Laura's X-Rated Diary
the day after
18th March 2005
Dear Diary
Oh. My. God. I can't believe it! Last night I slept with another woman – and it was Joce. It felt fantastic too, even as we fell asleep in each other's arms. She even woke me up with a kiss and a cup of coffee to tell me she had to rush off to work. I thought she'd have booked today off knowing what she would be drinking the night before and that, or she could have at least have thrown a sickie. I'm missing her already and can't wait to see her when I get to work. I hope last night wasn't just a one-off too, it was too good to only happen once.
Oh god, what if she doesn't want to do it again, she seems to have a history of experimenting and might not want anything more long-term, where does that leave me? Going to other girls or back to guys? There's still something to be said for a good hard ride on a stiff cock, but I know one thing from all this, I have NEVER felt like I did last night with a guy!
Well Diary, you know what they say, hope for the best but prepare for the worst, but I still don't know how I'll deal with it if she doesn't want anything committing or exclusive. Maybe just being fuck-buddies is an option?
Love, Laura xXx