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Trying	By : totaljammer Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Dong Bang Shin Ki Views: 1185 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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"- - - --" = Flash back
ChangMin's POV
"Jaejoong, make me some food, please?" I beg puppy eyed knowing full well its my hyung's greatest weakness. Jaejoong sighs, he seems down, I wonder what's wrong? My tummy gurgles loudly, hungry for food. Jaejoong smiles with a shake of his head and I know that I have won.
"What does my Dongseong want to eat?" I grin triumphantly and follow him into the kitchen.
"Ah, everything you make is always so delicious!" It's true, I don't know what I would do without Jae's cooking! My hyung smiles at my complement, much better. I hate seeing him so down. "Please make me something easy and quick I'm about to die from starvation."
"Hsskk, If I didn't know any better I would think you were a growing boy the way you eat."
"Aish! I am growing though!" I huff at him and puff out my chest illustrating my point.
"Changmin you are already bigger than everyone but Yunho! You don't need to grow anymore." I grin at his words, I'm proud of my size.
"Yunho better watch out, if I were only feed properly I'd already be bigger than him!"
"Are you, my most precious dongseong, accusing me of not feeding you?" I shake my head at Jaejoong's temperamental nature.
"Aish! Jae you are being silly, I know better than that. If I ever dared to say such a thing you'd be cruel enough to never feed me again!" I pout quite upset at even the thought of missing a meal. "I'd wither away without you, please keep feeding me, don't let me die."
"Okay Min, you've kissed my butt enough. I'll feed you but only if you let me use that brain of yours."
"Deal!" I yell out, completely willing to do anything for a well cooked meal. "Thank you hyung." Jaejoong shoos me out of the kitchen and out into the living room to wait. He doesn't like anyone watching him while he cooks.
It's not long at all before the smell of food cooking reaches me setting my tummy grumbling again. I can't wait for a well cooked meal, a special one just for me no less! Jaejoong really is too good to me, I've lost count of the times he's made food just for me when I ask him.
I peak into the kitchen to make sure Jaejoong is into his cooking enough to not notice my presence, I can here his faint humming and I know he won't notice me. I don't think he even realizes he does it, but he always hums when he cooks, and its always the same tune. I don't know it, but something tells me it must be special to him the way his face is lit up happily. I love watching him cook, its one of the few times he lets his control down and I can see the real him. Jaejoong has a small but warm smile as he stirs the cooking food on the stove, I love that smile, its pure and all Jae. I'm so glad that he has something that brings him joy and he doesn't hide it...and that its cooking is even better!
Even though he doesn't like anyone to see him, I always go out of my way to catch glimpses of the real him. I like Jae, I just wish he would come out more, he shouldn't hide from his hyungs! Especially when he is actually so sweet on the inside.
Ever graceful in his movements he goes around the kitchen, his kitchen, grabbing spices. The food will be done soon and I can't get caught watching him so I slip back into the living room to wait for him. I recline on the couch relaxing against the plush cushions.
I don't hear Jaejoong coming, he's always so quiet, a bowl of steaming rice is placed in from of my face. It's delicious aroma filling my nose. I take the large bowl from him bowing my head in thanks and quickly lose myself in enjoying my food. As always it is cooked to perfection with all the spices I love, he knows my taste so well and by default me. I'm not afraid to admit I love food, really love food, all kinds as song as it tastes good I'll eat it happily. Jae's is the best though, he puts his heart into everything he makes and I can taste his love in every bite.
"Hssk, you always have such a strange face when you eat." Jaejoong interrupts my eating, mocking my enjoyment of his wonderful meal. "Hsssk you like food too much." Swallowing my mouthful of rice I bring another forkful to my mouth. Taking the time to inhale its rich aroma I close my eyes savoring its delicious scent before I put it in my mouth.
"Mmmm" I moan around my food in enjoyment as its flavor hits my tongue. Slightly tangy, very spicy and with just a hint of sweetness riding on top; perfection. Its a masterpiece of flavors the way each accents the others. I'm in heaven and I know my face must be showing my rapture when I hear Jaejoong's little giggles.
"Changmin you are so weird, you look as if you are making love to your food." I open my eyes slowly looking into Jaejoong's as I chew my food leisurely still enjoying it too much to rush eating. I swallow even more slowly smirking at Jaejoong's scandalized expression. "Hsssk, you are gross, Min will never have a girlfriend being like this."
"I don't want a girlfriend anyway." I say straightforward, and I don't. What good would a girl be? "Well unless she could cook as good as you then maybe I could have one." I start eating more of my food thinking no more of girlfriends.
