Defective Minds | By : LunaValentine Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Miyavi Views: 1593 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know Miyavi. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
I hope it's decent ^_^
I think I'm still going with this though, I don't think it's the ending yet, so keep checking for a new chapter ^_^
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11.42 am.
‘What time is it?’ Rei woke up to find she was lying stark naked on a gigantic mammoth bed between two equally exposed men who may as well had been gods.
Uruha made some inaudible noise.
Gackt lifted his head a little struggling to open his eyes as he looked to the bedside table where there was a small clock. ‘Almost noon…’ He mumbled.
‘Holy fuck!’ Uruha jumped up. ‘Rei, we gotta go.’
‘Shit.’ Rei sighed. ‘Do we have to?’ She glanced at Gackt, who had his arms crossed behind his head, still lying next to her. She didn’t want to go.
Uruha saw the hesitation in her eyes as she looked at him for a second before finally getting up.
‘You know what,’ Uruha said as Rei headed turned the door-handle to leave the room. ‘I’ll tell them you can’t make it today. Just come in tomorrow.’ Uruha smiled.
‘No, it’s okay.’ She shrugged, opening the door. ‘Bathroom’s out there, right?’ She asked Gackt, who looked back at her, his eyes begging for her to stay.
‘Rei, really it’s okay.’ Uruha smiled.
‘It’s not that I don’t want to stay… I do…’ Rei hesitated. ‘It’s… I…’
‘It’s Miyavi isn’t it?’ Gackt asked knowingly.
‘I don’t want any of you to get in trouble. I know he’s going to chuck a tantrum at Uruha.’ Rei looked at Uruha apologetically. ‘And you’ve apologised to him and he’s apologised to you.’ She added to Gackt. ‘I don’t want to make anymore trouble.’
‘I’ll tell Myv you’re at the studio today.’ Uruha assured Rei. ‘He wont find out.’
‘I…’ Rei still wasn’t sure. She liked Gackt. A lot. She wanted him.
Gackt got up slowly before walking over to Rei.
She felt him snake his arms around her waist from behind, pulling her close to him. ‘Please stay…’ He whispered, sending jolts of god knows what all over her body.
‘Come on, don’t let the man beg.’ Uruha winked.
Rei sighed, smiling. ‘Alright…’ She turned around to face Gackt, who in time leaned in and kissed her deeply.
She went with it until Miyavi started to echo in her head.
‘Gackt?!’ She heard him call out.
‘Holy fuck.’ Gackt pulled away. ‘Everyone clothes back on!’
Miyavi wasn’t in her head. He was outside of Gackt’s house, knocking madly, calling out.
‘Fuck!’ Rei cursed, as panic struck her before she made a run for it to the bathroom, ignoring Gackt’s calls, telling her to calm down.
‘I’m an idiot!’ Uruha stomped. ‘My fucking car is outside! Fuck!’
‘Uruha, just get dressed. I’ll take care of him.’ Gackt said, trying his best to stay calm. ‘Play along with whatever I say.’
Half-listening, Uruha nodded as he madly searched for his pants.
Gackt managed to find his pants amidst the messed up sheets of the bed and slipped them on quickly before he picked up Rei’s clothes up off the ground. ‘Wait here.’ He instructed Uruha as he left to give Rei her clothes.
‘Aha!’ Uruha found his pants and put them on before he looked up to realize that Gackt had left the room. He vaguely remembered hearing Gackt giving him some sort of instruction, but what it was, Uruha couldn’t remember.
‘Gackt!’ Miyavi kept calling.
‘Thanks.’ Rei opened the bathroom door to let Gackt give her clothes back. ‘I used some of your make up.’ She told Gackt. She’d washed her face and reapplied some make up and gave her hair a quick fix.
‘That’s okay.’ Gackt nodded. ‘Hurry up.’
She closed the door again to change and reappeared exactly 45 seconds later.
‘Nice.’ Gackt smiled honestly. ‘Now go to the guest room, it’s just around the back.’ He pointed towards the backside of his dungeon-like house ‘Just play along with what I say.’ He said quickly, looking deep into her eyes before without warning he pressed his lips against hers.
She closed her eyes and put her hands by his cheeks and pulled him closer to her, deepening the kiss – it could possibly be their last one.
‘Go.’ He pulled away reluctantly.
Rei nodded before hurrying off.
‘Ah.’ Uruha smiled when Gackt returned to him room. ‘Was I meant to wait here or,-‘ he began but was cut off.
‘Back in the bed, pretend you’re asleep.’ Gackt said firmly. ‘If I say anything, play along!’
Uruha nodded at the order and retreated back within the sheets of the bed as Gackt hurried out to greet Miyavi.
‘Myv?’ Gackt opened the door a little as he faked sleepy eyes and scratched the back of his head sleepily. ‘It’s…’ He wasn’t sure what time it was. ‘Morning. What are you doing?’
‘It’s actually almost noon. I thought you would’ve been up already.’ Miyavi smiled. ‘Rei’s here isn’t she?’ The smile turned into a knowing smirk.
‘Yeah.’ Gackt said.
Miyavi pushed the door open and pushed Gackt inside. ‘What the fuck man!’
