Life of a Gallagher | By : fadingsummer Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Oasis Views: 1800 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Yay, another chapter! As you can see, my obsession has gotten out of hand. *listens to Guess God Thinks I'm Abel*
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It's us against the world. We hate everyone. We hate each other more than everyone else. And we hate ourselves more than we hate each other. And I still love him.
Strange that our more than twisted, sick relationship gives birth to music so beautiful and pure. No idea how we manage. I write tunes for my little muse, and he sings them to me in return.
We only look into each other’s eyes while we’re playing something when we’re alone. It’s because it has such a big effect on me to see his face while I hear his voice. To think that he’s singing my song. It’s almost religious to me. It made me cry one time.
He was singing the lines and my eyes met his. His voice softened and he smiled. My fingers touched the snares in harmony with him, but still in two different melodies. It was all pretty symbolic. Suddenly I noticed my blurred sight and the warm tears streaming down my face. It had been such a long time since I’d cried for the last time, that it made me feel embarrassed. I turned my back on Liam and tried to wipe my tears away, but he had already seen them and he gave me a kiss on my lips for comfort. Which only made me cry harder. That’s why it’s impossible for us to have too much eye contact during a show.
But when we’re composing something, I'm actually talking to him, because we can't talk in a normal way anymore. When we do, we end up having a fight, or sex. We can't talk because all we do is avoid one subject, which is the most important subject of our lives. In every conversation, we're waiting for one of us to say: 'Let's stop doing this.' So instead we just let our instincts take over. It works most of the time.
It's not that we actually have sex like we have with girls. We never did that. It's absolutely ridiculous. It would hurt him and I know he'd never want me to. I don't even want to. But a short while after he gave me a kiss for the very first time, he gave me a blowjob out of nowhere. Before that, we'd only used our hands. It was insane. I didn't even encourage him. So I was lying there in a state of shock, and then a state of extasy, then a state of shock again. That was the only time we ever talked about it. It was the most painful conversation in my life. To think that I've started it! But eventually, it was the right thing to do. I guess.
'Liam...Why did you have to do that?'
'What, you didn't like it? As if I'm gonna believe that.'
'Oh, I liked it. But getting your dick sucked by your brother leaves a bad aftertaste, you know?'
'What do you mean?' His eyes narrowed and got dark.
'Oh, Liam. You know what I mean.'
'No, I don't.'
'You're not my bird.'
He didn't speak. He bit his lip. But I just had to go on. Everything had to be said, as I'd already started. I wouldn't get another chance.
'I've been thinking about this. Maybe it's better if we'd just stop doing...you know. What we do.'
'Why are you telling me this? As if I'm the one deserving all the blame!'
'It's not about blame.'
'You started!'
'Yes, and I'm sorry...'
'Hah!'
'Liam...'
'Fuck you, Noel. Fuck you.'
I'd made him angry. It was stupid, but still better than making him cry. He spat me in my face and ran away. I took my chances: I was stronger than him. I made three quick movements and I caught him, wrapped in my arms, before his hand could even reach the doorknob. He protested heavily, hitting me everywhere with his fists.
'Let go of me! Fuck off!'
Tears were streaming down his face. I'd never seen him cry that hard. It really broke my heart. It shocked me so bad my arms fell back to my sides, powerless. He took a few steps back. His lips were shaking. I stared him in the eyes for a long moment. I realised my face was still wet and I wiped it. In that instant, he ran away.
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*listens to Stand By Me*
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