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Spirits Love Score Chapter Five
It had been a strange day for Hyde. Little tiny things that only he noticed were what made it so. Something moved. Something would pop into his head, as if he was answering a question. The strangest thing of all was that everything kept leading him back to Gackt. His thought processes, his very movements. It was very perplexing. The erotic dream from the night before was of no help. It occurred to him that this type of stuff didn't start happening until he was introduced to the script. But it didn't matter much right? After all, he only thought about Gackt daily before. Not lingering thoughts... just a moment of "I wonder what or how he is doing?" The dreams were nothing new either. When even he was a child he would dream of being friends with someone like Gackt. He didn't know where it all added up. As he entered his bedroom he caught the scent of lavender and wild thyme.
He was exhausted. The scent was familiar to him. It was comforting, but also... something else that he couldn't quite place. The wild thyme made him think of Gackt for some reason. He suddenly felt almost all the strength with in him leave as that thought occurred. He sighed and crossed the room, laying his jacket on the bed. It was followed by his shirt. He sat on the bed next, then dug in to the jacket for a carton of cigarettes and his lighter. Finding it he brought it to his lips, lighting it, then noticed the scent was even heavier. A breeze on his skin felt like fingertips tracing his shoulders. It sent shivers down his back. But it didn't frighten him.
"I know you're there. I can't see you, but I know you are. You've been there since I was child," the air turned humid... as if it was frightened and crying. He involuntarily turned his head behind him, "It's ok." He snuffed the half lit cigarette out, pushed the stray clothes off the bed and lay down continuing, "Just stay here, until I fall asleep," The humidity in the air lessened and he felt something like a warm wisp of air surrounded him in an embrace. He was lonely and full of too many questions this night. This scent and this air, it comforted him and sleep came to him. Dreamless sleep.
'Tomorrow, I'll see him." were his last thoughts before it overtook him.
~~+~+~~
Hyde thought that it was a nightmare and miracle that Oishi Megumi was in the studio. They had met previously in a couple of places. But this time, she was filming a commercial for the day next door to their studio. He asked her to coffee during the break and he found her so easy to talk to, and connect with. Problem was, he was oddly feeling guilty. He couldn't exactly figure out why. Again, Gackt would pop into his mind every now and then. He purposely refused to talk about Gackt much. It only made his mind trail to him even more, and have spans of silence when he knew he needed to be trying to keep conversation flowing. Then the question he was kind of dreading came up, "What're you doing tonight?"
He found himself twisting in his seat. How do you tell someone you're attracted to that you're going to another guy's house and will be feeling him up and letting him do the same? Sure it was the script... but that's just not something people say openly. He finally mumbled out, "I'm going to Gackt's house. We're going to go over the script we're doing."
"Ah... You haven't said what type of script you're working on either? What's it about?" she asked with open, inquiring eyes.
He stared back at her a little stricken, before literally shaking it off, "It's about fairies... mythological stuff. You know." He quickly looked at his watch. Thank God. It was time to go back. "I should be getting back." He picked up his jacket, as he watched her look her watch as well.
"Yeah, me too. Maybe I'll call you sometime. What's the number?" She took a notepad and pen out of her purse and handed it to him.
He took it and jotted his number down quickly as he spoke, "Sure. Do you want me to walk you back?"
A smile was the answer.
~~+~+~~
The pencil snapped in his hand when he looked up and seen Hyde with Megumi. He had been sitting in a chair off to the side of the studio's entrance writing out some lyrics when he seen them. He took a couple of deep breaths. He had been doing that all day. He was nervous about the script. He was nervous about Hyde coming over, and what might happen. Then the bigger problem was that he was extremely aroused. He had been all day. Between having to stare at Hyde's half naked body and the make-up girl he had slept with when this whole thing started, he thought he'd go crazy. The wave of jealousy was quickly forgotten when Hyde seen her into her studio and immediately saw him. It looked like a wave of guilt crept into Hyde's eyes. Or had he imagined that? Still he was blushing slightly. That was amusing in itself. Why Gackt didn't know. Hyde came up to him with that boyish gaut of his looking at him out of the corner of his eye.
Gackt nodded towards the studio door Megumi disappeared into after, "We still on for the night?"
Hyde shoved his hands in his pockets, raised his eyebrows, and nodded, "Wouldn't miss it."
