “ he said confidently.

“ No Gerard. She doesn’t love YOU, she loves the old Gerard, and the old Gerard die a long time ago. “ Mikey spat.

Gerard threw his phone across the hotel room, only to have it shatter against the wall. He angrily paced back and forth, breathing heavily. He ran over to his bag and grabbed her book. He sat down on the bed hard and began reading once more, letting his mind travel back in time.

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