"Hsssk." Jaejoong sighs, but lets me finish my meal without any more useless talk. Finishing up my rice I set the bowl down on the table, and lean back onto the couch satisfied. Ah a full stomach is the most wonderful feeling, letting a sigh full of satisfaction out I turn to Jaejoong.
"Thank you hyung, now what can I do?" Jaejoong frowns in thought touching his fingers to his lips, a confused expression on his face. A few false starts of him opening his mouth just to close it again without getting a word out leaves me annoyed.
"Aish Jae, just tell me what you're thinking." I interrupt his inner war hoping to get him to open up and talk without thinking it through. Jaejoong covers his mouth in embarrassment, I take his hand away though. "Jaejoong don't hide, just speak. You know I won't judge you." I tell him straightforward and I can feel his hand jerk in my own as he tries to fall back into his self defensive habit of hiding. I won't let him.
"I'm being stupid aren't I?" He asks me embarrassed, I just give him a look telling him without words DUH! He smiles ruefully taking his hand back and folding it in his lap with his other hand. I watch as he exerts his will, his body tenses as he fights down his instinctual urges to hide, but soon he relaxes calm and collected as always.
"Micky kissed me." I blink in surprise, I thought him and Junsu were a thing. Seriously they seem so perfect for each other, in their weird freaky way. "I liked it...alot." Now that doesn't phase me at all, Jae is so love starved and lonely...and its not like Micky isn't attractive.
Jaejoong stops looking uncomfortable, I know he's holding back something more. I stare at him waiting for him to say what is really bothering him. "But...but I overheard...Micky confessed to Yunho..." Jaejoong's voice catches slightly, "and Yunho seemed like he confessed too..."
"Yunho doesn't like Micky in that way." Jaejoong's head snaps up in shock at my words, his eyes search mine seeking the truth. "Are you sure he was confessing to liking Micky...or was he merely telling Micky that he liked someone?" I know I'm not wrong about Yunho.
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I watch as Jaejoong happily cooks a meal for us, and I'm not the only one spying on our unsuspecting hyung. Yunho is staring at Jaejoong, his eyes track the other man's every move. So intent is his gaze nothing escapes him. Yunho stares longingly at the slight curve of a real smile, his lips curve at the bounce in the other man's every step and he listens enthralled by the sweet melody of Jaejoong's hums.
"You've got it bad Yunho, real bad." I speak softly next to Yunho certain I won't be overheard. He jerks at my words losing the dreamy look from his eyes. I can feel his desire to deny them, but his eyes cannot lie to me. I see his longing, its actually really cute that he can be sensitive enough to care so much for the other man, and still somehow be a man about it. I smile disarmingly at my band leader slinging an arm over his shoulder. "I don't blame you, he's beautiful..." I turn to look at Jae, Yunho follows my lead. Jaejoong's porcelain doll face doesn't seem so much a doll's now than as an angel's when he is smiling so sweetly. "Both inside and out."
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I never questioned Yunho and he never told, we never had to we both knew. I can always see it in his eyes when he would think or speak of our Hero when we were alone.
"Maybe not...it just sounded so much like it..."
"But it wasn't." I shake my head at the irony of this situation, "But why should you care if it was?" I almost laugh at the immediate change in Jae, blood flushes his cheeks and a fire lights in his eyes.
"Because hes..." He stops himself before he can finish with his outburst.
"No finish it, you are so close. Don't think feel."
"Because he's mmine..." Jaejoong stutters out shocked and awed by his own words and the revelation they bring. I smirk at getting to see the oh so controlled Jae so out of sorts. This is fun!
"If he's yours why don't you claim him? Don't let anyone take what's yours before you even get to have him." I tell my hyung and get to enjoy more of his impersonations of fish. "He is lonely too...don't let him be sad when just your smile can bring joy to his life."
My truthful words bring a blush to Jaejoong's cheeks and I can tell he wants to believe me but he's afraid to. Calmly I take his hands in my own giving power to my words, "You are too lonely Jae, it hurts me to see you so. Let him make you happy, I know he will." My words have meaning, a meaning of joy that Jaejoong can finally have in his grasp. I can see it in his eyes that he's finally starting to believe my words, he opens his mouth but I still his words with a look. "Don't tell me, I already know everything. Go tell someone who cares." I wink at Jaejoong nodding my head behind him cluing him to turn around.
Jae's breath catches in his throat, a mere whisper escapes, a name.
"Yunho..."
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