Gackt smirked, gave him a playful, lusting glance and went back to his lyrics. Hyde merely stood there and watched until Gackt looked up again. He seen him giving him a troubled, thoughtful look. Gackt raised his eyebrows inquiringly. Hyde nod-bowed and turned around walking towards his dressing room. What was that look? Gackt kept wondering as he worked on the lyrics half-heartedly now.
~~+~+~~
He knocked on the door for the fourth time to let Gackt know he was still there. He traced the paved stones below him with his shoe, shifted the backpack on his shoulder and huffed. Then finally after a few more moments the door opened.
"Been standing out here forever man." Hyde said as Gackt motioned for him to come inside.
Gackt led him down a long, dark hallway. The antiques he remembered being placed there still in the same place as he replied, "Sorry, was in the bathroom."
"Ah, well, you do have a cell phone right? Next time just call and say 'I'm not able to come up right now'... you don't have to give details." Hyde replied. He hadn't eaten that day, except for some crackers and was feeling rather testy.
"Sorry again." was the mumbled reply from the taller man and he led him into the study. "Have a seat." Gackt gestured to the couch and went through the usual things about did he want anything to drink... or eat. Both of which Hyde said yes to.
Then Hyde stood up and stopped him before he left, "Wait... just to make sure... You're not going to take a week to cook it are you?"
Gackt laughed and shook his head, "Nah, it's just egg rolls and grilled gyoza*."
Hyde smiled in return and went back to his seat. "I await the feast then."
Gackt snorted, and left for a good half hour. Hyde had taken to amusing himself with the books around him when "the feast" was presented.
They continued on with their meal, and talked and joked until late into the night, the script long forgotten until a scent of lavendar permeated the room, followed by a warm draft. Both men knew they weren't alone, and Gackt looked around frantically for the source, but never found it. It led to an awkward silence between the two. When finally it was Hyde who withdrew the script from the backpack that the scent seemed to leave the room, however the room seemed terribly warm. He laid it on the table and both men kept shifting their gaze between it and the other person.
"Never actually been in your bedroom Gackt," Hyde replied softly.
Gackt began to bite into one of his nails, then stopped when he seen the other man was looking up at him. He was seated forward, arms resting on his thighs, watching him with a look that was a mixture of determination and nervousness.
"Do..." he stammered, and then cleared his throat, "do you want to see it?" He looked away as he said this. The gaze was too penetrating, too nerve wrecking.
Hyde looked down at the carpet, "I think it'll be the best place to rehearse this... thing..." He pointed to the script and a hand went to niche between his eyebrows for a moment. Gackt still didn't look at him, but instead seemed to be chewing his bottom lip, then he nodded and got up.
"This way then..." He bent over and swiped the script off the table as Hyde reached for it. Their hands briefly made contact, forcing them to look at one another. Each wore an un-nerved expression. Then Hyde got up and crossed the two steps that closed the gap between them, and Gackt led the way through the halls to his room. The water fountain could be heard just outside the threshold**. Gackt continued across the room when he opened the door, and laid the script on the round bed. Hyde trailed behind silently, stopping briefly to look over the fountain. He made a "hmph" sound, and then crossed the room to join Gackt.
"Did you want to go over the dialogue first...?" Gackt asked quizzically, eyebrows raised as he finally looked at the shorter man.
Hyde looked around him, shoving his hands into his pockets then up at him, "Doesn't much matter does it? We can either get it over with now or later..."
'Get it over with?', was that truly how he felt about this? Gackt swore the Fae were just interfering at that point for amusement. He couldn't help the hurt look that crept briefly in his eyes, before he masked it over with a serene face. "Guess you're right..."
"Gackt," Hyde reached out and tentavily took his wrist, "I didn't mean that how it must've sounded. I just... feel a bit uncomfortable right now."
Gackt nodded, then picked the script up and sat on the bed. Hyde followed though Gackt didn't watch. He wanted to so bad, but he was worried that one look could force the other man fleeing from the room. Without looking at him, he handed the script to Hyde, letting him make the decision about the dialogue. Hyde appeared to thumb through it, then stopped on one page.
He cleared his throat, and Gackt looked over and seen it was literally the scene where the two fae begin their relationship. The nutty dark fae (Gackt's character) gets the light fae (Hyde's character) to realize he really is in love with him. Gackt figured Hyde would want to build up to it. But it was 2 am. They'd both have to get up in a few hours. So, why beat around the bush, he supposed was Hyde's philosophy.