‘Nothing happened!’ Gackt lied. ‘She’s in the guestroom.’ He told the truth.
‘I don’t believe you.’ Miyavi said between his teeth as he pushed Gackt out of the way as he made for his friend’s bedroom.
Miyavi burst into Gackt’s room, only to find Uruha who appeared to be asleep on Gackt’s bed, deeply buried amidst the messed up sheets.
‘She just didn’t want to go home last night.’ Gackt deepened the lie. ‘I had plans with Uruha after he was supposed to drive Rei home, so instead he brought her along, but she had nothing to do with this.’ Gackt assured the still suspicious Miyavi.
Miyavi’s eyes softened as he sighed before he abruptly hugged Gackt.
Uruha opened his eyes a little to see the two embrace.
‘Can I see her?’ Miyavi let go. ‘I… I really need to talk to her.’
Gackt glanced quickly to Uruha who immediately closed his eyes again before he nodded to Miyavi.
‘Rei, you awake?’ Gackt knocked on the door of the guestroom.
‘Yeah.’ Rei responded, hustling over to unlock the door from inside.
‘I’ll leave you to it then.’ Gackt dismissed himself.
Rei opened the door to find Miyavi standing there alone. ‘Oh?’
It seemed like that kiss was the last one she was ever going to have with Gackt.
‘Hiya.’ Miyavi smiled. ‘Can we talk?’
Rei contemplated on the request in her mind, looking at the man before her, dressed in a pair of tightly fitted leather pants and a half-buttoned pink and yellow-patched shirt. He looked rather cute. ‘Sure.’ She sighed, moving backwards away from the door to let him in. ‘Close the door.’ She said as she sat on the edge of the bed.
After closing the door behind him, he stood there for a moment to appreciate her – she looked a little worn out and was still in yesterday’s clothes, but nevertheless she was as beautiful as ever. He smiled a sad apologetic smile before he joined her, moving the bed slightly as he sat down next to her.
‘Rei…’ He began, not knowing exactly what he was going to say. ‘I… came to…’
Then he heard her sob.
‘Ishihara, I…’ She said.
‘I’m sorry.’ Miyavi said, snaking an arm around her shoulder, pulling her to him.
She rested her head on his shoulder as she cried – for a reason she wasn’t sure of at the moment.
‘What’s wrong…?’ He asked.
Guilt had set into her. She hated lying to him. ‘I’m sorry too.’
‘What for?’ Miyavi asked, though getting no reply from her.
They sat in awkward silence for a moment before she asked him the question again. ‘What am I to you, Ishihara?’
This time he was going to answer her.
‘This… I’m not very good at this. Just hear me out okay?’ He squeezed her shoulder gently before she lifted her head off his shoulder.
‘I know what you’re going to say.’ She wiped her tears off her face with the back of her hand. ‘It’s been years Ishihara.’
‘Rei…’ He protested.
‘No, I want you to hear me out first.’ She said firmly, her voice shaken with tears.
Miyavi fell silent at the request.
‘I’m not your sister, I’m not your girlfriend, I’m not your fucking wife, you had the chance. It’s too late, 6 years too late.’ She said as the tears escaped her eyes again. ‘I don’t know if it can work, I’m… you’ve hurt me before… I didn’t understand why, I don’t think I can ever understand why. You should’ve taken the risk, now it’s too late.’
‘Rei, I know!’ He got up. ‘And I’m sorry. You’ve no idea how sorry I am!’ He kneeled before her, his hands on her knees as he looked up at her tear-stricken face.
‘No, I do know how sorry you are.’ She cried. ‘I… it’s just too late Ishihara.’
‘Isn’t it better late than never?’ He begged.
She looked away from him, fear of the fact that she knew he was right in a way.
‘Now I’m taking the chance, now I’ll risk it all, please, I don’t want to lose you!’ He felt the tears build up. ‘Please Rei…’
Her tears began to fall faster at his words as she covered her face with her hands.
‘I love you…’ He whispered.
She began to shake as he finally said those words.
‘I thought if I did this when I should’ve years ago… I feared I would’ve lost you. I feared I would’ve hurt you, cheated on you. I mean the way I was back then, it was almost out of my control, I literally had fan girls thrown at me, I didn’t want to hurt you.’ Miyavi said.
‘You did hurt me, Ishihara.’ She moved her hands away from her face, revealing her make-up-smudged, tear-stricken face.
The sight made him feel like a dagger had just been plunged inside his heart.
‘Then I’m sorry… I can’t take it back, but I’m sorry. And I want the chance to fix everything and make it all work, please Rei…’ He begged, taking both her hands in his, squeezing them. ‘I’ve grown up now, I know that this is strong enough, I know I wont be shaken by fan girls, I know I can be there for you.’
‘Ishihara…’ She said, just before he let go of her hands to wrap his hands around her.
‘Forgive me?’ He asked, feeling her arms around his in return.
After a minute of embrace, he pulled away. ‘I love you…’ He smiled.
‘I love you.’ She managed to smile back.
Relief washed over him as finally he let the tears fall. And with that, he leaned forward and pressed his lips against hers, his arms around her back.
She snaked her arms around his waist, pulling him closer to her, deepening the kiss she’d secretly longed for years.
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