He cleared his throat a second time, and began, "Do you mean to tell me that all this time, all these crazed nights you have been trying to prove your love to me? That these things that did nothing but hurt the realm of man were all due to my love for a single woman? You reordered time, and broke the laws of our world just for that?"
Gackt hesitated for a moment, before leaning over and looking at his lines, Hyde remained focused on his script, "Of course. I would do anything for you. Anything to make you see that you will... and always will be mine. That," he paused to add an effective, disgusted emotion, thinking in a brief moment of jealousy of Megumi, "woman is not worthy of your time. She will never be one of us? Are you willing to forsake your immortality, your realm, your God-given heritage, for just a few short years of pleasure in some mortal's arms? Do you understand what will happen to you? You will not just die! You will fade and be nothing more than a wisp of air!"
Hyde looked up at him, straight in his eyes, "Yes. What you have done is unthinkable. It isn't that you're a male Shea... Shearm," Gackt started, and remained wide-eyed for a moment at the slip in the name, Hyde looked confused too at the slip of tongue, "it's because of what you have done to them... Not just her, but man themselves. They who have just a few years as it is... How can I love you? How can anyone after what you have done? You are lucky the Faeire King himself has not intervened!"
Gackt swallowed, then he read his line softly, "What would you have me do?"
"Let me go..." Hyde whispered, he seemed to almost choke on the sentence, "Let me be happy... At least give me a chance to see if she even wants me after all you've done."
Gackt stared into his eyes for a long moment, as if this was a real request... in a way it seemed to be, and nearly sobbed into the sentence, "As you wish. But I will always be there..."
Then supposedly the sound-effects team would take care of the rest of that moment, and Hyde turned to the spot near the end of the script. It wasn't quite the ending, but it lead up to the moment the two had been anticipating and fearing alike the entire time they had been filming.
Hyde mused aloud, "Ok, I'm supposed to be sitting on a rock looking out unto the sea, nearly in tears. Yada, yada, yada... Ok corny scene, here we go," Hyde was looking through the lines then, paused and looked up. Gackt was merely looking at him with a deer in the headlights look, after a moment, Hyde raised his eyebrows and replied, "It's you... You start here..."
Gackt and he looked down at the script where Hyde had his finger pointing.
"Oh yes, sorry... I was lost in a thought..." was Gackt's hurried reply. Hyde merely stared at his profile trapped in his own musings. He wondered if Gackt thought he was literally trying to hint at the underlying meanin between the prior scene's words, "Will you be all right Wairm?"
Hyde kept looking at him as he said his lines, "What do you think? You should be happy. She shattered my heart. She loved another. Come here to gloat? Come here to say 'I told you so?'"
Gackt looked up, and shook his head, looking right in to his eyes, "No, that was not why I came. I would never think to even try those things. I am sorry for all that has happened. You have no idea how much."
Hyde didn't flinch when he asked, as if he really was asking him, some part of him deep inside was he realized, "Why?"
Gackt raised a hand to Hyde's cheek and whispered, "Because I love you."
"I can not return to my realms. I can never be Fae again."
"Yes, yes you can. You and I both know the deep magic. It can be reversed..."
Hyde pulled away, and spoke his next line, "If we do this, then our lives will be forever tied to the other. We will not be able to live if the other dies. If I choose to pursue a mortal life once again... you will die. Your life will be as forfit as my own."
"I know. But it always was yours to take. I remained in existence only in the hope you would need me. If this is the only way you will accept me, even if I am but a tool to keep you in existence, so be it. You do not even need to reside near me, or see me again, as long as you live. Take my life." Gackt said the words, flowing out of him like a song, even if they didn't sound that masculine. Well, at least not to another guy.
"I am selfish Shearm... But I will not trap you in a realm of darkness and anger... sadness. I will not leave you alone, as I have been. I know the depth of the pain these mortals feel now. It is worse than any death. I will remain with you. I will try to learn to love you." He raised a hand just as he was supposed to in the script and placed it on the back of Gackt's head, "I forgive you."
At that point, they knew without the script telling them to, that they were to kiss, each hesitated for a moment, then pulled forward together and their lips met. Each felt their mouth parting to let in air and the tongue of the other man. Each took a turn at exploring the other's mouth, before pulling away for air. The problem with the script was it didn't say which one was supposed to do what. But Hyde took the intitative and began kissing Gackt on his neck, down to his collarbone and began running a hand along his chest and thigh. Gackt gasped at this. Before Hyde had come over he had finally gotten the hot and bothered feeling out of his veins, now it returned 3-fold. He instinctively pulled Hyde's head closer to the spot he was teasing with his teeth and tongue, then let his hands roam down the other man's sides, finding the hem of his shirt his hand went under it and up. Silky skin under his fingertips were the reward, and an "ah" sound came from Hyde's lips as he rubbed his thumbs over his nipples. At this, Gackt pushed against him, and both men sank backwards on the bed, looking at each other, side by side for a moment. Hyde took the opportunity to push Gackt flat on his back and he straddled him pulling his shirt up, and kissing down his chest, then laying down on top of him, he licked and nipped at his hips that were just barely exposed above his black pants.
Gackt moaned in turn at each ministration then all at once grabbed Hyde by his upper arms and pulled him back up to meet his lips. He rolled them over so that he was now on top of him and he continued kissing him until he was breathless. Hyde's shirt was pulled up and Hyde lifted himself slightly so that it could be pulled completely off. Gackt straddled his hips for a couple of moments as he pulled his own over his head and then lay back down, supporting his weight on his elbos and lower arms, and repeated the same actions Hyde had done to him, before taking it a step further and licking at his nipples, then letting a hand wander down to the man's upper thighs. He squeezed gently, forcing a shock wave of erotic pleasure up his spine. Hyde let him continue a moment before pushing up on Gackt's chest, making them both sit up, and then wrapping his arms around the other man's waist. Experiementally, he ran his fingertips gently over his spine. Hearing a moan, that was close to being touched in his lowere regions he continued it on up and down causing Gackt to continue the sounds he was ellicting from him. With a coy look, he slid around him and began laying kisses along his spine.
For Gackt, this was one of his "spots", it was becoming an aching, driving need with in and resistance to it all was futile. It was becoming nearly unbearable, and he found himself sinking to the bed as Hyde's body seemed to follow still playing at the area with either his hands or lips. If his hands weren't there they were reaching beneath him and stoking his chest, abodomen, anywhere except the one area pleading for some attention to be made to it. He had resisted the urge to let his hips jerk, but he couldn't help it anymore, and his body instinctively began jerking forward.
"Enough..." Gackt whispered. It confused Hyde momentairly, and Gackt reached around and pulled hi down to his side and was on top of him in a second. His hands and lips trailed down Hyde's chest then finally he found a "spot" of his own to play at on the other man. Behind his knees. If he squeezed it just so, the man's eyes rolled back into his head and he would whimper like a newborn kitten. Socks were discarded, and they each took turns experiementing with areas on the other person's body, Gackt found also that Hyde's toes were especially sensitive if you rubbed them just so... Hyde found that if he nipped at Gackt's ankles and his left hip he would get a reaction close to the one from his back. This continued for well on 2 hours before both men could take it no more, and succumbed to the desire of their flesh, still with out removing their pants. It had been like an unacknowledged, silent agreement between them somehow, that they wouldn't even try to go to that part of the body. No matter how badly the body asked it. However when they did finally let go, it was embarrassing to each of them and they both had run to the bathroom to clean up and change into something else.
Hyde was wearing one of Gackt's robes when he came out of the bathroom and without a word just laid down beside Gackt on the bed and curled up, going to sleep almost immediately. Gackt however, was wide awake for another 45 minutes. He kept wondering if this was a good or bad thing that had just happened. He kept thinking about the intensity of the moment when Hyde's character asked for him to let him go. He had made up his mind. If he had to, if Megumi was Hyde's choice he would let him go. After all, if it was meant to be, they'd come back together again. It sent a chill up his spine, and he kept looking over at the sleeping form beside him... not wondering, but knowing what would come when they got up. Megumi would play her card, and Hyde would have to choose his happiness in this world.
~~+~+~~
Hyde walked into the studio room in full Fae regalia. Gackt was already there, and was dressed as his character, sitting in the middle of the set near one of the Faeire Land's sparkly trees. Hyde chewed on his bottom lip for a moment then came up to him.
"So, how ya doing?" he asked as he sat down beside him.
"Tired." Gackt raised his hands as if in a prayer, leaning forward, and sighed. It was very clear that he was worried or at least depressed about something.
"Yeah, me too," Hyde took another long look at the other man, and whispered, "What's wrong?"
Gackt peered over at him, then quickly looked away, "Nothing."
"Is it about... last night?" Hyde asked twisting slightly. He had to tell Gackt something. He had met Megumi in the hallway again, and they had made plans. However, as soon as he did he began to fill guilty. Especially after spending his entire morning routine and make-up time convincing himself, that the night before was just practice to Gackt for the scene, even if he felt... well, like it should have meant more than that.
Gackt looked down and up and nodded when he met his gaze again. Hyde felt his heart sink, "Do you... regret how far it went?"
"Do you?" Gackt asked very pointedly.
"I asked first," Hyde replied with a roll of his eyes.
Gackt peered in both directions, as if making sure no one was listening, "No. I'm glad it did. I'm just worried about you, I guess. I know how weird you are about anything... homosexual."
Hyde twisted in his seat again, and repeated Gackt's action of looking about for eavesdroppers, "No, but I..." he now felt awkward about telling him about his date that night, "I'm trying not to think about it much..." That was an outright lie and he knew it, "I... I'm going to be seeing Oishi Megumi tonight, and I guess... if you want, that is," he took a deep breath, "we can just let it go."
Gackt squeezed his eyes tight and leaned foward more, "As you wish. Call if you need anything." He looked straight ahead as he said it. It then struck him that he said almost the same thing his character said in the story.
Hyde's eyebrows came together in thought and he nodded, glancing at Gackt one more time, and he got up. He too noticed the line was almost identical, "I'll keep that in mind. See ya." He raised a hand in good-bye, and went back to the make-up counter to get ready to go home.
A warm, gentle breeze with the scent of thyme and lavendar filled the air around Gackt, and he heard a familiar voice say, "What are you doing?"
Gackt looked from Shea to Waitse, then pointedly looked back at Waitse, who had asked the question, "What he did for you." He inclined his head to wear Shea was standing behind him, arms folded over his chest and a look as if he was about to lose his faeire crackers, on his face.
"What?" Waitse asked, who was sitting beside him.
"Letting him go. Letting him make his own choice."
Waitse looked down and then towards his counterpart, "Why didn't you use the star essence?"
"Because if I did, it wouldn't be fair on either of us. And you know it. That's what this whole thing was about right? This whole script... You two put the ideas in the writer's head, and... and everything. Now you have to let fate take it's own course." Gackt said nearly spitting the words into the Fae's face.
"Look... we..." Waitse began.
"Hush, both of you," came a new voice, the voice of the Fae King. "This thing must take it's course. You...," he regarded Gackt for a moment, "Get some rest, and then go to the beach just outside. The one you will be shooting your last scene in. Wait there for fate to take it's course." Then with a snap of his fingers all three Fae disappeared, leaving Gackt to agonize alone.
~~+~+~~
Gackt was seated on the tree stump where the final scene would be shot the next day. The last day of this insane ride. The next day he would wake up either with Hyde by his side forever, or alone and living the life of a man who would know only the brief glimpses of love that he had known all his life. His head was in his hands and he rubbed the palm over his face, as if it would wipe away all the misery. He looked up, the eclipse was starting.
"It's too late," he whispered to himself, then refusing to let tears fall, instead focused on the rolling waves. Above him there was a restaurant, where he found Hyde was dining with Megumi. He was going to eat there himself originally, but upon being seated almost in back of them, he took his leave, with an apology to the waiter. He walked down to this spot on the beach and waited having lost what little appetite he had. In his brief glimpses of the date between Megumi and Hyde, it was going well. So, he knew it was most likely, not going to happen for him. The Fae had again meddled and came up short with another mortal's life. It was like a damn Shakespearian play.
He was so wrapped up in his thoughts that he didn't hear the person behind him approach, "Hey, can I get your autograph?"
Gackt's eyes went wide and he spun around, Hyde laughed and just continued standing there, hands in his pockets, a grin on his face. Gackt's mouth dropped open, and he smiled in return... then his prior thoughts intruded and he turned back around.
"I thought you had a date... Isn't she with you?" Gackt asked trying to keep his voice even.
"No," Hyde came around and sat down beside him, "I really couldn't focus on it too much. On her too much I should say."
"Why?"
Hyde got up, and stepped forward about 3 paces, "I kept thinking about you. I just kept coming back to you... I couldn't help feeling like it was wrong somehow. That it wouldn't work out between her and I. She picked up on it I guess, and politely said she was going to go home. She also pretty much said, she wouldn't be available for the next... oh, 400 years."
Gackt was taken back by that and then stood with a confused look, "What exactly did you do to her?"
Hyde hesitated for a moment, dug his shoe in the sand and then turned around, "I told her I couldn't be with her, because I was in love with someone else."
Gackt looked down, then back up in amazement, "Who?" he asked with baited breath.
Hyde swallowed hard, "You."
Gackt closed his eyes tight and began laughing. Laughing in relief. Laughing in joy... He couldn't stop. Hyde came to his side and looked rather hurt. "Sorry.. I guess I shouldn't have said anything... Just... just forget it." Then he began to stalk off.
Gackt recovered himself and called after him and ran to him where he stood back turned, bolt upright in posture, "I wasn't laughing at the idea of it. But with relief."
Hyde turned around, brow knotted in confusion, "What?"
"I love you too."
Hyde snorted then began to laugh too then stopped seeing the serious look on Gackt's face. Raising his eyebrows he asked, "Really?"
Gackt nodded then outstretched his hand to him, "Wanna try it for real this time?"
Hyde looked at his hand apprehensively, and then took it, ""What the hell." Together they turn back to the beach, "Damn, if this doesn't seem like a moment in a corney movie or fanfiction."
Gackt laughed at that and they moved further on down the beach. Then a scent on the wind caught Gackt's attention.
Gackt looked over as the 3 Fae appeared and smiled. Oberon had his arms about the shoulders of Waitse and Shea who stood hand in hand.
"What did you tell him?" Waitse asked turning to look at Oberon.
Oberon merely smiled knowingly, "The truth." Both Shea and Waitse cocked their heads in wonder at the Faeire King.
Hyde then looked over in their direction and to Gackt's astonishment nodded in their direction. Hyde noticed the shocked expression and merely smiled urging him further up the beach as the glassy moon was blocked out, bathing all in a red light. The trio nodded back and watched them continue up the beach for a few moments, then the Fae pair snapped their fingers and vanished never to be seen again by the pair. As for Hyde and Gackt themselves, one would say they lived happily ever after, in a mortal sense.
Gackt looked back at the king and he nodded, then followed Waitse and Shea back into the realm of the Fae. A mental conversation passing between them before he did... reassuring and comforting.
"Gackt, do not question nor despair over your soulmate's decision, if you are his choice. He chose you of his own free will. He knew the cost all too well." Oberon assured Gackt.
"But what of the child, Oberon? I can't be so selfish as to take that future from him."
"Do you believe this world is the only one there is? That this simple reality is all that exists? You and he are but part of one. Yet, I assure you, in another she will be born and thrive. Just as we Fae have our motal counterparts, you have your own. Therefore, each in God's good wisedom will always achieve the perfect end."
Finish
Caution yourself of lover's respite
Cupid's wings always take flight
He shoots an arrow blindly and where it lands
Be upon a flower, a beast or you maybe
It's wound bleeding a red shading
Yet even he can not rebound
Against the stars whom true lovers way have found
For he too is a victim of those kinds of fears
Stung with his own arrow and pining for her all those years
The invisible helpers see to it we find ourselves
Following our stars with their tricks and knavery
Beware the stars and our Fae counterparts
For no one knows better than a fairy
What we humans can not see,
Knowing what fools we mortals can be...
*In case you do not know what Grilled Gyoza is... it's basically grilled dumplings. Usually shrimp or pork. It's nummy. Yeah, I'm a sushi chef and I don't eat the sushi. By all accounts the sushi I make is excellent. I know it tastes fine to me when I have to sample it. You just get kind of tired of looking at it after rolling it for 4 to 6 hours straight. But I will eat the dumplings we sell. :P Wow, a rant about dumplings... @_@
** I remember there were pictures of Gackt's house on the Internet a while back. I don't really remember too much about it except that the fountain was in his bedroom. I tried looking them up, but could only get the video of it. Since I didn't really want to watch it again (very, very exhausted) I decided to use the freedom of fanfiction and am trying to create my own version, based loosely on what I remember about it.
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